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Cloudy Skies and Heartache

By: wildstarchild
folder Harry Potter › Slash - Male/Male › Remus/Sirius
Rating: Adult +
Chapters: 12
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Disclaimer: I own nothing of Harry Potter and I’m making no profits out of this. I wish I had Sirius though –sighs-
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Chapter 4

Chapter 4





It had been six months since the morning they left Hogwarts, and the last time he had seen Sirius. The cruel words that had been flung at him still ringing faintly in his ears despite all the time that had passed.





It had been four months since he last saw James, Peter and Lily. Sirius had made it clear to them that he and Remus had fallen out, and that he wanted nothing to do with the werewolf anymore. But Sirius had not explained to them why. And so the three spent their weekends alternating between the two boys, attempting to find out the reason behind the falling out (not like either of them would ever tell) or trying to get them to make up.





It had been three months and three weeks since he had heard from James that Sirius had found a girlfriend. Remus cried himself to sleep for many nights after that. It hurt so much, to think of Sirius, to not have Sirius, to have Sirius hate him. He was falling apart, because of his one weak foolish moment, he had lost the best thing that had happened to him. He had lost his best friend and the only person that really understood him. How he hated himself then.





It had been three and a half months since he fell sick, constantly feeling nauseous, throwing up every morning and spending his days in bed. It was bad enough that he was a werewolf and could barely find a job. Once he fell ill, he couldn’t even keep his part time job. He was fired in a matter of days, and yet the illness was not going away. Remus was sick, tired, broke and miserable. After all that time, Sirius still occupied his every waking moment and haunted his dreaming ones.





And it had been three months and a week since he had gone to see Madam Pomfrey about his illness, hoping that she would make an allowance for him, since he could no longer to afford to see a doctor. It was that day that she had told him, in no uncertain terms, that he was pregnant. It had never occurred to him to read the section on ‘Werewolf Mating Habits’. Madam Pomfrey had explained to him gently that should a male werewolf mate with another male, then in special situations, the male werewolf could get pregnant.





The details weren’t clear, but it was clear that he was pregnant.





Pregnant with Sirius’ child.







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Hello hello (: sorry for such a short chapter, and ending this chapter like that. I’ve just been so overwhelmed by work I haven’t been able to write much. But here’s a taste for what’s coming. Do keep reading and reviewing please! I promise I’ll update more often once my exams are done with. xxx
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