Troubled Love

Title: Troubled Love


Summary: A terrible accident happens in Potions, Harry becomes a girl. A cure is hard to make and will take a month. A month is a long time, things that change your life can happen in one month. Even though their not allowed DM/HP SLASH (not real slash... Yet)

Time: It takes place in their 7th year.

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Chapter two: In the library

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The rest of the day passed by without much struggles. Harry had to remind himself all the time that he was a girl. The whole day his skirt was being extremely annoying and his bra was beginning to itch, which was also pretty annoying. Every time he wanted to scratch his breasts Hermione slapped his hand, telling him it was inappropriate. (to Ron’s amusement)

It was also very difficult to walk on Hermione’s shoes. He made a mental note to buy flat shoes when he was going to buy new clothes suiting his ‘new’ body.

People who knew about the accident (which was the entire school within one hour) stared at him. Girls were giggling and boys were giving him hungry looks. Ron wasn’t pleased by this at all.

“Where are you looking at?” He spat when they were walking back to the Gryffindor tower after dinner.

“Those boys must drive you crazy, looking as if they want to pull you into the nearest closer and ravish you before you can even open your mouth” Ron said after giving the password to the portrait and walking into the common room.

“Eh... no, not really. I kind of like it” Harry answered blushing in crimson.

A shocked expression appeared on Ron’s face “What do you mean? I thought that potion didn’t mess with your mind...” Sitting down on the couch.

“It doesn’t” Harry said, looking to Hermione for help.

“Oh, so there’s nothing wronth yth your mind? You still think like a boy” Ron asked just to be sure, when Harry collapsed on thech nch next to him.

“Yep” Harry muttered

Ron let out a relieved sigh and made himself comfortable on the couch.

Hermione giggled softly and mouthed to Harry “One... two... three”

Ron shot up staring at Harry in shock, slowly his face began to become as red as his hair. “Harry, are you telling me you’re... That you’re gay?”

Hermione rolled her eyes and Harry muttered “Guess so..”

“Snape didn’t tell me about this side-effect!” Ron fumed, falling from the couch with a loud yelp.

“Oh for heavens sake Ron! It isn’t a side-effect you idiot!” Hermione practically yelled, obviously annoyed.

Harry was still blushing and waiting anxious how Ron would react.

Ron stared from Hermione to Harry and back “Let me get this straight...” Ron finally began after what seemed like ages. “You were gay before the accident..?”

Harry nodded

“And Hermione knew”

Harry nodded again

“And I didn’t?”

Harry shook his head before realizing how ridicules the question was.

“Why didn’t you tell me? I’m your best friend!” Ron exclaimed, looking furious.

Harry looked at his(actually Hermione’s) shoes, feeling horrible. “I didn’t know how you would react. Hermione found out by accident. Just realize how people would react if they knew that the boy-who-lived is gay. I’m sorry I didn’t tell you Ron... I guess I was just scared and embarrassed.” He whispered softly

“So you like boys. I don’t care! I care about the fact that you didn’t trust me enough to just tell me, I’m your best friend!” Ron yelled, luckily the common room wasn’t filled with people.

Harry remained silent, he didn’t know what to say. He had been wrong not telling Ron, but Ron would have to understand that he was scared and embarrassed.

“So... is there someone in particular?”

A smile appeared on Harry’s lips. He knew Ron had forgiven him. “Yes! But you’ll have to promise me you won’t fall from the couch again, that you won’t scream or throw yourself out of the window...”

Ron rolled his eyes “I think I’ll manage... Tell me!”

“....Draco” Harry whispered, blushing in crimson.

“Oh! I can understand that.” Ron said much to Harry’s surprise. When both Hermione and Harry stared at him with their mouth open he continued “Well All the girls like him!”

“I don’t” Hermione said

“Who do you like?” Ron asked

‘Here we go again....’ Harry thought trying not to laugh.

“Who do you like?” She shot back.

“I asked you first!” Ron yelled.

“I’m not telling if you’re not”

“How will I know you’re gonna tell me when I tell you?” Ron spat

“You don’t” Hermione smirked

“Well, I’m not telling you first” Ron said stubbornly.

“Neither am I! I’m going to the library” Hermione said with a somewhat disappointed look on her face. She picked up her book and walked out.

“Women” Ron muttered, letting himself drop on the couch next to Harry.

Harry giggled, rolling his eyes. It was so obvious they liked each other. They’re just too afraid to admit it. He gave up trying to get them together months ago.

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Dumbledore had arranged a special room for Harry, because it was found inappropriate to let him stay in his own dorm because he was a girl now. And because he was mentally still a boy he wasn’t allowed to stay in the girls dorm either. Harry was happy about this arrangement. He had his own room now.

The week passed by slowly and Friday evening around eight o’clock Harry sat on his bed, thinking about Draco and remembering the times they met during that week.

#Flashback#

Tuesday afternoon:

He had to buy new clothes and because he had absolutely no idea what size he had in ... well everything. Hermione decided it would be better to go with him.

“Come on! Don’t be such a baby!” Hermione practically yelled, pulling Harry’s arm. They were standing in front of some kind of bra shop in Hogsmeade and Harry absolutely refused to go in.

“Can’t you go in and buy it for me?” Harry begged.

Hermione let out an annoyed sigh and rolled her eyes. “How am I supposed to know what you find comfortable? Hell I don’t even know what color you like!”

“She’s absolutely right, you know.” A familiar voice said behind them.

Harry turned around and blushed “Oh... hi”

Draco smirked “So what is the problem.”

“Nothing” Harry said quickly.

Draco raised his eyebrows and turned to Hermione giving her an asking look.

“Harry here is afraid to go inside this shop.” She answered not looking to the fuming Harry.

“Thought so.” Draco smiled, obviously amused.

Harry looked at his feet, biting his lip. Suddenly he felt a hand entangled in his. He looked up with a confused look on his face.

“I’ll go with you!” Draco smiled, pulling Harry into the shop before he could even get over his chock.

“I forgot to buy some new quills” He heard Hermione say behind him, walking away quickly. ‘I can’t believe she left me alone!’ Harry thought watching Hermione leave, but he was far to nervous to remain angry with her.

“May I help you?” A lady asked.

“Yes” Draco answered, taking control. “We would like some bra’s and panties for her.”

“Right” The lady nodded “Which size are you, darling?”

“Ehm... Don’t know” Harry stuttered.

The lady frowned. “Which size are you wearing now?”

“Ehm... Don’t know” Harry whispered, Draco squeezed.

“Can’t you see what size she? Sh? She’s a bit inexperienced with this.” Draco smiled to the lady.

“Of course. Remove your cloak, dear.” She said, still smiling.

Harry removed his cloak and let the lady look at him for a second. She nodded and walked away, collecting all kinds of bra’s.

“Thanks” Harry whispered to Draco, when he was sure the woman wouldn’t hear it.

The woman walked back, “I didn’t know what you like so I brought everything I have in your size. Of course I didn’t pick the old-fashioned ones.”

She explained the effects every bra had to them.

“Well... uh...” Harry stared to the bunch of bra’s. He had absolutely no idea which one to pick.

Luckily for him Draco took over again and grabbed a sport-bra “For Quidditch”, a black one without straps “For underneath a dress”, a baby blue one and a pink one “for normal” and a black push-up bra “For me! Go on! Try them on!” Pushing Harry towards a small changing room.

Harry blushed, taking the bra’s from Draco with matching panties and walked into a changing room. His heart was pounding heart in his chest. Draco wanted him to buy a sexy black bra for him.... were they going to have sex?

Harry started to undress himself, hearing the lady and Draco talk to each other.

“So... Is she your girlfriend?”

“Yeah” (Harry gasped, totally surprised. ‘Does Draco know I can hear them?’)

“You’re lucky, she seems very sweet and she’s so cute when she’s so shy!”

“I know”

“So, Draco Malfoy.”

“Excuse me, how do you know my name?”

“Oh, it’s your hair. Your mother and father often come into my shop, together. So they know you have such a sweet girlfriend? They would be so delighted!”

‘Ooops....’ Harry thought, holding his breath.

“Of course they know!”

“You’re in Hogwarts right?” .........

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When after about tenutenutes Harry was still trying to put on his second bra he gave up and putted his clothes back on.

“They fir perfect!” Harry lied, grabbing a few more panties. After noticing he would be needing more than four panties.

“I’ll pay” Draco smiled, walking towards Harry.

Harry swallowed, “That’s really sweet, but I don’t want you to pay.” ‘If I let him pay, I’ll owe him something’ Harry thought.

“Well, at least let me pay this one” Draco smiled, grabbing the black one. “Since you’re wearing this one for me.” His hand slid around his waist “Just for the ... ... kiss me” Draco whispered in his ear pretending to give him a kiss on the cheek.

Harry flushed, he really wanted to kiss Draco. Even though it was just for the show. He bend forward and kissed Draco softly on his lips “Thanks” He whispered against Draco’s lips, before releasing them.

They turned, finding the lady look at them in utter awe.

#End Flashback#

Harry sighed, that wasn’t the only time they kissed.

#Flashback#

Thursday morning:

Harry had gave up all hopes kissing Draco ever again. He saw Draco a couple of times the day before, but Draco didn’t seem to notice him at all... So Harry dreaded going to the Great Hall for breakfast, knowing he would be gazing at Draco all the time and Draco wouldn’t return his gaze.

Someone knocked on the door, Harry knew it was Hermione.

“Come in” Harry said, still standing in his underwear. (which was his pink bra)

“Do you usually stand naked in your bedroom inviting boys in” An amused voice said behind him.

He turned around, blushing. “I thought you were Hermione.”

“Ah... I see, you’re wearing the wrong one.” Draco smirked walking towards him. Harry shivered when Draco kissed his shoulder, turning him around and pushed his straps down.

“What are you doing?” Harry whispered.

“Changing your bra” Draco smirked. “Where’s that black one.”

“In my wardrobe.” Harry answered, putting his arms over his bra to cover it a bit.

Draco grabbed the black bra he had given Harry two days before. “This will suit your much better.”

Draco gave Harry the bra and turned around so he could change himself. Quickly he putted on the bra and gave Draco a tap on the shoulder when he was finished.

Draco turned around and smiled. “Beautiful.” He took a step towards Harry, closing the space between them. Harry felt Draco’s cloak tickle against his belly and looked up right into a pair of grey, stormy eyes.

Draco pulled Harry tighter against his body, his hands resting on Harry’s lips. Harry bit his lip, waiting for Draco to make another move. He held his breath when he felt Draco’s hands move up and down a bit, caressing his skin. “You smell very nice” Draco whispered before capturing Harry’s lips into a kiss. Harry’s hands moved automatically to Draco’s blond and soft hair, he nibbled on Draco’s lip for a bit before deepening the kiss. Sucking Draco’s tongue in his mouth, Harry moaned.

The kiss ended when someone knocked on the door.

Harry groaned, already missing Draco’s lips. “Who is it?” He asked quickly putting on his shirt and skirt.

“It’s me” Hermione’s voice said.

“And me” Ron’s voice said.

Harry cursed and pushed Draco into the wardrobe, signing him to be quiet. He ran towards the door, opening it. “Sorry, I’m a bit late. Just go without me, I’ll be right there.”

“OK” Hermione said and the two of them walked away.

Harry closed the door and sighed relieved. “You can come out.”

Draco opened the door and stepped out, immediately walking to Harry again. “I have to go.” He said, kissing Harry again.

“Right” Harry said, feeling a wave of disappointment rush through his body.

“Make sure you wear that one more often” Draco smirked pointing to his breasts, he looked back and smiled one more time before leaving the room.

#End Flashback#


Harry took of his clothes. Thinking of Draco...

Al Harry could think about was Draco...

How he wanted to see him...

Touch him...

Smell him...

Kiss him...

Caress his face...

Make love to him...

Harry changed his mind and putted his clothes back on. He needed to see Draco, just see him. Right now! He couldn\'t stop himself.

’Draco’s probably in the library, just like Moine... studying’ Harry thought running through the corridors, heading to the library.

He saw Hermione was still there and (a smile came on his face) Draco was too. He walked to Hermione knowing boys were looking to him. Many boys had asked him out, since he became a girl. But no one was good enough when he started to compare them with Draco, they didn’t even come close.

\"Hey\" He smiled \"Came to pick you up\"

\"Really?\" Hermione asked

\"Yes, and to see Draco of course\" Harry giggled sitting down next to Hermione.

\"Harry?\" Hermione whispered \"You have to close your legs, you\'re sitting like a man\"

Harry blushed \"Woops, I\'m not quite used to the skirt thing\"

Hermione laughed, \"Oh...Draco\'s watching\" Hermione said squeezing his arm.

\"He is?\" Harry asked to scared to turn around and look for himself.

\"Yes, I think you should talk to him, lets see...\" Hermione said thinking \"follow me and walk behind me\"

\"What are you going to do?\" Harry whispered as Hermione stood up and grabbed one of her books

\"Just follow me\" Hermione whispered back

’what is she going to do? Oh my God she\'s walking towards Draco and I\'m walking behind her... cant walk away now, that\'ll look really weird. Relax Harry’ Harry thought walking behind Hermione who was walking to Draco.

\"Draco?\" Hermione asked. \"Could you help us with potions?\"

”Help you?” Draco asked surprised. \"With what? And why would I want to help you? You’re a Gryffindor.\"

\"H- We cant figure out witch ingredients we have to put into this pn\" n\" Hermione smiled, pointing into the book. “Well actually I can, but Harry here can’t and I don’t really have time to explain it to him...”

Harry looked at Hermione feeling as if he could strangle her right now. ‘Why the hell did she say that?’

\"It\'s simple\" Draco said looking into the book. Hermione signed Harry to sit next to Draco and winking to Harry before she left.

Harry blushed as he sat down next to Draco. ‘Remember what Moine said’ he remembered himself ‘sit with a straight back, smile and put your legs together. God! It\'s hard to be a girl...oh I forgot... Go through your hair’ Harry tried to concentrate himself on Draco\'s story but somehow his eyes were much more interesting. He just couldn\'t stop staring at them. His heart stopped a second when Draco\'s eyes flashed his way for a second. He noticed a little blush on Draco\'s pale cheeks, when Draco\'s eyes flashed his way for the second time and Harry caught them. Harry smiled, he would have been satisfied with just seeing Draco. But this was So Much Better. He was actually flirting with Sex-god Draco Malfoy! Could it get any better?

Harry didn\'t even notice Draco was finished explaining... the only thing he could do was stare at Draco\'s eyes, his hair, his beautiful pale skin and his gorgeous mouth.

\"Potter?\" He saw Draco\'s mouth move.

\"Yes?\" Harry responded the lips.

\"You\'re staring...\" Draco muttered.

Harry blushed as did Draco. Quickly he stood up and said

\"Sorry for that, thanks for explaining.”

\"Wait! Do you understand it already?” Draco asked amused, as if he knew Harry had not listened at all.

\"Well, not really\" Harry said speaking the truth. \"Would I? When I\'m looking like this?\"

\"I don\'t mind\" Draco smiled \"So are you really a girl...I mean- do you like boys now or was what we were doing just ‘having-some-fun’?\"

\"Yes\" Harry flushed \"Now I finally understand why all those girls like you so much.\"

Draco smiled. “And before that you didn’t?”

”Eh... well... maybe a bit.” Harry stuttered, not wanting Draco to know he was gay. He could tell the whole school, the only thing he had to do was mention it to that Pansy-woman.

\"I have to get a book\" Draco said suddenly standing up and walking to the books.

\"ok\" Harry said disappointed. ‘He must have realised I’m gay... He’ll be utterly disgusted by that! I’ve lost him...’ Harry looked down. He noticed his skirt wasn\'t sitting normal it was all up, you could nearly see his panties. Harry tried to pull the skirt down, but instead he was being clumsy and making Hermione laugh. She was sitting on the table next to him.

\"Harry, you are terrible! If you want to fix your skirt you have to stand up\"

Harry blushed \"Sorry, I\'m just not used to this things\"

\"Don\'t worry you\'ll learn\" Hermione smiled.

Suddenly they heard a funny noise, like someone was banging his head against something. They looked to see who was making the noise. Than they heard Draco practically yell:

\"ARG! This cant be! Get a grip!\" Draco walked, well it was more running, towards Harry “Could I talk to you for a minute?”

\"Sure\" Harry said surprised. He stood up and followed Draco. He didn\'t know where Draco was taking his. But outside the library Draco suddenly grabbed Harry\'s arm.

\"Harry, I cant take this any longer\" Draco muttered, looking down to the much smaller girl.

\"What do you mean?\" Harry asked.

\"This!\" Draco said pointing to Harry \"I want you so badly!\"

\"You do?\" Harry asked surprised.

\"YES!\" Draco yelled than he whispered \"I cant take the way you’re wearing your skirt! It makes me So ... Well you know ... Horny! I cant take the way I can see your breasts when you lean forward, it makes me even more horny\" he putted his face into Harry\'s neck. It felt so good to feel his soft skin in his neck, the warmth his breath on his skin.

\"Do you want to go somewhere?\" Harry whispered, covering Draco’s neck with small kisses.

\"Yeah\" Draco smirked. \"Do you have something in mind?\"

\"Well, I thought that closet would do. But it is a is a little bit uncomfortable...do you have a privet room?\" Harry asked, pushing Draco against the wall. His hand travelled underneath his shirt, feeling his warm soft skin, feeling him shiver underneath his touch.

\"Yes\" Draco Their lips brushed against each other slightly. “Let’s get out of here, I don’t think I’m able to not ravish you much longer...”

Harry smiled, taking Draco’s hand in his, but he felt Draco hesitate and turned around “What is it?”

\"I\'m not supposed to do this\" Draco said, looking down.

\"What! Why not?\" Harry asked confused.

\"I\'m a Malfoy! Malfoy\'s are not allowed to like boys\" Draco said looking away in embarrassment. “They’re not even allowed to snog with boys!”

\"I\'m not a boy, ...now\" Harry tried. Slipping his hand into Draco\'s again. ‘Liking boys... Was Draco gay too?’

\"You\'re right\" Draco said looking into Harry\'s eyes.

Harry smiled giving Draco a little kiss on his lips. Draco gave one of his beautiful smiles in return.

\"Fuck my family rules\" Draco smirked. He lifted Harry up and began to ran towards the heriherin dungeons, hoping that they wouldn’t bump into someone they knew...

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Second chapter done! Tell me what you think! Hugs, Cherish