Cloudy Skies and Heartache
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Harry Potter › Slash - Male/Male › Remus/Sirius
Rating:
Adult +
Chapters:
12
Views:
5,853
Reviews:
36
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0
Currently Reading:
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I own nothing of Harry Potter and I’m making no profits out of this. I wish I had Sirius though –sighs-
Chapter 3
The first rays of sunlight crept through the drawn curtains in the Gryffindor common-room and shone upon Sirius Black’s slumbering peaceful face.
‘Urghhh...”
Sirius moaned groggily as the piercing brightness cause his eyes to flutter open. Blinded by the sudden light in his eyes, it took him awhile to get his bearings.
Suddenly he realised that he was lying on a hard carpeted surface (nothing like his bed back in the dorms), his body was aching all over, he was feeling more sated and complete than he had ever felt, and there was a warm body that was curled up by his side.
WAIT A MINUTE! A WARM BODY?!
Alarm bells ringing in his head, Sirius hastily rubbed the sleep from his eyes and turned his head down towards his chest, only to be met by a head of soft golden brown hair. Hair that belonged to Remus. Oh god.
The blurry images from last night suddenly flooded his brain, in disconcerting disorganised snapshots. A sharp intake of breath was all a stunned Sirius could manage when he remembered all that he had done. With Remus. Merlin.
No. No way. He had not just willingly fucked a boy last night. He wasn’t gay, he wasn’t interested in blokes, he wasn’t a bloody poof. No no NO! He could not have been a willing party. He had been banging girls for years, HELL he wasn’t even over Isabella yet. There was no way he was gay.
Remus suddenly shifted even closer to him, twining his legs deeper among Sirius’ ones, and nuzzled his head on Sirius’ bare chest, murmuring softly, ‘mmm, Padfoot’.
Merlin! Was Remus gay then?! That was it! Remus had to be the one who forced him into having sex last night. Shit, that meant that Remus had raped him?!
With a yelp, Sirius lurched up, shoving Remus unceremoniously from his chest, causing Remus’ head to thud loudly against the floor, waking the poor boy rather rudely and painfully.
‘Wha-‘
Remus head was throbbing from the smash against the floor. One moment he was nestled happily in the warm embrace of his love, and the next thing he knew he was thrown onto the floor.
Looking up, he saw that Sirius had scrambled backwards and had his back against the couch and was attempting to cover his immodesty with a scarlet pillow. The whole time he was staring at Remus with wide eyes and a deer in the headlights look. If he hadn’t just had sex with Sirius, he would have found Sirius’ actions rather amusing.
‘Y-you... We... Oh Merlin... W-we had sex?’ Sirius stammered out rather hesitantly.
Shifting so that he could sit up properly to face Sirius, Remus winced as the evidence that they did have sex made itself known.
‘Yes’, he answered simply.
Sirius face paled considerably at the simple answer that was offered by Remus. His whole mind was in a mess, he could not sort the confusing crazy rush of thoughts that were spinning in circles in his head. The only things that seemed to stand out was ‘I had sex with a boy’ and ‘I can’t be gay, I just can’t’.
Snapping suddenly under the onslaught of confusion and unknown emotions and feelings, Sirius did the only thing he knew. He lashed out at the source of his problems, Remus.
‘YOU! YOU RAPED ME! YOU’RE A BLOODY POOF! YOU FORCED ME TO HAVE SEX WITH YOU! H-HOW COULD YOU?! I THOUGHT WE WERE FRIENDS REMUS LUPIN. AND THIS IS WHAT YOU DO TO ME. I-I NEVER WANT TO SEE YOU AGAIN. YOU DISGUST ME!’
And with those final words and a look of crazed panic, Sirius grabbed his ruined clothes and dashed wildly up the stairs that led to their dormitory, leaving Remus stunned and heart-broken on the floor of the Gryffindor common-room, clutching the place where his heart used to beat, but all was left was an empty aching gaping hole in his chest.
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Hello everyone (: sorry about the lack of updates. Been really busy with school stuff. Will try to update more often & regularly. Thank you for the reviews (((: more would be extremely lovely, and great encouragement. Hahaha. xxx
thanks ahou! will definitely keep trying to build upon each chapter. your constructive criticism is awesome. haha.
alittlenothing: aww thanks (: haha. having two so terribly sexy characters to write about made it so much easier. grins. do keep reading! thanks
‘Urghhh...”
Sirius moaned groggily as the piercing brightness cause his eyes to flutter open. Blinded by the sudden light in his eyes, it took him awhile to get his bearings.
Suddenly he realised that he was lying on a hard carpeted surface (nothing like his bed back in the dorms), his body was aching all over, he was feeling more sated and complete than he had ever felt, and there was a warm body that was curled up by his side.
WAIT A MINUTE! A WARM BODY?!
Alarm bells ringing in his head, Sirius hastily rubbed the sleep from his eyes and turned his head down towards his chest, only to be met by a head of soft golden brown hair. Hair that belonged to Remus. Oh god.
The blurry images from last night suddenly flooded his brain, in disconcerting disorganised snapshots. A sharp intake of breath was all a stunned Sirius could manage when he remembered all that he had done. With Remus. Merlin.
No. No way. He had not just willingly fucked a boy last night. He wasn’t gay, he wasn’t interested in blokes, he wasn’t a bloody poof. No no NO! He could not have been a willing party. He had been banging girls for years, HELL he wasn’t even over Isabella yet. There was no way he was gay.
Remus suddenly shifted even closer to him, twining his legs deeper among Sirius’ ones, and nuzzled his head on Sirius’ bare chest, murmuring softly, ‘mmm, Padfoot’.
Merlin! Was Remus gay then?! That was it! Remus had to be the one who forced him into having sex last night. Shit, that meant that Remus had raped him?!
With a yelp, Sirius lurched up, shoving Remus unceremoniously from his chest, causing Remus’ head to thud loudly against the floor, waking the poor boy rather rudely and painfully.
‘Wha-‘
Remus head was throbbing from the smash against the floor. One moment he was nestled happily in the warm embrace of his love, and the next thing he knew he was thrown onto the floor.
Looking up, he saw that Sirius had scrambled backwards and had his back against the couch and was attempting to cover his immodesty with a scarlet pillow. The whole time he was staring at Remus with wide eyes and a deer in the headlights look. If he hadn’t just had sex with Sirius, he would have found Sirius’ actions rather amusing.
‘Y-you... We... Oh Merlin... W-we had sex?’ Sirius stammered out rather hesitantly.
Shifting so that he could sit up properly to face Sirius, Remus winced as the evidence that they did have sex made itself known.
‘Yes’, he answered simply.
Sirius face paled considerably at the simple answer that was offered by Remus. His whole mind was in a mess, he could not sort the confusing crazy rush of thoughts that were spinning in circles in his head. The only things that seemed to stand out was ‘I had sex with a boy’ and ‘I can’t be gay, I just can’t’.
Snapping suddenly under the onslaught of confusion and unknown emotions and feelings, Sirius did the only thing he knew. He lashed out at the source of his problems, Remus.
‘YOU! YOU RAPED ME! YOU’RE A BLOODY POOF! YOU FORCED ME TO HAVE SEX WITH YOU! H-HOW COULD YOU?! I THOUGHT WE WERE FRIENDS REMUS LUPIN. AND THIS IS WHAT YOU DO TO ME. I-I NEVER WANT TO SEE YOU AGAIN. YOU DISGUST ME!’
And with those final words and a look of crazed panic, Sirius grabbed his ruined clothes and dashed wildly up the stairs that led to their dormitory, leaving Remus stunned and heart-broken on the floor of the Gryffindor common-room, clutching the place where his heart used to beat, but all was left was an empty aching gaping hole in his chest.
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Hello everyone (: sorry about the lack of updates. Been really busy with school stuff. Will try to update more often & regularly. Thank you for the reviews (((: more would be extremely lovely, and great encouragement. Hahaha. xxx
thanks ahou! will definitely keep trying to build upon each chapter. your constructive criticism is awesome. haha.
alittlenothing: aww thanks (: haha. having two so terribly sexy characters to write about made it so much easier. grins. do keep reading! thanks