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This chapter is dedicated to a friend who must be overly sarcastic all the time....*grins*. Also, bear with me im getting into the hang of writing!
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Harry could feel the coolness of the blade under his fingers. He twirled it around, then pulled out Rons arm. He dragged the blade gently watching a thick stream flood down chasing the met
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Harry sat up in his sleep. Had he really just dreamed that? It had been two months since he first felt the pains, when he was coming back from practice. Now they were regular. As the larger ones hit, they would leave behind a ever growning constant smaller, gentler pain. Harry couldnt take it, he reached for the blade he *did* keep under his pillow. He drug it down his arm, grinning at the sensation of a truer pain, this he could see, could prove was there. This made him feel alive. The other pains went away, but were back soon. The bittersweet smell of blood had filled the room. Harry wondered if he just *licked* it what would happen. He didnt want to, afraid of giving in to what he\'d dreamed about, but reasoning lost. Harrys tounge traced a flowing line down his arm. His senses exploaded. He had never tasted anything like it. But there was somthing missing. As soon as the taste was gone from his tounge, he wanted more. He cut himself hard this time, not ng tng to let a drop go free. He drank until he passed out. Not fro from blood loss or from the sudden absence of pain...When Harry woke up, he didnt know what to do. The pain had started again, but back to the the orginal subtleness. Though it seemed to be growing faster than before. Harry knew he needed someone elses blood. Needed it then, but who\'s? Who could keep it a secret, who would trust him enough. Ron was a definate to that, but could he hurt his friend? He didnt know if he could stop once he started. All he really knew is he had class in twenty minutes.Harry shuffled himself out of bed, and magicked the blood off his robes....
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ok you guys review! IM still getting the hang of it, but its not dark yet..it will be:-)