Misplaced Trust

hey everyone here is the next chapter well viewers around December 21 i will not be able to post any more chapters as i will be in New Jersey visiting my boyfriend so i will post as soon as i can i hope to finish posting this before hand but i dont know just letting everyone know

A/N

moar - wow arent you a deviant interesting

jeff - yep yep we couldnt do that to him for long

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The next morning everyone was gathered around the dinning room table. It was Christmas dinner as everyone seemed so joyful. Though its amusing to see Voldemort talking to Sirius as if they were brothers. Hermione and Pansy were giggling to themselves while Bella was showing off her engagement ring to Lily and Narcissa. Harry blushed every time Bella looked over at him and Ron elbowed him in the ribs good-naturedly. James pat his son on the back as Remus chuckled at Harry.

"Boy just wait til the honeymoon. We will be happy to babysit the twins." Sirius over hears this.

"Just dont come back with another set of twins please." Harry's blush deepens, but he laughs brightly.

"Afraid we'll have another Fred and George running about are you?" Ron gasps theatrically.

"Good lord, no!" Sirius laughs hard as James shakes his head.

"Im going to turn your son into a mini maruder." Lily promptly elbows James in the ribs.

"Our grandson will be nothing of the sort. He's going to be a perfect gentlemen." Hermione giggles.

"I think the daughter may give Harry some gray hairs." Pansy nods in agreement.

"With Bella as a mother she is going to be a knock out." Harry's chest puffs out proudly.

"How could she be anything else with genes like hers?" Voldemort smirks slightly.

"Though you should pray that niether of your twins has the sex drive that you and Bella seem to possess." James and Sirius both break into a fit of laughter.

Harry gapes at the Dark Lord, unsure how to react to such a person's humor. Ron, surprisingly, takes it all in stride, laughing and clapping Harry on the back.

"You'd never survive, mate." Narcissa chuckles softly.

"I think it will be a case of like mother like daughter." Bella shakes her head at her younger sister.

"Thanks Cissa your a big help." Harry turns to Voldemort, a mischievous look in his eye.

"You don't, you know. Demand virgin sacrifices, do you?" Voldemort smirks and chuckles.

"If shes cute enough maybe il take her as my own. Then again it would be a huge age gap. Not that you or Bella are ones to preach." Voldemort sipped the pumpkin juice in his goblet.

Harry frowns jokingly.

"I don't know. Sixty years in one hell of a 'gap'." The entire table laughs as Voldemort smirks.

"You know what they say Harry... your only as young as you feel. And i feel like a teenager... sometimes." Sirius pipes in.

"Other times you feel like a fossil." Harry slaps a hand over his face.

"I'm going to have to kill him after all." Bella giggles and takes his hand.

"He's kidding. Besides our lord has only ever had one woman plague his thoughts isnt that right?" Voldemort's snake face goes paler if possible.

Harry raises an eyebrow, as does Ron, both turning to look at Voldemort curiously. Voldemort keeps quiet as he stands up.

"I am going to retire to my chambers. Congradulations Harry and Bella." the man walks out of the room as Bella lets out a deep sigh.

Ron turns to Bella, frowning.

"Wha'd you do?" Harry elbows him hard in the ribs.

Bella rubs her stomach.

"He is very stubborn and refuses to admit it to himself of his feelings. Though there is nothing that we can do." Bella gently tightened her hold on Harry's hand.

Harry turns to his fiancee, and oh he loved that word, and bit his lip before asking.

"Okay. Who is it?" Bella bites her lip as she looks to her fiancee.

"Im not at liberty to say but i will say this. This is no way she would ever want to be with him." Harry watches Voldemort go and his curiosity gnaws at him.

He touches Bella's hand and kisses her cheek.

"I'll be back." Bella nods slowly as Hermione starts to talk about the twins again.

Voldemort was in his chambers pulling off his suit coat showing his black dress shirt. His ivory snake like skin almost translusent in the sunlight. Harry goes to grab the doorknob to Voldemort's personal chambers, but changes his mind, knocking on the doorframe instead. He concentrates on the part of his mind that always seems to know what mood the Dark Lord is in, trying to convey his concern.

"Who ever it is can go away." Voldemort said as he pulls off his tie.

Harry tilts his head to the side.

"It's Harry. Surely you can make an exception for the boy who everyone thinks is going to kill you someday." He grinned to himself.

A deep sign comes from Voldemort and nods.

"Fine come in." Harry opens the door and steps in, pushing it shut behind him.

He leans against it for a moment, looking the Dark lord over.

"So tell me about it." Voldemort turns his back to Harry as he sighs.

"I dont want to talk about it Harry."

"Why?" He asked simply.

"Because its hard for me to admit when i fail at something." Voldemort leans against the window sil looking out at the moon.

Harry shrugged.

"Hey, people fail. Seometimes it's better when you can tell someone. And it's not like I'm going to blackmail you or anything." He flashed a grin to Voldemort, hoping it would settle him a bit.

Slowly the snake man looked at him then sighs heavily.

"She is almost 50 years my junior... i thought she was just a tool to get back at Dumbledore... but i found myself feeling warm for the first time in years." Harry nodded, stepping farther into the room, but finding no chairs to sit on.

He stood in the middle of the room.

"And so?" Voldemort grips his bicep as he closes his eyes.

"Now... she is permanemtly on that old mans side... because of her jealousy of any woman who comes near you." Harry felt as though the floor had dropped from beneath him.

"A-are you...are you serious? You don't really...mean Ginny?" Voldemort slowly nods his head as he thought about his red headed angel.

Harry scratches the back of his neck and grins sheepishly.

"Er. She's not...um. You know she's crazy, right?" Voldemort chuckles.

"I guess i have to take responsiblity for that. Why do you say she is crazy?"

"She...er. I think she tried to kill Hermione." Voldemort sighed.

"I saw it in your memories." Harry crosses his arms, frowning.

"I've been meaning to ask about that. If you didn't actually try to kill me, why are we linked and what," He pointed to his scar. "Caused this?"

Voldemort sighed heavily.

"Its true that i did give you that scar but my curse was aimed at Dumbledore. I was trying to get him to leave but he some how managed to rebound the spell and send it to you. But by the time the spell hit you it had lost alot of its power." Harry nods.

"That makes a lot more sense than a baby surviving an already powerful curse from an extremely powerful wizard." Voldemort chuckles.

"Though i think your pretty strong yourself Harry." Harry nods without arrogance, understanding the truth of the Dark Lord's statement.

"Still. But I'm not sure what can be done about Ginny. I mean. It wouldn't be hard to get her here, but voluntarily? I doubt it." Voldemort shakes his head.

"I have lived a long life... there is no reason to subject that young maiden to a life with a fossil like me." Harry rolls his eyes.

"That's got nothing to do with it. I've...had feelings for people that were adults before I was even born before, so I don't judge. I just think it's going to take a miracle to get her to see reason. If she's at least on our side, you'll have a chance to know her."

"I already know her... her deepest desires, fears, dreams.... everything... but to have her in my arms is one thing that will never happen." Voldemort's voice sounds nothing like the overlord of darkness and more of a love struck teenager who is so deep into his own depression he cant fathom a way out of the depths of dispair.

Harry sighs, knowing he'll try to convert Ginny, if only for his Lord. He runs a hand over his face. This, he thinks, is going to be...difficult.

"Alright. I can handle this."

"Deal with pending father hood Harry. Forget about what i have told you. It means nothing against the happiness of your soon to be wife and the two children growing inside her." Voldemort steps back sighing heavily.

Harry nods, opens his mouth to speak, then closes it again, thinking it might be better to ask Bella before declaring anything.

"Fine." He says calmly and leaves the room.

Everyone had already gone to their own devices. Ron and Draco were outside playing Quidditch with James as Bella was in their nursery that was quickly taking shape. Though in a room not far from Voldemort's room was Sirius and Remus's room. Several growls and moans were heard coming from the room. Harry chose to ignore the growls and made his way to Bella, knowing where she must be. He came up behind her and dropped a kiss onto her shoulder.

"How is it you seem to know more about everyone's lovelives than anyone else?" Bella chuckles.

"I am the only follower to ever hear my lord pleasure himself while crying out that girls name. It wasnt hard to figure out." Bella smiled as she looked at the two circle shaped cribs.

Harry dropped his forhead onto her shoulder, groaning.

"Remind me never to ask you anything like that ever again." Bella grins.

"Though i did over hear Sirius and Remus going at it in their room. Rather hot and heavy dont you think so Harry?" Bella wondered if Harry still got turned on by the thought of two men having sex.

Harry pulls Bella abruptly against him, his hands on her waist.

"Playing with fire, love." He warned, his voice low and sexy.

Bella smirks as she turns to him breathing into his ear.

"You know you like the thought of a hard cock moving deep inside you. It turns you on right?" Harry swallows and nods before nipping at Bella's neck. "Would you like my strap on deep inside you?" Bella flicked her tongue deep inside his ear.

Harry released a shuddery breath, his hands tightening on her hips. He nodded, unable to speak. Bella grins.

"Well then why dont you go into the room and get comfortable." Harry briefly hugs Bella before dropping a kiss onto her forhead and making his way to their room, unobstrusively adjusting his now uncomfortable trousers.

Once there, he strips off and lays in the middle of the bed. He reaches into the night-stand and retrieves the oil they hadn't had a chance to use since the first time. He sits it close to him and lays back, determined not to touch himself until Bella gets there. Bella comes in as she already donned the strap on. Her belly not being able to hide it. She crawled onto the bed with him.

"My Harry arent you anxious." Harry grins sheepishly, taking the oil and popping it open.

"Maybe a bit." Bella gently takes it and rubs it all over the toy and moves her now slick finger deep inside Harry.

She could feel herself cletch around the part of the strap on that was slid inside her. Harry bends his knees to give Bella better access, his head tilting back. He tangles his fingers in her hair, his thumb moving over her petal-soft lips. Bella grins and curls her finger up brushing against his sweet spot. Harry arches off the bed, crying out. His free hand comes immediately to his cock and he squeezes the base before stroking himself.

"Hah...Bella..." Bella grins and slides a second finger in pressing against his sweet spot.

"Ah ah ah Harry no touching yourself." Harry groans and releases his shaft, both hands gripping the sheets beside him. He rocks his hips and whimpers loudly.

"Please....now. Fuck me....Bella, please..." Bella grins as her fingers move away from his sweet spot so only the very tip of her nail touches it.

"Now are you ordering me around Harry?" Harry's whimpers turn desperate.

"Oh, God. No, no. Please come back." Bella grins and lightly puts pressure to his sweet spot but keeps it light.

"Now what do you want?" Harry's hot flush becomes a deep red as he tries to think of some way to express himself.

"I-I-I....I want....you to...to....God, please. Just..." He bites his lip, unable to finish.

Bella smirks and slips her fingers out with a pop. She slowly slides the strap on into her soon to be husband. She cried out at the feeling of the toy sliding deeper into her. Harry, too, cried out. Half in pleasure, half in relief. He canted his hips upward to meet her slow thrust, unmindful of the brief pain and eager for what Bella could give him. Bella moaned with him as she began to thrust her hips into him. She liked being in control of him. Harry's arms went automatically over his head, grabbing the headboard to steady himself as he met Bella's every thrust with one of his own. His moans got progressively louder and the headboard began knocking into the wall as their play got serious. Bella thrusted harder and faster brushing over his sweet spot everytime she moved in. She had one trick left that would send them both over the edge. She reached down and pushed a button on the strap on and it began to vibrate inside both of them.

Harry's cries reached a new octave as his body bowed out and his climax roared through him, shooting over his stomach. Bella screamed loud and climaxed onto the toy soaking it. Harry shivered at the sensation of the toy vibrating against his prostate. After the orgasm, it was almost too much and he mewled, his body curving sinuously. Bella moaned more as she still felt the vibrating inside her get to be too much. Though she didnt have the strength to turn it off. Harry's spine arched up and he felt the toy brush his sweet spot again. He groaned weakly, a second, less powerful, climax rushing over him. He shuddered, biting his lip hard. Bella gasped as she slowly reached down and turned it off. Harry slumped in relief, his shaky hands coming up to pet her shoulders.

"That...wow." Bella chuckles and waves her hand the strap on disappearing.

She holds him close.

"It was wow..." Harry kisses her forehead.

"I'm...I'm very happy, Bella." He says as though surprised by the fact.

"Im happy too." Bella pets his hair. "When do you think we should get married?"

Bella was suddenly very curious. Harry became suddenly quiet as he entertained the possibility that he might still be alive in the years to come. He nuzzles into Bella's neck and when he speaks, his voice is soft and anxious.

"I never told anyone...but I used to wonder...what would happen to me...once I'd outlived my usefulness. I mean..." He sat up slightly, looking down at the woman he loved more than life itself.

"What do you do with a wizard who is powerful enough to defeat the most powerful 'evil' in the wizarding world? You certainly don't let him wander the streets. I used to wonder...if I would just...have an accident of some sort after Voldemort died. Just slip away. And people would be sad, but they'd all think it was for the best..." His expression was one of an old fear resurfacing as he looked to Bella, as though to ask for reassurance.

Bella let her question fall away as she pulled Harry close.

"No you would never been killed by anyone unless you decided to give up." She held onto him tight.

She never wanted to hear him sound like that. Just at the moment their son and daughter decided to kick extra hard against her stomach and to Harry's stomach. Harry's expression softened and he ran a hand over Bella's middle. His eyes widened and he looked up at his fiancee.

"Hey! We don't even have names for them yet!" He laughs at his own forgetfulness.

Bella smiles as she was glad that look was gone from his face.

"Well... i wouldnt mind having them named what ever you decide?"

"I hadn't really thought about it...I would like for the girl to have...er." He blushes, afraid of sounding silly.

"Well. A flower name. Like my mother, and grandmother. She says it's...sort of a tradition." His eyes are bright and intent on Bella's.

"How about... Ivy or Dahlia?" Bella suggested.

Harry smiles and leans forward to kiss the end of Bella's nose.

"With a name like Dahlia, she's bound to be a little seductress like her mother." Bella giggles as she pinched his behind.

"It means Dweller in the Valley." Harry raises an eyebrow.

"Does that mean you want her to be a lesbian?" He can't keep a straight face and grins.

Bella purses her lips then lands a hard smack to his behind.

"Ill spank you so bad Harry. Besides if she is a lesbian i dont mind." Harry hisses at the smack, giving Bella a 'don't you dare' look before speaking.

"Nor I, but you must admit, it's funny."

"So what about our son?" Bella rubed her hand over his red behind.

Harry shimmied against Bella's hand, the slight sting of her smack still present.

"Um. I'm not good with names, really. I come up with really weird ones and then hate them the next day."

"How about Riven?" Bella suggested.

Harry grins.

"Makes me think Rivendale. Tolkein." He frowns slightly, wondering if she'll know what he's talking about.

Bella tilts her head slightly.

"Tolkein? Who is that?" Harry shrugs.

"Muggle author. Wrote about elves and dwarves and whatnot. Rather good, actually. Legendary among muggle literaries. I like the name though. Riven." Bella giggles and pets his hair.

"So we have Dahlia and Riven." Harry nods.

"Lovely." He drops another kiss onto the tip of Bella's nose playfully.

Bella smiles and kisses Harry's nose lightly slapping his ass. Harry hisses and gives her the same warning look he gave earlier.

"What are you doing?"

"Meerly seeing if you will show a little anger." Bella was also trying to see if Harry go turned on by it for future knowledge.

Harry hummed, pressing back against Bella's hand slightly.

"Anger is far from what I'm feeling at the moment." He says with a smirk.

Bella smirks and grips the end of his chin.

"That will have to wait for another day." Bella gets up and slowly walks to the bathroom.

She felt a little light headed. When Bella wobbled slightly, he was instantly beside her, his arm around her waist.

"You alright?" He asked with concern.

Bella leaned against the vanity.

"Just need a glass of water." Harry made sure she was stable before running, naked, to the bathroom and retrieving a glass of water for her.

"Here you are." He offered the glass, the worry still in his eyes.

"Is this...er. Normal?" Bella nods as she slowly sips the water.

"Severus says that since im having twins its more of a drain on my body. Also i cant keep up with the cravings they make me want." Harry's expression turned curious.

"Cravings?"

"Ya ive had the strangest cravings for food. For some strange reason when Lily was talking about a trip to America she took when she was younger she started to describe something called Nachos. My mouth started watering just at the thought of them." Bella gulpped down her saliva starting to drool at the thought of the chips and cheese.

Harry shrugged.

"Does she know how to make it?"

"Ya she made it and it was delicious but thats not the weirdest thing. There is this fish taco that Sirius used to eat when ever he could. The smell alone used to make me sick... now i can out eat him in those." Harry wrinkles his nose.

"I've had those. Ew." Bella rubs her forehead as she tries to stand straighter.

"For some reason its delicious to me now."

"Weird." Harry says, his head tilted at an inquisitive angle.

"And Snape says this is...normal? To suddenly like fish tacos and nachos?" Bella nods as she finishes the water.

"Blame Dahlia and Riven. Though i do get the occational chocolate craving." Harry perks up.

"Chocolate?" Bella nods.

"I usually get those... early in the morning when i wake up." Bella grins walking into the bedroom opening the drawer pulling out a large box of chocolates.

Harry grins and puts on his best puppy dog eyes.

"Want to share?" Bella chuckles.

"Alright." Harry yips and practically skips over to Bella, reaching in for a chocolate before hesitating, trying to decide which one to take.

Bella takes one and holds it to Harry's lips. Harry smiles and opens his mouth, taking about half the chocolate with his bite. He hums in approval as the taste of lemon fills his mouth, his favorite. Bella giggles and takes the other have savoring the sweet and sour treat. Harry spies a bit of chocolate on Bella's lower lip and leans forward to suck it off. Bella purrs and lets him.

"Your insansionable."

"Absolutely." He says, grinning. "I don't mind waiting if you're tired, though."

"I just dont want to upset the twins. They might not like their daddy stabbing them in the head." Bella giggled hoping that it sounded jokingly and not hurtful.

Harry's grin didn't waver.

"Alright. We'll let the little ones sleep for a bit then, shall we?" He said.

Bella smiled and took a chocolate into her mouth and kissed him as the chocolate melts instantly between their tongues. Harry wrapped his arms around Bella as they kissed, his arms holding her to him. He suddenly had the feeling that everything he'd been doing, every step he'd ever taken, had been to move himself closer to this. To love, to family, and to the rest of his life. Bella cradles his head as she sucks on his tongue slowly pulling them to the bed. 10 years of marriage should have ruined her views of marrying again. But with Harry he had not only loved her the way she always wanted to be loved, he also had given her two children. Now she was going to pay him back by giving herself to him in the most permanent way possible. Harry followed quietly until they lay down. He pulled back, nipping her lower lip as he did so.

"I thought...?" Bella smiled carressing his cheek.

"I thought you might want to lay down."

"Oh." He blushes and smiles sheepishly.

"Right." He lays down beside Bella, hoping she doesn't think badly of him.

Bella giggles and picks up another chocolate and holds it to his lips.

"One last one?" Harry nods, taking the chocolate from her fingers before licking them clean.

He bites down on the chocolate in his mouth and tastes caramel. He makes an 'mmm' sound to Bella as it melts over his tongue. Bella smiles and holds him close. She sucks on his lip.

"I think a nap would be good right now." Harry nods and continues to give Bella tiny kisses as though he can't seem to get enough, before finally drifting off.

Bella drifts off with him as she holds him close.

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