Left In The Cold

Left In The Cold

Author: Spamilla
Rating: Mature
Summary: Severus Snape is not to fond of the company of Lucius Malfoy. He's reminded of their sad past together late one night when Lucius pops in for a visit.
Pairings: Lucius/Severus
Disclaimer: Harry Potter belongs to the wonderful J.K. Rowling. More or less, if you recognize it, it’s not mine.

Chapter Three: The Meeting

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Severus sat once again upon his bed in the boy’s side of the Slytherin dormitory. Lucius had asked him to come to meet in the prefect’s bathroom… and he had kissed him. If that weren’t an offer for exactly what Severus had in mind, he didn’t know what was.

He shook his head. Could this be a trick? Would Lucius be cruel and orchestrate something that would make him miserable? Had he done anything that deserved such a punishment? Did cruelty from Lucius deserve him having done something in the beginning or would it just hit his fancy to do something to torment him in some way?

No. Lucius wouldn’t do that to him. There was a trust between the two of them that Lucius wouldn’t violate. He had known the man for years, why do something to him now? If Lucius didn’t like him, he was positive he would’ve known before now. He certainly hadn’t spared the feeling of others in Slytherin house, why would he be any different?

He felt his chest heave slightly as he felt his pulse begin to race. He was beginning to worry himself too much about this. It was so strange that this was happening at all. They hadn’t said more than two words to each other until the beginning of this year and now he was considering sex with the man? Friendship moved quickly with Lucius Malfoy it seemed. He wondered if it was a bad thing.

He would have to question Lucius before anything started. That was the only way he could calm his worrisome mind before anything.

It was true that Severus had feeling for the Slytherin. He had admitted it to himself last year during one situation when he was alone taking care of himself and he felt Lucius’s name nearly fall from his lips. He had managed to clamp his lips closed before it tore itself from his lips, but it left Severus feeling rather muddled for a few days.

However, despite the fact that he had admitted to himself that he did indeed have feelings for the other man, he had also decided that it was a lost cause. Severus was socially awkward. His only real friend until this year was Lily Evans. He also didn’t consider himself very attractive.

He hated the long hooked nose that adorned his face and his stringy hair that always appeared dirty no matter how hard he tried to take care of it. This was only hindered even more by the less than fantastic robes he wore on a daily basis over his too skinny body. Lily had shown him many spells that cleaned the up quite nicely, however, but even with magic, the fabric had lost the luster it had once had.

But friendship mattered not to the Slytherin. As long as he had Lily, he felt that he had enough. Sure, finally having s few people to talk to in Slytherin was great, but it didn’t detract from that fact that he knew that she would always be there for him…

And she thought it would be a bad idea to go see Lucius tonight.

He sighed and sat up. He had to look at this objectionally. Tonight probably wouldn’t be a trick. Lucius seemed to have enough respect for him for that. Tonight would probably just be sex. He hadn’t known Lucius to take the company of other men, so that would mean that tonight would probably be more or less experimentation for him. Severus could handle that. He could handle some experimentation. He could also heed Lily’s advice that he probably wouldn’t call in the morning. That was fine too.

He glanced at the large grandfather clock that sat in the corner of the room. It was nine thirty. An hour until he was to meet to Lucius.

He hadn’t seen the other Slytherin since he had slipped away earlier in the bathroom. He was been too apprehensive about seeing the other man so he had Lily bring him a sandwich and a banana and the two sat on the terrace and chatted about their situation.

Again, she told him that it was a bad idea. However, Severus had asked not to say on the subject, so they moved the topic to the newest love note that James had written her. They laughed at the idea of Lily ever dating the Gryffindor before she tucked away the note. It was here that Severus mentioned the hex fight that they had gotten into earlier and she commended him on the few hexes that Severus had managed to get in and promised that she would have a stern work with James before the night was over with.

The Slytherin decided to try to get his mind off this nonsense and do a bit of homework. He almost wished that he weren’t so hormonal. This wouldn’t be a problem if the chemicals weren’t tell him how much of a good idea this would be.

He groaned. He knew he would go. He had to. He didn’t want to risk this chance with Lucius. As long as they were able to talk before and Lucius reassured him, he was sure it would be fine.

However, finally coming to a decision didn’t make time pass any quicker. He supposed forcing himself onto the charms homework was better than nothing.

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Twenty minutes until their meeting time, Severus found himself staring at the door. He felt his heart beginning to race as he looked at the fine paneling that adorned the sides of the door. This was the first time he had ever paused and took in how finely the castle was made.

He shook his hand and uttered the password. He didn’t care if he were early. Lucius might poke fun at him if he were here… which he was.

Turning the corner, he spied the blond reclining facing away from him in the large pool-sized tub. The Slytherin felt a flush color his face as he watched the man run a sudsy cloth over his well-defined armed. The simply gesture caused Severus to feel that this was a mistake. Lucius was beautiful. Why would he come after someone as mousy and plain as he?

“You’re early, Sev,” his voice said softly, echoing in the large steam filled room. He dipped his arms into the water and rinsed them off as he turned around to face the man. “Excited?”

Severus opened his mouth to deny the thought when he shut it again and simple shook his head.

“If you aren’t excited, why are you here nearly twenty minutes early?” The blond folded his arms on the edge of the tub and grinned up at Severus.

A shudder ripped it way through his body when he saw Severus look him up and down. He averted his gaze. “Not excited. I just finished with my charms homework and couldn’t think of anything to do with myself, so I figured I’d come early.”

“Severus, I want you to tell me what you’re expecting to happen tonight.”

The flush deepened. Severus’s mind tried to chalk it up to the fact that the room was rather warm and humid, but he knew he was lying to himself. “I’m not sure. I was hoping you’d be able to answer that for me, Mr. Malfoy.”

“Then I shall tell you what I want for tonight to end both of our confusions and set things straight, shall I?”

The black-haired man opened his mouth to reply but his mouth instead just hung where it was as he watched Lucius hop out of the tub.

Lucius stood before him, water running down his finely cleaned skin. He found it quite the task to keep his eyes trained on the man’s face, to stare at the piece of hair that managed to get caught on his sculpted features and hang from his chin.

The moment Lucius took a step forward, Severus instinctually took a step back. He wasn’t sure why he did. Perhaps it was ability of Lucius to still demand attention even naked. Perhaps it was simply that his feet were beginning to get cold.

Lucius paused and grin, taking the effort to pull back his water-trodden hair. Severus looked away, wishing that the flush on his cheeks would just dissipate, but no. That would’ve been too convenient, wouldn’t it?

Lucius closed the space between them and placed a hand on Severus’s cheek. “I want to have sex with you, Severus. In this room, wherever you prefer, tonight. Tell me you’ll do it.”

A noise similar to a choke managed to find its way from the younger Slytherin’s mouth and he pulled away from Lucius’s touch, training his eyes on a nearby laundry basket.

“You must’ve known that’s what I wanted, Severus. I thought my display in the restroom earlier paint a vivid picture and again just a little while ago when I led you here and told you to meet me. Please tell me you weren’t expecting something else?”

Severus sighed and shook his head. “N-no, I thought this was what you wanted. I just couldn’t figure out why. I’ve told you I’m not a magnet of any kind of person… least of all you, Lucius. I want to know why you want to be intimate with me when you could have …better looking people.”

A sense of relief swept over Severus as he finished getting the words out. His knees still shook slightly, but the overall sense of getting better. He kept his eyes trained on the basket as he waited for Lucius’s answer.

Another throaty chuckle sounded from Lucius’s throat. “I thought I might be asked this.” He closed his eyes and sighed, composing himself. “It isn’t appearances that attract me to someone, Severus. Not to say you aren’t attractive, but you make a legitimate point. I’m sure that if I wanted I could have either of the Lestrange brothers. Perhaps any male in this school if I desired it. But I want you.”

“What about Narcissia?”

“Don’t bring her up!” he snapped. Severus’s eyes shot to the naked man before him, wincing as he saw he had angered him.

“Look, Sev,” he continued, his tone much milder than a moment before. “You interest me. I don’t know what it is. It’s the reason I’ve put forth the effort to speak with you, to spend time with you. Now, if you want to leave, there will be no hard feelings.”

Lucius thought him interesting? That was new. He’d never been thought of as that particular adjective before. Plenty of others, but never that one.

Severus shook his head. “No. I’m here. I don’t think I’d be able to sleep if I were to leave now.”

Lucis grinned and grabbed Severus by the wrist and jerked him forward. “That’s the answer that I wanted to hear.”

Severus didn’t answer. He took a deep breath and glanced up at Lucius before tentatively pressing their lips together.

The blond took this as an invitation and took no time in deepening the kiss. A light moan escaped from Severus’s mouth as he began to use his own tongue. His movements were just as clumsy and inexperienced as they had been earlier, but he was trying harder to mock Lucius’s ministrations. He hoped this was what they both wanted. Severus knew that he definitely wanted it.

Severus pulled away from the other’s lips for a moment as he felt Lucius’s cold, wet hands begin to remove his robes. Beneath them he wore merely a button up shirt and trousers. It wasn’t taking long for him to get nude at all. He felt both extremely excited and extremely nervous about this fact. He wanted the man to see him nude. He wanted this.

As the cold air hit the skin of his chest, the younger Slytherin released a near choked cry of surprise. He clenched his eyes shut for a moment and continued the kiss. He didn’t want to pull away. He knew if he did he would leave. He didn’t want to leave just yet.

He whimpered as he felt Lucius’s hands run over his chest. He became immediately self conscious over the difference in definition between their two chests. Lucius was definitely much more built than he was. His own body was rather thin and gangly.

Almost as if reading his mind, Lucius pulled away from Severus and gave an appraising smile to Severus’s body. “This is the first time I’ve seen you this bare, Severus. You’re beautiful.”

Severus wanted to argue. He knew he wasn’t beautiful. He was scrawny and homely looking at best. It still escaped as to why this Adonis wanted him. He couldn’t understand it.

The thought didn’t stay long. It was swept away the moment he realized that he was no longer wearing pants and that Lucius’s fingers were playing with the edge of his boxers.
His heart was racing once more. He looked up at Lucius and swallowed.

“Before we do this, I have a question.” Severus felt his hands ball into fists at his side.

“Yes?”

“Tomorrow, after this is all over, is everything going to go back to the way it was yesterday? Before you kissed me in the lavatory?”

An unreadable look came over Lucius face before a smile came over his features. “If you want it to, it will. However, I’d hate to think that it would go back to that after you gave me your virginity, Severus. I don’t want it to end after tonight.”

Severus nodded and took the initiative to remove his own boxers.

“Let’s get into the water,” Lucius said softly as he took the younger Slytherin’s hand and let him to the water.

Severus watched as Lucius hopped into the water. The black-haired man wasn’t as precocious, opting to sit on the edge for a moment. The warm water sent a shudder up his body. He hopped in behind the man a moment later.

Lucius didn’t give Severus a moment to adjust to the water around him before he had him in another battling kiss, this time his hand daring to dart down between his thighs and grip the younger student’s manhood.

A loud moan sounded from Severus’s throat as the blond began to skillfully stroke the other’s length. The younger Slytherin felt his body rock lightly in the water as the blond continued his ministrations.

Severus felt his head beginning to cloud at the sensations he was feeling. It felt so much different being touched by someone else. The pressure they exerts and simple the feeling of their feeling was so much different than what he was used to, which was his own hand.

He was vaguely aware of Lucius’s free hand wandering over to the shampoo and conditioner dispensers. The wait-high water shifted around him as he felt the man lower his hand between his thighs, pressing a finger into him. He gasped softly.

“Relax, I have to get you ready, love,” he whispered softly into the other’s ears before biting Severus’s lobe lightly.

Severus nodded as he felt the finger begin to prod within him as Lucius’s right hand worked on his member, stroking it almost ferociously as he felt Lucius insert a second finger quickly behind the first, taking no time to let the two digits spread, scissoring his insides, stretching the tight-ring of muscles.

The uncomfortable feeling lasted for several seconds before he felt the blond brush against something inside of him, forcing a moan from his lips.

“L-Lucius!”

“Shh, it feels good, doesn’t it?”

An audible moan served as an answer as Lucius pressed in a third finger. Severus felt rather uncomfortable being filled like this. He wondered how much it was going to hurt to have the man inside of him. However, the simple brushing against his prostate kept his mind off of the pain for the moment.

“Are you ready for me, Severus?” Lucius whispered softly, removing his fingers. Severus was vaguely aware that he was using the remnants of the conditioner to coat his manhood beneath the water.

Severus swallowed and nodded his head, “Please.” He could feel his orgasm beginning to come, feel his manhood begin to swell in the other’s hand.

Lucius released Severus’s member for a moment, gripping his hips. An order was sounded for Severus to spread his legs, which the younger man readily obeyed, his heart pounding in his chest. He felt his hands grip the edges of the tub as he waited for the man to take him.

The feeling of Lucius’s member entering him burned and he cried, feeling his muscles tighten around the blond’s length. The pressure caused a moan to come from the man’s mouth as he reached around and began to stroke him once more.

“Relax, Sev… It’ll feel better if you relax.”

Severus nodded his head shakily and forced himself to relax as he felt Lucius sheath himself inside of him. It hurt, but he had already felt Lucius brush against his prostate.

The blond began with slow thrusts, matching them accurately with the strokes of Severus’s cock. Severus’s hand flew to his mouth as he nearly screamed both from the pain and pleasure he felt.

“It’s okay to scream, Severus,” Lucius said softly. Severus shook his head. He couldn’t let them get caught. “Fine, but the next time, I want to you scream,” Lucius grunted and Severus’s clouded felt much better at the thought of a second time.

It took only a few moments for Lucius to increase the speed. The water inhibited their movement a bit, but the thrusts were strong and deep despite the fact they were as fast Severus would have liked.

“Ngh, I’m nearly there,” Lucius groaned softly as he continued moving as quickly as the water would let him.

Severus was there. At the sound of Lucius’s voice he cried out and tightened around Lucius’s manhood as he came into the water, his body stiffening as he reached his orgasm.

The blond came but a moment later, filling Severus with his essence.

He pulled out immediately after, going under the water for a moment before coming up at the edge. A smile on his face as he drew Severus to him and pressed their lips together.

“I hate to run, love, but I had to head back. I’ll see you tomorrow.”

Severus watched curiously as the man magicked his clothing clean and redressed before giving him one last peck and walking out the door, just as he had earlier.

Severus looked down into the water and frowned lightly. He supposed he should take a shower.

To Be Continued…