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Loveable
Chapter Number/Total: 31/31
Chapter Title: Loveable
Words: 2481 Words
You make me feel so beautiful
Nowhere else in the world I wanna be
You make me feel so beautiful
-- from "So Beautiful" by Darren Hayes
Draco had never been more grateful for having a house-elf than on moving day. It was hard enough work packing and unpacking, but the elf Apparated every box to their new home.
The house was a lovely cottage on several acres of land in southern England. It had stone walls outside and lovely woodwork inside. It had four bedrooms and a study, as well as a large kitchen and formal dining room. The best part was the large windows, charmed to control the temperature but still let in plenty of light.
They had taken very little in the way of furnishing from the Black house, choosing to decorate in a country style that fit the new home. It was autumn now and the leaves on the trees around the house were gold and red. Draco stood on the porch admiring the sunset.
Harry had just finished looking through every single room in the new house, including the bathrooms, when he stepped outside onto the porch, spotting Draco. "It's really beautiful," he said, standing next to him and looking out at the view. "All of it. I never thought I'd be this lucky and happy after everything that's happened."
Draco reached a hand out for Harry, pulling him close. "You deserve happy," he said.
"So do you," Harry replied, sliding his arms around Draco. "We're both happy. Together."
"Exactly," Draco said, pulling him over to sit on a swing seat on the porch. He held Harry while they watched the sun set.
Harry lay down as they watched, his head in Draco's lap. Even as Harry lay there, his mind was far away. He had been thinking about going to the next level in their relationship for a while now, but he could never ask Draco to do it. Now he thought he was ready. "Draco," Harry whispered, sitting up and taking the other man's hand before getting up off the swing. He turned to walk back into the house, pulling Draco with him.
Draco felt Harry's mood shift, heart speeding up a bit in excitement as his lover drew him into the house.
Harry went up the stairs and into their new bedroom, only then letting go of Draco's hand to turn around and smile at him, taking a few steps back towards their big bed. "I've been thinking," he began, reaching to pull off his shirt and drop it on the floor. "About you, like always ....”
Draco's heart seemed to flutter and he took a breath. "Good," he said, voice full of his affection. He watched with hungry eyes as Harry undressed.
"And ... I've decided that I want you," Harry said, undoing his jeans and pushing them down. "Well ... no, I always want you, what I meant is ...." He took a deep breath and pushed off his underwear, getting up on the bed and moving back so that he was in the centre of it. "I want you to take me."
Draco trembled, finally remembering to move. He walked forward slowly, gaze intent on his lover as he removed his own clothes. "I love you," he whispered, as he climbed onto the bed.
"I love you, too," Harry said softly, eyes widening in wonder at his own ability to say it now. The words sounded strange, yet right coming out of his mouth. "Make love to me. Show me how much you love me ....”
Draco froze, eyes wide at the words. He knew Harry cared for him, wanted him, but Harry had never said 'I love you' before. "Oh, yes," he whispered, voice husky with his emotions. He took Harry into his arms, kissing him passionately.
Harry kissed Draco back the best he could, his arms sliding around him to hug him tightly. "I love you," he whispered against Draco's lips over and over, getting used to saying it after only thinking it for so long.
"Yes, my love, yes,” Draco encouraged, kissing him over and over again as he caressed his lover's body, hands stroking and kneading him.
Harry smiled, letting his head fall back as he let Draco just take care of him.
"I love you so much," Draco gasped, kissing and licking his lover's body, working his way downward now, sucking on his nipples and reaching to caress Harry's cock.
"Oh, Draco," Harry moaned, arching his chest and thrusting up into his hand at the same time. He was still worried about going all the way with Draco today, but it definitely wasn't the same as before. He was getting better, he really was.
Draco licked his lover's stomach, following the line of soft hair from his belly button until he could bury his face in the thatch of hair at the base of Harry's cock, nuzzling and licking him as his hands caressed his hips.
Harry gasped and groaned, his hips rocking on the bed as Draco pleasured him. "More, please," he whispered, hands reaching out blindly to grip the sheets of the bed to try and prepare himself.
"I'm not just going to fuck you, love," Draco said, long fingers caressing and spreading Harry's thighs apart. "I want to make love to you."
Harry knew now there was definitely a difference between the two acts, and Harry preferred the lovemaking. "And you'll go slowly," he whispered softly.
"Yes, and stop if you want me to," Draco assured him. He then began laying kisses on his lover's cock, fingers of one hand caressing his balls as he did.
Harry wasn't planning on stopping, but he nodded, showing that he understood what Draco was saying. He was beginning to lose his patience – he was eager, but he didn't want to go too fast, wanting the moment to be special.
"Yes, Harry, I love you," Draco whispered, licking and nuzzling his lover's cock. His fingers slid down to gently run his fingers over the puckered opening, tracing every ridge by touch.
Harry's breath hitched as he felt the fingers, but he didn't tense and try to get away, quickly getting used to the feeling. "I love you more," he said, lifting his hips slightly.
Draco reached for the oil beside the bed, slicking his fingers. He massaged the oil into that slick opening as his mouth closed over the head of Harry's cock.
Harry groaned and rolled his hips a few times, wanting so much more than what he was getting. "I'm okay," he whispered, tangling his fingers in the bedsheets.
Draco sucked on Harry's cock, pressing a finger into him at the same time.
Harry clenched around the finger as it moved inside him, biting his lip gently. He was okay with this part, but they had never gone past this point before.
Draco moved his finger in and out and then added a second finger, stretching Harry as he did. He twisted them, feeling for that spot that would bring more pleasure for Harry.
Harry jerked when he felt the extra bit of pleasure, moaning loudly. "Again," he gasped.
"Mmm," Draco hummed in agreement around his lover's cock, continuing to finger Harry until he was stretched enough for a third.
"Draco," Harry whimpered minutes later, feeling himself trying to press down on Draco's fingers without really noticing it. "I think I'm ready ....”
Draco released Harry's cock and withdrew his fingers, smiling up at him. He moved up into place, oiling his cock as he did. "You sure, love?" he said, trembling as he rubbed the head against his lover's opening.
Harry closed his eyes and took a deep breath, flinching slightly when he felt Draco's cock. He had to keep telling himself that Draco loved him, and that he would never hurt him. The thought calmed him down and he nodded slowly. "I ... I'm sure ....”
"I love you so much," Draco whispered, watching Harry's face carefully as he gently pushed forward, breaching him, and then pausing.
Harry squeezed his eyes shut once again, wincing at the extra burn that came along with the stretch.
Draco didn't move yet, waiting for Harry to adjust. He stroked his lover's thighs and hips.
Harry was surprised to feel that Draco was waiting for him to adjust, but then again he really wasn't, remembering the difference between Draco and the others. He did acclimate to the stretch after a few minutes, looking up at Draco and nodding silently, waiting for him to continue.
Draco gently slid into his lover, feeling the man's body spasm around his cock as he did. "You mean everything to me," he whispered.
Harry was trying his hardest not to think of anyone else but Draco, but somewhere in the middle of it all his eyes slid shut and he was somewhere else, looking up into Voldemort's red eyes instead of Draco's grey ones. He shuddered and tensed, going still.
Draco froze. "Harry, it's me. I need to you to look at me, to know who you are with," he said urgently.
Harry heard Draco's voice somewhere in the distance and it made him push away his memories and open his eyes, blinking up at Draco. He looked confused at first and felt disoriented, but then he began to relax, calming down.
"I want to make love to you," Draco said, still not moving. "If you aren't here with me, I can't do that."
"I'm sorry," Harry whispered, feeling bad. "I'm with you. I know I am ....”
"No apologies, my love," Draco said, bending over him and kissing him again, hands sliding over his skin.
"Move," Harry whispered as they kissed, tilting his hips up a little and bracing himself. He wasn't in any kind of pain at all, his body was already used to the stretched feeling inside him.
Draco began to rotate his hips, sliding gently back and into Harry again, kissing his face as he did.
Harry stayed quiet at first, watching Draco as he moved. His head tilted up to accept the kisses, and he found that he enjoyed this, enjoyed doing this with someone he loved as much as Draco. And somewhere in that moment, Harry found himself. "I love you," he whispered, reaching up and sliding his arms around Draco so that he could pull him closer. "Make it feel better ....”
"It's me inside you, no one else," Draco breathed as he pumped his hips, gasping as he felt his cock inside Harry. He did his best to shift until he could brush against that spot for his lover.
Harry gasped, his back arching. "Oh, only you," he moaned, wanting to feel it again.
Draco held Harry, looking into his face as he continued to work his cock over his lover's prostate, trying to control his pace now as his own arousal grew stronger. "Yes, my love, yes," he gasped.
Harry whimpered and closed his eyes again, but this time he didn't see anyone else. He heard Draco's voice and he could feel him everywhere. "So good," he whispered, beginning to move his body with him.
"Yes, fantastic," Draco responded. "Touch yourself, come with me."
Harry had an idea of what Draco meant, but he didn't even need to do that, just needing a few more thrusts for him to come. "I'm already close," he said. "Harder!”
"Yesss," Draco gasped. He had been holding back not to rush or hurt Harry, but now let himself thrust in earnest.
Harry was surprised once again by the sheer pleasure that was going through him once Draco stopped holding back. He was close and he wanted to come, but for some reason he didn't think he could yet. "Can I ... can I come, please?"
"Yes, yes, come, love!" Draco cried out, body shaking as he reached his own release.
Harry came a moment after Draco did, moaning Draco's name as his back arched off the bed. It felt better than any of the other orgasms he'd ever felt, including the ones where he didn't have a spell constantly holding him back.
"Harry, my love," Draco gasped, holding his lover through the aftershocks and kissing his face, cradling his head gently as he did.
"Love you," Harry whispered, reaching up for Draco as they kissed.
"Yes, you can love me, Harry," Draco whispered against his skin. "You can trust me, love me, be with me."
"Forever?" Harry asked, already sure of the answer, but he wanted to hear Draco tell him again.
"As long as I live, I will be with you," Draco promised. "I swear to love you forever."
"Thank you so much," Harry whispered, his arms tightening around Draco as he hugged him close.
Draco held and petted him until they both calmed down, continuing to plant little kisses on his face. "So, when you are ready, I actually have a present for you."
"You didn't have to get me anything," Harry said, even as his eyes betrayed him as they shone with curiosity.
Draco rolled off him and out of bed. "I know I didn't," he said with a smirk and held out his hand.
"But you did anyway," Harry said, reaching for his hand and getting out of the bed. “Do I need clothes?”
"No one but us for another mile but if you would feel more comfortable," he answered.
“I’m okay with just you,” Harry said, stepping closer.
Draco picked up his wand with his other hand and then led them out the back door, onto the porch and to a small shed in the back garden. "Open it," he said.
Harry looked at the door and then back at Draco before he cautiously stepped forward to pull open the door and look inside.
At first he didn't see anything, but Draco flicked his wand, releasing the charm. There on the floor, with a red bow around his neck, was a puppy.
Harry gasped before he went down on his knees in front of the puppy, a beautiful golden retriever with yellow silky fur. “A puppy, Draco!” he said, as if it weren’t obvious.
"Our puppy," Draco said smugly, delighted with Harry's reaction.
Harry grinned and scooped him up in his arms, looking over his shoulder at Draco. “What should we call him! Er, is it a boy or a girl?”
"Male, and he needs you to give him a name," Draco responded.
Harry bit his lip in thought, looking back at the puppy in his arms. “You need a name, hmm.” Harry leaned in closer and whispered one into his ear, and the animal barked as if agreeing with whatever Harry said. “Yeah, I like that, too. Snuffles.”
Draco looked confused but shook his head and knelt beside Harry. "Snuffles it is then," he said. "But when we get a kid, I get to name him."
Harry laughed softly and nodded, petting Snuffles. “That’s perfectly fine with me.”
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Chapter Title: Loveable
Words: 2481 Words
You make me feel so beautiful
Nowhere else in the world I wanna be
You make me feel so beautiful
-- from "So Beautiful" by Darren Hayes
Draco had never been more grateful for having a house-elf than on moving day. It was hard enough work packing and unpacking, but the elf Apparated every box to their new home.
The house was a lovely cottage on several acres of land in southern England. It had stone walls outside and lovely woodwork inside. It had four bedrooms and a study, as well as a large kitchen and formal dining room. The best part was the large windows, charmed to control the temperature but still let in plenty of light.
They had taken very little in the way of furnishing from the Black house, choosing to decorate in a country style that fit the new home. It was autumn now and the leaves on the trees around the house were gold and red. Draco stood on the porch admiring the sunset.
Harry had just finished looking through every single room in the new house, including the bathrooms, when he stepped outside onto the porch, spotting Draco. "It's really beautiful," he said, standing next to him and looking out at the view. "All of it. I never thought I'd be this lucky and happy after everything that's happened."
Draco reached a hand out for Harry, pulling him close. "You deserve happy," he said.
"So do you," Harry replied, sliding his arms around Draco. "We're both happy. Together."
"Exactly," Draco said, pulling him over to sit on a swing seat on the porch. He held Harry while they watched the sun set.
Harry lay down as they watched, his head in Draco's lap. Even as Harry lay there, his mind was far away. He had been thinking about going to the next level in their relationship for a while now, but he could never ask Draco to do it. Now he thought he was ready. "Draco," Harry whispered, sitting up and taking the other man's hand before getting up off the swing. He turned to walk back into the house, pulling Draco with him.
Draco felt Harry's mood shift, heart speeding up a bit in excitement as his lover drew him into the house.
Harry went up the stairs and into their new bedroom, only then letting go of Draco's hand to turn around and smile at him, taking a few steps back towards their big bed. "I've been thinking," he began, reaching to pull off his shirt and drop it on the floor. "About you, like always ....”
Draco's heart seemed to flutter and he took a breath. "Good," he said, voice full of his affection. He watched with hungry eyes as Harry undressed.
"And ... I've decided that I want you," Harry said, undoing his jeans and pushing them down. "Well ... no, I always want you, what I meant is ...." He took a deep breath and pushed off his underwear, getting up on the bed and moving back so that he was in the centre of it. "I want you to take me."
Draco trembled, finally remembering to move. He walked forward slowly, gaze intent on his lover as he removed his own clothes. "I love you," he whispered, as he climbed onto the bed.
"I love you, too," Harry said softly, eyes widening in wonder at his own ability to say it now. The words sounded strange, yet right coming out of his mouth. "Make love to me. Show me how much you love me ....”
Draco froze, eyes wide at the words. He knew Harry cared for him, wanted him, but Harry had never said 'I love you' before. "Oh, yes," he whispered, voice husky with his emotions. He took Harry into his arms, kissing him passionately.
Harry kissed Draco back the best he could, his arms sliding around him to hug him tightly. "I love you," he whispered against Draco's lips over and over, getting used to saying it after only thinking it for so long.
"Yes, my love, yes,” Draco encouraged, kissing him over and over again as he caressed his lover's body, hands stroking and kneading him.
Harry smiled, letting his head fall back as he let Draco just take care of him.
"I love you so much," Draco gasped, kissing and licking his lover's body, working his way downward now, sucking on his nipples and reaching to caress Harry's cock.
"Oh, Draco," Harry moaned, arching his chest and thrusting up into his hand at the same time. He was still worried about going all the way with Draco today, but it definitely wasn't the same as before. He was getting better, he really was.
Draco licked his lover's stomach, following the line of soft hair from his belly button until he could bury his face in the thatch of hair at the base of Harry's cock, nuzzling and licking him as his hands caressed his hips.
Harry gasped and groaned, his hips rocking on the bed as Draco pleasured him. "More, please," he whispered, hands reaching out blindly to grip the sheets of the bed to try and prepare himself.
"I'm not just going to fuck you, love," Draco said, long fingers caressing and spreading Harry's thighs apart. "I want to make love to you."
Harry knew now there was definitely a difference between the two acts, and Harry preferred the lovemaking. "And you'll go slowly," he whispered softly.
"Yes, and stop if you want me to," Draco assured him. He then began laying kisses on his lover's cock, fingers of one hand caressing his balls as he did.
Harry wasn't planning on stopping, but he nodded, showing that he understood what Draco was saying. He was beginning to lose his patience – he was eager, but he didn't want to go too fast, wanting the moment to be special.
"Yes, Harry, I love you," Draco whispered, licking and nuzzling his lover's cock. His fingers slid down to gently run his fingers over the puckered opening, tracing every ridge by touch.
Harry's breath hitched as he felt the fingers, but he didn't tense and try to get away, quickly getting used to the feeling. "I love you more," he said, lifting his hips slightly.
Draco reached for the oil beside the bed, slicking his fingers. He massaged the oil into that slick opening as his mouth closed over the head of Harry's cock.
Harry groaned and rolled his hips a few times, wanting so much more than what he was getting. "I'm okay," he whispered, tangling his fingers in the bedsheets.
Draco sucked on Harry's cock, pressing a finger into him at the same time.
Harry clenched around the finger as it moved inside him, biting his lip gently. He was okay with this part, but they had never gone past this point before.
Draco moved his finger in and out and then added a second finger, stretching Harry as he did. He twisted them, feeling for that spot that would bring more pleasure for Harry.
Harry jerked when he felt the extra bit of pleasure, moaning loudly. "Again," he gasped.
"Mmm," Draco hummed in agreement around his lover's cock, continuing to finger Harry until he was stretched enough for a third.
"Draco," Harry whimpered minutes later, feeling himself trying to press down on Draco's fingers without really noticing it. "I think I'm ready ....”
Draco released Harry's cock and withdrew his fingers, smiling up at him. He moved up into place, oiling his cock as he did. "You sure, love?" he said, trembling as he rubbed the head against his lover's opening.
Harry closed his eyes and took a deep breath, flinching slightly when he felt Draco's cock. He had to keep telling himself that Draco loved him, and that he would never hurt him. The thought calmed him down and he nodded slowly. "I ... I'm sure ....”
"I love you so much," Draco whispered, watching Harry's face carefully as he gently pushed forward, breaching him, and then pausing.
Harry squeezed his eyes shut once again, wincing at the extra burn that came along with the stretch.
Draco didn't move yet, waiting for Harry to adjust. He stroked his lover's thighs and hips.
Harry was surprised to feel that Draco was waiting for him to adjust, but then again he really wasn't, remembering the difference between Draco and the others. He did acclimate to the stretch after a few minutes, looking up at Draco and nodding silently, waiting for him to continue.
Draco gently slid into his lover, feeling the man's body spasm around his cock as he did. "You mean everything to me," he whispered.
Harry was trying his hardest not to think of anyone else but Draco, but somewhere in the middle of it all his eyes slid shut and he was somewhere else, looking up into Voldemort's red eyes instead of Draco's grey ones. He shuddered and tensed, going still.
Draco froze. "Harry, it's me. I need to you to look at me, to know who you are with," he said urgently.
Harry heard Draco's voice somewhere in the distance and it made him push away his memories and open his eyes, blinking up at Draco. He looked confused at first and felt disoriented, but then he began to relax, calming down.
"I want to make love to you," Draco said, still not moving. "If you aren't here with me, I can't do that."
"I'm sorry," Harry whispered, feeling bad. "I'm with you. I know I am ....”
"No apologies, my love," Draco said, bending over him and kissing him again, hands sliding over his skin.
"Move," Harry whispered as they kissed, tilting his hips up a little and bracing himself. He wasn't in any kind of pain at all, his body was already used to the stretched feeling inside him.
Draco began to rotate his hips, sliding gently back and into Harry again, kissing his face as he did.
Harry stayed quiet at first, watching Draco as he moved. His head tilted up to accept the kisses, and he found that he enjoyed this, enjoyed doing this with someone he loved as much as Draco. And somewhere in that moment, Harry found himself. "I love you," he whispered, reaching up and sliding his arms around Draco so that he could pull him closer. "Make it feel better ....”
"It's me inside you, no one else," Draco breathed as he pumped his hips, gasping as he felt his cock inside Harry. He did his best to shift until he could brush against that spot for his lover.
Harry gasped, his back arching. "Oh, only you," he moaned, wanting to feel it again.
Draco held Harry, looking into his face as he continued to work his cock over his lover's prostate, trying to control his pace now as his own arousal grew stronger. "Yes, my love, yes," he gasped.
Harry whimpered and closed his eyes again, but this time he didn't see anyone else. He heard Draco's voice and he could feel him everywhere. "So good," he whispered, beginning to move his body with him.
"Yes, fantastic," Draco responded. "Touch yourself, come with me."
Harry had an idea of what Draco meant, but he didn't even need to do that, just needing a few more thrusts for him to come. "I'm already close," he said. "Harder!”
"Yesss," Draco gasped. He had been holding back not to rush or hurt Harry, but now let himself thrust in earnest.
Harry was surprised once again by the sheer pleasure that was going through him once Draco stopped holding back. He was close and he wanted to come, but for some reason he didn't think he could yet. "Can I ... can I come, please?"
"Yes, yes, come, love!" Draco cried out, body shaking as he reached his own release.
Harry came a moment after Draco did, moaning Draco's name as his back arched off the bed. It felt better than any of the other orgasms he'd ever felt, including the ones where he didn't have a spell constantly holding him back.
"Harry, my love," Draco gasped, holding his lover through the aftershocks and kissing his face, cradling his head gently as he did.
"Love you," Harry whispered, reaching up for Draco as they kissed.
"Yes, you can love me, Harry," Draco whispered against his skin. "You can trust me, love me, be with me."
"Forever?" Harry asked, already sure of the answer, but he wanted to hear Draco tell him again.
"As long as I live, I will be with you," Draco promised. "I swear to love you forever."
"Thank you so much," Harry whispered, his arms tightening around Draco as he hugged him close.
Draco held and petted him until they both calmed down, continuing to plant little kisses on his face. "So, when you are ready, I actually have a present for you."
"You didn't have to get me anything," Harry said, even as his eyes betrayed him as they shone with curiosity.
Draco rolled off him and out of bed. "I know I didn't," he said with a smirk and held out his hand.
"But you did anyway," Harry said, reaching for his hand and getting out of the bed. “Do I need clothes?”
"No one but us for another mile but if you would feel more comfortable," he answered.
“I’m okay with just you,” Harry said, stepping closer.
Draco picked up his wand with his other hand and then led them out the back door, onto the porch and to a small shed in the back garden. "Open it," he said.
Harry looked at the door and then back at Draco before he cautiously stepped forward to pull open the door and look inside.
At first he didn't see anything, but Draco flicked his wand, releasing the charm. There on the floor, with a red bow around his neck, was a puppy.
Harry gasped before he went down on his knees in front of the puppy, a beautiful golden retriever with yellow silky fur. “A puppy, Draco!” he said, as if it weren’t obvious.
"Our puppy," Draco said smugly, delighted with Harry's reaction.
Harry grinned and scooped him up in his arms, looking over his shoulder at Draco. “What should we call him! Er, is it a boy or a girl?”
"Male, and he needs you to give him a name," Draco responded.
Harry bit his lip in thought, looking back at the puppy in his arms. “You need a name, hmm.” Harry leaned in closer and whispered one into his ear, and the animal barked as if agreeing with whatever Harry said. “Yeah, I like that, too. Snuffles.”
Draco looked confused but shook his head and knelt beside Harry. "Snuffles it is then," he said. "But when we get a kid, I get to name him."
Harry laughed softly and nodded, petting Snuffles. “That’s perfectly fine with me.”
[You have reached the end of the novel, Undesirable. We hope you have enjoyed it. Please comment and tell us about your experience reading it. And feel free to read other works by Slashpervert and Aveeno_baby. At this point in time, there is no sequel planned to this story. We are writing other stories and will bring them to you has soon as we can.
There is also a yahoo groups mailing list with updates about current and future writings by Slashpervert and co-authors. Feel free to sign up at: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/slashpervert_fiction/ .]