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This chapter has a bloody kiss:-)
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Instead of eating lunch that day in the Great Hall, Harry went back to the dorms. He sad he had'nt felt well and wanted to sleep until the last half of the days classes started. It was Friday after all, and he wanted his rest now. It was true, it'd been getting harder for him to sleep at night, or stay up in the day.

But as he lay down, he pulled out his razor and nipped at a scab, lightly drinking. He didnt want to go too much, he needed this u he he could control it. "Eugh" he heard from behind him, "HARRY!, what are you doing? Have you gone mad?' Rons voice was quick and worried. He grabbed Harrys arm from him. It was completly cut up, some scars, mostly fresh cuts though. Harry wimpered as Ron touched him. It was the first *contact* he'd had with anyone since those few months ago. He had been afraid to touch anyone. Everything seemed so sensitive. The contact made the tingling burn in his skin vanish. He realized he needed Ron in more than one way, He just wanted Ron to touch him. It may have been the blood talking, since it did seem to turn him on. "Let me heal them" Ron wispered. Harry shook his head, and a tear ran down his face. "They remind me of what i am" Harrys voice was so feeble, Ron almost cried too. "What are you, Harry?" "A monster" Ron shuddered at those words, Harry seemed so sure of himself about that. Ron wasnt as sure. "Tell me what makes you a monster" Harry shuddered. Ron hadnt noticed the blood on his lips, staining his teeth, he'd only seen the cuts. "THIS" was all Harry could reply as he ran his hands over his arms...he needed more blood *now* He wasnt waiting for anything else, another chance. "Ron i need you to help me" Ron pushed Harrys hair out of his eyes, nothing more than a friendly gesture between the two boys, but it made Harry's decision for him. They trusted each other enough "Let me drink from you".

It was that moment Ron noticed the blood stained lips, he noticed the way Harry had been acting. But it all was a dream, it had to be. "Harry..." But Harry had cut off Rons words with a kiss.

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Ok i dunno, its ok....*sigh again* Review for me please. I will *beg* Ok i know the storys strange in a strange way but tats me:-)