Forgotten

I linger in the doorway
Of alarm clock screaming
Monsters calling my name


Everything has changed.
I stand here and watch as Draco sleeps. Severus Snape is renewing Dracos medicine, so that he has a new batch ready for him when he wakes up. he had been stabbed with a knife of extradinary capabilties. He is lucky to still be alive.


Let me stay
Where the wind will whisper to me


Ron still has a broken nose. He admires Draco now, for even when he was bleeding to death, getting weaker and weaker he was still able to throw \' a right good bloody punch\' as Ron had put it. He checks in every now and then. Draco woke up on one of these visits, saw Rons nose and smirked, before wincing in pain and falling back into unconciousness.


Where the raindrops
As they\'re falling tell a story


I went to check on Draco the night this happened, just to prove to everybody that they were wrong about him, only to find that his bed sheets were still stiff, cold and hadnt been slept in. Ron od course, jumped to conclusions and rushed off, wand in hand.


In my field of paper flowers
And candy clouds of lallaby


We had found a Death Eater new the graveyard where Harry had been buried. He had been torn in half. We think now with the same knife that had been used against Draco. The men around me tried to cover my eyes and Ron tried to turn my face away, but i had already seen it all. I saw Dracos wand afew feet away from the dead man and immediatly new what had transpired. Of course i had been right. Draco Malfoy was on our side... And he still loved Harry.


I lie inside myself for hours
And watch my purple sky fly over me


I was the first to ever find out about them. I had come into the room of requirement searching for Harry and had found him tangled in the arms of Draco malfoy. It had completely shocked me. I felt as though everything i had ever known to be a lie and as though everything was broken and unreal. I remember i had made a small noise, but that small noise was all it took to alert the two boys of my presense within the room. All i remember of then, was the fear in Harry\'s eyes before i ran out of the room, down the corridor and into the Gryffindor common room. I just wish that i had never told Ginny.


Don\'t say im out of toudh
With the rampant chaos- your reality


Ron\'s back again. he just looks at Draco for afew seconds before giving me a small smile and leaving the room again. Nothing will ever be the same.


I know well what lies beyond my sleepy refuge
A nightmare i built my own world to escape


Dracos chest rises and falls, in deep, even breaths. Severus stands up and nods to me once, before he too, leaves the room, perhaps to give Dumbledore his report. This room needs more warmth.


In my field of paper flowers
And candy clouds of lallabys
I lie inside myself for hours
And watch my purple sky fly over me


I want everything back to the way it was! I want Harry to be with us again! I want him to be alive and well, but mostly just alive. I wouldn\'t even care if he continued to still want to be with Draco. I just want him to come back so damned much!


Swallowed up in the sound of my screaming
Cannot cease for the fear of silent nights


Poor, poor Draco. He so badly wants to be with Harry again, he\'s not even fighting death. No matter what others may say though, he doesn\'t deserve to die like this. He\'s too young. He should die old and alseep warm and comfortable in his bed. Maybe one day he will get his wish, to die and be reunited with Harry.


Oh how i long for the deep sleep dreaming
The goodness of imaginary light


And maybe i will too.