Love\'s Worst Enemy

Title: Love's Worst Enemy pt. 3

Author: Strega

Series: Harry Potter

Pairings: LM/RL

Rating: NC-17

Warnings: This is slash. Male/Male. Contains sexual content and mild language. Non-Con. Remus' POV. OOC Lucius, but it's part of the plot. AU. D/s theme..kinda.

Disclaimer: I own nothing from the HP world. I wish I did though. All rights belong to JKR res respective parties.

Notes: You'll notice that from now on things will be repeated (movements, words, sentences, etc.). It's part of the final ending. The plot. I hope you enjoy! Constructive Criticism is welcomed.


Love's Worst Enemy
(Fuel my Fire)

Go after him! I screamed at myself. Why am I just sitting here? I look over at James, who just stares at me with an unreadable expression on his face.

"I talked him into coming..." James said, voice soft.

No. I jumped out of the bed, but Sirius grabbed my arm pulling me back towards him.
"Don't" he whispered, laying his head on my shoulder. I felt torn. I would have loved to crawl back in bed with the man at my back But...I have to make things right with Lucius. I love him.
"I have to." I pull away from him and run past James, uncaring of my naked state. I run out of the room and down the hall ignoring Sirius' pleas for me to return. I run into the common room and stop. Lucius is sitting in one of the chairs in front of the fire.

"Lucius." I say catching my breath.

He slowly turns his head and drags his eyes to mine. I cautiously walk and stand in front of him.
"I'm sorry." I didn't know what else to say.
"You're sorry?" I can see him tense in the chair.
I drop to my knees and crawl to him, head down. "I don't know how to make this right." I say under my breath. I look up at him, as he stares at me in silence. I tentatively reach out my hand and place it on his knee. I pause, wng fng for him to react. Nothing. I slowly slid my hand up his leg, resting it on his upper thigh.

His eyes close as he turns his head away from me. Oh God please. I lay my head in his lap, a choked sob escaping from my throat. I kneeled there, with my head in his lap sobbing for what seemed like hours, before I felt his hand lightly running through my hair. I raised my head, starring into his gray eyes.

"I'm so sorry, I never meant to hurt you. I love you. I'll do anything." I babbled. Lucius held up his hand, and I quieted. I held my breath as his hand caressed the side of my face.
I was suddenly pushed backwards, as Lucius abruptly stood up and turned his back to monfuonfused, I got to my feet and touched his back.
"Don't touch me!" he yelled, turning and pushing me away. He leaned against the wall, a shudder passing through him.

I walked up to him, trying to see his face. I tucked his hair behind his ears and gasped. He was crying. He wasn't sobbing or anything, but two streams of tears were trailing down pal pale cheeks.
"You bastard," he whispered, looking at me. "You made out with Sirius, and I was willing to forgive you. Then I find you fucking him!" I winced at the brutality of his words. I had to make this right. I took a deep breath as I moved my body closer to his, wrapping my arms around his waist. He has settled into silence again.

I kissed his cheeks before burying my head into his neck. "I'll do anything." I repeated, my voice brimming with emotion. I cant lose him. I lightly placed a kiss on his shoulder. I held my breathe as I felt his arms slid around my back.
"Anything?" he asked, voice soft.
"Anything." I raised my head and looked into his eyes.

"Time. Give me time."
I nodded my throat tightening, "Okay."
"I'm going to give you another chance."
"What?"
"Another chance to prove yourself; To prove your love to me."
I fought the smile trying to form on my face.

He pulled me tighter, and I relaxed against him. Missing his touch.
"You have to stay away from Sirius Black from now on."
What? I must not have heard right. I tried to pull away, but he held on tight.
"I don't understand."
"You're not allowed to have any physical or verbal contact with him again."

I didn't know what to say. Sirius was one of my bestfriends. My roommate. He grabbed my chin between his fingers and jerked my face to his. "If you want me to forgive you, then this is the way. You will obey me through and through. You will give yourself to me body and soul. Do you understand?"
"I..." Is this what I wanted? To be treated like a slave? To be commanded, owned? Dominated? I felt my eyes start to water as I bow my head in submission.

"Yes, I understand."

"Good." Lucius drawled before pushing me to the ground. I quickly sit up, and he jumps on me rolling me onto my stomach. I laid still as he settled his body on top of mine. I feel his hardness pressing against my lower back. He was going to take me right here, in thedle dle of the Griffyndor Common room. I instantly became hard at the thought.

"On your hands and knees. Now." he commands. I hesitate and he grabs my hair, forcing me into the position.

"You're mine." He whispers harshly before slamming into me. I bite my lip to keep from screaming out. No prep, nothing. He pulls out all the way, before slamming in again. My eyes start water, and I close them. It hurt, but this is what I deserve. I cheated on him.
Lucius gave another forceful thrust, and I felt myself tearing. I cried out, my eyes going wide. He groaned deep in his throat. His hips froze and then he rode me in a frenzy of quick, jerky movements before coming inside of me. He pulls out of me and I could feel his come mixed with my blood dripping down my legs.
"Get up." He said calmly. I slowly climb to my feet and face him, head down.

"I've missed you."
I looked up at him and he embraced me. I started crying, and I buried my face in his neck to muffle my sobs. Why was I crying?
"Did I hurt you?"
Why was he being sweet and caring again? What's wrong with him?
"No. Just a little sore."

Lucius glances down at my straining erection.
"Good boy. I didn't even have to tell you that you're not allowed to come unless I tell you so."
I have to keep reminding myself that this is what I want.
"Touch yourself."
I run my hand down my abdomen and grasp myself. I squeeze and move my hand up and down. I can feel the tension start to build, as I run my thumb over the head of my penis.

"Remus!"
Lucius and I both turn to see Sirius running down the stairs. I worked myself harder and faster.
"Remus what...?" Sirius stopped, mouth open. My vision went hazy as I came, "Sirius." I whispered my eyes squeezing shut.
The room was silent, save for my labored breaths. Sirius took a few hesitant steps towards me. I involuntarily took a step to him, Lucius' body stopping me. I looked at him and he looked pissed.
"I'll deal with you later." He hissed under his breath. Lucius gave me one final look before tug tog to Sirius.
"What do you want?"
Sirius glared at him, looking at me," I want to talk to you Remus. We need to talk."
I opened my mouth to reply, but was cut off by Lucius.

"You will not be talking to Remus about anything, ever again."
Sirius' eyes darkened. "I want to hear it from him."
Lucius turned to me expectantly.
I couldn't breathe. I swallowed, staring Sirius in the eyes.
"Don't ever come near me again. Don't talk to me, don't look at me. I'm ove ove with Lucius." I felt a mask slipping into place.
Sirius looked like...he looked upset. Though that probably is nowhere near describes what he's feeling right now.

"I don't...why are you doing this? I love you."
"I don't love you. I never have. Just go away." I turned from him, tears threatening to fall.


"There you have it. From his own mouth." Lucius said. I could hear the satisfaction in his voice.
"Is that how you really feel Remus?" Sirius asked, voice thick wimotimotion. I nodded, not turning around. "So be it." he said.
I didn't move until I felt Lucius' arms wrap around my waist.
"You did good." he whispered, placing a kiss on my shoulder.

I didn't say anything. I felt numb again.
This is what I wanted. To have Lucius wrap his arms around me again. To hold me, to love me. I turned around in his arms and faced him.
"I belong to you. Always and forever."
Lucius smirked, bringing his face down to mine. "I know," he captured my mouth in a passionate kiss. I leaned into him, my eyes falling shut. I kissed him back automatically.

This is what I wanted. I belong to him, and no one can change that.