White Flower; Black Dragon

Something Else in Mind


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I stood there - waiting for her answer. Her expression changed from serious to a light-hearted smile. I watched her eyes gleam with happiness for a split second - it was as though I aslo was filled with complete happiness. \"Severus ... would you help me host Lucius\' birthday party?\" She was still smiling - but my insides were falling into pieces. Suddenly I felt the cold around me, I was no longer filled with a warmth. Looking up to meet her gaze - I did something, which I know I will never regret.

Moving closer to her I bent over and whispered into her ear - \"I had something else in mind...\" The animal within me took over, I was transformed from the rigid man I was into a hungry beast - I pushed her to the manor\'s stone-cold castle wall. The look of fright was evident on her angelic face. Like a shadow I blocked the moonlight from her beautiful face, thrusting my hands forward - blocking her way of escape, I molded by body into hers - pressing her against my hard throbbing organ. Blood was pounding in my ears - I didn\'t even hear her cries as I buried my face into her neck.

\"Severus! Severus please! Get off me!\" I heard her voice finally as I returned from bliss. I looked up for a moment, she was looking into my own eyes - something was there, something unreadable, was it pleasure? My breathing quickened, she cried out again - moving forward again, I silenced her with my lips. Pressing even more so into her I deepened the kiss - the passion once again was alight in me. I took one hand away from the wall and slid it down - past her blonde locks, down her collarbone and onto her bosom. I closed my eyes and began to shudder violently - her skin was so warm and soft it drove me mad.

She pushed me off her and fell to the snow. I almost fell backwards when I steadied myself. She began to crawl in the snow and soon enough she pushed herself up against the stonewall. Her breathing was ragged - she began to trudge along in the snow and looking back towards me I saw that tears filled in her eyes. I felt terrible for a moment - but the feeling went away easily when I remembered the feel of her soft breast in my hand. My eyes narrowed - she would not reject me! I too trudged through the snow - I soon caught up with her and jumping forwards, I wrapped my arms around her and fell forwards, bringing both her and myself down once again into the snow. She cried out again. \"Severus, please, let go of me!\" I resisted and continued to hold her down.

I pulled her around to face me. I looked at her, my eyes strayed down to her breasts heaving in her corset and once again I hardened. She stopped struggling and continued to breath heavily. \"I will not let go of you Narcissa.\" I hissed to her - my ragged breathing matching her own. She did not say anything, she just watched me, like an animal so frightened of its predator. I moved my hand up to her cheek and stroaked the rosey skin for a moment - I never meant to cause such terror in her.

\"Please let go of me...\" She whimpered again, trying to push me off her and only managing to move just the slightest.

\"Never.\" I whispered back to her.

\"Oh god Severus ... please don\'t make this any harder than it already is for me.\" An icy tear rolled down her cheek. What did she mean? I thought to myself. Harder than it already is?

\"What do you mean?\" I said, trying my hardest to sound sympathetic - fighting away the urges to fill her up on the spot.

\"Some things cannot be said,\" She murmured to me. Looking baffled I loosened my grip on her. \"I must go back, please Severus, I don\'t want to ever see you again - if I do ... I - I ... I\'ll probably loose myself in idle fantasies.\" I stared at her, my eyes boring into her own - what she had said to me was terrible, in yet something she said made me feel that I was not alone in my feelings for her.

Wordlessly I let her go. I watched her walk back inside - she turned once to look at me, her face was full of so many emotions I could not even pinpoint. I sat there in the snow for some time, I looked towards the light filled windows of the manor. In there was the woman I loved - the woman who hid something from me - the woman I would die for. Getting up from the snow, which was slowly melting away all my lust - I was suddenly filled with a hatred. A hatred towards Lucius - he was preventing me from having her, what she had said to me made it clearer than ever.

I would make a point of seeing her again - and this time I would use Lucius to my benefit.

To Be Continued...

Author\'s notes: Oooooooh! hehe, wonder what sevvie\'s going to use Lucius for. Hmm maybe Narcissa shares sevvie\'s feelings. *fingers crossed* Many twists and turns in store for the readers. May I add to all those who reviewed ... YOU ARE THE BEST! ! !