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Lost but Never Forgotten
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Harry Potter › Slash - Male/Male › Harry/Draco
Rating:
Adult ++
Chapters:
3
Views:
3,420
Reviews:
5
Recommended:
0
Currently Reading:
0
Disclaimer:
I do not own Harry Potter. I am not making any money off of this story, and it is not a direct reflection of my point of view, simply a work of fiction
Somebody Help Me
Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter. It belongs to J. K. Rowling.
Lost but Never Forgotten
Somebody Help Me
Harry’s Point of View
Water, the life giving element. The one element that assists in the show of emotion was dripping from my body as Malfoy kissed and caressed every inch of it. Heated lips roaming over my flesh were enough to make me just want to cry out in ecstasy.
What are you doing Harry? This is the man who raped you.
I don’t know what I’m doing. I guess I’m just a whore now. No one is going to save me now. They’re all dead. I couldn’t help them. Why am I even thinking right now? I should be enjoying this, but why does it hurt so much to give in?
Maybe because you know you don’t want to be Malfoy’s toy forever.
Oh go away voice. I don’t have time for you.
/I’m being haunted by a whisper.
A chill comes over me./
“You like this don’t you, Potter?” sneered Malfoy behind him.
I nod my head. What do I do? If I don’t submit he will just rape me again, but I’m too tired to struggle anyway. I feel pressure in my lower back from Malfoy’s cock. A shiver passes along my spine as a sudden fear fills my being. Remembered pain forbids me from moving, but I will not show my fear.
/I’m being trapped inside this moment.
I’m not a victim.
I’m not afraid./
“What’s wrong pet? Am I too much for you?” Without warning Malfoy pulls me beneath him for easy access to my entrance. His ice cold eyes glare at me sadistically. What do I do? I can’t even command my body to move anymore. I must be losing my mind.
/Free me.
Before I slip away./
This can’t be real. It has to be a nightmare. Let me see the light of day again. My prayers fall on deaf ears as Malfoy thrusts into me. Pounding and pumping with all his force. I can taste blood on my mouth.
/Heal me.
Awake me from this day.
Can somebody help me?/
This isn’t what I wanted. I can’t even think right anymore. I am just screaming over and over again. Whether it is from pain or pleasure, I don’t know. All I know is I’m drowning in him. Help me. I can’t breathe anymore as I gaze into your steely eyes. Those same eyes that I had dared to look into during fights and battles. Then it hits me. He could never love me. He’s not designed for that.
/I see the face of my addiction.
Of my reality./
No one can help you now because of your own weakness. Let this be your punishment.
You’re right. I deserve to be punished but not like this. This is too simple. Too enjoyable. My punishment must be far bloodier than this. The great Harry Potter can survive this little gift from Malfoy. My path has been chosen. It is the same as this nightmare. Dark and full of pain because light is no longer a part of my soul.
/I’m being tortured by the future.
Of things they gave to me.
I’m being haunted by a vision.
It’s like the morning never comes./
In, out, in, out. When will he stop? I can’t bear this any longer. My insides are being ripped in two. Wounds that will not heal for a while are more like internal fire than anything else. My screaming ceases as Malfoy slows his thrusts to an almost soothing pace. My need and desire return in full ignition, but why does he show pity now after he has already destroyed my insides. He kisses me as though searching for forgiveness.
/I feel the burning of confusion.
I am searching on the run./
I kiss back granting him forgiveness. I cannot hold a grudge against him for being rough anymore. I even whimper when he pulls out and pushes me against the wall for support. My arousal is still present and making itself known very quickly and painfully. He kisses down my belly towards my urge. In a torturously slow manner, his mouth completely engulfs my member.
/Free me.
Before I slip away./
I moan as his mouth begins to suck and play with my cock. The water surrounding us has cooled immensely, and now eases the pain of my wounds. It brings me into full focus as it sends chills through my body. No longer am I drunk on Malfoy. I am now very aware of what is going on now and I don’t like it.
/Heal me.
Awake me from this day./
I act on my panic and push him away from me. From the opposite end of the tub, he regains his composure and looks at me with that cold gaze.
"You fool of a Potter. Now you’re really asking for it, aren’t you?”
/Can somebody help me?
Somebody help me./
Malfoy came towards me and grasped his hand around my neck. His lips crash into mine in a bruising kiss. Surprisingly enough, I kiss back enjoying the feeling to its fullest. Never mind that he’s my enemy. I just want to throw whatever’s left of it away. Not that there was anything left.
/No, I’m not a hero now.
With the weight of the world on my soul./
Dark thoughts of extreme pain flash through my mind. Suffering, screaming, and cruel pleasure course through my body. I can’t take this much longer. I know Malfoy is doing this to me.
/These images burning my eyes.
They’re burning me up inside./
Waves of agony assault my senses as I feel Malfoy prod my mind for memories and thoughts. It felt like he was ripping out my mind with a carving knife.
/Free me.
Before I slip away./
Darkness is overtaking the outside of my sight. All I can see now are his silver eyes so full of pleasure, hatred, and one other emotion. Could it possibly be that?
/Heal me.
Awake me from this day./
Love. Is that what I am seeing? Is that what I am feeling? It can’t be. It just can’t be. Save me from myself please. I cannot love the one who helped destroy my life.
/Can somebody help me?
Somebody help me./
I received my wish as the darkness overcame me and I was once again tossed into oblivion.
/Free me.
Before I slip away.
Heal me.
Awake me from this day.
Can somebody help me?
Somebody help me./
1234
Okay forgive me if it is bad. This is the first time I do a song fic so please don’t send flames.
The song is Somebody Help Me by Full Blown Rose. I do not own.
Warning on next chapters. It is going to get very dark here on out so be warned of self mutilation and other despicable things I will make Harry do.
Lost but Never Forgotten
Somebody Help Me
Harry’s Point of View
Water, the life giving element. The one element that assists in the show of emotion was dripping from my body as Malfoy kissed and caressed every inch of it. Heated lips roaming over my flesh were enough to make me just want to cry out in ecstasy.
What are you doing Harry? This is the man who raped you.
I don’t know what I’m doing. I guess I’m just a whore now. No one is going to save me now. They’re all dead. I couldn’t help them. Why am I even thinking right now? I should be enjoying this, but why does it hurt so much to give in?
Maybe because you know you don’t want to be Malfoy’s toy forever.
Oh go away voice. I don’t have time for you.
/I’m being haunted by a whisper.
A chill comes over me./
“You like this don’t you, Potter?” sneered Malfoy behind him.
I nod my head. What do I do? If I don’t submit he will just rape me again, but I’m too tired to struggle anyway. I feel pressure in my lower back from Malfoy’s cock. A shiver passes along my spine as a sudden fear fills my being. Remembered pain forbids me from moving, but I will not show my fear.
/I’m being trapped inside this moment.
I’m not a victim.
I’m not afraid./
“What’s wrong pet? Am I too much for you?” Without warning Malfoy pulls me beneath him for easy access to my entrance. His ice cold eyes glare at me sadistically. What do I do? I can’t even command my body to move anymore. I must be losing my mind.
/Free me.
Before I slip away./
This can’t be real. It has to be a nightmare. Let me see the light of day again. My prayers fall on deaf ears as Malfoy thrusts into me. Pounding and pumping with all his force. I can taste blood on my mouth.
/Heal me.
Awake me from this day.
Can somebody help me?/
This isn’t what I wanted. I can’t even think right anymore. I am just screaming over and over again. Whether it is from pain or pleasure, I don’t know. All I know is I’m drowning in him. Help me. I can’t breathe anymore as I gaze into your steely eyes. Those same eyes that I had dared to look into during fights and battles. Then it hits me. He could never love me. He’s not designed for that.
/I see the face of my addiction.
Of my reality./
No one can help you now because of your own weakness. Let this be your punishment.
You’re right. I deserve to be punished but not like this. This is too simple. Too enjoyable. My punishment must be far bloodier than this. The great Harry Potter can survive this little gift from Malfoy. My path has been chosen. It is the same as this nightmare. Dark and full of pain because light is no longer a part of my soul.
/I’m being tortured by the future.
Of things they gave to me.
I’m being haunted by a vision.
It’s like the morning never comes./
In, out, in, out. When will he stop? I can’t bear this any longer. My insides are being ripped in two. Wounds that will not heal for a while are more like internal fire than anything else. My screaming ceases as Malfoy slows his thrusts to an almost soothing pace. My need and desire return in full ignition, but why does he show pity now after he has already destroyed my insides. He kisses me as though searching for forgiveness.
/I feel the burning of confusion.
I am searching on the run./
I kiss back granting him forgiveness. I cannot hold a grudge against him for being rough anymore. I even whimper when he pulls out and pushes me against the wall for support. My arousal is still present and making itself known very quickly and painfully. He kisses down my belly towards my urge. In a torturously slow manner, his mouth completely engulfs my member.
/Free me.
Before I slip away./
I moan as his mouth begins to suck and play with my cock. The water surrounding us has cooled immensely, and now eases the pain of my wounds. It brings me into full focus as it sends chills through my body. No longer am I drunk on Malfoy. I am now very aware of what is going on now and I don’t like it.
/Heal me.
Awake me from this day./
I act on my panic and push him away from me. From the opposite end of the tub, he regains his composure and looks at me with that cold gaze.
"You fool of a Potter. Now you’re really asking for it, aren’t you?”
/Can somebody help me?
Somebody help me./
Malfoy came towards me and grasped his hand around my neck. His lips crash into mine in a bruising kiss. Surprisingly enough, I kiss back enjoying the feeling to its fullest. Never mind that he’s my enemy. I just want to throw whatever’s left of it away. Not that there was anything left.
/No, I’m not a hero now.
With the weight of the world on my soul./
Dark thoughts of extreme pain flash through my mind. Suffering, screaming, and cruel pleasure course through my body. I can’t take this much longer. I know Malfoy is doing this to me.
/These images burning my eyes.
They’re burning me up inside./
Waves of agony assault my senses as I feel Malfoy prod my mind for memories and thoughts. It felt like he was ripping out my mind with a carving knife.
/Free me.
Before I slip away./
Darkness is overtaking the outside of my sight. All I can see now are his silver eyes so full of pleasure, hatred, and one other emotion. Could it possibly be that?
/Heal me.
Awake me from this day./
Love. Is that what I am seeing? Is that what I am feeling? It can’t be. It just can’t be. Save me from myself please. I cannot love the one who helped destroy my life.
/Can somebody help me?
Somebody help me./
I received my wish as the darkness overcame me and I was once again tossed into oblivion.
/Free me.
Before I slip away.
Heal me.
Awake me from this day.
Can somebody help me?
Somebody help me./
1234
Okay forgive me if it is bad. This is the first time I do a song fic so please don’t send flames.
The song is Somebody Help Me by Full Blown Rose. I do not own.
Warning on next chapters. It is going to get very dark here on out so be warned of self mutilation and other despicable things I will make Harry do.