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Severus, Come Here

By: siriusblkfan4lif
folder Harry Potter › Het - Male/Female
Rating: Adult ++
Chapters: 5
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Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter, nor any of the characters from the books or movies. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.
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Chapter 4

Bellatrix just continued to stare at him. She was expressionless.

Severus saw her eyes leave his and come to stare at the bed.

“I love you.” Severus repeated.

Bella looked back up at him, frowning.

“Severus....” She said letting out a laugh and shaking her head.

“What?” He asked her.

“You don’t--” She sighed, “I-I don’t feel the same way.”

Severus’s heart sank.

“I’m sorry... I just...”

“So that meant nothing?” Severus said, looking away from her and staring at the wall with a hurt expression.

“No–I liked it... It just... it’s just sex Severus.” She finished.

“Oh yeah?” He said heatedly, “So you were only using me, I see.”

“No-no, Severus, I just--”

“Is it someone else?” He asked quickly.

She paused, not saying anything, and Severus knew. He looked up at her, feeling heartbroken, and noticed that she was beginning to cry. She started to shake with tears.

“Who is it?” He asked.

She shook her head, not wanting to answer.

“C’mon, tell me.”

“No.” She said tearfully.

“Tell me, tell me Bella or I’ll start guessing.”

“I-It’s... Rodolphus.” She stammered.

“What? Bella, I told you to stay away from him. You know I hate him! He broke your heart!” Severus shouted.

“I know, but Severus... Oh god, Severus....” She started, now she was sobbing.

He knew nothing good could follow.

“I-I cheated on you.” She whispered.

Severus didn’t know how to feel. His insides went hollow just then.

“Why?” He croaked.

“You were just out of control with your drinking, Sev’ what was I supposed to do?”

“Not cheat on me!?” He shouted angrily. He sat up, burying his face in his hands. ‘How could she have done this to him?’

“I’m sorry.”

Severus felt himself growing hot, “You’re not sorry.” He muttered.

“Yes I am!”

“No, you’re not!” He said. He rose out of the bed and started putting his clothing back on; he did not feel like seeing or talking to her anymore.

“Where are you going?” She asked.

“HOME!” He roared, pulling on his pants.

“Why?! Are you crazy, what if you get hurt?”

Severus slipped his shirt on; he was fully dressed now.

“Well it seems like no matter where I go I’m always gonna get hurt, so what does it matter?!” He yelled, exiting the room and going downstairs.

He heard Bellatrix following him, but he didn’t care. She disgusted him now and had broken his heart.
He yanked open the front doors and then slammed the door shut behind him, sending the nearby birds around the yard flying into the air in alarm. He pulled his wand out of his pocket and stuck it out in front of him with his right hand, eager to leave. A loud bang sounded and the purple triple-decker bus appeared out of thin air.

“SEVERUS, I’M SORRY!!!” He heard Bellatrix yell from behind him as he was about to enter the bus. “PLEASE FORGIVE ME!”

Severus turned around to face her at her doorway.

“FUCK YOU!” He screamed at her, then turned back around and walked onto the bus.

Wake up I'm pounding on the door
I won't hurt you anymore
Where the hell are you
When I need you

When he arrived back at his house, he went immediately back upstairs and into his room... and straight towards his drawer full of liquor.

He had just opened a bottle when he heard footsteps sounding from outside his room.

He froze, bottle still in hand, as his mother walked into his room. He hid the bottle quickly next to him on the floor, out of sight from his mother.

“Mom?!” He cried in shock. “What are you doing here?”

“I-I came back.” She said quietly.

“Why?”

“Because your father apologized.” She said.

Just then, he saw hands wrap around his mother’s waist–his father’s.

Severus could not believe it.

“What?” Severus cried, “How could you forgive him? Mom, why are you doing this?” He whined, his throat twisting in a painful knot.

“Shut up, you little prat.” His father said, kissing his wife lovingly on the forehead.

He could not believe this was happening; he thought he was going insane. He just stood there for the longest time, staring at his mother and trying to understand how she could have ever forgiven his father for what he’d done to her.

“What are you retarded?” His father spat, then he slammed his door shut in his son’s face.

Severus felt himself growing angry. ‘He probably threatened her’ he thought, ‘she didn’t have a choice.’

He picked the bottle up from the ground and took a swig, letting the alcohol drown out his life. His reality. He hated everything about it.
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