Looking Through Your Eyes

AN: BONDING! WARNING LEMON! If you don’t like it don’t read it.

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Looking Through Your Eyes
By Angelwings Sorrow

Chapter 26 “HURTING ME? IT’S FUCKING KILLING ME!”

Harry was very quite since the switch. Reliving his horrid past had drained him both his mind and his body. He shied away from the touch of others, all except for Draco. The touch of his mate calmed his fears and chased away the nightmares of the past. It hurt his godfathers that he would cringe when they came to close to him, but they were grateful that Draco took care of him and love him. They missed Christmas due to the fact that they had been unconscious, but they exchange gifts and had a nice quite dinner in their quarters. There had been no news from any side of this four way war.

The silver vampires were held back since Lantis came to stay at the castle Voldemort was laying low but for how long they didn’t know. The headmaster was hold up in his office lately, doing what? They did not know, but Fawks had been staying more and more in the dungeon with Harry. Whatever Dumbledore was doing it was turning the mythical bird away making him seek a new master, Lucius was also in hiding nothing more had happened since the battle and that worried Draco he knew the elder Malfoy would not give up it was just a matter of time before he would strike again.

“Good morning, love, how are you feeling this morning?” The veela gave his mate a soft kiss on the cheek.

“I’m still tired but I’m a little better today. Though I’m afraid Remus isn’t fairing very well. He’s very pale and can’t hold anything down.”

“Don’t worry about me Harry I think it’s just a stomach bug I’ll be good after a spot of tea.” The Werewolf sat across from the teens and sipped his cooling tea.

“Are you sure Remus? Harry’s right you do look quite pale. Maybe you should go to the hospital wing.”

“I’m fine Really It’s nothing but a small cold nothing more.” Draco and Harry gave up on pushing Remus to see the medi-witch but silently promised to keep an eye on him for the time being. “What are you plans for today?”

“Just some more reading in the library. We are waiting to hear from Draco’s mother about the Ravenclaw headband. So I’m going to research the armor we have now maybe I’ll get a lead on how I’m supposed to use this stuff.”

“I’ll give you a pass to the restricted section maybe you’ll have better luck with the books in there.”

“Thank you Remus.” They continued eat there quite breakfast till the potion master burst into the room and he was not in the best of moods.

“That man is impossible! I refuse to comply with his orders!”

“Trouble with the headmaster Severus?” Draco eyed his godfather with concern.

“Our esteem headmaster wanted me to brew a potion to induce Harry’s labor. It seems the growth of the child is due to his magic and the child should be ready to born. But this is not the case as there are two babes instead of one and the fool does not know that. He still believes Harry is carrying one child and he wants that child now.”

“You can’t do it! It’ll kill the babes their only six months along!” Harry jump out of his chair and stumbled with the added weight.

“I’m not going to do it Harry. I told the headmaster that the basilisk venom you’re body took in second year renders certain ingredients void and thus the potion would be useless. He has become more and more unstable as the dark lord. The dark lord has also ask about the child and it’s growth. He as well as Lucius are growing frustrated that they can not get close you because of Draco.”

“Well that bastard will never get his hands on our children.” Draco gently wrapped his arms around Harry to sooth his shaking form.

“Severus what else did Dumbledore have to say?”

“He asked if the potion to switch them back could be delayed and maybe till after the baby is born. So he does not know that you both have return to your own bodies. I told him that it was possible and he was happy with that. This means we will have to be on guard he mostly likely has a plan to attack Draco thinking that he is Harry. Harry I do not want you going anywhere alone. I think it is time to fulfill our deal with your mother. We’ll gather the portraits and release them tonight during the new years feast. It will sever us to have extra spies in the castle.”

“I’ll start looking for them after breakfast, since Harry and Draco will be in the library.”
Remus finished his dry toast and tea but it did little to settle his weak stomach.

“Very well I’m be working in my lab I well see you at lunch.” then the potion master got up and swept from the room.

“Moony why didn’t tell him you are still sick?”

“I’m fine Harry. Severus has enough to worry about then me having a silly cold.”

“But..”

“No more talking of this you and Draco go to the library. You both need to finish you homework any way.” Remus scribbled a quick pass for the restricted section them shooed them out the door.

“Well done wolf. You diverted them from your condition once again, but I fear you made the young ones suspicious.”

“Damn it Lantis I’m going to hang a bell on you and choke you with it!” the silver vampire chuckled at this proclamation. This wasn’t the first time he had caught the werewolf unaware. Normally that would not happen as the wolf senses are hyper aware of the surroundings and can smell anyone miles before the reach them. It was only Remus’ current condition that allowed him to surprise the wolf.

“I think you should sit and rest. I’ll retrieve the paintings the Vampling wants.”

“Vampling?”

“Your mate. Vampling is what we call young vampires less then hundred years old.”

“You’ve been listening to the rumor mill Severus is not a vampire.”

“No it’s true he is a vampire but his blood is diluted by mortals. Should he ever drink the blood of an elder he shall fully turn back to his heritage. But he would never do that it would mean leaving you and your babe.”

“How?” Remus went pale. He had been so careful in hiding his pregnancy. He put silencing charms in the bathroom drank pepper-up potion by the gallon to hide his fatigue.

“I see what the others do not. Vampires are dominate mates always. It doesn’t mater if there is only a speck of Vampire blood they in them will always be dominate. Werewolves are also dominate mates but they only submit to a vampire mate. As the subordinate mate you do what you can to take care of your mate and ease his worry. We silvers require only 3 hours sleep so I’ve seen you hide in the bathroom in the mornings. You eat light dry foods to sooth the babe’s unease. We silvers see through the low level glamours so you hide nothing from my eyes.”

“You mustn’t tell them. They all have enough to worry with the twins and the war they don’t to worry and fuss over me.”

“It is not my duty to tell your family it is yours. They will find out so if you don’t tell them soon and the Vampling will not be happy if he finds you are hiding his child yet again. So rest wolf and think of what I said. I will gather the paintings and check up on the young ones.” Lantis glided out the door leaving Remus to cry out his sorrow and confusion.

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“I’ve found nothing Draco and I’m getting tired.”

“Let’s stop for now.” Slytherin closed the books he had been reading and set them a side. “Harry I want to talk to you about the switch.” Harry froze.

“What about it?”

“I want to know what happened and what you saw.”

“I don’t want to talk about it.” The veela took Harry’s hands in his own.

“Harry love, I want to bond with you but we can’t while the past is still hurting you.”

“Hurting me? HURTING ME? IT’S FUCKING KILLING ME!”

“YOU TWO OUT OF MY LIBRARY!” Madame Pince was none to happy at the shouting and kicked them out of the library. The blonde Slytherin took advantage of their force exile and took Harry to the room of requipment.

“Well this wasn’t what I was thinking about.” The room reformed it’s self to a large bed room with a lunch tray with fresh fruit and meats. The bed looked soft and inviting with white lace curtains.

“It was me. I’m tired and I think the twins are hungry because I didn’t think of food.”

“Then you should eat.”

“But I don’t feel hungry just tired and achy.”

“Harry you have got talk to me.” Draco guided his mate to the bed. “You need to eat. You have been eating less and less and you have been more tired of late. Ever since we woke up that you have been pulling away from everyone even me.”

“I have not.” The moody Gryffindor yanked his robe off and plopped on to the bed.

“Yes you have. It is not healthy for you or the children please talk to me.” Draco knelt before Harry taking his hands in to his own. “Please love talk to me I just want to help you.”

“I can’t …”

“Yes, love, you can. I’m here for you. I’m not leaving you.”

“YES YOU WILL!” the pain was too great his past to horrible no one could ever want him. His body was a mangle mess of scars that would never appeal to a man let alone a beautiful Veelan, like his beautiful Draco.

“Harry…”

“No! You don’t know what I have been through. What I’ve seen what I’ve done. Sure you read my journals but that doesn’t list everything that has happen to me. I am cursed and these babes will suffer for it.” Harry couldn’t stop the sobs and tears that shook his body. He could only feel the pain of his empty soul that had been ripped out of him. To live through it the first time it was easy to forget and move on get stronger but the second time he was not so lucky as he was force to encounter all of his demons at once. He had no strength left he was just tired and useless. If he can’t fight the past how could he fight Voldemort?

Draco had never seen Harry like this. The strain had become too much to bear and he finally broke down. He gathered the shaking figure in his arms. There no words of comfort he could offer. Harry had been right he didn’t know what had happened to him and didn’t know what it was like to live on only survival. He did know that Harry did not have to carry this burden alone. He was there to show him that he was loved and cared for.

Harry was wrapped up in his pain he didn’t notice that his clothes were slowly being striped away. Draco had removed his own shoes and robes and other clothes leaving on only his black silk boxers before he started to undress his mate. The veela in him felt like he was dying. His mate was hurting and he could stop it. Draco managed to get Harry’s socks and shoes off before spelling off his pants. The scars were all light almost fade away, but some were still visibly dark. He the spelled off the Gryffindor shirt leaving the boy in over size boxers that now barely fit him. Harry gasped when he felt the skin to skin touch. He tried to scramble away from the blonde but his weight was working against him as he ended up rolling in to the arms of his mate.

“Sh… it’s okay Harry I got you.” Draco nuzzled Harry offering comfort and love through his touch. He let his Veelan side take control as he was at a lost on how to ease the pain of his love. Slowly Harry began to relax as the nuzzles turned into soft kisses. And soothing back rub turned into lazy arousing strokes. Draco kisses turn to nibbling and lick as he traveled from that sensitive spot behind his mate’s ear down that love soft neck to that quidditch toned chest.

Harry never felt anything like this before he could describe what he was feeling, but liked it he wanted more of it. If this was a dream he never wanted to wake. This was an intense feeling more intense than they shared in the bath. Draco seemed to glow in the dimly lit room. Harry thought it made the Veela even more beautiful. In his mind he was confused as to what was happening to him. This was different form before. He felt warm and whole, unlike when he was with a client or be forced by his rapist, where he felt cold hollow and alone. Something was breaking inside as it trying to let something in.

Draco kept going in his administrations of kissing licking and nibbling. He pour his love through their courting bond he wanted Harry to feel nothing but love from him. No one else matter anymore. Slowly Draco began to remove Harry’s boxers when he felt the smaller teen stiffen.

“It’s alright Harry it’s me. Just feel my love and nothing else.” He then began to nibble on the courting mark. Harry melted under the administrations of the talented tounge and started to whimper for more. Draco thought there was nothing more beautiful then his Harry lying before him naked with his stomach swollen with the twins. ‘Their children’ that thought urged him on in his quest to soothe and love his mate.

“Draco… I need you but I…”

“It’s alright Harry. We’ll go slowly. All I want you to feel is my love, and know I will never hurt you.” He helped roll Harry to his side before removing his own silk boxers. He laid spooned against Harry’s back allowing him to get used to the feeling of Draco holding him. All the while never wavered from his attentive kisses and loving touches. The Gryffindor was quickly become more and more accustom to his mate’s touch and feelings but it wasn’t enough. Complete skin to skin contact was not enough he needed more. The emotions he received through the mark were driving him insane. It had to be now, the bound was calling to him.

“Draco please… the bond…”

“We don’t have to Harry. We can just lay here being close like this is enough for the bond.”

“NO! NOW!” Harry was panting. “I feel it. Now we have to.”

“We don’t have to Harry relax.” Draco was now worried he was just going to soothe his mate not bound with him.

“I want to be whole I don’t want to be alone anymore.” Draco held Harry just a little tighter as if to push his love it to his mate he wanted to merge with him so Harry would never feel alone again.

“I Draco of the house of Black take Harry of the house of Gryffindor as my bonded.” the wave of magic fill the room. Draco took the scented oil from the night stand and coated his fingers. He began to stretch and prepare his beloved for their bounding. Harry was panting and withering with passion as those skilled fingers slid in an out of his backside. Then all of sudden he saw stars.”

“DRACO!”

“Yes love?”

“Do… that… again.” The Veelan smiled as his fingers brushed over his mate’s prostate yet again. “YES!”

“Okay Harry it’s time are you ready?” Draco removed his fingers but refrained from touching Harry as he didn’t want to scare him.

“Please I need you now.” The Veelan needed no more encouragement than that. He pushed his aching erection into the petite Gryffindor. Once he was fully sheathed in the tight channel he stopped allowing Harry to adjust to his size.

This was something new to Harry. He never felt full like this before it felt wonderful and he wanted more of this feeling. He shyly began to rock his hips back into Draco and is rewarded with a moan. Slowly they start building a rhythm as the magic start get stronger. Draco kisses became more passionate as he began to speak in the ancient Veelan language.

“Sino cardfome Anehtni Eehto tegde Lpi! Tiekas rofto ndnaev Olruo Sselb Otsdo geht kasi. Luosd natraeh ymhtiw Eehto tdnobi.” The power surged through them and they began to move faster and Draco bit in to the courting mark.

“I…” The bond was not complete. Harry could feel Draco but it was like there was a block on the connection hold him back. Harry grab Draco’s arm that had been lovingly stroking his aching member. The bond was calling as he said his own vow to his mate. “I Bond to you Draco and ask for the blessing of the Elements! I give you my heart soul and my love In the name of my ancestors Merlin and Godric I bound to you!” then he bit hard in to the arm of his mate. Suddenly the back lash of magic erupted in the room shaking the castle. The newly mated pair felt nothing as they rode out their mutual climax. The bond was complete memories flooded one another and emotions surge through them till they could take no more and collapsed into the darkness of sleep.

The students were shaken as what caused that wave of magic. Teachers tried to calm them but were unsure as to the sudden wave either. The Headmaster felt the shake in the wards and believe that Voldemort was trying unknown Dark magic to brake the wards that kept Hogwarts safe. He then began getting thing ready for the life transfer once the brat was born he would be a hero once again.

Outside the Room of requipment the silver Vampire smiled. “The Prophecy has begun and the darkness shall fall. Sleep well young ones as this is just the beginning of what is to come. With one finale wave of his hand he warded the room closed to outsiders allowing the couple to rest and gather strength in peace. Then he return and vanished down the darken hall.


AN: Veelan translation: I bound to thee with my heart and soul. I ask the gods to bless our love and not forsake it. I pledge to thee in the name Draconis.