The Soul Behind Green Eyes

Madeline walked down stomping her feet down the stairs. She stopped as she looked at Severus and smiled. Everything that Sirius told her suddenly disappeared. She smiled as she started to run to him. She opened her arms wide and hugged him as she smiled. "I missed you, Severus." she ignored the feeling of being watched by a pissed off Sirius.

"Hello Madi." He said hugging her back. He glanced over her shoulder as they hugged and saw Lily near by watching them. Severus took his attention away from Lily and turned to Madeline. Maybe Lily would get jealous after all. After I stop paying attention to her.

Madeline smiled at the pet name and kissed him softly. "Can we please walk around? I want to just be with you and forget about all my problems with Black." she rubbed her eyes. She felt like she could have cried when he told her about their actions in the thicket. She shook her head and ignored the thought of Sirius.

"Yeah sure..." He said. "Would you like to walk down to Hogsmeade now?"

"Yes." she breathed and smiled as she grabbed his hand and laced their fingers together. She liked holding his hand. People stared at them particularly her friends who couldn't believe they were getting ditched for none other than Snivellus.

Snape for the most part was used to being stared at and by this point it frankly didn't bother him any more. They walked down to Hogsmeade and made their way down to the candy store.

Madeline smiled at him and kissed him softly. She snuggled to him. She was a bit shorter than him and she had a plan. She wanted him to love her like she did to him a few days ago. She looked around to make sure no one was down their aisle. Of course no one was since they were staring from other aisles. She slowly leaned in and kissed his neck softly.

Snape backed away from her a bit but hit the shelf behind him stopping his movements. "Madi." He whispered. "Not in public. Not that..." He didn't want to tell her how sensitive his neck was.

"Then take me somewhere a bit more private." she whispered and looked at him. She continued to touch his neck as she stared in his eyes. "Please, Severus." she pratically begged and bit her lip.

He heard some gagging noises from near by and decided to play it up. He kissed her gently on the lips and smirked. "Where did you have in mind?"

She smiled and looked in his eyes. "I am serious, Severus." she grabbed his hand and pushed past everyone that was in her way. She knew of a small inn that only allowed the upper grades. She bit her lip and shivered. "I want us to do it together." she said bluntly.

"Do...." He walked next to her. "You mean?" He asked not wanting to voice the word sex with so many people around.

She pushed open the door and smiled at the woman at the front desk. "We need a room for only a few hours please." she said cutely and looked at Severus.

Severus fidgeted on the spot and looked at everything other than her. "Um... Madi..." He said nervously. He honestly didn't know what to do. He didn't... he never... He moved a little closer to Madeline and whispered in her ear. "Don't you think this is a little.... fast?" He asked so that the woman couldn't hear him.

"You didn't think it was fast when I sucked you off." she looked in his eyes and raised an eyebrow. She felt a bit nervous, but knew he would go slow.

"That... wasn't my fault." He muttered embarrassed.

"Severus, we can stop whenever you want, but I would like us to do something." she blushed and kissed his neck softly as she paid the woman.

"Um... alright... if... if that's what you want." Severus said nervously.

"Please." she smiled as she grabbed his hand. They were given a key and she kissed his neck some more. She smiled and looked at the staircase that they needed to walk up. These are the last few minutes she would be a virgin.

Snape followed her up the stairs and into the room. "Madi... are... are you sure?"

"I. . .I am not sure, but I know I want to be with you." she looked in his eyes and walked inside the room. "I need to go to the bathroom, excuse me." she walked inside the bathroom and blushed. She whispered a few spells and took a step out. Her hair was now in a bun and her face was caked with make up that made her eyes pop. Her chest was sticking out as her shirt started to become more v shaped. She had on a short, leather skirt and high heels. "Do I look pretty to you?"

Snape flinched a bit. He pulled out his wand and lessened her make up a bit, and changed her skirt back into her school girl skirt. "Yes..." He said with a slight smirk.

She smiled as she walked towards him rocking her hips from the left to the right. She kissed him roughly and placed her knees on the bed so his legs were in between hers. She grabbed his shirt and pulled him close to her, her breasts in front of his face.

"Madi..." He said pulling away slightly. "Slow down... please... can we just... talk about this a moment? I mean... this is.... a big step and... I've.... well... never done this before."

Madeline sighed and sat next to him. "Please." she begged and kissed his neck. She sucked on it slowly and blushed darkly. "We can just lay down I guess since you are scared." she teased and laid down. Her skirt rising up a bit.

"I'm not scared I just... I've never done this before and... I don't know how long I'll last." He said his face turning red in embarrassment.

"I don't care how long you last. This is my first time, but since you don't want it." she had an idea. She leaned across him making sure her hand brushed against his member as she turned on the light and smiled. "Why don't we just ask each other some questions to get to know each other more?" she asked. Her hand had brushed against his covered penis.

Snape felt his cock twitch slightly. He really did want to... but... Lily... Snape wanted his first time to be with her. But his body was betraying him. "Um... yeah... sure." He said. What was wrong with him that he couldn't form a fluent sentence.

Madeline continued to kiss him and smiled happily. She continued to play with his member. She was going to make him be wit her. "Severus, I want this." she begged and looked in his eyes. "I want you to be my first."

Severus didn't say anything but when she placed her hand on his cock through his pants all rational thought flew out the door.

She started to rub him a bit faster and started to suck on his neck softly. She gasped as she felt him getting bigger.

Snape moved against her hand liking the feeling of her hand on his cock.

She continued and soon started to take off his pants.

"Madi... Are you sure?" He asked. He looked down at her his eyes filled with lust.

"More than anything." she gasped and smiled as she looked at him. She started to unzip his pants as she pushed him back on the bed.

Snape hugged her to him and kissed her passionately. His will was undone as she continued to touch him and pull him out of his pants. He rolled them over so that he was on top of her and continued kissing her.

Madeline smiled as she kissed him, yet squealed as she was suddenly pinned down. She continued to kiss him as she rubbed his chest and grabbed his shirt.

Snape rubbed his cock against her through her panties. He could already feel that she was dripping wet.

Madeline blushed as she kissed him and smiled. She started to take off his shirt as she shivered and looked at him.
He pulled away slightly and pulled her panties down her legs and tossed them onto the floor before he pulled his shirt off and threw it onto the floor as well. He pulled her shirt open and kissed her breast, rubbing his cock against her slick entrance.

Snape almost pulled away. He should stop... he should pull away... he shouldn't be doing this.

Madeline bit her lip and bucked forwards at the feel of his cock so close to her entrance. "Severus." she gasped and continued to kiss him. She ran her hands down his back as she lay almost naked in front of him. "I want you." she moaned.

Don't you fool. She doesn't know what she wants. Why would she want you? The last question rang through his head in none other than his father's voice. You're hideous and disgusting just like your mother. Though even despite his fathers voice ringing in his head he couldn't deny the feeling of her against his aching cock. He looked into her eyes as he slowly pushed the head of his cock into her slick passage.

Madeline gasped as she arched her back. She turned her head and saw the mark that her father had on his arm. Her eyes widened in shock and she pushed him away from her knocking him onto the floor. "Get away from me!" She said suddenly.

Snape sat on the floor confused. "I..." He looked at the mark on his arm. How could he have been so stupid. He had spent months keeping it hidden and now... "Madi... it doesn't mean anything."

"Yes it does. My father has one on his arm like it and I have seen that leader of yours. He hurts innocent people." she continued to stare at him. "Do you hurt innocent people?"

"I would never hurt you." He said crawling back up onto the bed, his cock still hanging out of his black pants. "I promise." The answer avoided the question but still answered her.

Madeline smiled and kissed him softly as she looked at him. "I hope you keep your promise." she smiled and continued to kiss him as she pulled him on top of her again.

"I will." He said even though he knew it wasn't true. He knew it would hurt her when Lily came after him. When Lily realized that him being with another woman was painful and that she actually wanted him. He'd leave Madi in an instant for her. But she didn't have to know that. He leaned forward and kissed her passionately. "Do you still want this?" He asked, his cock inches from her. "I'm sorry if I scared you."

"It is okay. We can talk about it another time." she whispered and kissed him softly. She hoped they could go back to just sleeping with each other again. She looked into his eyes and smiled.

"If you want... we can stop." He said though the aching in his cock begged him to continue.

"I want to continue. I want to feel you inside of me." she whispered and smiled. Madeline leaned in and kissed him once more. She pushed her forehead to his and smiled. "Please be with me during the holidays." she begged and looked in his eyes.

Snape closed his eyes and leaned his forehead against hers. "Madi... tell me how much you want me." He said quietly.

"Actions speak louder than words." she whispered and looked at him. "I love that you aren't going to hurt me. I want you to come with me to the holidays. I don't care what people say about you, I like you Severus Snape." she kissed him passionately and closed her eyes.

He kissed her back and pushed the head of his cock into her.

She moaned and gripped the sheets of the bed. Her back arched once again as she started buck against him. "Yes." she bit her lip and closed her eyes.

"I'm not even in you yet." He whispered. "Do you want the rest of me?" He asked. He only had the head of his cock inside her and he wiggled it a bit but didn't push in any farther.

"Yes. I want to make love to you, Sevy." she tried the new nickname to see if he liked it or not. She gripped his shoulders and waited. She heard different stories about the first time. She was wet, so it couldn't possibly hurt.

"Please don't call me that..." He whispered as he pushed in a bit further.

"Well I want to give you a nickname since you have given me one." she pointed out and jumped up a bit as more was pushed inside of her.

"Just call me Severus." He moaned as he pulled back a moment before he thrust fully into her. He couldn't hold back anymore.

She didn't like it, but decided not to argue. She moaned and bit her lip as she scratched his back.

Snape held himself still feeling her maiden head break. "It doesn't hurt to bad does it?"

"I have wanted this for a while." she whispered and kissed him softly. She snuggled in to him and giggled. "I want you." she whispered.

Snape slowly started to move against her, his chest rubbing against hers as he moved.

Madeline couldn't help but blush. Would her father be happy that she was sleeping with a Slytherin? This could work out very nicely. Maybe she would bring him home for the holidays and parade him around a bit.

Snape groaned. "I... I'm not gonna last much longer..." Snape said his breath becoming labored. "You feel so good."

Madeline continued to moan as she blushed. She was in the same boat as him and felt herself tightening around him.

Snape moaned and closed his eyes his body tensing. He managed to groan out 'I'm cumming...' and came deep inside her his white liquid filling her before he had a chance to pull out of her. "I'm sorry..." He said again and burried his face in her shoulder ashamed to look at her. He lasted what? thirty seconds?

Madeline blushed as he came inside of her and she never did. She bit her lip as she was a bit disappointed. "It is okay. It was our first time." she smiled and hugged him close. "Next time will be better." she tried to soothe him.

"It's not okay. I'm a disapointment to you... just like I am to everyone else." He said pulling out of her and rolling onto his back beside her.

"I do not think you are a disappointment. I love being with you Severus." she whispered.

Snape glanced at her a moment before standing up and moving off the bed.

"Severus, please come back to bed. I promise I am not disappointed in you. I want you to lay with me." she wrapped the blanket around her and walked over to him. She wrapped her arms around his body and hugged him. "Come on darling." she whispered.

Snape looked down at the ground before looking over at her. She clearly wanted him to stay. He turned around in her arms and hugged her. "I'm sorry I couldn't be better."

"Don't worry about it, darling. It was our first time. The next time we do it the conclusion will be different." she smiled and kissed him softly as she hugged him closer.

"Not likely." He muttered.

"Baby please believe in yourself." she rubbed his back and smiled. She grabbed his hand and tried to walk him back to the bed. "I want to cuddle with you." she smiled.
Snape sighed and allowed himself to be pulled back onto the bed. He just realized that he had been talking with her the entire time naked and he hadn't for a moment felt subconscious about his body. Might have been because he was embarrassed but... He crawled back into bed with her.

She slowly took off the blanket as she curled towards him and snuggled into Severus. She closed her eyes and sighed happily. She rested her head on his shoulder as she started to rub her finger up and down his chest.

Snape closed his eyes and smiled a little. He sighed. "That feels good." He said quietly.

"I am glad you like it. Our next trip to Hogsmaede should be a better one. I know it will be." she smiled and stared in his eyes. She continued to rub his chest and yawned softly. She was no longer excited and was happy he calmed down.

He glanced at her and smirked. "Why wait until next time?" He asked kissing her again.

Madeline giggled and kissed him back as she lowered down to his neck. "I would like that, Severus." she whispered softly and kissed his neck once more.

Severus smirked and ran his hands over her body hoping that he wasn't all bark and that he'd actually be able to get it up again so soon. He'd never tried before.

Madeline smiled and kissed him as she ran her hand down his stomach and towards his cock. She wrapped her hand around the length and slowly started to rub his member up and down.

Snape moaned. "That feels good." He said but he wasn't hardening quite yet. He remained soft and he hoped that it wouldn't remain that way.

Madeline smiled and continued to kiss his neck. She started to suck it softly and closed her eyes. She continued to rub him as she started to move a bit faster.

"Um... can you... take me in your mouth again?" He asked shyly.

Madeline giggled as she kissed down his chest and hid under the covers as she slowly licked the top of his cock slowly. She smiled and kissed it softly.

Snape closed his eyes a moment not moving the blanket off of her. Until she did so on her own he could at least pretend it was Lily. He moaned as she took his flaccid cock into her mouth and was disappointed that it still did not harden. But it did feel amazing having her sucking on it anyway.

Madeline continued to suck on his cock as she hummed softly. She closed her eyes and smiled. School was going great for her. "I love you." she whispered.

"Don't stop..." He said hardening just slightly. He felt her tug on his soft cock with her lips and felt himself harden a bit more.

Madeline smiled at the thought of him liking what she was doing to him. She continued to suck happily as she closed her eyes with a smile on her face.

Snape moved his hand down and fondled his balls as he pictured Lily's mouth around his cock. He moaned as he felt himself harden again. He pictured her nice red hair as he held it out of her face for her while she sucked on his cock, her green eyes watching him as she was happy to be giving him the pleasure he so desperately wanted from her.

Madeline smiled as she continued to suck him off. She closed her eyes and moaned softly at having another go with him. Maybe she will be able to release all over him. She smiled a bit more at the thought of their future together.

Snape was half hard as he started to move up against her mouth. He moved his hands up and pulled her hair out of her face pushing up into her mouth hardening more.

Madeline stayed still and enjoyed the feeling of him getting hard once more. She blushed at the thought of having another go. This was getting a lot off of her mind. She was trying to figure out how to tell Severus that she would have to spend three nights a week to watch stars with Sirius for a class project.

Snape moaned hardening almost fully. "Fuck me Lil-Mady." He said almost slipping on the name.

"Snape, this is only my second time. I don't know what to do." she blushed as she sat on her knees and stared at him.

He pulled her against him, her pussy rubbing against his cock. He moaned in anticipation as he used his hand to guide the head to her entrance. He hoped she knew what to do from here.

She blushed as she slowly lowered herself so more of his cock would slip inside of her. She moaned and continued to move hoping she was doing the right movements. She leaned down and attacked his neck with kisses once more. Madeline continued to move up and down on him.

As she leaned forward he felt her tighten around him. Her lips on his soft skin adding to the please of her moving over his rock hard cock. "Oh fuck.... yeah... Just like that. Mmmm..."

"I am glad you like it." she moaned and kissed him softly. She continued her actions adding a bit more speed to it. Madeline felt herself tighten around him as her body was begging to release.

Snape moved against up against her. "Cum for me Madi." He said in his deep sultry voice.

Madeline moaned as she certainly didn't need telling twice. She started to get tighter as she suddenly came on him. She moaned loudly and started to gasp. Her chest heaved up and down as she stared at him and smiled.

"Oh fuck... you're so tight." Snape moaned. "Faster, please."

Madeline started to move up and down faster as she continued to make short gasps. She bit her lip and smiled as she closed her eyes.

Snape rolled them over so that he was on top and started to fuck her hard and fast. "Oh fuck, I'm so close."

"Cum for me baby." she begged and continued to open her legs as she moaned loudly. "I want you to just take me forever." she smiled.

He thrust into her hard and fast his balls slapping against her, each thrust in making a soft almost squishing noise that turned him on even more.

"Oh Severus." she gasped as she scratched his back and bit her lip. She arched her back as she needed him now more than ever.

He leaned over her almost hugging her to his body as he rocked his hips against her somehow hitting her clit with each thrust.

Madeline screamed in pleasure as she closed her eyes and smiled. "Yes. . .Please." she moaned and kissed him. She was writhing under him and gasped.

"You like that?" He asked. "You like my cock?"

"Yes." she breathed and closed her eyes tighter. She felt like she was going to burst from his actions. "Baby please." she begged not knowing what else to say.

He lifted himself up onto his arms thrusting into her at a different angle. "Are you close?"

"Yesss." she hissed and smiled. Things were a lot better now as she kissed him softly and continued to moan.

Snape closed his eyes and pictured Lily's red hair splayed out on the white pillow, her green eyes watching him as he fucked her. "Mmm.... I'm gonna cum...." He said thrusting into her harder.

"Do it. I want you to cum." she smiled and kissed him. She continued to kiss him as she hoped he would release inside of her.

Snape kissed her hard, his tongue slipping into her mouth to battle with hers. He slid his tongue along hers as he thrust into her hard one last time before he cam harshly inside her, his body tensing as his white fluid squirted instead of her.

Madeline moaned as she had a small orgasm of her own. She smiled happily as she looked at Snape with a huge smile. She wanted to cuddle with him. Hopefully, he would hold her until they had to go back to school in a few hours.

Snape continued to rock his hips against her as he road out his orgasm, white fluid continuing to leak from the head as he moved and started to soften.

Madeline laid still trying to keep her breathing down. She stared at him and smiled as she closed her eyes and yawned tiredly. "I loved it, Severus. You were amazing."

Snape pulled out of her and laid next to her on the bed. "That was..."

Madeline smiled and snuggled into Severus. Her head laying on his chest and her arm wrapped around his waist. "I am glad you are happy. We won't be able to hang out as often. From 7 to 11 my professor for Astronomy wants Sirius and I to watch stars." she sighed sadly. She was hoping the project would get cancelled so she could be with Severus.

"When?" Snape asked slightly confused as to why she would bring up him right after they'd...

"Starting on Monday. I wanted to tell you before I forget." she slowly closed her eyes. She was tired after all that and wanted to sleep with Severus. "I want to spend all the time we can together." she smiled.

"So you bring up him after we... is he who you where thinking about?" He asked sitting up and looking at her in disbelief.

"I was moaning your name. How could I be thinking about him and moaning you?" she asked and looked at him. "I am sorry. I will just talk about you. Lay back down."

Snape sat on the edge of the bed and picked up his pants standing up to pull them on. If there was one thing that pissed him off more it was hearing about Sirius fucking Black. Specially at such a time.

"Where are you going? What is wrong?" she asked and looked at him with a worried look. She had a frown on her face and tears begged to pour out. "I am sorry. I just wanted you to know before I forgot. There is no need to be upset or jealous."

Snape finished getting dressed. "What makes you think I'd be jealous of Sirius fucking Black?" He asked not giving her the chance to answer him as he left the room just barely refraining from slamming the door behind him.

"Snape." she whimpered and started to cry. Five minutes passed before she got an idea. She quickly got dressed and ran out of the room. Madeline made sure to fix herself up so no one would think anything of it. She tried to find him, but could barely see. She continued to run until she ran into Sirius Black.

"Madeline." Sirius said shocked at seeing her. "Are... you okay? You seem upset."

Madeline started to fall apart a bit more as she hid her face in his chest. "He left me. He doesn't want me anymore. He thinks I thought of you during. . ." she couldn't finish as she continued to cry. She wished today never happened.

Sirius smirked a bit as she hid her face in his chest. He hugged her. "It's okay Madeline. It's not your fault. He's just an ass hole who doesn't care for you for who you are. He's too focused on the things he hates instead of the things he should care about."

"No, I love him, Sirius. You don't understand. I love him." she sobbed sadly. Her heart seemed to break every second. She hoped this was a joke. She was waiting for Snape to come and scoop her in his arms.

"He doesn't deserve it Madeline." He said. "He had the opportunity to take and it he threw you away. He used you..."

Madeline stopped crying momentarily as she thought about what he said. Had he used her? The thought of that made her cry more. "No! He wouldn't. . .would he?" she asked as tears continued to pour down. "He didn't want to sleep with me at first." she thought and took a step away from him. "I am going to go back. Thanks Sirius."

"Yeah well.... when he hurts you again." Sirius said. "I'll be here for you."

Madeline nodded and walked the lonely trip back to Hogwarts. Her thoughts on Snape as she wondered when he would talk to her ever again. "I can't believe I love him so much and he hates me." she told herself and sighed. A stray tear or two would move down her cheeks.