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I awoke to a comfy pillow under my head, someone must of put me here in the bedroom because I last remember being in the library. Through the window was light snow falling onto the already thick blanket over all surfaces, the glass itself had snowflakes looking through. I turned over to an empty bed, he wasn’t there, good. I had no wish to see him, he always changed, sometimes nice sometimes nasty. I give up with him, im not even going to try and make an effort to get on with him anymore, I hate the bastard. He thinks I love him? He doesn’t even know the meaning of the word!

“How’s my pet this morning?”,

“If your talking to me master then im the same as always”, my head was bowed by his magic so I couldn’t look at him, not that I wanted to

“Who else would I be talking to?”, he snarled

“I don’t know master its just im not your pet, I don’t have a collar and lead do I?”

“You don’t need one seeing as you have a mark what does more than show ownership. I have something for you”

“A beating, a torture or just a general punishment master?”, I replied quietly, he didn’t reply but came over and put something round my neck.
“What is it?”, I asked curiously, I couldn’t really see because I couldn’t move my neck, he released me and I put my hand to my neck. A chain. I looked down to see a silver chain with a green emerald heart glistening above my breasts. I glanced up at him confused.

“It can heal whatever it touches, apart from that its just a regular necklace”

“But why master?”,

“Its Christmas and you said it was important to you. I put you to sleep because if I didn’t you would have been on your own for a few days with only Rodulphus, I don’t care about your loneliness but I don’t want you with someone other than me for longer than I want”, he replied with a shrug looking face.

“Oh…thank you master its beautiful”, it really was, I played with it between my fingers while I listened to him.

“I thought you would like it, are you going to behave today? Cepheus Perseus is coming to see you-”

“-Him? He was nice master but I just don’t like him much…”, I said quietly, looking back down at my necklace.

“Too bad! You don’t make the decisions!”, he growled

“I know master, you know in future you don’t have to put me to sleep, Id prefer to be doing something other than sleeping master”

“Ill keep that in mind, now get ready!”

“Yes master”, I got up to the bathroom and said thank you just before going in. the necklace was truly beautiful, there was no there word! I cant believe he would get me it…but it still doesn’t really make up for being away from home. I imagined being at home with mum and dad as a child, opening presents, eating Christmas dinner, even pulling a cracker or two! And then we would all sit and watch a good film and fall asleep…I wonder what they’re doing this Christmas? They don’t even know I exist if Voldemort really did take away there memories like I requested in my note. I sniffled a cry but it wasn’t worth it. Christmas huh? First time away from everyone and im not even doing anything today, just learning the dark arts! Look at the bright side, next year I might just be at home where im supposed to be, he might even be dead and it will be just me and my wonderful baby.

A girls gotta dream.

I pulled on a green, very short dress and underwear-including black stockings, he makes every outfit slutty! The necklace suited my outfit but it didn’t exactly bring out my eyes, I laughed and walked back into the bedroom. Voldemort was standing by the fireplace, as soon as he turned to look at me, I curtseyed with my head bowed down beyond my control-thankfully I didn’t have to crouch on the floor but it was still humiliating either way.

“You will only be with him for a few hours and then you will return to me, most of my followers celebrate this season so they are all away, except Draco and his mother are staying-the ministry have been out to question them ever since Lucius ’disappearance’”. Great Malfoy’s about.

He showed me to the great hall but he didn’t enter so I arrived alone.

“Your looking good this Christmas morning my dear”, Perseus said to me as I turned to him,

“Thanks I guess, so what are you teaching me? You know I don’t want to but as you also know I have to”

“I wont tolerate rudeness but im sure you’ll realise im more lenient than your master, torture is something im not a big fan of. You are skilled in the use of the art but you could be much better if your mind was connected to your wand”, huh? This guy is going to confuse and annoy me a lot, I could tell.
“The cruciatus curse, you can just say a word and there’s pain-it’s the power behind the pain what’s important, put your mind to it, want it…”, it went on like that for hours, it was interesting but frustrating for me. He didn’t use any painful curses on me but gave me a few uncomfortable ones, pain wasn’t his thing-mental torture was! All he did was put me down and insult me, I wish I could of hurt him as much as I wanted but I couldn’t.

“I’ll be leaving then, I have places to go, Christmas and all”, he said and left with no other words suddenly, good. I almost forgot it was Christmas, feels more like a ‘normal’ day in this prison, my prison. What do I do now? I cant apparate because the doors locked, I never learnt properly and that’s just too risky and Voldemort’s not here to take me back to his chambers. I had magic, I could feel it, but it was useless when there was nothing to do!

“Expecto patronum!”, I screamed out of boredom to nothing, a silver figure slivered out of my fingertips, it wasn’t an otter but something scaly, a snake. Its changed. How has it changed! it circled me as I looked on in confusion and shock, this makes no sense. I haven’t changed so why…

“Nice patronus mudblood”, someone said from behind me, I jumped in shock and the snake disappeared into vapour, I turned to see the one slytherin I wasn’t in the mood for. Draco Malfoy, just fucking great.
“What aren’t you going to say anything? A hello or even a merry Christmas?”, he said sarcastically, he doesn’t know I have to call him sir and I wont! Not him. “Cant speak now, cat got your tongue? If you don’t answer me im going to be forced to hurt you!”

“No you wont, you cant because im protected, even if you could you would be no match for me sir”, fuck I couldn’t help it!

“Oh so calling me sir now, as least you know your rightful place-below me. I know I cant hurt or touch you, im not that stupid to even try”

“What do you want then sir?”, I snarled, he was loving this I knew it, I could see the glory shining through his eyes and his smirk didn’t make me feel any better.

“I love this, if only I could order you around, id love to make you do some humiliating entertainment for me!”, I sat down on a chair at the table, he gave me a dirty look but sat down as well and made some food appear, and took a bite of some lamb chops. “Nice necklace by the way, the green suits you in that dress, present from your master?”, he gloated.

“Yes actually sir”, I said annoyed, “So are you going to tell me why you’re here?”

“Its Christmas so cheer fucking up!”, he handed me a piece of bread which I ate, “the dark lord said I had to stay with you since he’s…occupied”, he sounded slightly disgusted at the last bit.

“What’s wrong sir? Not that I care but it will be fun for me to here your disgust at something other than mudbloods”, I didn’t care that I had just put myself down, I wanted to know what Voldemort was up to and why it was so horrible for Malfoy.

“Well you really want to know? He’s in his chambers with my mum, that was the agreement, he protects her while it’s the Christmas holidays and she does certain…things for him”, he looked like he was hating every minute of it.

“What do you mean sir?”

“Do you want me to spell it out you dumb bitch! He fucks her so we can stay here, clear enough you fucking slut!”, he shouted and threw a plate on the floor. I knew he wanted to hurt someone, probably me but knew he couldn’t, I actually felt a bit sorry for him but I felt a bit weird. Angry. No, betrayed? How can I feel like that? Voldemort probably ahs a whole harem of woman he visits, but I just never thought of him being with someone else, I mean he gets enough of a fuck from me! How much does he need really?

“Im sorry sir, I don’t like you but just feel lucky you can see your friends at anytime, you still have your mum and well you can go home…”

“I don’t want your pity and im not going to pity you either! I don’t want to talk about it anymore now change the subject!”, he demanded, he was obviously upset but wouldn’t show it purposely.

“Likewise sir, where did the food come from the house elves?”

“Yes but I thought you were against all that slave labour bull and your eating more than I’ve ever seen you eat in one go”

“Yes well I have my own problems sir, anyway I have to eat more now, I don’t want any healthy problems for us”, I replied

“What do you mean? us?”, he said puzzled

“Im pregnant sir, still have over 8 months till due date but its best to be careful early. Im not supposed to tell anyone but he’s pissed me off!”

“Shit! Granger never thought you’d get knocked up so young and the dark lords too!”, he gasped in amazement

“Yeah well I don’t give a toss about my master, I didn’t wan to get pregnant but now its happened…”, I smiled.

“Er, well I don’t know what to say, congrats I guess?”, he said confused, I laughed and picked up a knife. I wonder if this necklace really works…I slowly sliced it down my arm, it hurt horribly and Draco got up in horror, he flicked his wand and the knife flew out my hand.
“What the fuck are you doing!”

I ignored him and raised my arm to the emerald pendant and slightly touched it, immediately it glowed and I watched as my skin healed itself, the blood still on my arm but no marks.
“Its works then”, I told myself with a half smile.

“Healing necklace, could of warned me! Thought you were gonna top yourself!”, Draco gasped and fell back into his chair.

“I wouldn’t of thought you of all people would care about that sir”, I laughed, I mean it was funny.

“No! but if you die in my presence then im going to get the fucking blame!”, he moaned and sipped some firewhiskey.

“Some Christmas huh? I never would of thought id spend it here of all places sir and being with you is weird enough! No offence”

“None taken, but isn’t that unusual to me, Christmas I usually get presents, have dinner with the parents then stay in my room. My father wasn’t the Christmas type, but my mother loves it, we never really celebrated it because of him though. Even now though im not with my family or friends even”

“Nope your stuck with me sir, so what did the slytherin prince get?”, I sniggered, the nickname suited him a lot.

“Not much, new broom, quality robes, hand of glory-brings light to the holder, owl-bits and pieces you know, I didn’t get as much this year as usual but I cant be bothered to tell you everything”, he bragged, my jaw dropped in shock at how spoilt he was, “What?”

“Not exactly spoilt are you sir?”, I said sarcastically, “I didn’t ever get that much-nowhere near! This necklace my master got me is probably the most…well I don’t know sir”, Draco looked a bit shocked at my last comment, it was my turn to question, “What?”

“Nothing, its just its almost unheard of for someone to give there slave a present, but the dark lord? You must have done something ‘special’ for him, it is nice though, never seen one like that before! must have been way expensive!”

“Oh, well I didn’t ask for it I just said I wanted to do something for Christmas, well I didn’t I just mentioned it sir, I hate having to call you sir! Its pissing me off now!”, I growled while he laughed

“It suits you, finally regarding me as your superior”

“If I could id curse you so much, but I can only do small spells while in this room, unless I get permission sir”, I threatened with a smile, “I was wrong before, you have changed, well to me sir. Your still a nasty piece of work but you seem alright…for a deatheater”.

“Ill take that as a compliment thanks, and I suppose your alright as well. So what you want to do? Im bored as anything and its Christmas!”, he moaned

“I don’t know sir! Wait…how did you get in here?”, it was locked before

“The door…bloody hell woman! I thought you were clever!”

“If its not locked then we can go somewhere else, seeing as the only place I’ve seen here sir is this room, my masters chambers and the dungeons, I want to go somewhere else. That alright?”

“Your right, well I cant go snooping around, but we can go to my room”, he said as he got up and went to the door, I followed, his room was on the floor below Voldemort’s chambers. Malfoy put his hand on the door and it opened with a click.

The room was big-smaller than Voldemort’s but big enough, it was green and cosy looking, he motioned for me to sit on a leather sofa by the large fireplace as he sat next to me.

“I like the room sir, I wouldn’t of thought my master would do the place up so nice for you”

“He didn’t, its an imitation of my room at home, everything’s the same”

“Wow its nice, your house must be massive sir! Its only you and your mum as well…”

“Yeah we have big manor, passed down the family and thanks I like it to. Wanna play cards?”, he added unexpectedly

“What? Oh cards, yeah sure, not muggle ones are they sir”, I said with a slight laugh, he pulled out a small pack from his robe and sure enough were wizard ones. “How do you want to play”

“These are poker cards-strip poker, mates got them for me as a joke, your forced to take a piece of clothing off each time, never thought id get a chance to play. Especially with you!”, he smirked and dealt them out, I was going to say no but Voldemort’s getting some action why cant I have a laugh?

“Well I was wondering what’s under those robes of yours sir”, I smirked, he replied with a simple ‘likewise’. The next hour was probably the most fun I’ve ever had in this place, Malfoy had a good body, muscular and bigger built than I thought. Soon we were both in just our underwear, the next hour was a blur but the end result was me and Malfoy naked in bed together breathing heavily, my necklace was still glistening-it just wouldn’t come off!

“That game was better than I expected sir”, I half laughed, half gasped, he wasn’t like Voldemort, he was more ‘loving’, he wasn’t as big as Voldemort but still brought me pleasure, never thought id ever think that!

“If id known you were a good fuck before, I would of done you ages ago!”, he gasped and turned over on top of me again, “I can see it now, us two having quickies between lessons if you were still at school”

“In your dreams sir”, I teased and played with my hair, he smiled back then quickly got up off me, “What!”

“He’s going to kill me! Im not supposed to touch you!”

“No he wont, he would only do that if you raped me sir. He might be angry but just with me, don’t worry about it”, I replied, what I was saying was true, im probably going to get beaten when I get back…but in a way I did it on purpose, to get my own back on Voldemort for shagging someone else. Even though he could, he is the dark lord, I felt a ting of jealousy….?

Malfoy put his clothes back on but someone burst through the door, Voldemort.

“Where is she-what are you doing!”, his voice no more than a whisper.

“Me and Draco entertained ourselves master, while you were…busy”, I said simply and got up out of the bed, still naked.

“Were going to have a talk then my slut”, he grabbed my arm and apparated me back to his chambers. He was angry, very. I could see it burning in his eyes, threatening me, I sat casually down on the sofa and he looked even more furious.

“What’s the problem master?”, no reply just a crucio, it was one of the worst he’s ever hit me with and I couldn’t help but scream my heart out. He finally stopped the curse leaving me gasping on the floor, I was aching all over and it hurt like hell pushing myself back up again.

“Fancied a fuck did you then?”

“No, we were playing a game master, we just got carried away…its more than I can say for you though”

“I think your lying, you wanted it, lets see how he measures up to me”, he growled and pinned me to the floor

“What are you doing master! I’ve done nothing wrong! How comes you can fuck whoever you want but I must be just yours?”, I breathed, that earned me a slap as he pulled off my clothes.

“Your mine, I am not yours, I can do what I want! Im not going to punish Draco, but you…”, he whispered as he thrust hi full length deep into me, tears came to my eyes, I didn’t deserve this. I didn’t even try to struggle, so many times he’s been inside of me I know struggling will do nothing. It was like being stabbed at steady pace, but so much worse, if I didn’t have protective spells on the baby it would surely be dead by now.
“Your mine bitch”, he growled as he got up off of me, “Tell me who you belong to”

“You master”, I whimpered

“That’s right slut, remember I know when you feel pain or pleasure so any quickies I will know about”, he threatened, “Im not going to punish you any further because I have other things to do, but you will not be touched by anyone else, you will not touch anyone! I am the only one”

“Why are you ok with Rodulphus then master?”

“Not anymore, your mine, just mine”, relief washed over me,

“Thank you master…I mean, Im glad your not giving me to anyone else”, I quickly added, I bowed my head and healed myself with the necklace. I instantly healed and felt better, I didn’t get up though, I just leant against the back of the sofa.

“The necklace is useful to you then. The Malfoy’s will be here till new years day, they wont affect me or you, and you aren’t to go near Draco without my permission”

“Yes master…you’ll be fucking her till then I gather”

“That’s my business what I do, I do have more things to do than fuck people all day, but when I do that’s my own business”, he finished

“Master, I’ve been here for most of the year now, id of thought you’d be sick of me by now, I always thought, use, abuse, dispose, would be your motto”

“You don’t think your ever going to use what you’ve learnt while you’ve been here, one day you’ll thank me”

“I doubt that master but are you going to kill me when your finished with me?”

“I cant and I wouldn’t if I could, I will never be finished with you. Even when I win the war you will be here with me, remember that”, he disaparated. I looked over to the bed, it had been made but I could smell sex and it wasn’t from me, it disgusted me so I went out to do some light reading this Christmas day.

*

New year came and went, I didn’t see malfoy again. Unexpectedly Voldemort gave me a fireworks display in the grounds, it was beautiful and completely unlike him. I forgave him-in my head-for torturing me when he gave me a kiss, I liked him when he was nice…pity he wasn’t always like that.

We grew closer since christmas, I saw him at least once everyday and I became attracted to him…the dark lord? I couldn’t help it though, not only was he physically attractive but he was so intelligent-if me and him were at Hogwarts he would be number one on my crush list-if he wasn’t in slytherin. I sound like a school girl…but I am one, its weird I still should be in school, I still have just over of school years left, and yet I wont see them. I wouldn’t give in to him, yes I felt an attraction but I wouldn’t give him the pleasure of me wanting to practise the dark arts. That was my life though, dark arts, dark arts, sex, dark arts…my life belongs to him so its his choice. At least im not being raped by random deatheaters! Rodulphus was ‘devastated’ when he found out, he quickly Crucioed me but didn’t touch me in anyway. Good.

Soon I was 8 weeks pregnant. Nothing was different with my general life, it just depressed me to think how long I had been here! I hadn’t been pregnant long but I could already feel my body changing a bit, my breasts felt just a bit heavier and very tender, and already getting morning sickness-I dread to think what its going to be like when I have a massive belly! I got into the habit of rubbing it lightly with a smile when I was bored, I hope it’s a good baby, not to take after its father.

I was once again in the library reading one of the thousands of books it had to offer when I felt Voldemort sit down next to me.
“Reading again, you must have a library in your head”

“Better than no knowledge master, you must remember if I want here I would be at school learning, im merely catching up and learning some extra things. A not so clever witch isn’t particularly useful for myself or you, wouldn’t you agree master?”, I stated while skimming a book on charms.

“You are right. How is the mother of my child today then?”

“The same, im getting morning sickness already master! Thanks for asking though, I should go to sleep I’ve been in here for hours, I just get sick of seeing the same things everyday master”, I said before getting up.

“Ill give you access to the grounds then, you’ve behaved well and I understand the feeling of seeing the same walls everyday. Tomorrow”

“Thank you master! That will be brilliant, the gardens are so beautiful, it’s a wonder how you made them so”, I smiled

“it’s a way of clearing my mind when I have no one to torture or kill-either way I feel better”, he said seriously. Murder brings him peace. I half hugged and kissed him before going to the bedroom.
Things aren’t that bad really…