Forgotten

If i could, i would turn back time
If i could i would claime him as mine
I i could I\'sd be with him now
But how do i do that? How?
I want him, I love him
There he is now, lying in his bed
Arms bandaged.
I did that.
I caused him to do that.
Me.
How do i tell him that i still love him.
Thats he doesnt need to follow me?
That he should just live out the rest of his life without me and not to feel guilty for what he did? I love him because he came back for me. I still love him because he cared that mcuh he would risk his life just to find me and i love him for putting up with all the accusations everyone threw at him. he knew the trtuh of what he had done as i now know and i love him for it and i will always love him for it.
But how do i tell him that?

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Lost again
Broken and weary
Unable to find my way
Tail in hand
Dizzy and clearly unable to
Just let this go

Draco lay in his bed, tears streaming down his face, he had tried it again not moments ago, the blood had flowed so much more freely this time and if Hermione hadnt come back to retrieve her left behind note book, he would be with harry right now.

When she had caught sight of the blood and the sharp raiser she had shouted out for any to come and help her and they had, had to hold him down.

He had been so close, he was even able to see harry for the slightest moment and they had torn him away.

I am surrendering to the gravity and the unknown
Catch me heal me lift me back up to the sun
I choose to live

Draco lay there. Unmoving. hermione sat next to him, sleeping quietly in the kane chair. he had tried to get up at one point but she had just moved him gently back down into his bed, telling him it wasnt safe for him to be moving around so much after the blood loss he had had.

No shit. Draco had thought.

I fell again
Like a baby unable to stand on my own
Tail in hand
Dizzy and clearly unable to just let this go
High and surrendering to the gravity and the unknown
Catch me heal me lift me back up to the sun
I choose to live, I choose to live, I choose to live

Harry stood behind Hermione.

How do i tell him?

He went over and sat on the edge of dracos bed. Nobody could see him. he was invisable to the whole of the world.

I want to say good bye, but how?

Harry looked around the room looking for anything that might be able to help his cause. then he spotted it. the most simplist of things. Dracos favorite thing in the whole of the world.

Catch me heal me lift me back up to the sun
Help me survive the bottom

Draco rolled over in his bed, his vision blurring, Hermione moved slightly beside them, he heard her say his name gently, worriedly. he heard her say it again, this time more urgently and sharper.

I\'m slipping away now. Ill be with him soon and then we can be togetehr forever, just like we had talked about, just the way we had planned it to be.

Calm these hands before they
Snare another pill and
Drive another nail down another
Needy hole please release me

Harry moved to the end of Dracos bed, feeling a change in his love. he stood at the end of Dracos feet and willed his lover to look where he was standing.

Just look at your feet, just a little while. Look at me draco, look at me.

Draco pulled his head over to where a slight pain in his left foot was begining and saw something just slightly out of focus, something that didnt look like it actaully belonged in the surroundings and gasped when he saw who it was.

\"draco are you okay?\" He heard hermione say off in the distance.

A shower of soft delicate white rose petals fell from the roof of the room, causing Hermione to exclaim in surprise. Ron came into the room, looking around in wonder.

\"What in blazes name?\" Snape said when he walked into the room.

I am surrendering to the gravity and the unknown
Catch me heal me lift me back up to the sun
I choose to live, I choose to live

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Draco malfoy dies at the age of eighty-five.

he lived a full life. He lived across the road from his friends, hermione and ron. he had dies peacefully in his sleep a smile on his face.

Hermione had found him when she had come for her morning visits.

Their had been a white rose on his chest. It still smelled fresh. it remeined her of that time long ago when all the rose petals had fallen from the hospital roof and thats when she relised for the first time in eyars that it had been Harry.

The one thing to keep Draco alive had been harry.

\"White roses are draco favorite rose.\" harry had said to her one day. \"They are pure in their own way, but the mean death. They are innocent and yet symbolise death. thats why draco loves them so much, because they show that nothing is ever as it seems.\"

Harry had told draco with those roses everything.

He loved him.

he forgave him.

and he would see him again, when the time was right.