Love, Lies & Loneliness

Chapter 48
(Of Newts and Snape)

Harry flicked his wand idly against the teacup and star charts on his desk as he stared at the clock hovering ominously above the teacher’s table in the great hall. This was his final exam, ‘Divination’. Harry didn’t ever know why he’d taken this stupid class in the first place. It had only taken him half of the entire Newt’s tail on the clock to finish the essay and readings he was supposed to be doing and now he was forced to sit here and wait for time to run out.

For the past two weeks he’d been in exams or studying in the library. He was completely over the entire ‘school exam’ experience and longed to go outside into the sun and fly around on his broom. As much as everyone made the exams out to be hard Harry had found them relatively simple, the practicals far more interesting than the written. Transfiguration had been on Monday and Tuesday. Harry had partnered Seamus, and although the Snake he’d turned the boy into still had an Irish accent when it spoke Harry assumed he’d done pretty well but considered himself lucky none of the examiners could speak ‘Parceltongue’. Care of Magical Creatures had been Wednesday and Thursday, and considering what beast Harry had been given for his practical he’d come out relatively unscathed. Friday marked the start of Potions. Harry had correctly identified all of the ingredients he’d been shown, as well as brewed his ‘Sleeping Draught’ with excellent precision. After the weekend Harry had retuned to the Potion exam, to complete his potion and the written part of the exam. Tuesday had been Defence Against the Dark Arts with Wednesday and Thursday left for Charms. So now on this final Friday, Harry had completed his last exam ever at Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry. Admittedly there were still more exams both next week and the week after but Harry hadn’t taken those subjects so he was now free to relax and basically bum about until the end of school feast in two weeks time.

“Mr Potter, will you please refrain from tapping so incessantly you are disturbing the other students.” Harry looked up from his distant stare at the clock to focus on the familiar figure now standing next to him. Snape had turned out to be the Hogwarts representative in the ‘Divination’ exam. While the Ministry oversaw all of the exams with their own examiners there was out of courtesy for the students one professor from the school present at all exams. Admittedly the professor in question knew nothing about the subject they were overseeing but it was their presence in the room that some students found comforting. Harry stifled a chuckle, no one in the room accept maybe himself would have found Snape’s presence ‘comforting’.

“Can’t I go?” Harry whispered indicating to the small bundle of parchment on his desk that was his exam paper finished and complete. Snape glared at Harry and shook his head sternly.

“No, you know the rules Potter, everyone stays until the time is up.” Harry groaned inwardly and flopped back in his chair throwing his quill down on the table top in disgust. He was bored and Snape was being a complete bastard, as he had been all week. Whether he was shitty that Harry hadn’t spent any time with him or he’d just been generally in a bad mood from supervising so many exams Harry wasn’t quite sure. Whatever the reason though, Snape had been a bigger bastard than he’d ever been in first year. “Of for heavens sake, if you’re finished just put your head down and rest.” Snape hissed angrily beneath his breath aware now of the Ministry officials heading their way to see what the disturbance was about. Harry sighed and nodded and having pushed his exam paper out of harms way he put his head down on the desk and played with his wand, which had been fixed to prevent cheating spells at the beginning of the exam block, as had the quills they were using.

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It seemed like forever until the Newt clock finally glowed bright red in indication of the end of the exam. Harry sat up sharply as his paper flew from under his head and into the awaiting arms of the Ministry Officials who were collecting them at the front of the hall. Harry practically beamed as the Ministers thanked the students for their cooperation and dismissed them promptly.

“Bloody Hell mate that was hard, trying to think up depressing predictions and still use theory.” Harry met Ron outside the hall both boys having now finished their exams.

“Who cares Ron it’s over now anyway and we won’t know how we’ve done until our results come in the first week of the Holidays. I’m sure you did fine, now come on lets go find Draco and get some flying time in before dinner!” Ron laughed and nodded enthusiastically. Unlike themselves Draco still had another two subjects to do next week but Harry was sure the blonde would agree to some rest and relaxation to celebrate he and Ron’s completion of exams.
As predicted Draco easily agreed to the flying and the three boys were making their way up from the Slytherin Common room, broomsticks in hand when Professor Snape stepped out of his office door blocking their path.

“Professor?” Harry smiled at Snape warmly, still aware of Snape’s foul mood. Harry’s smile wasn’t returned and Harry winced at the stern glare on Snape’s face as he took in the three boys standing in front of him. Ron still seemed to sink in on himself when under Snape’s glare and despite himself Draco looked a little worried at Snape. Draco after all was still supposed to be studying for the rest of his exams.

“Mr Potter, a word if you please.” Snape gestured to the entrance into the potions classroom he’d just stepped out of and Harry frowned a little.

“You go ahead guys I’ll see you at dinner.” Harry looked sympathetically at his friends but obediently followed Snape into the potions classroom, unsure of what was going on.

No sooner had the door closed behind Harry with a sharp snap, than Harry was pushed up against the cold stonewall, Snape pressed up against him his lips locked furiously with the boys. Harry was stunned and could do nothing but remain still, his eyes wide open in shock as Snape thoroughly devoured his mouth with an earth-shattering kiss. Finally after some time Snape pulled away from Harry leaving the boy still pressed against the wall his mouth hanging open like a fish and panting loudly as if he’d run a marathon. Harry watched as Snape politely dabbed the corner of his mouth where a little of Harry’s spit had clung to his lips, which were red and bruised with the force of the kiss.

“Fuck me.” Harry whispered in shock as he finally got control of his body again. Never had Snape ever been so forceful and after so many months of nothing but chaste kisses to have had Snape’s tongue thrusting into his mouth like an eel had been mind blowing. Snape smiled lopsidedly at Harry’s whispered comment a cheeky grin quirking at the corners of his lips. Gone was the stern mask of indifference Snape had worn over the past two weeks and was now replaced by a naughty smirk that made Harry shiver inside partly with worry and partly with joy.

“Perhaps if you’re a good boy.” Snape threw the cheeky comment over his shoulder as he disappeared into his office. Harry took a moment to get his legs to work and having dropped his broom on the floor of the classroom, quickly ran after the man into the office. Snape was sitting at his desk when Harry entered the room, the potions professor reclining easily in his chair. Smirking at his lover Harry strolled casually over to Snape and sat himself up on the desk in front of Snape, his legs hanging open either side of Snape’s. Snape rose a smooth eyebrow at Harry as the bespectacled boy looked down over him with a critical gaze.

“What was that all about?” Harry inquired as he toed off his shoes and put his unsocked foot in Snape’s lap. The professor grunted a little as Harry pushed his foot up Snape’s thigh resting it just shy of Snape’s groin.

“Nothing, just a little frustrated that’s all.” Snape spoke softly his gaze trained steadily on Harry’s even as the boy moved his foot up to press softly against Snape’s cock, hidden beneath the layers of robes. Harry looked back at Snape in disbelief before sitting back on the desk his hands propping him up behind him as his foot continued to gently massage Snape’s cock. Harry was surprised Snape hadn’t pushed him away which was what had usually happened when Harry had attempted some intimacy. What surprised him more though was Snape’s obvious arousal as it hardened beneath Harry’s manipulative toes.

“Nothing? You don’t kiss me like that and say it’s nothing. What are you up to?” Snape shrugged his shoulders and Harry watched as Snape stilled Harry’s foot with one hand while the other deftly undid a few buttons of his robes and unzipped the trousers beneath. Harry was completely amazed to watch as Snape drew out his thick cock, already hard and weeping for attention. Perhaps if Harry had known Snape wasn’t wearing anything beneath his trousers in the exam earlier he might have had something to occupy his thoughts when he’d been bored. With his cock poking out from between the black folds of fabric Snape crooked his finger suggestively at Harry. Harry smiled and slipping forward off the desk sat down into Snape’s lap his arms coming up to loop around Snape’s neck, while his legs hung snugly about the man’s chair. “Ooooh, that’s a little saucy. I can read the headline now ‘Potions Professor disciplines student on his desk.’” Harry leaned in a gave Snape a soft cheeky kiss on the lips. Harry heard Snape growl low in his throat and the boy sat back a little to catch Snape’s expression.

“If you don’t have anything constructive to say Potter, shut your mouth or better yet put it to good use with something else.” Harry didn’t need a second chastise and instantly locked his lips with Snape’s thrusting his tongue into the man’s mouth desperate to taste his lover after so long. Snape didn’t seem to be holding back either and Harry clung to the man for support as Snape’s talented fingers drew Harry’s own hardening cock from the confines of his robes. The instant Harry’s hardened, flushed flesh met Snape’s the boy gasped biting Snape’s tongue and causing the older man to groan. The last time Harry’s cock had come into contact with any of Snape’s bits had been the night in Snape’s chambers when the professor had taught Harry how to finger fuck himself. Admittedly Harry had dreamed about that night ever since but the mere touch of the man’s bulbous weeping head against Harry’s own sent shivers of delight running down Harry’s spine. Continuing the kiss Harry sloppily sucked Snape’s tongue into his own mouth as the elder man’s fist came down to wrap securely around the two cocks trapped between them. Harry arched back in delight as Snape rubbed their twin erections against one another, using their combined precome to lubricate the skin. It was then that Harry realised something and he instantly brought his pleasure filled mind back to the present to glare pointedly at Snape, who had unconsciously stopped rubbing them together.

“Is this going to be like last time and the time before that? Cause if it is you can just go wank yourself off, cause I don’t want to play your nasty games. I don’t enjoy being left needy while you saunter off to do what ever, just because you don’t feel like finishing what you start.” Harry continued to glare at Snape who for all it was worth couldn’t stop the evil little smirk that twitched at the corners of his lips. Harry wasn’t sure he liked what he saw as Snape squeezed Harry’s cock painfully causing the boy to gasp and his eyes to water.

“Do you think it’s been easy for me?” Harry was surprised as Snape loosened his hold on Harry’s cock, setting a lazy stroking pace on the young man’s leaking prick. When Harry didn’t reply Snape smirked again and tightened his first on Harry’s cock gaining the boys attention that had wandered with the delicious friction Snape was providing. “It’s been torture, having you wandering around butt naked in my rooms. Having you throw glances at me that could make a blind man come in his pants during meals and in class? Listening to you shoot your load in the bathroom every evening before bed than having to lie next to you the entire night and not touch you? Hmmm?” Snape paused his fist having completely stopped moving on Harry’s straining cock. Harry lowered his head a little guiltily to his chest as he realised just how stupid he’d been and how he should have listened to Draco. “I told you when we started this, that we weren’t going to have sex until you were no longer a student here, yet you have tried everything under the sun to get me to change my mind, from sucking my brains out through the end of my cock to stuffing your fingers so far up your arse I was sure I’d die from insanity. If you thought it was difficult you should have tried it from my point of view. I meant what I said Harry, no sex until you finished school and I would have cut my own cock off before I would have broken that promise to myself.” Snape looked seriously at Harry who was now staring at the Potions bottles behind Snape on the shelf his own guilt at having made things so difficult now eating him from the inside.

“Sorry.” The words were empty and Harry heard Severus sigh softly before the man’s gentle hand came up to cup the boy’s cheek softly.

“Harry look at me?” Snape drew Harry’s face towards him and Harry reluctantly looked down at Snape who smiled warmly at his younger mate. “It wasn’t entirely your fault, I know I could have been more forceful in pushing the subject but I’m a sucker for punishment and I couldn’t bare the thought of saying no to you. I knew as soon as I said you could spend the weekends in my bed I’d made my first fatal mistake.” Harry chuckled softly as Snape brushed his hand down Harry’s face soothing away the stray tear that had unconsciously slipped from the corner of Harry’s eye. “Still what is done is done and I believe even Albus Dumbledore would be pleased with my will power this year.” Harry smiled and consciously snuggled into Snape’s neck his arms tightening as he hugged his lover in apology. “I must commend you on the work though, some effort must have gone in to some of those schemes of yours. And I must say, you nearly had me with the blowjob after the Yule Ball.” Harry blushed crimson noting almost immediately that Snape had set a lazy pace on Harry’s cock again, that although wilting a little during the conversation was picking up quite nicely again.

“You didn’t answer my question Sev, is this going to be like the last few times?” Harry looked pleadingly into Severus’ eyes the man having taken hold of his own cock and was now rapidly sliding his hand back and forth over both Harry’s and his own hard prick. Snape took a moment to consider the question before smiling with the evil little smirk Harry had previously seen.

“No. I need to come and I need to come now.” Without warning Harry was lifted up and thrown onto the desk, a quill was digging into his back as Snape pushed Harry’s robes all the way up to his waist exposing his lower half. Harry lay back staring at the man who hovered above him, the evil little smile still in place.

“Are we going fuck?” Harry inquired as he watched Snape undo the front of his robes completely exposing him as his trousers dropped easily down to his knees. Snape looked up from where he was fisting his own cock a little re hardening it after their little conversation before.

“No.” Snape said matter of factly as he grabbed Harry by the legs and pulled him to the very edge of the desk so that he was standing between the v of the boys open legs.

Harry frowned a little in confusion but no sooner had Snape bent over him and brought Harry’s legs up around his waist than the boy realised what was going to happen. Snape’s fingers twisted easily into Harry’s hole the boy having learnt the skill through practice. Getting himself comfortable with his other free hand wrapped around their twin cocks Snape began to thrust against Harry, pushing his cock against the boy’s who eagerly pushed back at the friction. It wasn’t fucking, but it was close enough and Harry gripped uselessly to the papers and items strewn about the desk as Snape continue to thrust against him, his tight fist slipping deliciously up and down their cocks like a warm slick glove. Combined with Snape’s fingers twisting up into his tight hole Harry was thrashing about mindlessly within minutes. With his body tense and his back arched up off the table Harry tightened his legs around Snape’s waist urging Snape to thrust against him harder. Snape obliged the boy, his own orgasm building to a dangerous precipice.

With his mouth locked in a duel with the boys tongue and his hands combining their assault on his young lover Snape couldn’t warn Harry of his impending orgasm and as Harry cried out in pleasure Snape was already tumbling into the abyss. Shuddering against Harry, Snape came hard, long thick tendrils of come splashing out onto Harry’s stomach, and all over Snape’s hand. No sooner had the warm sticky fluid met Harry’s twitching cock than the boy had come too, shooting his load into the mattering of dark hair that was Snape’s pubic region. Exhausted by the exertion but determined to feel satisfied Snape lazily continued to jerk their twitching cocks until Harry and his own began to soften and the once warm fluid began to go cold and sticky. Unhooking Harry’s legs from around his waist Snape fell backwards into his chair and flopped his head back tiredly against the backrest. Snape’s hands hung limply over the arms of the chair one still dripping white fluid onto the floor, while the other twitched as if still massaging the tiny nub inside the boy. Harry lay completely debauched on the table his robes up around his waist and his legs spread open uncaringly. Harry had never felt so satisfied in all of his life and he was sure he wouldn’t be able to walk let alone sit up anytime soon. With his expression completely at ease Harry closed his eyes and let the cool air in the office dry the sweat that clung to his face and exposed lower half. Snape was in a similar way and merely stared at the twitching hole of Harry’s arse in front of him as the boy relaxed after his high.

Finally though the stickiness clinging to his pubic hair and the impending threat that someone might actually need to see him, made Snape stand up from his chair. Grimacing at the sticky cold come now solidifying on his hands and groin Snape waddled undignified over to the sink and grabbing a spare cloth from a rack before wetting it thoroughly and beginning to clean himself up. He could probably have used magic but then he couldn’t remember where he’d left his wand and he was sure he wouldn’t be able to remember the necessary charms what with his head feeling very fuzzy. Washing his hands clean for the last time Snape pulled up his trousers and re fastened them, before buttoning up his robes. Washing out the cloth Snape moved back over to where Harry was still stretched out on the desk and with a loving kiss began cleaning up the boy. Harry moaned lazily at the cool touch of the cloth, welcoming it’s scratchy surface to bring him back into the land of the living. It seemed strange to Snape to wash Harry’s cock. Only minutes before the flushed member had been angry red and swollen ready to explode but now it sat flaccid and innocent in the nest of curly brown hairs.

“Come on, get up. It’s nearly dinner time and I don’t know about you but coming makes me hungry.” Harry laughed and accepted Snape’s hand up from the desk, wincing a little at the slight sting in his rear. Snape had been ruthless and Harry was sure he was going to be sore tomorrow, despite how good he’d become at taking it up the arse. Snape helped Harry dress before offering the boy a pain potion so that he could at least sit through dinner without fidgeting. Once they were ready to go out into public again Snape paused and leaned down to place a soft loving kiss on Harry’s still swollen lips. Harry smiled as his lover brushed a stray hair from his forehead tracing the pattern where once his scar had been. “We’re going away for the weekend.” Snape turned to walk out of the office and into the candle lit potions classroom. Harry took a moment to realise what Snape had just said and moved swiftly out to follow Snape who was making his way to the door.

“What? What did you just say?” Snape paused his hand on the doorhandle his other on Harry’s broom where it had fallen to the ground in Harry’s rush to go to his lover.

“I said Harry, we’re going away for the weekend. I want you packed and ready to go first thing tomorrow morning before breakfast. Pack for cold weather and bring your broom. Meet me out by the gates at 7.00am sharp.” Snape handed the shocked Harry his broom and opening the door pushed the stunned student out into the bustling corridor. Harry spun around and continued to stare at Snape who sneered in his familiar potions professor way at the dumbstruck boy.

“But, where are we going? Does Dumbledore know?” Harry went to question Snape further but the potions professor growled and rolled his eyes irritated.

“Just do it Potter. All will become apparent tomorrow.” With a stern glare at the students who had slowed down their walking to overhear the conversation Snape stared once more at Harry before turning back into his classroom and slamming the door closed behind, him leaving Harry standing stock still in the middle of the chaos before dinner.

“Bugger me.” Harry whispered as he stared at the closed door of the classroom. A few of the milling Slytherin students looked at him strangely but Harry ignored them as he kicked his brain and his body into gear. A smile broke out onto Harry’s face as he realised what had just happened and then turning on his head he sprinted full pelt towards the dinning hall. He would eat dinner with the Slytherin’s tonight; cause there was just way too much to tell Draco.

TBC>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

A/N *Wanders in kicking shoes guilty* Sorry I skipped along in our timeline a little here, mainly cause the idea of Snarry sex was just too much to wait for. Although there are some hanging things, like what happened to Sirius, Harry\'s injury, Dumbledore\'s apperance and everyone finding out about Harry and SNape\'s relationship all will be concluded in the next few chapters.... I do hope you enjoyed this little update, be warned the title of the next part is \'A Dirty Weekend\' so if I were you I\'d start preparing myself now.....

I\'m saddened to say there is only a few more chapters to go in this story, I think I might just make it to Fifty Five at a push....anyway lets not think about the end but only the lovely Harry Snape action I\'ve got planned.

Thank-you soooooo much to everyone who\'s taken the time to review it\'s so appreciated. *blushes*

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