Looking Through Your Eyes

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Looking Through Your Eyes
By Angelwings Sorrow


Chapter 21 “Please forgive Me.”

After three weeks in the preverbal doghouse Harry was finally allowed back in to their rooms. He was glad to be away from his godfathers, not that he didn’t love them, it was just even with the silencing charms the living room walls still shook. It was not hard to guess what they were doing. After two days with them he wished he were back in the room of requipment.

After putting his foot in his mouth Harry had run in to town an bought the biggest stuff dragon and pleaded with his bed room door for hour before the Draco opened the door to take the offered gifted and throwing out his trunk. He spent the first week in the room of requipment. Everyday he’d send Draco chocolate roses spell to look and feel like real roses. Yet another failed attempt to woo back his mate.

The second week Remus dragged him out of the room of requipment and down to the dungeons. The werewolf said that she should stay with his family and that this would be an excellent time to get to know Severus. Well he soon learned the mating habits of the werewolf and his mate. Not even 10 minutes through the door the potion master drag his mate to the bedroom. By dinner they both came out thoroughly shagged out. This went on every day and he didn’t understand. ‘Why?’ why would any one in their right mind want to be subjected to that kind of pain? Sex hurt and it was painful but this was not the case for his godfathers. They both looked so happy and in love that he couldn’t help envy them.

So this was added incentive to get back with Draco. Harry had really missed his mate. He felt safe in his arms especially at night when the pasted chased him with memories of his more rough and dominate clients. He would wake in a cold sweat feeling shame and dirty for what was done to him and there was nor Draco to hold him and tell him he wasn’t a freak. Along with the chocolates, which were sent every morning without fail,he would send little trinkets and toys to show how sorry he was. He also tried to talk to him during class but was given the silent treatment. He pleaded with Hermione and Ginny to ask Draco to forgive him on his behalf. It was another week before Draco spoke to him and that was only to tell him “Thanks of the candy and stuff but your still not forgiven.”

Half way in to the third week Harry decided to put his heart and soul on the line in front of every one he spent the entire night in the room of requipment put all his charm skills to the test to create the first song howler. The next morning Hedwig flew in to and delivered soft pink letter along with his daily chocolates. Draco abandoned his breakfast in favor of his chocolates. He had gotten really spoiled by them and looked forward to them each morning. As he ate on of the petals he open the letter wonder what Harry had to say in begging for forgiveness. Suddenly the sounds of piano filled the room. And the letter tore up into little hearts and Draco’s former voice started to sing. The whole hall was silent as they watch Harry’s memories of his time with Draco flash in the charmed ceiling a above.

I still feels like our first night together

Feels like the first kiss and…

It’s getting better baby

No one can better this

I’m still hold on and you’re still the one

The first time our eyes met it’s the same feelin’ I get

Only feels much stronger and I wanna love you longer

You still turn the fire on


So if you’re feelin’ lonely… don’t
You’re the only one I’d ever want

I only want to make it good

So If I love you a little more than I should…


Please forgive me I know not what I do

Please forgive me I can’t stop lovin’ you

Don’t deny me


This pain I’m going through

Please forgive me

If I need ya like I do

Please believe me

Every word I say is true

Please forgive me I can’t stop lovin’ you

Still feels like are best times are together

Feels like the first touch

We’re still getting’ closer baby

Can’t get close enough but I’m still holdin’ on

You’re still number one

I remember the smell of your skin

I remember everything

I remember all your moves

I remember you

I remember the night ya l know I still do

So if you’re feelin’ lonely… don’t

You’re the only one I’d ever want

I only want to make it good

So If I love you a little more than I should…


Please forgive me I know not what I do

Please forgive me I can’t stop lovin’ you

Don’t deny me


This pain I’m going through

Please forgive me

If I need ya like I do

Please believe me

Every word I say is true

Please forgive me I can’t stop lovin’ you

The one thing I sure of

Is the way we make love

And the one thing I depend on

Is for us to stay strong

With every word and every breath I’m prayin’

That’s why I’m sayin’...

So if you’re feelin’ lonely… don’t

You’re the only one I’d ever want

I only want to make it good

So If I love you a little more than I should…

Please forgive me I know not what I do

Please forgive me I can’t stop lovin’ you

Don’t deny me


This pain I’m going through

Please forgive me

If I need ya like I do

Please believe me
Every word I say is true

Please forgive me I can’t stop lovin’ you


By the end of the sound Draco was in tears. Harry really loved him and it was not just because he was carrying his children. He franticly looked around for Harry but he had not come down for breakfast. He ran up to the head table and pleaded with Remus for the whereabouts of his mate. The werewolf took pity on the young mother to be and told him where Harry could be found. Draco ran as fast as his pregnant body would allow outside and down to lake.

“Draco are you alright? Why are you running? You should sit down and rest!” Harry panicked when he saw his mate sobbing and running toward him. He stood up to meet the smaller boy only to be knocked down as Draco jumped in to his arms.

“Oh Harry I’m sorry for throwing a snit I missed you so much I love you so much I forgive you please forgive me for being a Prat.”

“Love I forgive you. I know I was wrong I missed you terribly please can I came home.”

“I’d like that. My home is with you, you have my heart.” even through the tears Draco snog the life out of him. The kiss was cut short with the thundering cheering that was behind them. Turns out the whole school had followed the smaller teen and were happy to see the two seekers happy once again.

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“Harry?”

“Huh?” Harry was brought back to the present by the soft call of his mate.
“Are you okay, love?” the Veelan crawled on the bed and curled around his mate.

“I’m fine just thinking of how much I love you.”

“I love you too.” Draco dropped a kiss on top of Harry’s head and held him closer. “Severus says the potion should be done soon, maybe in time for Christmas.”

“Yeah hard to believe it’s been over two months. It feels like it has been years. I got my mum back two new godfathers and a beautiful mate all in one go.”

“Yes it has been over whelming for both of us but I think the mate thing is the best thing to happen to you.”

“Yes” chuckled the Veela “it has be the best part.”

“Harry it’s has been quite I am worried Dumbledore has been avoiding us since the gas incident and father hasn’t made a move since then and you-know-who hasn’t sent any visions.”

“I know I’m worried too. But Severus and have been doing research about the armor of the founders. I have already received the Gryffindor sword and the Slytherin shield we’re now trying to find the other two pieces. It is said that Helga Hufflepuff had chest armor made of the last silver tree after it fell. The silver tree is stronger then any know metal or wood. Rowena Ravenclaw had a headband made of the Elvin crystals of Airison. The crystals helps control and guide elemental magic. But so far we have no idea where to look for them.”

“I could write my mother she is descended from the Ravenclaw line through her mother’s side. Maybe she might have an Idea or two.” Draco felt left out in things because of his temporary pregnancy. He was defiantly looking forward to switching back. He hate feeling helpless unable to protect his mate and feeling dependant on his form body to protect him and their children.

“That’s a great idea love…” suddenly Remus’ head popped through the fire.

“Harry you’re needed now the silver Vampires have returned and I don’t think they come in peace.

“I’m on my way.” Then the head in the fire disappeared.

“Hell Harry you are not going!”

“I’m sorry love this is my job.”

“Well what about when we switch back? You’re not going to put our children in danger!”

“Draco it’s my fate.” Oh now he was pissed. Draco jumped out of bed and slapped his former face.

“Don’t you pull this fate destiny shit with me, Harry Potter! You are only human! You are a child made of flesh and blood just like me. And I won’t let you kill yourself or our children for this war that should be fought by the adults!”

“That’s just it I’m not a child I never was. I love you Draco but this world believes I am their only hope. I can’t abound my responsibility to them or our twins. They are counting on me to bring them into a world of peace. I’m not doing this just because the world expects it I’m doing it because I want to protect you the twins and our future.”

“Stupid Gryffindor.” Draco couldn’t fight him; he knew Harry was right. He threw his arms round his mate trying to stop time and hold in there with his tears.

“Selfish Slytherin.” Harry chuckled affectionately before giving Draco on last kiss before her left for battle.

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“Remus what is going on?”

“The headmaster has double the wards to prevent the Silver vampires from entering the school after your last battle. So there are two standing outside the gates and ward they sent word that they only want the Veelan half-breed.”

“Well I’d hate to disappoint them.”

“Wait they are claim that want vengeance for their fallen brother they calling for a kousen no youkai. The battle of the demons.”