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The Student's Arrival
Disclaimers: Chapter 1
AN: I might have a beta I'm not sure yet I'm waiting back for the email but I am still on the look out because she's already Beta'ing for 7 people and going to school. So some one with slightly more time then that would be appreciated.
Chapter 4
The Student's Arrival
When Severus woke up the next morning he had a splitting headache. When he had gotten home from Harry's he had consumed another bottle of fire whiskey. He stumbled out of bed and made his way to the bathroom. Without even thinking he downed a hangover potion and stripped off his clothes.
While adjusting the water temperature he accio'd some towels and threw his clothes in his clothes basket for the house elves. He stepped under the spray of hot water and sighed every so slightly.
He asked himself what he asked himself every morning and today was no exception. What happened to the confident man he that he had once been? When happened to the simple things that once brought him so much joy? What went wrong in his life to turn him into a lonely old man?
The answer to all those questions was a simple one; so simple he hated to admit it. The answer to all those questions was Harry. Harry took away his confidence, Harry took away his joy and Harry made him a lonely old man. It wasn't really Harry so much, but him leaving. When he left Severus became sure that he, himself, would never find another lover. He finally lost joy in all but potions, mainly because they didn't remind him of Harry. Last of all Harry made him realize how lonely he really was when no one was around.
When Severus finally got out of the shower he fried himself off quickly and got half-dressed. He was still drying his hair when a knock came from the door.
~
Harry had woken up from a nightmare like normal. His dreamless sleep had stopped working. For the last week and a half he would wake up from old nightmares. They varied from old memories of the war to visions of Severus dieing.
He sat in his bed dripping in cold sweat. He stood and made his way to the shower and turned it on. While the water heated up he got his towels out and stripped off his pj bottoms and stepped into the shower. As the water cascaded down him body he felt like the dreams were being washed away.
He needed to find a stronger dreamless sleep potion. He leaned on the shower wall and rubbed his face. Who was he going to go for it now? Severus had too much to do for the school and his previous supplier, obviously, isn't strong enough. He was stuck.
Harry washed his hair and bode His morning woody had now disappeared. Just thinking of a dieing Severus shriveled it up. By the time he stepped out of the shower it was 6am.
Harry sighed, he was going to swallow his pride and ask the potion master for help ... at 7. Severus has always been an early riser just not this early.
He sighed and got out some parchment, his ink and a quill. He sat at his desk and started to make out the teaching plan. On the list of books there wasn't one for DADA because ha was using his book but he had the original that had been written in a doubling book. It would cut down the cost for some parents.
He had a full history of the most deadly curses in one book. A complete guide of 'dark' creatures, he had written about the werewolf in a different light then other books. He also had a book named 'the complete guide to dark curses and how to protect yourself from them'.
He wrote down the books from each grade and then the topics in said books. The 5th, 6th and 7th years took a little longer because of their list of topics needed. By 7am Harry had finished all of his teaching material and figured out what he was going to do the first day would start with.
He slipped into some jeans and a silk shirt, and then he made his way to Severus' quarters. As he made his way down he sighed. This corridor contained many memories; he had walked them so many times with Severus during their nightly adventures. As he reached the painting he caressed it instead of knocking. How many times had he made out with Severus on this painting? At least once a week he would have been pinned up against this very painting.
After a few moments of reminiscing he finally knocked. The painting flung open revealing a half naked and still very wet Snape.
~~~
Snape opened the door and saw a wide-eyed Harry "Yes?"
"I'll come back, it seems that I have interrupted your shower." Harry blushed and looked down. Severus' body was still tight and his slender muscles still rippled nicely as he dried his hair with the towel.
"If you must know I just finished come in and go to the living room and wait." Severus looked at Harry one last time before turning around and striding back into his room. He had been hopping to go around topless for a while but obviously he could no longer do so.
Harry nodded blankly and went to the living room. He heard Severus close his door and he relaxed a little. He fought the temptation of kneeling on the carpet like he did before; surprising enough it was very comfortable on the plush carpet. He sat on his old chair and relaxed into it.
A few minutes later Severus entered the room this time fully dressed in a black silk shirt and dressed slacks. "Now you came to see me for a reason I hope."
Harry nodded "I was hoping you could do me a favor." Severus nodded and motioned for him to go on. "I know you're busy with Lupin's wolfsbanes and the hospital wing's potions. I was hoping you could make a strong dreamless sleep potion." Harry was looking at his hands trying to hold on to some of his pride.
"I wouldn't mind but I don't know how strong to make it. You would have to, for only one night I assure you, sleep under an observation spell while using the regular dreamless sleep. I would feel safer if we did it in my rooms because I have many different potions." Harry nodded silently. :"We'll do it Friday night if you think you can last that long."
"Yes, I believe I can. I have plenty of pepper me up potions" Harry smiled weakly.
"How long has it been since it stopped working?" Severus was showing a little concern for the younger wizard. He didn't show how much he was truly feeling at that moment but he tried to show a little.
Harry hid the concern in his voice. "About a week and a half now. I can handle 2 more days Severus." He smiled the smile he use to when they were alone in his chambers 5 years before hand.
"Very well you may see your way out I have to do some research. I will see you at lunch.
~
Harry nodded and left Severus to his research. He lingered in front of the portrait and then made his way back to his room. He would eat his breakfast in his chambers today. He had to add some things in his textbooks and he couldn't spare an hour to eat his breakfast in the main hall. He called Dobby and ordered his breakfast and he went to work adding pages in his textbooks.
At 8 Dobby brought him his breakfast and was instructed to leave it on the table. Harry worked for hours and unknown to him lunchtime had come and past leaving the rest of the teachers a little worried.
Harry worked for the whole day on his textbooks and then finally finishing them. By the time he finished he was exhausted. He saw no harm to lie down on the couch and just take a little catnap.
~
As soon as Harry left Severus went straight to work on his research for Harry's potion. He racked his mind on how to make it stronger while looking through his library. He fingered the books looking at the titles.
While reading on of the titles some memories flooded his mind.
~Flash back~
Severus was sitting by the fire reading a book. He had just finished his nightly rounds and he was unwinding for the night. Just a few days ago he and Harry had gotten together in a relation. He was quite pleased that the younger wizard loved him back.
As soon as he finished the chapter he placed his bookmark him and put the book down for the night. He stopped the fire and made his way to his bedroom. He changed into his silk pj bottoms and slipped under the blankets. He settled down to sleep.
An hour later he was woken up by a knock on the door. He grumbled and slipped out of bed. He made his way across his chambers and opened the door. To his surprise he found and pale white Harry who was shaking. "Harry come in come in" He ushered the boy in and closed the door.
Harry looked horrible, he was shivering and he was as pale as the moon. He wrapped his arms around the shivering boy and rubbed his back. The younger man was cold he was just shivering uncontrollably. Harry opened his mouth as if to say something but he stopped before he said it. Severus looked at him questioning and Harry answered his look. "I had a nightmare that you died. It seems that my nightmares have come back in full swing once again." He cuddled into Severus.
"The great Harry Potter is defeated by a simple nightmare?" Severus joked a little.
Harry hit is arm "You said if I needed anything I could ask you, does that still stand?" The boy looked up at his professor.
"Yes Harry, That will always stand." Severus smiled down at him.
~End Flash back~
"And it still does" he whispered to no one in particular. He picked up the book and made his way to his desk and started to read that book on sleeping potions. He might be a potions master but he certainly didn't know all the potions every made, but he was on the way to knowing them all.
He researched long and hard but, as he said he would, he went to lunch. When he arrived to the great hall to the last meal with just the teachers for the students were bound for arrival in 6 hours. As lunch progressed he began worrying about the DADA professor.
As the meal ended he went back to the dungeons and began to research again. An hour before supper Severus walked to Harry's door and was about to knock when he heard screams and he ran into the room.
~
Harry's eyes flung open and he sat straight up and he was breathing hard again. He looked up to see Severus standing over him with a worried expression on his face. "Are you alright?" Harry nodded not trusting his voice and he stood and walked to the bathroom and washed his face.
By the time Harry left the bathroom Severus was reading one of his many textbooks that he had been working on that day. "Their for the students."
"I would imagine so Mr. Potter." He chuckled a little and closed the book "No I'm guessing that was one of your many nightmares that I am going into war with?"
Harry nodded a little and looked at the clock "I should get ready for the dinner as should you I'll see you at supper we'll continue this conversation at the supper table." Severus nodded and left Harry to prepare himself for dinner.
Once Severus left Harry changed into his battle robes. He was wearing tight black jeans with a slightly loose black T-shirt. His wand holder was on his hip and he slipped on his boots, hiding a knife in them. He placed an unloaded gun in his holster under his right arm and he threw on his outer robes. He places the bullets in a pocket under his gun and he closed his robes.
By the time he arrived at the Great Hall the first years were being brought in and he looked at Dumbledore Watching the man nod and he stood out there till he was mentioned.
~
Severus went back to his chambers and threw on his teaching robes and made his way to the great hall. When he arrived there was time to spare, he had already heard all the rumors surrounding the DADA class and they varied from there not being a class to the head master teaching it.
He noticed that when the first years started to file in that Harry had still not arrived. Albus had probably figured out a stunt that Harry would pull to amaze the students. He sat back and relaxed while the sorting ceremony was going on. At the end, like normal, McGonigal removed the hat and the eldest wizard stood to say his speech.
"Welcome to Hogwarts first years and welcome back the rest of you. A reminder the forbidden forest is still off limits and there are no spell or trick done in the hallways. Now about the Defense Against the Dark Arts. I have heard many if not all the rumors surrounding the Defense Against the Dark Arts teachers and I found them all quite amusing." He looked over his half moon glasses "Now all of you are probably excited in anticipation to know who they are. No it is not Professor Snape nor myself like so many rumors have guessed. This teacher is much more qualified then we all put together. He his the Auror of the news Harry Potter."
Just as Albus said his name the Great hall's door swung open and Harry walked through them "Terribly sorry I'm late." He walked to the staff table. His robes bellowed behind him rivaling Snape's. He walked to his seat and sat down gracefully. He was not wearing a smile tonight; he was wearing an expression similar to Severus, indifference. The whole student body was still looking at Harry.
"NOW" the students' gazes shifted back to the head master. "Let the feast begin"
The Great hall was buzzing and most of the conversations were about Harry. Severus bent to Harry and whispered something into his ear and then continued to eat. Harry simply nodded not saying anything as he too started to eat. As soon as the food hit his stomach he realized how hungry he really was. No matter how much he wanted to tear into the food he ate it slowly.
By the time the students and the head of houses left he was focused on the talk that he and Severus were going to have in an hour or so.
TBC
AN: I might have a beta I'm not sure yet I'm waiting back for the email but I am still on the look out because she's already Beta'ing for 7 people and going to school. So some one with slightly more time then that would be appreciated.
Chapter 4
The Student's Arrival
When Severus woke up the next morning he had a splitting headache. When he had gotten home from Harry's he had consumed another bottle of fire whiskey. He stumbled out of bed and made his way to the bathroom. Without even thinking he downed a hangover potion and stripped off his clothes.
While adjusting the water temperature he accio'd some towels and threw his clothes in his clothes basket for the house elves. He stepped under the spray of hot water and sighed every so slightly.
He asked himself what he asked himself every morning and today was no exception. What happened to the confident man he that he had once been? When happened to the simple things that once brought him so much joy? What went wrong in his life to turn him into a lonely old man?
The answer to all those questions was a simple one; so simple he hated to admit it. The answer to all those questions was Harry. Harry took away his confidence, Harry took away his joy and Harry made him a lonely old man. It wasn't really Harry so much, but him leaving. When he left Severus became sure that he, himself, would never find another lover. He finally lost joy in all but potions, mainly because they didn't remind him of Harry. Last of all Harry made him realize how lonely he really was when no one was around.
When Severus finally got out of the shower he fried himself off quickly and got half-dressed. He was still drying his hair when a knock came from the door.
~
Harry had woken up from a nightmare like normal. His dreamless sleep had stopped working. For the last week and a half he would wake up from old nightmares. They varied from old memories of the war to visions of Severus dieing.
He sat in his bed dripping in cold sweat. He stood and made his way to the shower and turned it on. While the water heated up he got his towels out and stripped off his pj bottoms and stepped into the shower. As the water cascaded down him body he felt like the dreams were being washed away.
He needed to find a stronger dreamless sleep potion. He leaned on the shower wall and rubbed his face. Who was he going to go for it now? Severus had too much to do for the school and his previous supplier, obviously, isn't strong enough. He was stuck.
Harry washed his hair and bode His morning woody had now disappeared. Just thinking of a dieing Severus shriveled it up. By the time he stepped out of the shower it was 6am.
Harry sighed, he was going to swallow his pride and ask the potion master for help ... at 7. Severus has always been an early riser just not this early.
He sighed and got out some parchment, his ink and a quill. He sat at his desk and started to make out the teaching plan. On the list of books there wasn't one for DADA because ha was using his book but he had the original that had been written in a doubling book. It would cut down the cost for some parents.
He had a full history of the most deadly curses in one book. A complete guide of 'dark' creatures, he had written about the werewolf in a different light then other books. He also had a book named 'the complete guide to dark curses and how to protect yourself from them'.
He wrote down the books from each grade and then the topics in said books. The 5th, 6th and 7th years took a little longer because of their list of topics needed. By 7am Harry had finished all of his teaching material and figured out what he was going to do the first day would start with.
He slipped into some jeans and a silk shirt, and then he made his way to Severus' quarters. As he made his way down he sighed. This corridor contained many memories; he had walked them so many times with Severus during their nightly adventures. As he reached the painting he caressed it instead of knocking. How many times had he made out with Severus on this painting? At least once a week he would have been pinned up against this very painting.
After a few moments of reminiscing he finally knocked. The painting flung open revealing a half naked and still very wet Snape.
~~~
Snape opened the door and saw a wide-eyed Harry "Yes?"
"I'll come back, it seems that I have interrupted your shower." Harry blushed and looked down. Severus' body was still tight and his slender muscles still rippled nicely as he dried his hair with the towel.
"If you must know I just finished come in and go to the living room and wait." Severus looked at Harry one last time before turning around and striding back into his room. He had been hopping to go around topless for a while but obviously he could no longer do so.
Harry nodded blankly and went to the living room. He heard Severus close his door and he relaxed a little. He fought the temptation of kneeling on the carpet like he did before; surprising enough it was very comfortable on the plush carpet. He sat on his old chair and relaxed into it.
A few minutes later Severus entered the room this time fully dressed in a black silk shirt and dressed slacks. "Now you came to see me for a reason I hope."
Harry nodded "I was hoping you could do me a favor." Severus nodded and motioned for him to go on. "I know you're busy with Lupin's wolfsbanes and the hospital wing's potions. I was hoping you could make a strong dreamless sleep potion." Harry was looking at his hands trying to hold on to some of his pride.
"I wouldn't mind but I don't know how strong to make it. You would have to, for only one night I assure you, sleep under an observation spell while using the regular dreamless sleep. I would feel safer if we did it in my rooms because I have many different potions." Harry nodded silently. :"We'll do it Friday night if you think you can last that long."
"Yes, I believe I can. I have plenty of pepper me up potions" Harry smiled weakly.
"How long has it been since it stopped working?" Severus was showing a little concern for the younger wizard. He didn't show how much he was truly feeling at that moment but he tried to show a little.
Harry hid the concern in his voice. "About a week and a half now. I can handle 2 more days Severus." He smiled the smile he use to when they were alone in his chambers 5 years before hand.
"Very well you may see your way out I have to do some research. I will see you at lunch.
~
Harry nodded and left Severus to his research. He lingered in front of the portrait and then made his way back to his room. He would eat his breakfast in his chambers today. He had to add some things in his textbooks and he couldn't spare an hour to eat his breakfast in the main hall. He called Dobby and ordered his breakfast and he went to work adding pages in his textbooks.
At 8 Dobby brought him his breakfast and was instructed to leave it on the table. Harry worked for hours and unknown to him lunchtime had come and past leaving the rest of the teachers a little worried.
Harry worked for the whole day on his textbooks and then finally finishing them. By the time he finished he was exhausted. He saw no harm to lie down on the couch and just take a little catnap.
~
As soon as Harry left Severus went straight to work on his research for Harry's potion. He racked his mind on how to make it stronger while looking through his library. He fingered the books looking at the titles.
While reading on of the titles some memories flooded his mind.
~Flash back~
Severus was sitting by the fire reading a book. He had just finished his nightly rounds and he was unwinding for the night. Just a few days ago he and Harry had gotten together in a relation. He was quite pleased that the younger wizard loved him back.
As soon as he finished the chapter he placed his bookmark him and put the book down for the night. He stopped the fire and made his way to his bedroom. He changed into his silk pj bottoms and slipped under the blankets. He settled down to sleep.
An hour later he was woken up by a knock on the door. He grumbled and slipped out of bed. He made his way across his chambers and opened the door. To his surprise he found and pale white Harry who was shaking. "Harry come in come in" He ushered the boy in and closed the door.
Harry looked horrible, he was shivering and he was as pale as the moon. He wrapped his arms around the shivering boy and rubbed his back. The younger man was cold he was just shivering uncontrollably. Harry opened his mouth as if to say something but he stopped before he said it. Severus looked at him questioning and Harry answered his look. "I had a nightmare that you died. It seems that my nightmares have come back in full swing once again." He cuddled into Severus.
"The great Harry Potter is defeated by a simple nightmare?" Severus joked a little.
Harry hit is arm "You said if I needed anything I could ask you, does that still stand?" The boy looked up at his professor.
"Yes Harry, That will always stand." Severus smiled down at him.
~End Flash back~
"And it still does" he whispered to no one in particular. He picked up the book and made his way to his desk and started to read that book on sleeping potions. He might be a potions master but he certainly didn't know all the potions every made, but he was on the way to knowing them all.
He researched long and hard but, as he said he would, he went to lunch. When he arrived to the great hall to the last meal with just the teachers for the students were bound for arrival in 6 hours. As lunch progressed he began worrying about the DADA professor.
As the meal ended he went back to the dungeons and began to research again. An hour before supper Severus walked to Harry's door and was about to knock when he heard screams and he ran into the room.
~
Harry's eyes flung open and he sat straight up and he was breathing hard again. He looked up to see Severus standing over him with a worried expression on his face. "Are you alright?" Harry nodded not trusting his voice and he stood and walked to the bathroom and washed his face.
By the time Harry left the bathroom Severus was reading one of his many textbooks that he had been working on that day. "Their for the students."
"I would imagine so Mr. Potter." He chuckled a little and closed the book "No I'm guessing that was one of your many nightmares that I am going into war with?"
Harry nodded a little and looked at the clock "I should get ready for the dinner as should you I'll see you at supper we'll continue this conversation at the supper table." Severus nodded and left Harry to prepare himself for dinner.
Once Severus left Harry changed into his battle robes. He was wearing tight black jeans with a slightly loose black T-shirt. His wand holder was on his hip and he slipped on his boots, hiding a knife in them. He placed an unloaded gun in his holster under his right arm and he threw on his outer robes. He places the bullets in a pocket under his gun and he closed his robes.
By the time he arrived at the Great Hall the first years were being brought in and he looked at Dumbledore Watching the man nod and he stood out there till he was mentioned.
~
Severus went back to his chambers and threw on his teaching robes and made his way to the great hall. When he arrived there was time to spare, he had already heard all the rumors surrounding the DADA class and they varied from there not being a class to the head master teaching it.
He noticed that when the first years started to file in that Harry had still not arrived. Albus had probably figured out a stunt that Harry would pull to amaze the students. He sat back and relaxed while the sorting ceremony was going on. At the end, like normal, McGonigal removed the hat and the eldest wizard stood to say his speech.
"Welcome to Hogwarts first years and welcome back the rest of you. A reminder the forbidden forest is still off limits and there are no spell or trick done in the hallways. Now about the Defense Against the Dark Arts. I have heard many if not all the rumors surrounding the Defense Against the Dark Arts teachers and I found them all quite amusing." He looked over his half moon glasses "Now all of you are probably excited in anticipation to know who they are. No it is not Professor Snape nor myself like so many rumors have guessed. This teacher is much more qualified then we all put together. He his the Auror of the news Harry Potter."
Just as Albus said his name the Great hall's door swung open and Harry walked through them "Terribly sorry I'm late." He walked to the staff table. His robes bellowed behind him rivaling Snape's. He walked to his seat and sat down gracefully. He was not wearing a smile tonight; he was wearing an expression similar to Severus, indifference. The whole student body was still looking at Harry.
"NOW" the students' gazes shifted back to the head master. "Let the feast begin"
The Great hall was buzzing and most of the conversations were about Harry. Severus bent to Harry and whispered something into his ear and then continued to eat. Harry simply nodded not saying anything as he too started to eat. As soon as the food hit his stomach he realized how hungry he really was. No matter how much he wanted to tear into the food he ate it slowly.
By the time the students and the head of houses left he was focused on the talk that he and Severus were going to have in an hour or so.
TBC