Why Me?
folder
Harry Potter › General
Rating:
Adult
Chapters:
13
Views:
5,363
Reviews:
2
Recommended:
0
Currently Reading:
0
Category:
Harry Potter › General
Rating:
Adult
Chapters:
13
Views:
5,363
Reviews:
2
Recommended:
0
Currently Reading:
0
Disclaimer:
Nope I do not own HP or make any money fromm the fic or characters, that would be JK Rowling and WB, but I take them and play with them a little….
Chapter 4
Disclaimer…. I do not own Harry Potter and make no money off of these writings. Ownership still JKR and WB, Me well I keep borrowing and get them out to play. Remember Read and Review………..
AN Tissue Alert Tissue Alert!
It has been 3 months and Harry is still in England. The matter of urgency was a vault that Lord Voldemort has and the only way to open it was talking in Parseltonge. The vault was given to Harry as a reward on what he has done. They found books and other dark artifacts and tons of gold.
Harry helped destroy the dark artifacts and the books. With the gold he donated it to several charities and to open and orphanage that he call “Mi pequeño cielo” (My little heaven). He arranges some investments to ensure that the orphanage never suffers necessities and that the kids had everything they needed including his tuitions for Hogwarts when the time comes.
Between his solicitor, Kingsley and his friends, everything confabulates to keep him there. Kingsley wanted his opinion on several laws; constantly reminding of his position in the Wizengamont. Going to charity events, presentations, galas, visiting friends, reacquainting with the news in the Wizarding world, etc...
His world is not easy but he needs to think of Claudia and how the transition will affect her. He has to try if he wanted to have a future with her. Does he? Harry missed his paradise and the woman he left. How can she fit in his world? Could he leaves everything and never look back just for her? Would she leave everything she knows and love to enter in a world full of magic? There were some of the questions that assault Harry’s mind, that and fear.
He was there for Hermione’s son birth, Scorpius. Yes, Hermione is married to non other that Draco Malfoy. Surprising, you can say that again. The most difficult one was Ron, but after several firewiskeys, Harry poor out his heart. And Ron could not only agree with Harry but also give him his full support.
Hermione on the other hand think that Harry has the power lead being the most influential and powerful wizard known after Dumbledore and doesn’t want to use his magic or his position, unconceivable. But as his friends and after knowing all what Harry had live in his short life the only thing left was just support him too.
They were in a party at the Malfoy Manor presenting the new heir. Harry was there physically but his heart and thoughts were very far. Even with all the people around him something was missing. It is then when he decides to follow his heart. Looking at Hermione, she read his intentions and just nod to him and was when Harry dissaparate to his true destiny.
When he returned home, she wasn’t there and he panicked for a moment, but when he gets to the balcony saw a figure sitting in the shore. It was her, his Claudia. . She was sitting there, unaware of his presence, she looked so beautiful and serene, it was like a dream. He just walked slowly trying not to scare her, but something was different a certain glow, getting closer to her he noticed her figure, her stomach was bigger she was touching it with love and singing in hushed tones.
"A la nanita nana, nanita ella, nanita ella
Mi Nina tiene sueno bendito sea, bendito sea
A la nanita nana, nanita ella, nanita ella
Mi Nina tiene sueno bendito sea, bendito sea
Fuentecita que corre clara y Sonora
Ruisenor que en la selva cantando llora
Calla mientras la cuna se balansea
A la nanita nana, nanita ella
A la nanita nana, nanita ella, nanita ella
Mi Nina tiene sueno bendito sea, bendito sea
Fuentecita que corre clara y Sonora
Ruisenor que en la selva cantando llora
Calla mientras la cuna se balansea
A la nanita nana, nanita ella"
(A/N … Author of A la Nanita is Segundo Cueva Celi. This is a lullaby that we sing to our children, you can find it in my profile… This song was feature on a Cheeta girls' movie. Here's the link so you can hear it http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wn4dIMGOWgc)
“Mi pequeño amor, cuanto deseo que llegues y cuanto daría porque tu papa estuviera aquí. Sabes creo que el crearte fué un milagro y la magia que se que traes será una bendición” ( My little love, how I wish you be here already as much as I wish your father. You know creating you was a miracle itself and the magic that you bring will be a blessing)”
That image of Claudia was etched in Harry’s brain; she was simply mesmerizing. He could not believe his eyes, his beloved was going to give him the family that he always wanted, how could he be so lucky? Without further ado, Harry covered the distance between the two of them. Claudia looked at him with love. No words were needed. Harry was happy for a long time, the fear of losing what he had simply vanished with the look she gave him. He carried her bridal style to their house and proposed to her; she said yes.
Everything was bliss, love and the expectancy of the new life that was coming.
Everything was wonderful until that fateful day, July 31th. Claudia started with labor pains at dusk, two months early of her due date; she was telling Harry that she loved him and in a minute everything changed. The doctors in the hospital requested Harry leave the room in order for them to perform an emergency Cesarean. They needed to try to save the baby and the mother, they explained.
In the middle of the operation Claudia’s heart stopped. They hurried to take the baby out and she briefly regained consciousness and Eric that was with her and showed her the baby. “You have a beautiful daughter” Claudia smiles and said “Emilia, I love you”, those were her last words. The surgery staff were working on her and they did all they could, but nothing worked, she was gone. Eric hold Emilia and cried.
The doctor’s came out of the surgery room and face Harry with sad compassion he said, ”I’m sorry we did all we could.”
Harry’s world simply collapsed, from that point forward everything blur. After a few minutes, which seemed like an eternity; he heard a child cry. He had a daughter and she was beautiful, but he couldn’t care, he was in shock. His angel is dead; gone and he wasn’t able to do anything to save her.
He enters the room where she was held. Slowly he gets to the table where she still lies. Frighten, still couldn’t believe what happend, Careful he gets closer. He starts touching her, religiously. His tears falling in her face, he kisses her and then he screamed, a very wounded scream. “Why? I need you please come back to me”” His sobs echoed throughout the silent room, he was inconsolable. Until blackness engulfed him.
He couldn’t look at his daughter Emilia for more than a month. His friends and Claudia’s mother and brother were attending to the baby. He was in a very deep depression and could not believe his beloved Claudia was gone.
Walking like a zombie, he drank everyday to unconsciousness to forget his pain.
One day, a month after Claudia’s death, he saw a light coming down on him on the beach. This light materialized in front of him, it was Claudia’s. Harry’s heart skipped a beat. The waves were crashing on the sand and the breeze slowed making him feel like time had stopped. She was surrounded in a white light, smiling at him with love and compassion. She floated closer and touched Harry’s cheek.
“Love, what are you doing mourning me when I left you the greatest gift of life in our daughter?”
“How can I live without you? I can’t, I refuse, we were supposed to live happily ever after with our baby, it hurts too much,” he said sadly shaking his head.
“Love, you are alive and my love for you will never die. Our daughter needs you. please Love, go back, take care of Emilia, you are her father and she needs you, please! I’m happy where I am, I will always watch over you like a guardian angel. do not forget me, make me a memory, promise me that you will be happy. Harry, my love, before I go, there is one more thing, this will be my gift - for you will be connected with Emilia and know exactly what she needs even if she is not close to you, this is like a bond that only will be broken when she experiences true love, but only true love. At the beginning that person will share with you that bond, but after they get married it will transfer to him. So Harry, remember that I always love you and Emilia from here to eternity, until we meet again. I love you.” And with that said she kissed his forehead and vanished.
He just sobbed until the morning came.
With the first lights of the day, he stood walking to his house. Maria, Claudia’s mom, was tending his daughter; he extended his arms to her and for the first time, he took his daughter in his arms. Emilia looked at him and smiled; that was all he needed. He cried and smiled back to the baby. She coo’s to him letting him know that everything was going to be ok. He made a silent promise that he will protect, care and live for this little angel that was his world now.
AN Tissue Alert Tissue Alert!
It has been 3 months and Harry is still in England. The matter of urgency was a vault that Lord Voldemort has and the only way to open it was talking in Parseltonge. The vault was given to Harry as a reward on what he has done. They found books and other dark artifacts and tons of gold.
Harry helped destroy the dark artifacts and the books. With the gold he donated it to several charities and to open and orphanage that he call “Mi pequeño cielo” (My little heaven). He arranges some investments to ensure that the orphanage never suffers necessities and that the kids had everything they needed including his tuitions for Hogwarts when the time comes.
Between his solicitor, Kingsley and his friends, everything confabulates to keep him there. Kingsley wanted his opinion on several laws; constantly reminding of his position in the Wizengamont. Going to charity events, presentations, galas, visiting friends, reacquainting with the news in the Wizarding world, etc...
His world is not easy but he needs to think of Claudia and how the transition will affect her. He has to try if he wanted to have a future with her. Does he? Harry missed his paradise and the woman he left. How can she fit in his world? Could he leaves everything and never look back just for her? Would she leave everything she knows and love to enter in a world full of magic? There were some of the questions that assault Harry’s mind, that and fear.
He was there for Hermione’s son birth, Scorpius. Yes, Hermione is married to non other that Draco Malfoy. Surprising, you can say that again. The most difficult one was Ron, but after several firewiskeys, Harry poor out his heart. And Ron could not only agree with Harry but also give him his full support.
Hermione on the other hand think that Harry has the power lead being the most influential and powerful wizard known after Dumbledore and doesn’t want to use his magic or his position, unconceivable. But as his friends and after knowing all what Harry had live in his short life the only thing left was just support him too.
They were in a party at the Malfoy Manor presenting the new heir. Harry was there physically but his heart and thoughts were very far. Even with all the people around him something was missing. It is then when he decides to follow his heart. Looking at Hermione, she read his intentions and just nod to him and was when Harry dissaparate to his true destiny.
When he returned home, she wasn’t there and he panicked for a moment, but when he gets to the balcony saw a figure sitting in the shore. It was her, his Claudia. . She was sitting there, unaware of his presence, she looked so beautiful and serene, it was like a dream. He just walked slowly trying not to scare her, but something was different a certain glow, getting closer to her he noticed her figure, her stomach was bigger she was touching it with love and singing in hushed tones.
"A la nanita nana, nanita ella, nanita ella
Mi Nina tiene sueno bendito sea, bendito sea
A la nanita nana, nanita ella, nanita ella
Mi Nina tiene sueno bendito sea, bendito sea
Fuentecita que corre clara y Sonora
Ruisenor que en la selva cantando llora
Calla mientras la cuna se balansea
A la nanita nana, nanita ella
A la nanita nana, nanita ella, nanita ella
Mi Nina tiene sueno bendito sea, bendito sea
Fuentecita que corre clara y Sonora
Ruisenor que en la selva cantando llora
Calla mientras la cuna se balansea
A la nanita nana, nanita ella"
(A/N … Author of A la Nanita is Segundo Cueva Celi. This is a lullaby that we sing to our children, you can find it in my profile… This song was feature on a Cheeta girls' movie. Here's the link so you can hear it http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wn4dIMGOWgc)
“Mi pequeño amor, cuanto deseo que llegues y cuanto daría porque tu papa estuviera aquí. Sabes creo que el crearte fué un milagro y la magia que se que traes será una bendición” ( My little love, how I wish you be here already as much as I wish your father. You know creating you was a miracle itself and the magic that you bring will be a blessing)”
That image of Claudia was etched in Harry’s brain; she was simply mesmerizing. He could not believe his eyes, his beloved was going to give him the family that he always wanted, how could he be so lucky? Without further ado, Harry covered the distance between the two of them. Claudia looked at him with love. No words were needed. Harry was happy for a long time, the fear of losing what he had simply vanished with the look she gave him. He carried her bridal style to their house and proposed to her; she said yes.
Everything was bliss, love and the expectancy of the new life that was coming.
Everything was wonderful until that fateful day, July 31th. Claudia started with labor pains at dusk, two months early of her due date; she was telling Harry that she loved him and in a minute everything changed. The doctors in the hospital requested Harry leave the room in order for them to perform an emergency Cesarean. They needed to try to save the baby and the mother, they explained.
In the middle of the operation Claudia’s heart stopped. They hurried to take the baby out and she briefly regained consciousness and Eric that was with her and showed her the baby. “You have a beautiful daughter” Claudia smiles and said “Emilia, I love you”, those were her last words. The surgery staff were working on her and they did all they could, but nothing worked, she was gone. Eric hold Emilia and cried.
The doctor’s came out of the surgery room and face Harry with sad compassion he said, ”I’m sorry we did all we could.”
Harry’s world simply collapsed, from that point forward everything blur. After a few minutes, which seemed like an eternity; he heard a child cry. He had a daughter and she was beautiful, but he couldn’t care, he was in shock. His angel is dead; gone and he wasn’t able to do anything to save her.
He enters the room where she was held. Slowly he gets to the table where she still lies. Frighten, still couldn’t believe what happend, Careful he gets closer. He starts touching her, religiously. His tears falling in her face, he kisses her and then he screamed, a very wounded scream. “Why? I need you please come back to me”” His sobs echoed throughout the silent room, he was inconsolable. Until blackness engulfed him.
He couldn’t look at his daughter Emilia for more than a month. His friends and Claudia’s mother and brother were attending to the baby. He was in a very deep depression and could not believe his beloved Claudia was gone.
Walking like a zombie, he drank everyday to unconsciousness to forget his pain.
One day, a month after Claudia’s death, he saw a light coming down on him on the beach. This light materialized in front of him, it was Claudia’s. Harry’s heart skipped a beat. The waves were crashing on the sand and the breeze slowed making him feel like time had stopped. She was surrounded in a white light, smiling at him with love and compassion. She floated closer and touched Harry’s cheek.
“Love, what are you doing mourning me when I left you the greatest gift of life in our daughter?”
“How can I live without you? I can’t, I refuse, we were supposed to live happily ever after with our baby, it hurts too much,” he said sadly shaking his head.
“Love, you are alive and my love for you will never die. Our daughter needs you. please Love, go back, take care of Emilia, you are her father and she needs you, please! I’m happy where I am, I will always watch over you like a guardian angel. do not forget me, make me a memory, promise me that you will be happy. Harry, my love, before I go, there is one more thing, this will be my gift - for you will be connected with Emilia and know exactly what she needs even if she is not close to you, this is like a bond that only will be broken when she experiences true love, but only true love. At the beginning that person will share with you that bond, but after they get married it will transfer to him. So Harry, remember that I always love you and Emilia from here to eternity, until we meet again. I love you.” And with that said she kissed his forehead and vanished.
He just sobbed until the morning came.
With the first lights of the day, he stood walking to his house. Maria, Claudia’s mom, was tending his daughter; he extended his arms to her and for the first time, he took his daughter in his arms. Emilia looked at him and smiled; that was all he needed. He cried and smiled back to the baby. She coo’s to him letting him know that everything was going to be ok. He made a silent promise that he will protect, care and live for this little angel that was his world now.