Somekind of cure I guess...

Others: AU. Don't like, don't read is my opinion. I'm SO sorry about the delay, but I've got no passion to write this in a very long time and I know it sucks. I'm a bad person anyway for I haven't finished my essays on German (2x), English, and Finnish. So... Here's YOUR next chappy! Enjoy and review, please! (And no Beta yet again...I've been thinking about this for a while I don't need one, sorry...remark on any mistake and that way I'll become a better writer. So I'm no longer in need of a Beta, kids...it's just so much easier this way) "talk",, *thinking*,,

Chapter 4: Don't wanna (, I'm gonna be bad at this anyway)!

"It's actually warm enough to swim in that huge, usually cold lake nearby!" shouted Henry Lovegood merrily while steering his guests inside the house. " I mean, usually it's just a little too cold for swimming! Under 10 degrees, it is. Now it must be almost 20 degrees!" They had all walked into the house finding them perplexed at the sight of a line of stuffed owls perched in front of a row of windows. Tonks was staring unbelieving at them. And they stared at her with a menacing look in their shining eyes.

"Yes, indeed," said Dumbledore contently while sucking a lemon drop he'd popped into his mouth a while a go.

" We'll just wait a bit before my daughter will come downstairs with her luggage. Let's drink some tea while we're at it, shall we? "

"That sound extremely lovely," replied Dumbledore with a smile. " Would you care for a lemon drop?"


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"Remus, don't be completely ridiculous! Open this door, hun or I'll get Dumbledork here from where ever he is and make him open this goddamned door!" Severus was having a hard time convincing Remus to come out of his hiding. Remus had locked himself into their room upstairs and was not giving any signs of coming out in the near future. He had put up some really strong wards letting no one in and as Severus suspected, a silencing charm for he and Harry couldn't hear any sound coming from the room.

" Maybe he needs some time to think about this," Harry suggested, shrugging his shoulders as he walked up the stairs approaching the shouting man and the door with three cups of steaming tea. " He's just shocked, right? He'll come around, but in the mean time you should probably calm down. You are making yourself even more frustrated, if you keep on doing that." Harry lifted one of the cups of tea and offered it to the slightly pissed Potions Master.

Severus sighed and accepted the tea offered to him. " I know, but I can't just sit downstairs and wait," he spat. " It's maddening!"

"I know it must be. But do you really want to sit and shout here all day long hoping him to emerge from the room?" Harry asked and sat down on a stair and sipped his tea.

Severus was silent. Neither said anything and Harry continued: " He's just a bit distraught, is all. I mean, there's a baby inside of him for Merlin's sake! Honestly speaking, what do you think he's gonna do? He's not that dumb to just to lose everything you have." Harry reasoned and sipped his tea once more before setting the cup next to him on the stair.

" When did you grow up? " Severus asked quietly and raised his eyes to look at Harry, who just shrugged. " It doesn't matter, really" he replied and looks intently at Severus.

" What matters, is to try to get him out of his room, but not the way you were just trying to do. I want you to go downstairs, prepare a healthy dinner and I'll try to talk to him. Maybe I'll be able to convince him to keep this child." Harry said in a hurried whisper, hoping Remus didn't catch that.

Severus nodded. It sounded reasonable. He stood up and in silence he strode downstairs his robe twirling around him. Harry watched him disappear to downstairs and sighed deeply. He turned to look at the door from his seat. Then he spoke calmly " Remus, I brought you some tea to calm your nerves. I think you need to eat soon as well. I sent Severus away."

The door clicked softly and Harry stood up, tried the handle on the door, opened it and stepped lightly into the room. He had never been there. It had a fireplace on the right side of the room with a painting of a beautiful landscape perched on top of it. A door was situated right next to the fireplace, and Harry thought it must be the lavatory. The room was big as well; it was at least two times bigger than his. There were five bookshelves full of old looking books situated in the room. His eyes landed on the king sized bed where obviously Remus lay, hugging a pillow to his chest. He made his way there, right next to Remus, and sat on the side of the bed. Neither of them said anything at first, but then Remus started whispering. " I don't know. I just don't know! He must hate me now. I don't deserve him, I don't know how to deal with a baby, and I don't know how I can manage with a frigging baby! I just don't want this. I'd probably be horrible at mothering it as well, I..." he trailed off and fell silent.

"Sit up." Harry said and Remus complied. Harry gave him his share of the tea he had brought along with him." I don't know how it feels like to be in that kind of a situation, I really don't. But do you see Severus complaining? He wants you to have their baby. Or Sirius's. It doesn't matter either way. Do you know what Severus said about male pregnancies? He said a baby could only be created, if the participants love each other, even if they haven't realized that they loved each other. Severus loves you, he told me so himself. I don't think he has ever even thought of having children, let alone touched one, yet now he was so keen on the idea of having one. He wants to try to be a father. He really does, yet you are trying to ruin that. Even if it doesn't work out that much in the begin with, there's always Molly you can ask for help." Harry calmly explained and watched Remus sip his tea and ponder about the matter.

" But what if the Ministry comes and takes it away when it's born?" asked Remus quietly, lowering his cup of tea to his lap. " I'm a werewolf. They wont allow me to take care of a baby. And don't forget about that there's a war coming on."

"Then we'll sort it out when they come, but do you really want those things to stop you from having a family? There are always people who will support you, if there is any trouble. Take me for example." Remus smiled softly and his eyes brightened slightly. He set the cup of tea on the night table next to the bed. There was a pregnant pause.

Harry stood up from his place on the bed and picked the cup up.

"Come have some dinner." Harry said and holds out his hand to him and continued, "By sending Severus away I meant that he went to make some food for all of us." Remus looked at Harry's extended hand and then at his eyes. "Thanks. I owe you, cub." He took his hand, stood up and hugged him all his worth. " Now let's go get some dinner and I'll apologise to Sev about me yelling at him so bad."

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" So you shall come to lead a duelling club this year?" asked Dumbledore shaking Henry's hand. They were leaving the Lovegood estate and they had convinced the man that it was better him to stay at home until the beginning of the school year. The man was just too creepy and dangerous to hang around with. He had offered to bring his generations of owls along with him to Spinner's End, burned his couch, repaired it and only torn it to pieces, accidentally slipped some salamanders to the cake plates he had brought alongside with tea and stated that Tonks was in grave danger because things called the Swifflefeet were dancing around her armchair. According to Henry it was an omen of immediate starting of a war for her and he had gotten up from his chair and started to chase the most likely imaginary creatures around his living room. She had felt shivers run up her spine.

"Yes Albus, I'm more than happy to announce that I'm more than ready to take the lead." Henry stated merrily. Tonks was standing behind Albus, trying to coax the man to hurry while keeping an eye on the girl that they had picked up. She was trying to poke something in the pond the Lovegoods had on the front yard. Her dirty blonde hair fell on both sides of her face, covering her face from Tonks.

" Good, then we shall se you on September the 1st." Dumbledore stated and let go of Henry's hand and turned to his companions. "Let's have a turnabout in Grimmauld Place 12 first then Tonks." he then walked to the pond where the girl was poking something. "We'll apparate together. Tonks, why don't you take her luggage." Dumbledore said and offered a hand to the girl who took it and glanced up at him her silvery eyes twinkling dreamily. "Bye Daddy!" the girl waved her hand and shouted at her father who was still standing by the front door. "Bye Princess! I'll see you at school!" shouted Henry back at her and watched his daughter and her Headmaster disappear in a loud POP!

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The small dinner was mostly a quiet one. Since Remus had come down Severus had been bustling around trying talk to Remus, but the man seemed nearly mute until he had asked in a broken whisper whether or not Severus was ready to stay more at home rather than in the Death Eater meetings and missions. Severus had been shocked of the sudden perplexing question, but had then regained his composure and uttered a weak yes. Remus had cried to Severus' shoulder and explained he had just been 'so fucking confused' as he had put it and had rambled nonsense until Severus had given him a long kiss to silence him up. They were now in mutual agreement to keep the baby that was growing slowly in Remus' belly.

Now Harry lay in bed in his bedroom and thought about what the hell he should do with himself. He just knew he should try to do something at least. *Yes, maybe...* he sighed deeply, curled up to his side and tried to fall asleep. Nothing could help him with his turmoil of emotions. He thought about the distraught Remus and the Potions Master turned nice. Then he thought about Sirius who had died, Voldemort, his parents and the world in general. Eventually he cried himself to sleep.

AN_:
Sorry for the delay. Really. Review. Please. Simple as that. Keep me motivated. :P
Next chappy is a bit darker than this as you can probably imagine.