Somewhere

I CAN'T FUCKING BELLEVE WHAT I JUST DID!!
i wrote replies to all of your reviews and got this chapter ready and then didn't add a title and the sodding thing didn't post for some reason so now i've gotta do it all over again!! damn crap fart giant hairy testicles of doom! gah!! *runs around like a crazy cat lady*

cock

screw it i'm going to read manga... *heads off*


*comes back half an hour later*

ok i've had my fill of sweet and sappy BL manga now
let's try again!

so you get this because i'm such a frickin pushover
don't ever say i never give you anything!

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Opening the door he knew there was no turning back from this moment on. Carrying Harry into the room he laid him down gently on the huge four poster bed. Seeing him there amidst the black silk sheets, a blush rising on his cheeks, he realised just how lucky he was to have this beautiful man all for himself. Slowly, remembering what had happened that summer, he crawled up the bed until he hovered over Harry. Supporting himself on one hand he ran gentle fingers down the side of the smooth face, a thumb brushing over parted lips, before swooping in to claim them with his own. With the free hand he ran it down and over slim, toned shoulders and a firm chest. Harry’s own arms came up to wrap around his neck, fingers grasping at his robes.

“You’re beautiful,” he whispered, looking down at him.

Abandoning the now perfectly kiss swollen lips he chose to attack Harry’s neck, pushing aside long hair in order to place sweet open mouth kisses to his jaw, before licking a hot path from ear to collarbone. Gently nipping at an earlobe, he latched onto one particularly sensitive bit of neck and suckled on the salty skin. Delighted with the soft pants and moans that were coming from between the younger man’s lips, he sat back to admire the mark he’d made. Sitting up straight he gently pushed Harry’s legs apart and settled between them. With another stolen kiss, he ran inquisitive hands down the length of Harry’s bare chest, pinching a nipple here, tracing a rib there, his touches light and easy, following the path of his fingers with his tongue. Swiping over one sensitive nub he sucked it into his mouth, grazing it lightly with his teeth, before moving onto its twin. Continuing on his exploration of that vast expanse of perfectly tanned skin, he came across his first scar, small and almost invisible near his belly button. It was the result of a rough and tumble match at the Burrow, where Fred’s belt buckle had nicked him. Kissing the small scar he dipped his tongue into the inviting navel, making Harry laugh.

“Ah, tickles,” he panted.

“Mmmm… I’ll remember that,” he said against his hip, sending vibrations coursing through his skin.

“I want to see you Severus, want to touch you,” he said, beckoning the man back up his body.

As soon as he reached his lips they were captured in another kiss, soft, gentle and loving. As soon as they broke apart, Harry began his own exploration, sitting up to better see his soon to be lover. Running his fingers through the raven black strands of hair, he was surprised to find it slightly greasy, unlike back at the cottage. Must be the potions fumes after all he thought. With curious fingers he traced the features of the pale face in front of him, the elegant brows, the prominent nose he’d come to love, high cheekbones, thin smooth lips and long neck. Undoing the top button of the high collar he pushed back the material, leaning up to get a taste, licking up his neck and along his jaw, ending with another kiss. He then turned his attention to attacking the myriad of small buttons that separated him from his goal, quickly getting frustrated and cursing the tiny menaces. With a laugh, Severus gave a slight twist of his wrist and they all popped open.

“You’ll have to teach me that,” Harry said, pushing the heavy material from firm shoulders, only for it to pool on the bed and then be discarded to some forgotten corner of the room.

Now with only a shirt separating him from skin, this time thankfully with a normal amount of buttons, he slipped each one free, skin becoming visible, inch by glorious inch, running his thumbs down the smooth, hairless chest, until finally the last button popped free. With eager anticipation the shirt ended up in the same direction as the robe and Harry had his prize. Switching their positions, he pushed Severus down into the covers, straddling his hips and making him arch up slightly as he settled over his groin, a hardness suddenly pressing against his backside. Suddenly images of the summer flooded his mind and panic started to rise, filling his chest. His entire being tensed and he got ready to bolt, until firm but gentle hands smoothed down his back to cup his buttocks, thumbs rubbing soothing circles over his hips.

“I won’t hurt you Harry, I promise. We can stop at any time, all you have to do is say. Take it at your own pace,” Severus said, taking his hands in his own and giving them a gentle squeeze.

“Thank you Severus.”

“What for?”

“Everything,” he said, leaning down to kiss him softly.

Sitting back up again he forced himself to relax, focusing instead on his exploration of the pale, smooth chest. It was like the man had been carved out of alabaster, modelled on some ancient Roman emperor, powerful and dignified. Suddenly feeling nervous he ran his hands over every inch of skin he could reach, feeling muscle clench and twitch under his touch. He been surprised to find that under the man’s concealing robes, was a lithe body, toned and delicately muscled to perfection. Taking example from Severus he dipped his head to taste the salty flesh, sweeping his tongue over a collarbone, only to latch onto a nipple, biting gently, making the man beneath him gasp and arch his back. Abandoning that nipple he moved onto the other one, again nipping it lightly and earning another gasp as Severus’ hands slipped down to his hips.

“Merlin Severus, you are gorgeous,” he said, peppering small kisses over the flat stomach.

“Mmmm… come here,” he said, pulling him up to kiss him.

Taking one of Severus’ hands he placed a kiss on each fingertip, tracing the scar that he couldn’t see, but knew was there. He ran feather light fingers up the inside of his arm before moving onto the other one and repeating the process. He stopped short though, his hand coming to rest just above the Dark Mark, causing Severus to stiffen and jerk his arm away, turning his head from Harry.

“Look at me Severus,” he said, turning the man’s head so that he could look into his eyes. They were filled with guilt, grief and a whirlwind of other emotions.

“I’ve done terrible things Harry, I don’t deserve you,” he whispered, his usually stoic mask gone.

“Yes, you do. You are the bravest man I have ever met. You go back time and time again to a creature that could kill you at any moment, knowing you’ll be forced into doing horrible things and all to help me try and defeat him. I admire you so much and I truly don’t know where you get your strength from,” he said, pulling the arm up to his lips. Making sure that the man was watching, he kissed the mark gently before tracing the outline with the tip of his tongue.

“Harry,” he murmured.

“Don’t ever be ashamed of this Severus. It was the result of a fleeting moment of bad judgement, one you’ve been making up for ever since. This and every scar you bear should be worn with pride. They make you the man you are, the man I love,” he said, kissing him firmly on the lips to solidify his statement.

“I really don’t deserve you,” he smiled.

“Yes, you do, now show me that you do,” he said, rolling onto his back.

Straddling the smaller man again he slid his hands slowly down the tanned chest, pausing when he reached the top of Harry’s trousers.

“Are you sure?” he asked.

“Yes,” he said, watching as Severus slowly unzipped the fabric that had become increasingly tighter. It was then that he suddenly realised that his tail was gone. With a bit of shock he made a mental note to explore that later.

Hooking his thumbs inside the waistband of Harry’s trousers and boxers, all the time watching the emerald green eyes for any sign that he wanted to stop, he gently pulled them down, his nails lightly scraping the sensitive flesh of the quidditch toned thighs, drawing a gasp and a shudder from Harry. Finally with a little manoeuvring, the offending garments where discarded and Severus got his first full view of Harry and what a spectacular view it was. Vast expanses of golden skin against the black sheets almost made him glow, his hair fanned around him, his eyes drank in every mouth watering inch of him, including the impressive erection that sprouted from a nest of black curls.

“Beautiful,” he muttered, leaning down to lick away a glistening drop of precum, making Harry gasp.

With a sly smile at the younger man he descended on him, swallowing until his nose was tickled by coarse hairs and he felt the head of Harry’s cock nudge the back of his throat. Above him a cry echoed off the walls of the room, hands coming to rest on his head, fingers threading through his hair. Working his jaw he set up a leisurely pace, up and down, swallowing, licking and swirling his tongue, taking Harry to ever higher, dizzying heights. He’d never experienced pleasure like this and briefly in the back of his addled mind he wondered how Severus could breath, but all cohesive thought patterns left him when the taller man started to hum, sending vibrations up and down the entire length of hi body. He could feel his orgasm descending on him quickly, a burn that seemed to start in the tips of his toes.

“Ah… ahh Sev… stop… oh… gonna… gonna come,” he panted.

The other man didn’t stop though, instead taking him, if possible, even deeper into his throat, humming the entire time, a hand reaching back to cup his balls and roll them between long, talented fingers.

“Come for me my Harry,” came that distinct sultry voice through their link.

That was all he needed because suddenly he was there, stepping over the edge into oblivion, stars sparking behind his closed lids, back arched and a cry on his lips, emptying himself into Severus’ willing mouth, the swallowing every last drop that was offered. As he slowly came back down to earth he became aware of the fact that Severus had crawled back up the bed to lay next to him and he now leant in to kiss him softly, Harry tasting himself on the other man’s lips.

“Oh,” he panted.

“You look stunning when you come Harry.”

“I’ve never felt anything like that before.”

“Mmmm… and the best is yet to come as well,” he said, summoning a jar of lubricant. As it came flying across the room, he caught it and unscrewed the lid, the smell of mint suddenly wafting around them.

“Mint?”

“It’s cooling. We can still stop,” he said.

“No, I want this, want you,” he said.

“Then you shall have me Harry and I shall take you to places that you have never been,” he purred, quickly divesting himself of his trousers and boxers, positioning Harry so that his legs were raised up and over his shoulders, for once glad that all the quidditch had made him so limber and flexible, proof of that coming when he leant forward to kiss the offered lips. Coating a finger in the lubricant he moved to swirl it around Harry’s entrance, teasing the puckered hole, before slowly but firmly pushing past the ring of muscle. Harry tensed immediately, memories of pain and fear flooding his mind, his muscles clamping down on Severus.

“Shhh… Harry relax. Do you want me to stop?”

“No, I just…”

Leaning forward, finger still in place, he kissed Harry gently before latching onto one of his nipples, sucking hard to make him gasp and shudder, his body relaxing enough to let Severus push in further. Finally his finger was fully sheathed in that hot, tight, velvet heat and Harry relaxed completely. Pulling out slightly he then pushed back in again, twisting as he went. Realising now that there was no pain Harry relaxed and enjoyed the sensations that were coursing through his body and when Severus crooked his finger in a beckoning motion he thought he’d found nirvana, fireworks exploding before his eyes.

“What… was that?!” he gasped, gulping air into his lungs.

“That, my sweet Harry, is your prostate,” he said, punctuating each word with a stroke of the sensitive little bundle of nerves.

“Gah! If you… stop doing that… ah… I’ll never… speak… ah… to you again,” he forced out between moans, pants and gasps as his body shuddered.

As if in defiance Severus slowly withdrew from that tight heat, causing Harry to mewl in protest at the loss. Recoating two fingers in the lubricant he repositioned them at Harry’s entrance.

“This could be a little uncomfortable but it will be over soon, I promise,” he said, waiting for Harry to nod before he slowly pushed in.

There was a slight stab of pain but that was quickly eased by the cooling effect of the lubricant. As Severus pushed in further he gently twisted his fingers, scissoring them in order to stretch him properly, making sure that the first time he was ‘made love’ to for real would be memorable. Soon enough he was slipping three fingers into his responsive young lover, making him wince slightly as he was stretched further, but it passed almost instantly, replaced by mind blowing pleasure. Eventually Severus thought he was ready and withdrew his fingers, looking up at Harry.

“This is the last chance to stop,” he said.

“No, don’t stop.”

“It will most likely hurt in the beginning but it’ll soon pass. Just try and relax and push against me,” he said, running soothing hands over the legs that were still over his shoulders.

Scooping up some of the lubricant, he smoothed it over his own impressive member, Harry getting his first proper view of it. He gulped, half in anticipation, want and need and half in fear and apprehension. It was huge, standing straight up from a tangle of black curls. Taking a pillow he used it to prop Harry’s hips up, positioning himself and running his hands up and down the lean, long legs that rested on his shoulders. Harry felt something hard and hot nudge at his entrance and then it pushed past the tight ring of muscle, making him gasp and clench his teeth as pain tore through him.

“Shhh…” came a whisper as Severus stilled, allowing him time to adjust.

“Hurts,” he choked out.

“I know Harry, I know. When you feel ready push against me,” he said, rubbing soothing patterns over his skin.

Eventually the pain subsided to an intense burn that soon began to fade as well. Taking a deep breath he pushed against Severus, feeling the man slide even further into him, until he was soon completely sheathed in him, surrounded by liquid heat. Severus set up a slow and leisurely pace, giving him time to adjust properly, pulling almost completely out, only to slide back home again. by now the burn had gone, replaced instead by wave upon wave of pleasure rippling over his skin and through his body and then Severus shifted slightly and suddenly each of his thrusts was hitting his prostate. All ability to talk in complete sentences left him, instead leaving him stringing together ‘mores’ and ‘pleases,’ punctuated by gasps, moans, pants and mewls of pleasure.

“Ah… oh… Sev… more… please… ah!” he cried.

Taking that as his cue he sped up, thrusting into Harry with increasing speed and force, before taking the smaller man’s cock into his hand, stroking it with a firm and slightly calloused grip in time with his thrusts. He could feel his own orgasm rushing towards him like a freight train, the blood pumping in his ears so loud that it was like being in the path of a tsunami. The body beneath him began to shake and twist more violently, just before Harry arched his back and came over Severus hand and their stomachs. With his eyes closed, he shouted Severus’ name as he once more fell into the yawning pit of ecstasy, his vision hazy on the edges from the sheer intensity of his orgasm. With a few more quick thrusts his lover joined him, chasing him into nirvana as he emptied his essence into the willing body beneath him. As they slowly both came back to reality, Severus gently moved Harry’s legs from his shoulders and carefully lowered himself onto the smaller body beneath him, covering him like a blanket but not withdrawing.

“If I was to die right now I’d have no regrets,” mumbled Harry, carding his fingers through Severus’ hair where the man’s head lay on his shoulder.

“You’d better not die just yet, I’m not done with you,” he said, looking up into green eyes with a smile.

“I feel complete now, like I’ve finally found the part of me that was missing,” he said with a stifled yawn.

“I’m just glad you found it with me. Sleep for a while, I’ll have dinner sent up later,” he whispered, finally withdrawing from Harry and rolling off him, only to retrieve his wand and cast a cleaning spell, before laying on his side and pulling Harry flush against his chest, spooning around his smaller lover to keep him safe.

“I love you Severus,” came a whisper.

“I love you too my Harry,” he said extinguishing the lights.


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Let's try this again shall we? *sigh*

ladyroo88 -- ahahahahahaha *dies* x_x ........ *gets her second chance* thanks artemis... wanna know the funniest thing? i was eating an orange when i read your review... i nearly choked on a bit. yeah my mum knows i've lost it... she dropped me down the stairs as a baby... that might explain a few things.....

Dragonsnurse -- blue said he'll be at yours soon but i refuse to send him by mind power... i don't want feathers stuck in my grey matter so he's catching a flight. can i have sev back now? *pouts with big puppy dog eyes* ... i was actually just pouting then!

karisma -- ehehehehe evil monkey in the closet!! ahahahaha lol you didn't miss it did you?

Nigellica -- ahahahaha ron sucking cock oh can you imagine! the very idea is laughable!! hahahahaha

kunitsu -- hope you got the e-mail i sent you i listened to that song on repeat for about 3 hours when i first got it! lol i put in lots of random things that get forgotten even if they're not supposed to be forgotten so now i have this little piece of paper that my 'ADD IT ASAP YOU DICK' list... still doesn't always get added!

vyator -- i just realised that you're as in the dark as everyone else cus you never got this far did you? lol and yes college is run by a bunch of incompetant dickheads!

Slytherdor -- i think an out of control and extremely powerful harry pinning him down is enough of a kick up the butt... maybe

Mie -- sorry my love but i have to keep ron in even if it's just for his ability to be an ass! although after my long msn convo with Vy the other week you might enjoy what happens later

MissElphie -- well when i wrote this the first time i was listening to 'electric feel' which is a great son but now i've 'harder, better, faster, stronger' on which is still a good song! yes ron is defiantly a prat... as for meat loaf... isn't that like the longest song EVER!

poohbear74 -- you is not a bad pussycat, you would be if you started scratching the furniture! lol yeah ron has a case of.... mm.... something tastes like foot....

Daine Rainwater -- oo oo oo! sweeney soundtrack!! hehehe... i really need to stop listening to music while i reply to reviews! lol yeah i'll admit the sofa bit was a bit fluffy but it was just chaff really to fill out the front before getting to sev's flashback type bit. *heads off to next review* eep! no don't hurt me! *hides in closet* oh crap... not a good place to be! r... r... ridikulus! *finally falls back out on her ass* ouch! gimme back my kitty! as for veritaserum... i don't ever remember it makin you foggy... i really don't know though to be honest

Amanda Rose -- the guilt trip definatly worked... twice! lol yeah ron's a dick and nah you're not being over dramatic... i expected worse than what i've got!!

Carmeleyes -- sorry my bad *innocent grin*

evalani64 -- there one good part for you signed sealed and delivered

bumblebee -- after all this time have you only just realised that i'm evil?! o_o *puts on kevlar* do i still need this? *points to it*

Kurai -- *pokes you with a slightly smoldering stick* go update angelique! i hand't realised it was you that wrote that! don't worry though i know what it's like when your get-up-and-go has just got-up-and-gone! lol i won't stop any time soon though as far as i know... i might slow down a bit but not stop.... at least i hope!


omg 'somewhere' is playing! hehehe


anyway for the SECOND friggin time round......

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE tell me what you think!
this is the first proper smut scene i've written since the really short and crappy ones in 'IMHBL' and they really were awful!
it took me nearly a week to write so i hope i did good!

*copies all off the above* at least if it doesn't post this time i don't have to rewrite it a THIRD time!