A Life Changed

hey everyone this is seriously amazing OVER A THOUSAND HITS IN A DAY AN A HALF! oh my god! im so shocked that my story got so many hits anyway this is the 4th chapter and a giant surprise is at the end

A/N Here are my reviews

yaoiObsessed - Harry is going to have a long wait with the feelings and yes Volde knowing is a very VERY bad thing just wait more is to come

Werewolf Mistress - Im glad you like it here is the chapter you wanted

tigerlilly193 - ok posting to all 3 reviews you gave lol (mind you when i looked at it and it said i had 9 reviews except for the 6 i saw before i nearly had heart failure) to your first review yes im going to have Draco pregy but thats not for awhile and i was trying to think of a good cute nickname for Draco so i was going to put Usagi which is japanese for Rabbit but Bunny sounded cuter and as to your third review yes im glad you dislike his mother your going to hate her real quick and here is the chapter you begged for! lol


So i hope everyone likes this

Fourth Chapter thats been beta'd

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Several weeks passed for the crew in the home with a few incidents of anger. It was either Ron or Sirius who would start in about Draco ruining Harry's life. Every time it was Harry, Hermione, and Remus who stopped the fight before it came to blows. Draco seemed to never stand up for himself which struck Harry as odd. The Draco that used to put up at least a half hearted fight seemed to be gone. He never tried to defend himself. But recently he had seen anger boiling up in his eyes. He must have been bottling it which wasn't healthy. He had to figure out a way to get Draco to let go of that anger. During dinner on the 4th week of their break he finally had his answer. Ron had started the fight this time.

"Hmm, it's nice to see that a Malfoy is down in the slums with us. You must be so ashamed of disgracing your family by dining with blood traitors," Ron said as Draco glared at Ron his hand gripping his fork tightly. Harry could see Draco was about to burst with something but he wouldn't let it get out. Harry sighed as he looked at Ron standing up.

"Ron just shut up alright. Geeze your just pig-headed." Harry slowly walked past Draco. "Draco could you please follow me?" Harry asked as Draco stood up walking out silently thanking Harry. He was so close to yelling at Ron and giving him a piece of his mind but he didn't want Harry mad at him for fighting his best friend. Harry led Draco into Draco's room and shut the door behind them. "Well another meal ruined because everyone seems hell bent on picking us apart. Why don't you ever stand up for yourself?" Harry asked as Draco's eyes widen.

"Wha... but I don't..." Draco started as Harry stepped foreward as he was evidently angry.

"Do you like being picked on Draco? Do you like hearing how much of a spoiled brat you are? Or how you are going to 'ruin' my life? Do you crave attention so much that anything directed towards you is good?" Harry demanded as he saw the rising anger in Draco's eyes was flashing. "Or do you just want attention because I haven't thrown myself at your feet like everyone else does? Do you want me to be the doting husband to a little wife?" Harry asked as his cheeks suddenly started to hurt. Draco had slapped him. Hard.

"I do not like being picked on! How dare you say that Harry! I don't want to cause you any more pain but there isn't anything I can do to change it!" Draco yelled as Harry knew he wasn't even close to being done.

"Don't give me that crap. You could stand up for yourself even thought your fucking mother told you to be mean. If it's easy for you to stand up for yourself, then why dont you do it? Are you scared?" Harry taunted as Draco pushed him hard.

"Yes I'm scared! I don't want to fight with your friend because you will hate me! I don't want you to be angry at me! Why are you saying such things to me?! I don't want you to be a doting husband i just ...." Draco screamed as he fell to his knees resting his forehead on the hard floor. "I just want you with me..." Draco whispered as sobs began to rake his body. He did it. Harry got him to send out that anger. Slowly Harry knelt down and rubbed Draco's back.

"Shh it's ok Draco... I will be here I promise," Harry said as Draco slowly lifted himself up looking at Harry his eyes pouring with tears. Draco whimpered as Harry felt a pull to comfort Draco. Slowly Harry pulled Draco into his arms much to Draco's surprise. he most contact they had was hand holding and the nicknames. This was the first time Harry made the first move to more contact. Draco instantly curled up into Harry's lap wrapping his arms around the brunette's neck. Draco continued to sob into Harry's shoulder his own shoulders shaking. Harry gently rubbed his back. It felt alright that Draco was in his arms. Slowly the blondes sobs subsided leaving him just clinging to Harry. "I see I can still get you angry." Harry whispered as Draco slowly moved away enough to look Harry in the eye.

"You... did that on purpose? Why?" Draco asked as he saw Harry's emerald eyes twinkled.

"Because you were bottling up that anger and it wasn't going to get out unless i got you to hit me or something. By the way you have a hard slap." Harry rubbed his cheek which was turning red. Draco blushed brightly as he gently kissed it. Harry blushed red as Draco realized that he might have pushed Harry over the edge.

"Sorry, I keep going over the line." Draco whispered as he looks down.

"No it's ok. I should be the one to say sorry. I mean you just try to bring us closer and I'm just not wanting to be that intimate yet." Harry said as Draco gently pushed Harry's hair away from his eyes.

"I know Phoenix. I keep pushing you just as you give me an inch. I... I can't keep doing that." Draco whispered as he rested his forehead against Harry's shoulder. Harry suddenly felt really bad. Draco had already come to grips with the fact that he liked men or at least that he liked Harry. Harry knew that he was becoming more comfortable with Draco but it was just so odd to be so intimate with a man. But then again Draco acted a lot like a woman in some ways. Something kept nagging at him in the back of his head. He would have to, eventually, get over this if he was going to have sex with the blonde. He sighed deeply as Draco gently nuzzled his shoulder. "You smell like the sea breeze." Draco whispered as he looked up at Harry. Harry smiled softly as he breathed in softly. he scent that was Draco made him slightly shudder.

"You smell like vanilla and mint." Harry whispered as Draco looked up at him getting lost in those endless emerald eyes. Harry looked into Draco's eyes as the silver orbs seem to grab him pulling him in deeper and deeper. Slowly he could feel himself getting closer and closer to Draco. His eyes slowly slid closed as he could feel Draco's breath moving over his lips. Suddenly a loud knocking broke the spell between them with Ron's voice.

"Hey mate weren't we going to do our homework with Hermione?!" Ron called into the room as Harry slowly let Draco crawl out of his lap. Neither boy said a word as they grabbed their homework walking out of the room past a confused Ron. Both boys, plus Hermione and Ron were all sitting around the table, each doing their own homework. No one said a word as they worked both boys were thinking heavily.

'I cant believe we almost kissed... wow he was so gentle with me.' Draco thought as he bit his lip looking at Harry as he worked. He wished he knew what Harry was thinking but by the look on his face he was just as surprised by what almost happened as he was.

'My God what is wrong with me? I almost kissed him... God what is happening to me?! Not even a month ago I wouldn't have even thought about kissing another man.' Harry thought as he stilled on his homework. He was so confused right now. He didn't feel like himself anymore. He felt like he was turning into something much different than he ever wanted to be. He was doing things he had never thought he would do. He was saying things he never thought he would say. Harry stood up gathering up his homework.

"I'm going to bed." Harry whispered as he walked upstairs without looking at anyone. He needed to be alone and think. Things were happening way too fast. Harry stepped into his room shutting the door. He slowly sat down on the bed sighing heavily. He ran his fingers through his hair as he looked down at his feet. 'Why was I all of a sudden wanting to kiss him? I mean the most I've let him do is hold my hand.' Harry thought to himself as he laid back on the bed. Above his bed the moon was seen from where he laid. Slowly he felt himself drifting off to sleep. Later he woke up to the sound of soft talking coming from down stairs. He slowly got up grabbing his glasses from the table. Sirius must have come in and tucked him in. He slowly moved down the stairs as he heard whispers. He sat on the stairs and tried to make out what was being said.

"You know what you need to do my baby?" a soft female said as a very familiar voice spoke to it.

"But... I can't... I can't do that to him." the voice said as the female got rather angry.

"If you don't you know what will happen to little Potter. Do you want to be the one that may cause him to die before you have to a chance to marry him?" the voice whispered it was filled with venom. A soft whimper came from who Harry knew was Draco. He felt his heart give a lurch. The woman must be his mother.

"But mother..." Draco whispered as Narcissa hissed at him.

"All you have to do is slip some of that potion into one of Potter's drinks and he will be more than willing to do what ever you want to the little boy. Now if you don't do this my son... then I'll take matters into my own hands."