This do in Remembrance of me

Severus has resigned himself that he was in fact her lover, and this had not been an easy fact to admit to even himself. He had sold his kingdom, and spent every waking minute of everyday plotting his time with her. Days turned into weeks, which immediately feel into the pattern of months passing away around them. He was conscious of the fact that his need for her was growing stronger than her affection for him seemed to be, and this to troubled him. He had never been one to rely on another for his sense of completion, and she seemed to be quite content, to content for his taste, when their paths would not cross for several days. Severus has told himself repeatedly he would not voice this to her, that would give her entirely too much to lord over him, and he couldn’t live with that, there were already enough Lord’s he had to answer to.

He had arranged for her to find him atop the Hufflepuff tower and had not lasted when her kiss had not been as impassioned as he would have liked.

“Do you not need me anymore, or have I perhaps fallen from favor with the little Miss.” His tone was more sarcastic than he would have liked.

“Of course not Professor.” She purposely refused to use his given name, as he had insisted she do.

Severus jerked her arm from around his neck, forcing it between them. “I despise it when you call me that. I have made this point all to clear to you in the past.”

“I know, that’s why I do it.” She raked her tongue across the bottom of her top teeth, watching him follow its path with his eyes.

He reached around her and pulled her forcefully into his chest, pressing his lips against hers fighting for entrance into her mouth. She tried resisting him, knowing this would only enrage him further. Somewhere deep in the darkness of her soul, she loved the control she held over him. It was so simple, the slightest pout or turn of her head when he was watching her would push him just over the edge and she knew their next meeting would be even more memorable. Maybe it was wrong to do this to him, but it was just too much power to give away. After all who would refuse to rule the world when it was so ready for the taking.

He didn’t like it at all when he felt her resist his advances, it was time he ended this once and for all. If they were to continue she would have to realize she belonged to him, and not the other way around. This game they were playing at had far more consequences for him than it did for her. If they were discovered, she would be the poor deluded child who he had taken advantage of and he was the bastard who had compromised the promising little witch.

Pulling her back from his embrace to read her face, he made his point with a flurry of words.

“Little girl, as far as this goes, it can end right now and I will think nothing more of it. You will be nothing but an indiscretion and I can more than live with that. Do I make myself perfectly clear?”

He was lying and she knew it, and he knew that she knew it to.

“My dear Professor, I have no desire to end anything, however, if your affection has suddenly waned for me, I can more than disappear right back down that staircase.” She nodded towards the door, “If that’s what you want after all.”

For a moment the thought almost tempted him, after all he knew this was madness to begin with and was only doomed to end badly. However, her silhouette against the night sky was nothing less remarkable than a million and one candlelight’s burning in a darkened room.

Slowly she closed the distance that stood between them and casually draped her arm over his shoulder curling her fingers through his hair, “I am as tainted as you want me to be, and yours and yours alone to corrupt even further.” She paused watching his reaction, purring her next words into his ear, “Haven’t you ever wondered what I would feel like underneath you in the night air.”

Saint Jude he was doomed, he gathered her skirt around her waist and fumbled until he had released the strain in his own clothing that was more than obvious to the both of them. Pushing her against the ledge and resting most of her weight on the edge, he forced his way into her. He buried his face in the folds of her hair pulling her deeper into the safety of his arms.

Jocelyn smiled at the sensation of the cool air mingling between their two bodies as he tried to pin all his weight behind each thrust. She tossed her head away from his grasp and leaned back holding herself up with her own strength. For several moments she stared silently at the stars that colored the sky, enjoying the feel of him and the scent of sex that was emanating from their union.

Leaning into him, she finally spoke, “Be mine forever.”

Unable to find the words anywhere within him, he cradled her face against his own, and silently vowed he would never be without her. He had searched the ends of time for her, and he would never give her away to anyone.

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