Looking Through Your Eyes

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Looking Through Your Eyes

By Angelwings Sorrow







Chapter 25 “Everything that makes me who I am.”



*The darkness is fading away to light there are voices. ‘Mum and Dad. This was the day I was born.’



- there is little light and voices they’re very cold and distant. All expect one. ‘I was born in a world of darkness my mum is my light.’-



*There is laughter and people a doggy and a man with a sad smile. ‘Padfoot, Moony. We were happy. They loved me.’



- There is silence and cold. Funny creatures tending him and a fading light watches sadly. ‘A Malfoy is never loved, but my mum loves me. Her light is fading but still shines for me.-



*There is a crash hushed voices. Feelings of fear and darkness are overwhelming. ‘Voldemort. No! Mum! Not the green light!



- The cold man arrives he smiles the light fades as she morns. ‘He killed them. Helped the monster kill them.’-



*They are filled hate they control the darkness they control pain. ‘Why do they hate me? Please let me out I’ll be good! please let me out.’



- Standing here reciting lesson after lesson the cold has returned and pain shoots through and darkness falls. ‘Malfoy are perfect not stuttering idiots. Yes father I’m sorry. Un, duex…’



*The beast stands over smiling with hatred pain rip through ‘Why am I punished. The pain hurts. Stop, Stop I’ll be good!’ “But you are good you’re a good little whore.”



- The cold is back he bring death with him. “Watch what I do boy. Muggles are filthy vermin. Adva kadava!” ‘That girl was the same age as me.’



*The beast has return and he bring the man with smiles and money.



“So pretty, please suck me pretty.”



“Oh you’re so tight.”



“You like pain don’t you?”



“I love to see you bleed.”



‘I’m a whore that is all I’ll ever be.’



- The dark ness the dampness just another lessen to be learned “Draco A Malfoy Shows no weakness! you’ll stay here for two days and you better not show how weak you are!” ‘Show no weakness show no love, for you have no hope.’



*There is a giant he brings peace and hope. “Harry you’re a wizard.” ‘I’m not a freak I’m a wizard.’



-Owls bring news and letters and hope. “You’ve been accepted into Hogwarts.” ‘A place to escape. A sanctuary. Hope.



Standing on the stool we each other…



*Who he is? He is beautiful his eyes are gorgeous. ‘He’s just like me.’



- There he is? He is beautiful his eyes are gorgeous. ‘He’s just like me.’



*Light and dark, dark and light, we fight and secretly we love. Who are you? Why would you want some one tainted as me?



- I choose your side. I choose you. The darkness follows me and I push you away year after year. I want so bad to tell you I see you not the mask. I hope you see me too.



*No! I want no more! I Fight them I fight the darkness but it overwhelms me yet again.



- The bastard is gone now is the chance for freedom Mother we must leave! Now!



*Pain! It hurts and it reminds me I’ll always be a whore whether it’s to muggle men or Death Eaters I am nothing but a whore.



“Severus something is wrong!”



“What is it?”



“Harry is bleeing!”



“Take this feak!” please no! “This is just a reminder of who you are!” the pain! The knife sliced into his ass over and over again spelling out the word, ‘Whore’. yes that is all I’ll ever be nothing more than a fuck toy.



“His body is reliving these memories. There is nothing we can do for him.”



“But we have to something!” the potion master held his struggling mate.



“Remmy listen to me Harry is strong he will pull through he has to face his past if he is ever to fully heal.” The werewolf could do nothing more then cry in his mates arms a Harry thrashed around in the bed before them.



“You freak you did this on purpose!” No, no, I didn’t! Please let me go. “That is 5 lashes for ruining dinner and 5 for running!”



Whack!



God help me!



Whack!



It hurts!



Whack!



Why?



Whack!



I feel my blood draining.



Whack!



Just let me die.



“Let’s make this interesting boy!” Oh god, stay away! There is nothing I can do he shoves that dildo far up my ass. He does it dry because he loves to watch me bleed.



“Now for the last five”



Whack!



Kill me Please! That whip is pushing that thing deeper inside me!



Whack!



I’m sorry please stay away!



Whack!



Stop! Just let me die!



Whack!



It’s my fault! I should never have survived.



Whack!



I am a worthless freak.



“The children are safe his magic is protecting them from the constant attacks.”



“Merlin, Severus how much more can he go through? It’s been 24 hours already!”



“I don’t know. Draco is closer to waking as he does not have the experiences Harry does. Lucius was not a father but a cold dictator. He ruled over them with an iron fist but he did not torture them like this. Harry on the other hand was raised by a monster. It’s a miracle he grew up as innocent and loving as he his.



- Where am I? “You’re worthless excuse for an heir! You let that mud -blood get more owls than you. Curior!” No! I did my best! “You’re not good enough to be a Malfoy!”



-Hogwarts. Home. I’m safe here. “What do you want Malfoy?” You, Harry only you.



-“Detention!” I’m sorry Harry. “Thanks a lot Malfoy I hate you!” NO! I didn’t mean it.



- Harry is me I am Harry. The baby!



- My body Burns! It’s too hot! I must get clean!



-Babies! There are two now and I love them even more.



-Potions, Quidditch, Zabini!



-I’m flying I see Harry! He is beautiful when he blushes. I’ve got the snitch! I got it for you Harry!



- Who are you? You are a threat to my mate and my children! I will fight you with everything I have. Harry! I have to see you I have to know you’re okay.



-They place is not real! These are just memories, this is not the real you! I must find you! Now!



“Harry!”



“Mr. Malfoy, you are awake.” The silver vampire helped Draco to a sitting position.



“Lantis, Where’s Harry and My god father?”



“They had to move you from the room Mr. Potter is reliving his darkest memories and needs the Professor’s attention.”



“How long have I’ve been out?”



“43 hours. I am glad you woke first Mr. Potter is going to need you when he awakes. Right now he is lost and is trying to find his way back. It would be best if you help him return to us.” It didn’t take much convincing to get Draco up and running.



The Slytherin rushed to his mate’s side but his weaken body had him stumbling and falling over the rugs and furniture. When he opened the door to the guest room he saw Harry’s sheets soaked in blood. He rushed in and took the pregnant teen from Lupin’s arms.



“What the hell is going on? Why is Harry Bleeding?”



“Draco calm down. Harry is reliving his past which means all the old scars are reopening. We can’t heal him his magic is preventing us from treating him. It sees any magic as a threat to the twins. We have to change the sheets the muggle way and clean him up and try to heal him with salves.”



“I’ll do it. He is my mate and we have a courting bond so I can use magic on Harry.” Draco laid Harry back down on the bed. A quick wave of the wand the sheets were clean again and the soiled nightshirt was gone. “Professors, will you please leave us?”



“Draco, I don’t think that’s a good idea right now.” Remus was now in a panic. He did not want to fail his godson again.



“Please I have to remove his glamours. They are very powerful and only I can counter them. Please leave, I know that he does not want you to know about them, let alone see what those muggles did to him. Please let Harry have this. He hates for anyone to know how weak he was.”



“He’s not weak!”



“I know that! He is the strongest man I know, but he sees this as his weakness. He believe that a frighten child could have stopped the madness of his uncle and stood up to the beatings. He sees himself as weak and he doesn’t want you to see it.”



“But…”



“Remus come with me and let the boys be. I know want to help, but this is the best way we can help them now. We will be right out side if you need us Draco.” Severus pulled his reluctant mate out of the room leaving Draco to face Harry’s past.



“Come on love, fight them I know you can.” Draco took his wand removed the glamour. Tears filled his eyes as he watched the charm fade to reveal the horror that laid beneath. Slashes of a whip were cut deep I his skin. The knife carvings in his chest were open and bleeding making the word “FREAK” stand out in bright red blood. His stomach was still scared but unaffected as the magic protected the unborn children. But that is where it stopped. Sudden blood started to pour out from the rectum and the tears reopened.



“Oh no, Harry!” The Veelan managed to stop the bleed with a clouting charm. He then used an old healing spelling in Veelan to repair the damage done to his mate. Unfortunately that was not the end to the nightmare. “Snap!” One of Harry’s arms broke as his body began to shake with the impressions of being hit over and over again with the Curior.



Draco had no doubt in his mind that Harry was now in the memories of this passed visions of death eater meetings. He remembered the journal saying that Harry felt very cures the dark lord cast even the killing curse. He didn’t know who he hated more the muggles or the dark lord and following. It was getting hard to tell who did what to his poor Harry. Once Harry’s body had stopped he quickly poured potions down his throat. The veela began to rub the healing salve in to the reopening wounds and quietly chanted old healing charms over and over again. As one cut would heal another cut would open. It was a tiring process but he never wavered this was his mate and his children he had to take care of them be cause he would be lost with out them.



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It was now 52 hours and Severus was pacing the floor. Remus had taken to the couch as the fatigue was consuming his body. Neither had heard from Draco since he had asked them to leave. Lantis was lounging on the settee by the firing not at all worried about the two teens in the bedroom.



“My dear Professor you must relax Mr. Potter will come through just fine your potions are not to blame for his delay in waking.”



“I’m not your dear and I know my potions are not to blame. My godson has had a hard life and reliving it might end up breaking his mind. His body may recover but his mind may never heal.”



“You don’t have much faith in the boy do you?” Severus stopped his pacing and glared at the Sliver Vampire. “Mr. Potter is young and strong; he also as an equally strong mate. He will recover mind body and soul. He has much more to live for than this war as do you.”



“That maybe true but until I see him walk through that door I refuse to believe anything you say.”



“Do as you wish but at least stop pacing it is making you mate ill watching you going back and forth from this side to that side. He looks really green.”



“Remus? Are you alright?” the potion master abounded his nervous walk to comfort his mate.”



“I’m fine love, but you were making me dizzy with the pacing.”



“I’m sorry. You’ve been unwell since your transformation.”



“No I’m fine I’m just tired that is all. I’m just as worried about Harry as you are and all the blood made my stomach ill. I am fine Severus just sit here with me and I’m sure Draco will come out with news about Harry soon.” Severus wrapped his long arms around his mate and for the first time in years, he prayed.



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* “Who would have thought, that you would make the perfect whore, Mister Potter?” OW! He rammed a finger in me. Go away you bastard. “Even after Last night’s party you’re still virgin tight.” I feel the invasion leave my sore arse, Oh please let me die. “I’m going to make sure my seed took root. I will have a perfect heir, and you will carry it!” No, no, no, no please no more. I can feel his naked skin against me bare bum. AHHHHHHHH! It hurts the pain of that invading cock is tearing me apart. I whimper I a cry and plead as he thrusts his erection into me over and over again. In the end I just accept it. Once a whore always a whore, is it that right Uncle Vernon?



*Potions, why is it that every thing goes wrong in potion’s class? I mean I love potions but I hate potions class. Malfoy has been really quite since school started I hope he’s alright. Nott you idiot! Draco! My world goes black once again.



*These feelings are not mine. Whose are they? Why to I feel love? My life is supposed to be nothing but pain. I feel Draco, are these, his memories? Are these his feelings? Please love me.



*Those pictures I drew them. Oh how embarrassing Draco knows about them.



*Draco, he is so beautiful on a broom.



*Smoke, gas, Ron is carrying away from Draco! No! I need to stay! He’s hurt! Let me go! Let me go! Draco!



“DRACO!” Harry tried to sit up but he couldn’t his body felt heavy. The last of his memories flashed through his head and he began to cry.



“Harry it’s alright I’m right hear.” Draco tried to hug his mate but was pushed away.



“Don’t touch me.” the pregnant teen tried to curl up and hide. He felt nothing shame and he felt used and dirty.



“Harry?”



“Please go away. I can’t…” his voice came out in a broken sob. “Everything that makes me who I am is dirty and used. I’m nothing but a whore!” the Gryffindor screamed and thrashed against those arms that tried to hold him.



“No! Harry you are not a whore! You are my mate, and I love you. I know you were hurt and I know it was my bastard of a father who broke you.” He pulled Harry closer to him. “We both were used as weapons and as play things. You were use as a sex toy as, I was use as target practice. You were trained to fight for the light as I was trained to fight for the dark. We both found sanctuary in Hogwarts we also found each other. Yes everything that had happen made us who we are and I love you because you a strong enough to rise above it and keep fighting. I love Harry James Potter I choose you as me bonded mate my soul mate and I choose to love you till the day I die.”



“I… Love you too Draco.” Harry’s arms wrapped tightly around the veela’s waist afraid he might vanish if he let go. They held each other as he cried himself to sleep once again. He didn’t see the three figures in the doorway watching them with relieved smiles on their faces.