Everything I Ever Wanted

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‘Ok! I want one line…Don’t push, Matthew!’ Remus called as his Fourth Year class, fought to be first in line. He’d repeated his lesson of several years ago, with a Boggart that had moved into his bedroom closet. The students, particularly the girls, had been a bit giggly at first, being in a teacher’s private room, but had soon overcome that, and were now nervously eager to try out the new spell he’d taught them.



He was engrossed in sorting out an argument between two girls, both of whom insisted they had been first in line, when Billie slipped into the room, holding her finger to her lips warningly when some of the children saw her. Hiding in a fairly dark corner, she watched Remus capably ending a disagreement between two girls, gently deciding on which girl would go first.



Her lips curled a bit watching him. ‘He really is a good looking man,’ she thought, then shook her head.

‘Stop it, Belle,’ she said to herself. She’d was here to observe him, not perve. She wanted to watch without him knowing she was there; to see him interact with the students naturally.



‘Right,’ he called looking down the line of students. ‘Everyone watching? Jess, I’m going to open the door now. Wand up, that’s a girl. Remember the spell - say it firmly, thinking of a way to make the thing you fear amusing. Ready?’

At the girls’ nod, he pointed his wand at the door and there was a bang as it flew open. Remus stepped back, and a huge, hairy spider came scuttling out of the cupboard. He watched carefully as the girl raised her wand, and yelled out the incantation. The spider turned into a teddy bear, and he smiled.

‘Well done, Jess!’ he said, seeing the girl’s proud smile. ‘Ok, Tina, you’re next.’



Half an hour later, every student had tried the spell, and Remus stepped forward. The Boggart swirled then turned into a full moon. Billie watched the students carefully, but the professors’ Boggart didn’t seem to phase them. They watched as Remus waved his wand and it turned into a balloon, floating in the air gently before, with a final wave of his wand, it popped and disappeared.



The students clapped and Remus smiled. ‘Good job, everyone!’ he called over the excited chatter. ‘Five points for everyone who fought the Boggart.’

He waved them down the stairs and back into the classroom. Billie smiled when she saw several girls approach him, all trying to gain his attention. He smiled at them, but firmly ushered them downstairs. He turned at the door to check for any stray students and his eyes fell on Billie, who had stepped out from the corner of the room.



He was startled when he saw her step into the light. Surprised but pleased to see her, he felt his heart race a little when she smiled at him.

‘Hi!’ she said brightly, moving towards him. ‘Great lesson.’

He smiled back at her and said, ‘I didn’t see you come in.’ Billie shrugged.

‘I wanted you to be natural, to see how you interact with the students,’ she admitted, as he looked at her, eyes slipping to her mouth as she spoke.

‘And?’ he asked, blinking and raising his eyes when he realised what he was doing.

‘And you’re a good teacher,’ she said, feeling her nipples harden in reaction as he smiled again.



Taking a breath, she crossed her arms over her chest. ‘And the source of several crushes, I think,’ she said, leaning forward and glancing down at the classroom where several girls were giggling and looking up at him. He blushed, which only made him more appealing.

‘It’s harmless,’ he said. ‘I make sure I’m never alone with them…’

‘I wasn’t accusing you of anything, Remus,’ she said with a grin. ‘Just observing how many broken hearts there would be if I sacked you.’



She walked past him and down the stairs, saying goodbye to the students as she did. Remus followed her, stopping at his desk and watching her as she left the room. He heard a few giggles as some of the students noticed what he was doing. Blinking, he pulled himself out of the trance watching her ass had put him in and looked at the students.

‘Right,’ he declared, turning around to the blackboard. ‘Homework!’ He heard their groans and smiled.



Billie sat in on his afternoon class as well, not sneaking in this time, but waiting there for him with the students after lunch, chatting easily to the Seventh Years about what they’d been learning with him last year. Remus was amused but also strangely annoyed to notice the boys fighting for her attention.

‘Hello again,‘ he said, as he waved the teenagers into the classroom.

‘Hi,‘ she replied softly, stopping beside him, watching the students sit at their desks. ‘Ok if I sit in?‘

He smiled at her. ‘You’re the boss,‘ he said, and she smiled back at him. He indicated she should enter the room, and she did, moving to sit at the back of the class, listening interestedly as he explained the theory behind non verbal spells.



Remus’ eye’s kept flicking over to her, despite his best efforts to stop it. He saw her take a text book from the shelf behind her and open it. He smiled suddenly. If she insisted on sitting in on classes, he might as well make use of her.

‘Perhaps the Headmistress would like to come up here and help me demonstrate how much more effective non verbal duelling is,’ he said, raising his voice slightly to get her attention, his eyes fixed on her.

Her head shot up from the text book she was flicking through, and she looked at him with a startled expression on her face. The students turned, making encouraging noises, and, after several seconds, she gave him a defeated smile.

‘Since you asked nicely,’ she said, standing up and hearing the claps from the students.



Remus organised a space in the middle of the room, and moved the students back a safe distance, putting up a protective barrier in front of them just in case a hex went awry. He hadn’t worn his usual robes to the lesson, knowing it would be a practical one.

‘Go easy on me,’ Billie muttered to him as she pulled her wand out of her robes. ’It’s been a long time since I duelled.’

Remus grinned, but his smile faded a little as she unbuttoned her robes, pulling them off to several wolf whistles.

‘Hey! Show a bit of respect, please,’ Remus snapped, uncharacteristically irritated at the way the male teenagers were staring at Billie, even though he was looking at her in a very similar way.



‘She certainly is very different to Minerva,’ he thought, then shuddered a little, erasing the image of his old professor in the cut off jeans and tight hot pink shirt that Billie had been hiding under her robes.

‘I didn’t realise I’d be getting my robes off, so I’m not really appropriately dressed,’ she said, with a rueful smile.

‘Mmm,’ murmured Remus, distracted by the strip of skin he could see between her pants and the bottom of her shirt.



Billie noticed his interest and flushed. Clearing her throat, she raised her wand, seeing him blink rapidly and do the same. They bowed: the traditional mark of respect, then she silently sent a Body bind hex at him, seeing it fly off to her right as he conjured a shield. She parried the jet of white light that came at her, grinning as she saw him hastily raise his shield again as the deflected spell flew back at him.



‘Go easy, my ass,’ she heard him mutter as he sent a stream of silver light at her this time. Sending her own back, she began to feel herself slipping into the old techniques and rhythms she used at her old school.

He dodged another stream of light, and said, ‘What did you say you used to teach?’

‘I didn’t say,’ she replied, grinning as she deflected his hex. ‘But I taught defence for five years.’

She heard him laugh, before he sent a Petrification spell at her. ‘Thought you might have,’ he said.



They fought for just over five minutes, until one of her Swelling hexes finally made it around his shield and bounced off his foot, making it grow rapidly until he pointed his wand at it and cast the counter spell. Breathing heavily, they bowed to each other again, and with a grin, both turned to bow at the clapping students.



Remus waved his wand and removed the barriers, breaking the students up into duo’s to try casting non verbal spells. Billie went back to her text book, and he walked around the room, offering suggestions and stopping any cheating, as many students whispered the spells, trying not to move their lips. He couldn’t stop his eyes wandering back to her often. She hadn’t put her robes back on, and as he walked around the room behind her, he could just see the pink lace of her knickers peeking over the top of her cut offs. Remus felt himself harden, and quickly looked away, moving to sit behind his desk, pretending to mark homework until his problem subsided.



He felt thankful when the bell rang, and he farewelled the students. Billie wandered up to his desk, and retrieved her robes, slipping them back on much to his combined relief and disappointment.

‘So, do I get the sack today?’ he asked, coming around to the front of his desk and leaning against it, watching her button up her robes, remembering how those fingers had stroked over him last night. He looked away, staring at the floor until she spoke.



‘Not today, Professor Lupin,’ she said, with a smile as he looked back over at her. She moved to lean against the desk next to him.

‘You’re a very good teacher, Remus,’ she said, her arms folded over her chest as she stared at her feet. ‘The students like you and, more importantly, they respect you. The staff have high opinions of you; the parent complaints were very few this year compared to last.’

She let out a soft laugh. ‘I can see why the board is frustrated. They don’t like what you are, but you’re too good to lose.’



‘And what about you?’ he asked, looking closely at her. ‘How do you feel about what I am?’ She looked up at him and gave him a close mouth smile.

‘My job is to make sure the students are safe, Remus,’ she said, avoiding his question. ‘I’m satisfied that they are in more danger from themselves than they are from you at the full moon.’

She stood up to leave, but he grasped her arm and stopped her. ‘That’s not what I asked, Billie,’ he said, not letting go of her.



Billie felt a little shiver run through her when he said her name, and when he stood up, she could feel the heat coming off of him. ‘I’m not concerned that you are a lycanthrope…’

‘A werewolf,’ he said, moving closer. ‘Let’s not pretty it up. That’s what I am.’

‘No,’ she disagreed. ‘You are a werewolf for a few hours each month. You are a man first.’



The hot look in his eyes as he stared at her made her ache, and her breath came fast as he closed the tiny distance between them to brush against her. He let go of her arm. ‘You need to go. Now,’ he said, his voice rough as he tried to control his rapid breathing. Billie hesitated. If she stayed, she knew what would happen, but she just couldn’t get her legs to move.

‘Remus…’ she began, but he interrupted her.

‘Don’t say I didn’t warn you,’ he said abruptly, and his head sank towards hers, as his hand came up to hold her head still.



His kiss was gentler than last night, but as she responded it became hotter, until they were hungrily pressing themselves against each other. Remus’ hands moved to her ass and he lifted her against him, hearing her moan when she rubbed up against his arousal.

He pulled away a little, kissing her jaw then her neck as he said, ‘We can do it on the desk again if you like, but I’ve got a perfectly good bed up those stairs.’

Billie felt his tongue lick the skin on her neck, and her breath caught.

‘This is such a bad idea,’ she mumbled as his mouth moved, sucking her ear lobe, then biting gently.



Her breath released in a short sharp burst and she turned her face to his, her kisses desperate, as she felt her common sense disappear.

‘Bed,’ she said, pulling him by his shirt as she moved towards the staircase. He guided her backwards up the stairs as he kissed her, half way up pushing her roughly against the wall after she ran her hand around to his ass and squeezed.



Their breathing rapid now, she didn’t care if he took her right here up against the wall, as he kissed her deeply and made her knees buckle. He picked her up, her legs wrapping around his waist, and walked up the rest of the stairs. He pressed her into his bed as his hands moved to the buttons on her robe, trying to undo them.

‘Let me do it. I‘m quicker,’ she said, not wanting to wait another minute to have him inside her. He moved off her, pulling her to her feet as well.



Waving his wand at the door, it slammed and locked. He waved it once more and cast a Silencing Spell, just in case anyone came looking for him. Then, watching her pull her shirt off, he threw the wand on the ground, tearing off his own clothes as quickly as she did.



When they were both naked, they stopped for a moment, their frantic haste slowing as they both realised they hadn’t seen each other naked before. Both shaking, their eyes ran over each other, then their hands began to roam. Remus ran his hands over her head, smoothing her long brown hair and then kissed her, slowly at first, then deeply as the fire began to burn again inside them both.



Pushing her back onto the bed, his hands ran over her, pausing at her breast to tease her nipple until she was pushing her breast into his hand impatiently. He smiled against her lips then ducked his head to lick her nipple, then take it into his mouth, feeling himself tighten when she moaned. He felt her hands move down his body, flicking his nipples, and hearing him groan.



She couldn’t wait any longer, and pushed at him until he rolled over onto his back, dragging her with him. Her legs slipped down either side of his body and he felt her heat pressing against him.

‘I can’t wait,’ she said, reaching down his body and stroking him. ‘I need you inside me, Remus.’



He lost control at her words, grabbing her head and kissing her fiercely as she guided him into her body, sinking down on him until he was entirely encased in her. Their groans mingled in their joined mouths, and she began to move, fast and hard, feeling his fingers biting into her ass as he helped her set the pace.

‘God, Billie,’ he gasped, feeling her tighten around him. ‘You feel so damn good.’

He could feel her begin to shake and he pushed up hard when she pressed down on him. She cried out loudly, swearing as she came. Remus let out a loud moan as he also let go, trembling uncontrollably as he thrust hard into her once more, before she collapsed on him.



They lay together, their panting breaths slowing gradually. Remus’ hands ran over Billie’s back lightly, as they both came down from their hormone driven high.

‘Whoops,’ said Remus softly, and he felt her shake as she laughed quietly into his chest. He was smiling when she lifted her head and looked down at him.



‘This is such an incredibly bad idea, you know that don’t you?’ she said, with a frown. He stared at her, a thoughtful look on his face.

‘What is ‘this’ exactly?’ he asked, running his hands down to the small of her back. ’What do you see happening here?’

‘I’m not looking to have a relationship with anyone, Remus,’ Billie said, propping herself up higher on his chest. ‘I…I’m not good at relationships.’



He nodded, stroking his hands back up her spine and feeling her shiver on him. Smiling a little, he said, ‘Obviously, there’s a strong attraction between us. We could just keep it casual. You know, just… sex.’ He saw her bite her lip uncertainly.

‘Or we could just swear it will never happen again……Oh, hang on,’ he said, light sarcasm in his voice. ‘That’s what we said last time.’



Billie laughed again, and he could feel himself hardening inside her as her inner muscles squeezed him.

‘Jesus,’ she said, feeling it too. ‘How old are you? Seventeen?’ He laughed too and pulled her down to his mouth, kissing her.

’I suddenly feel like I am,’ he murmured against her lips. He rolled them over so he was on top of her.

‘So,’ he said, kissing down her neck, moaning a little when she lifted her hips against him, and he became fully aroused. ‘What are we doing?’



Billie laughed then hissed as his tongue circled her nipple. ‘I would have thought that was obvious….‘ Remus bit her nipple gently, and growled warningly in his throat.

‘Can I make a decision when I’ve got a little less distraction?’ she asked, feeling his fingers move in between her legs, stroking her, and her hips rose sharply.

‘Hmm, maybe I should wait until I’ve got a little more blood in my brain as well,’ he mumbled, pushing himself deeper into her, and hearing her moan. He did it again and her head fell back and her eyes closed. They moved together, slowly at first, then, as they got closer to the end, erratically until they exploded; first Billie, then Remus as he felt her body clenching around him.



Billie’s legs were still wrapped around him, and his head on her shoulder as their heart beats slowed and breathing became regular again.

‘I’ve never been like this with anyone before, Billie,’ Remus murmured into her neck, kissing it lightly. ‘I’ve never been so out of control before.’

He didn’t see her eyes close, as she made a decision she was sure she’d regret.



‘Me either.’ She frowned. ‘You really think we can do ‘just sex’? That it won’t end up complicated?’ she asked quietly, looking over at him as she felt his head lift.

‘I don’t know. Do you think we should just stay away from each other?’ he returned, laying his head back down, kissing her jaw as he did.

‘It’s another option.’ He kissed the top of her breast. ‘But not my favourite one.’



She laughed at him, then caught sight of the time on the clock on his dresser.

‘Shit!’ she exclaimed loudly, pushing him off her quickly and leaping out of bed.

‘What?’ he said, with a frown, then he saw the time.

‘Shit,’ he muttered, it was only a few minutes until dinner, and if neither of them were there it would look bad.



‘Can I borrow a hair brush?’ she asked, her voice muffled as she pulled her shirt over her head.

Remus was yanking his pants up, and grabbed his shirt as he moved to his small bathroom. When he came back in, Billie was buttoning her cut offs, and looked up at him, a panicked look on her face. Remus took her hands as she reached for the brush.



‘Calm down, Billie,’ he said soothingly. ‘You go first, I’ll come in later alright? No one has any reason to think we’ve been shagging.’ He smiled as she relaxed and laughed.

‘I know, I just…..’ She sighed and rubbed her hand over her forehead. ‘I worked really hard to get this job, Remus. If it comes out that I’m sleeping with….’



‘A werewolf?’ he said, his jaw tightening. Billie frowned.

‘You’re right,’ he said, moving away from her and doing up the buttons on his shirt. ‘It wouldn’t help your career to be fucking a werewolf.’

Billie glared at him as she grabbed her robes and strode over to the door.

‘I was going to say that if it came out that I was sleeping with a staff member, they would want to get rid of one of us, and it would probably be you. So we need to be careful.’



He turned around, his face regretful. ‘Billie….’ he began, but she shook her head.

‘But I guess that’s not something we have to worry about now. I think it’s best if we do stay away from each other, Remus. We’re both adults. I’m sure we can control ourselves.’



She pulled on her robes and walked down the stairs, moving quickly out of the classroom. Remus let out a frustrated noise and threw himself back on the bed. He could smell her perfume on the sheets and the scent made him groan again.

He had believed she was worried about the school board finding out she was sleeping with him because she would look bad; but she was worried they’d take the chance to sack him for it. He sighed and shook his head, berating himself for assuming she was like the other women he’d been with who all ended up ashamed of him.

‘God, I’m an idiot sometimes,’ he said out loud.



He stood up and dressed quickly, and walked down to the dining hall only to find Billie not there. He sat next to Alex and picked at his food, finally giving in. ‘Where’s Professor Johnson tonight?’ he asked.

Alex shrugged. ‘Don’t know. Hey, Poppy!’ he called down the table the Madame Pomfrey, the school nurse. ‘Where’s our Head, tonight?’ Poppy looked at him, a little taken aback.

‘I believe she said she had some paperwork to do tonight,’ she said, her tone aloof. ‘Not that it’s any of your business.’

Alex made a face and turned back to Remus. ‘Why do you want to know?’ he asked. ‘Fancy a crack?’

Remus frowned, but Alex continued. ‘I would,’ he said. ‘She’s pretty hot - great rack.’ Remus had an almost overwhelming urge to hit his friend and stood up abruptly.

‘No. I just had some curriculum changes I need looking at,’ he said stiffly. ‘I’ve finished. I’ll see you later.’