Changing Hearts,Changing Friends,Changing Houses
Out of reality
Out of reality and „Out of my head!“
Severus...
Severus
SEVERUS!
Who was that?And why was he attempting to wake him? He should leave him alon , he wanted to sleep.
Severus Snape would you eventually wake up!´
Slowly he opened his eyes. Everything around him was white . Everything consisted of....clouds??
A fast one eh?´
What?
Doesn´t matter.
Where was he?
You are in a spiritual parallel universe .
„Who...“
He looked around searching for the voice that had pulled him so rudely out of his was that?
Don´t ask you wouldn´t get it anyway.
Snape looked again for his talking opponent but he couldn´t find him.
Suddenly he heard someone laughing.
Don´t try it you can´t see me . As I said a spiritual are the only thing made of solid material in here
.„Ok and what am I doing here?“
Another laugh.
First thing first. You had an acident.
„I barely remember “
Afterwards you fell into some kind of comatouse state.
„Good . But still that doesn´t explain why I´m here.“
You are here , beacause after ten days you are still wandering the small line between death and life!
„All right . And....?“
Oh you really took that easy !
„I wouldn´t be here if I didn´t have a choice , would I?“
Right.......
„But?“
Snape sighed.
But before you can choose you will again be shown the good and the bad sides of your life .Only to make it easyer for you.
„Of course.“
All right then . We will see your past first.
„And if I don´t want to see it ?“
You will have to , otherwise I can´t accept your decision and you would be stuck here forever. And no offence meant but I could think of a more humorous visitor to talk would be eternety you know!
Snape Threw his arms up in a gesture of giving up.
„Okay I will watch but stop talking please!“
One could hear an insulted sniffing.
A rude guy you are!
A small screen appeared in front of Snape in the clouds . He saw Snape Manor and then himself in his room. He sat on the windowsill and looked up to the stars when suddenly the door opened.
„Again daydreaming son?“
Startled the boy looked up to his father.
„F....Father...I was ..just...just thinking...I“
His father backhanded him and he stumbled on the bed.
„You are not to lie to me . And I´ve told you a hundred times to use your time better than that!“
„But Father I just....“
„WHAT? Are you talking back to me? I will teach you not to...!“
He took his wand and suddenly the younger Severus was lying face down on the bed his chest bare and wasn´t able to move.
„No father please I ...aaaahhhhhhh“
His father had taken his belt and was lashing it at the boy in front of him.
He didn´t stop until Severu´s back was covered in bloody stripes and the only whimpered .
His father just broke into a cruel laughter and looked at him with disgust before he stoped the spell and said
„I hope you´ve learned your I will beat it into you until you can´t stand on your feet without screaming from pain.“
He hadn´t been lying. The memories were flooding back into his mind but he suppressed the.
The picture changed into his school time.
He saw the nasty pranks the marauders had played on him and he saw Potter always being better than him and in the end saving his life.
He saw the time when Lucius did.....NO! He didn´t want to see that again. He didn´t want to feel the humiliation and the pain again.
Again the image changed to present this time.
First he saw his time as a spy in Voldermorts inner saw what horrible things he´d done and what horrible the were done to him to prove his loyalities.
The scene went to school.
He saw students talking and heard what they were saying.
„Did you hear? Snape didn´t wake up for 10 days.“
„Well I don´t think he will ever again!“
„So what? I´ve hated that guy since I came here!“
„You´re right he was an unfair,ugly bastard!“
„His own fault! Calling himself a potionsmaster and the blowing up his own potion! Can you be that stupid?“
„We can be happy if he will never wake up !“
„Yeah right!“
What shocked him the most was that even Slytherins had taken place in that conversation!
Well that have been the bad sides of your life now I think the good ones are in order!“
„Good ones?? What good ones? Maybe that I´m still alive and therefore have to live a life in the shadows or maybe the fact that I have to spend the rest of my life in this damned castle because otherwise I would be killed by Death Eaters?“he laughed bitterly.
So you can´t imagine that someone would miss you a lot and is doing so even at the moment?´
„Who would be missing me? Potter perhaps beacause he hasn´t got anyone to blame for his stupidity anymore!?“
You know better than anyone that this is wrong and yes Potter is missing you! The little one has secretly been crying at your side for 10 days now!´
Snape's eyes went wide
„You can´t be serious!“
I am and I will show you........´