Cloudy Skies and Heartache

Chapter 2





”Here’s to the Marauders’ legacies!” James yelled enthusiastically as he raised his glass of Firewhisky in the Gryffindor Common Room.





It was the end of the school year and everyone had congregated there to celebrate after the 7th years’ graduation ceremony. The N.E.W.T.s had flown by in the blink of an eye, and after the tortuous swotting, everyone was ready to let loose and party.





Alcohol was flowing freely (courtesy of the Marauders), and everyone was getting slightly tipsy. James was talking at twice his normal volume, all the while clinging to Lily and swaying to and fro, dragging a pink-faced giggly Lily along with him. Peter had fallen unconscious long ago, slumped into a corner, snoring loudly.





Sirius, on the other hand was sitting by the fireplace brooding quietly, with a bottle of Firewhisky clutched tightly in his grip. Remus sighed when he peeked over Frank Longbottom’s shoulder and saw the depressed state Sirius was in.





Merlin, it had been more than two months since Sirius had caught Isabella cheating on him, and he had yet to get over it! Remus had had his ears worn off from Sirius’ love-sick moaning and whining, but what was hurting the most was his heart. Every time Sirius would fall into a depressed daze, Remus heart would ache with misery and longing.





But the worst part was two nights ago, when Sirius had sneaked a bottle of Firewhisky in from Hogsmeade and gotten himself into a half-drunken stupor.





-Flashback-





“Remus. Why? Why can’t I just get her off my mind? I want to get over her, I want to stop thinking about her, I want to stop EVERYTHING about her... but I can’t. I just can’t.”, wailed Sirius despondently as he waved his hands melodramatically in the air.





Remus sighed and rubbed his temples. Merlin, not again. He had heard all of this on rewind for the past two months, and he was sick and tired of it. He did not know how much of a battering his heart could take any longer. It was plain torture seeing Sirius moping over her.





But there was nothing he could do about it. He could not just abandon Sirius when he was so miserable, especially not when James was always busy with Lily now, and it wasn’t like James was much of a listener anyway.





Pushing down his heartache and pain, he prepared to slip into the role of the caring best friend again, when...





“How do I move on... when I’m still madly in love with her”





Sirius had whispered that so quietly into his hands, his head being buried in them. Yet Remus’ werewolf-hearing picked it up.





Searing pain coursed through his heart as he felt his heart constrict tightly in his chest. Love. Sirius loved her. After all she had done, Sirius loved her. Sirius had never professed his love for anyone he had been with before, and yet he had just said it.





The emotional pain Remus was going through hurt more than any physical pain he had ever suffered in his transformations. What a fool he was to think that by staying by Sirius side, Sirius would one day realise that he loved the werewolf. Naive foolish thoughts. Sirius was straight and in love with another girl. A girl who did not even appreciate what she had.





Unable to hide the pain any longer, Remus had mumbled out an excuse about using the toilet and dashed upstairs to the dormitory. He had barely turned the lock on the toilet and cast a silencing and imperturbable charm before he slid bonelessly down tiled wall and collapsed in a pile on the floor.





He wanted to cry, to shout his love out, but he could not. Something seemed to have died inside, withered away by the few words uttered by Sirius. He was numb. He felt nothing. It was just felt like there was a hollow space in his chest, achingly empty.





And so he stayed there, in a trance-like manner till morning came and the other boys blasted the door open, to find Remus splayed on the floor, like a puppet whose strings had been cut.





- End Flashback –





That was two days ago, and ever since then, Remus had tried to keep his distance from Sirius. To mend his bruised heart, to keep his ridiculous hopes down and to try to put his ‘best friend’ mask back on again.





Sighing again, he seemed to be doing that very often these days, he excused himself from Frank, and headed over to the almost drunk raven-haired boy.





Sitting down quietly next to Sirius, he looked at Sirius carefully. While Sirius looked normal to a normal eye, Remus could see that his skin was dull, his hair had lost its lustre, and his eyes, his grey mysterious eyes were clouded over with the pain and misery of a broken-heart.





And yet, Sirius could still take Remus’ breath away.





Clamping down tightly on his traitorous thoughts, Remus lifted an arm and placed it gently around Sirius in comfort, the thinner, smaller boy having to reach to put his arm around the taller, broader boy’s shoulders completely.





Sirius managed a little grimace of a smile for Remus, a thank you for his support, before offering the bottle of Firewhisky to Remus.





Remus did not drink normally, but when put in a situation where he had to comfort the man he loved because he was heartbroken over another girl, who would pass on an offer of alcohol. So Remus took the bottle from him, and took a large swig of the Firewhisky, feeling the burn down his throat, almost choking at the end.





Snorting at Remus’ reaction to the alcohol, Sirius grabbed the bottle back and took a larger swig from it. And so this was how they stayed for many hours, drawing comfort from each other’s company and the many many bottles of Firewhisky that they went through, till it was only the two of them left in the Common Room.





Remus by now was sloshed, and leaning heavily on Sirius shoulders with Sirius’ arms around him. They were both giggling and shrieking loudly, for no reason really. Both of them were flushed, and could barely see straight, though it must be said that Remus was in a slightly better condition than Sirius, seeing as how he had started drinking later.





“Mooooooooooonnnyyyyyyy! You’re so white! Like the moon! HAHAHAAHAA!” Sirius screeched loudly into Remus’ ear, causing Remus to flinch and pull away from the loud sound that went banging through his jumbled up mind.





But as he was so drunk, and lacking the control over his limbs, he pulled back a little too strongly and managed to pull Sirius, who had his arms around him, in a mess onto the floor.





“Ooomf”





Remus groaned as the air was knocked out of him, scrunching his eyes shut automatically. It wasn’t helping that the world had been spinning in crazy circles before that.





Suddenly, in his intoxication, he was suddenly aware that a hot warm body had been lying on him for quite awhile, and it wasn’t getting up.





Confused, he opened his eyes gingerly, only to be immediately met with a pair of stormy grey ones.





Merlin, Sirius was on him.





He knew he should move. He knew he should look away. But the dark grey eyes kept him pinned where he was, as Sirius stared intently into Remus’ brown ones that had flecks of gold.





Then suddenly, they were kissing. No, not kissing, there was nothing gentle and tender there. It was more like devouring each other’s mouths as Sirius sucked intently on Remus lower lip, causing Remus to let out a moan and opening his mouth to Sirius’ further assault. He did not know who was the one who leaned forward first, he was to out of it to care.





Remus knew he shouldn’t be doing this, it could kill his most treasured friendship once and for all. But now, when faced with the prospect of not being able to see his love daily again, the constant throbbing pain in his heart and the need to give up his love for Sirius, Remus did not have the strength to stop the wave that was sweeping him away. If this was all he was ever going to get of Sirius, he would take it. To hell with the consequences.





Tongue met tongue as they duelled for dominance, the wolf in Remus fighting hard, but in the end it was Sirius who won, and engulfed Remus’ mouth. Hands were everywhere as they grasped and grabbed, pulled and touched. Remus had one hand buried in the hair at Sirius’ nape, and the other wound tightly around the boy’s waist, pulling him flush against his body.





Sirius hands were wrapped around Remus’ face as he hungrily devoured Remus’ mouth, before moving lower, nipping at his jawline, and then down to his neck.





Remus gasped as Sirius moved lower, the combination of the kisses and the grinding from the body above him bringing him to full hardness. His erection throbbed painfully in the confines of his pants, and he thrust upwards towards Sirius’ thigh, hoping to feel release.





Sirius moaned loudly as he felt Remus grinding his hardness into his thigh, and his member sprang to full erection too. His intoxicated mind could not grasp the implications of what was happening, all he knew was that he was more turned on than ever before, and he had to get more, more of what was causing it.





Gripping at the shirt covering Remus’ chest, Sirius pulled, almost desperately, causing the buttons to pop and fly apart. Suddenly he was faced with an expanse of white creamy flesh with scars crisscrossing the entire area.





Dipping his head, he dragged his tongue roughly over a particularly large scar that ran down from Remus’ collarbone to his left nipple. Remus shuddered in reaction, and his hands flew quickly to clutch Sirius’ head between them, and hold them to his chest.





And then suddenly, Sirius latched onto his left nipple, sucking, licking and tugging at it not so gently with his teeth.





“Ugghh, Sirius.” Remus moaned as the sounds slipped unnoticed out of his mouth, his hands now grappling over the smooth floor, trying to find something to hold on to.





At the sound of his name, Sirius looked up and saw Remus all red in the face, with his golden brown hair in a sweaty tousled mess, moaning wantonly. He had never seen someone look or sound so delectable. He wanted to see and hear more.





So he continued with his ministrations, bending his head down again to worry the other nipple with teeth, while laving the tip of it roughly with his tongue. His other hand was roaming across Remus’ chest, pausing at his left nipple to give it a sharp twist, causing Remus to yelp and arch desperately off the ground, pushing his nipple deeper into Sirius mouth and his throbbing erection into Sirius thigh.





Feeling Remus rubbing against him frantically, Sirius finally got the hint, and turned his attention further downwards. Bringing his talented long fingers to his best friend’s crotch, he cupped him roughly, rubbing insistently in circles with this thumb.





Remus practically howled with pleasure when pressure was applied to his throbbing member that still lay confined within his pants.





After torturing Remus for awhile longer, Sirius finally undid Remus’ pants, and pulled it down together with his boxers. Suddenly he was face to face with Remus’ very impressive erection that looked an angry shade of red and was leaking pre-cum from the tip.





Suddenly, the reality of it all manage to break slightly into his inebriated mind, and he was frozen in the realisation that he was in such a position with Remus.





Realising that Sirius had suddenly stopped moving, Remus looked down at Sirius and saw a hint of recognition and panic floating behind his unfocussed grey eyes. Panicking a little himself, Remus wrapped a hand around Sirius’ bicep, and pulled roughly with his werewolf strength.





With a yelp, Sirius was yanked up from where he was between Remus’ legs, up onto Remus again. Grabbing Sirius’ head, Remus desperately kissed him, not willing to let go off his one chance at living his fantasy as of yet.





Remus rolled Sirius not so gently off him, so that they lay side by side on the ground. Letting one hand slide in between their bodies, he quickly undid Sirius’ pants, and pulled his member that was fully erected out of his pants. Sirius gasped slightly, before moaning loudly into the kiss as Remus grasped both their erections in his one hand and stroked harshly up and down their lengths.





Sirius was too gone by then to care anymore. All he knew was that this was the best fuck he ever had, and he was not going to let go of it that easily.





As Remus stroked their members harder and harder, both of them threw their heads back in ecstasy at the friction as their cocks were ground against each other. Sirius slid his hands between the two of them, one going to their members and joined Remus’ hand in getting them off. The other wound around Remus’ neck and pulled him in harshly for another searing kiss.





Remus was in literal heaven. He never dreamt that this would happen, much less that it would be so mind-blowingly good. He had to convince himself that it wasn’t a dream, and so his free hand snuck up Sirius’ shirt and pulled, tearing e shirt open, and let his hand touch the chest he had so longed to touch.





His caresses began to grow harsher as Sirius pumped their members faster, his nails raking across Sirius’ chest, catching one nipple, causing Sirius to arch back in a haze of pain and pleasure, as the stimulus caused him to buck hard against Remus and their hands and explode in orgasm.





Feeling Sirius come in his hands and on his cock, pushed Remus over the edge too, spraying their hands and chests with white liquid.





After what seemed like forever, the two boys finally came down from their high, all the while holding each other.





Remus recovered first, and seeing the white liquid on Sirius’ chest, bent down curiously and gave it a lick. Sirius shuddered underneath his tongue as his cock twitched. Deciding that it did not taste bad, Remus bent his head down and began to devour Sirius chest.





Licking roughly at the semen on Sirius chest, Remus felt the heat pool again in his groin, getting more excited as he went along. He moved to Sirius’ dusty pink nipples and sucked it harshly into his mouth, getting a strangled cry and a loud moan out of Sirius. Merlin, he would kill just to hear that everyday.





Suddenly he felt Sirius’s fully erected member poking him in his stomach. Looking down, Remus saw that pre-cum had leaked out of the tip, and he could not resist it. Scooting further down, he brought his mouth to it and licked along the slit, lapping up the pre-cum.





Sirius was overcome with pleasure and his hands immediately flew to Remus’ head, holding him there and urging him on. Remus then opened his mouth, and engulfed Sirius entirely.





Shocked by the intense heat that suddenly engulfed his member, Sirius nearly shrieked, before he stuffed his hand into his mouth, effectively stopping it. He bit his fist as his eyeballs rolled into his head at the immense pleasure he was getting from Remus’ mouth.





Remus sucked strongly around Sirius’ member, hollowing his cheeks in his effort. He swirled his tongue around the head, earning him a muffled moan from Sirius. However, before Sirius could come, Remus suddenly pulled away and pulled himself up Sirius body.





“Wha-“





Sirius looked at Remus in confusion as Remus grabbed Sirus’ right hand and pulled two of his fingers into his mouth, sucking and swirling his tongue around them, all the while staring straight into Sirus’ eyes with a smouldering gaze.





Then Remus took those two fingers and brought them down to his puckered entrance, and before the confused Sirius realised what was going on, had plunged Sirius’ index finger inside of Remus.





Sirius was stunned at the velvety walls that clamped around his fingers, but what caught his attention the most and held it was the fact the look of pain and pleasure on Remus face. A soft moan broke through Remus lips as he plunged Sirius’ finger in and out of himself, loosening his hole.





Liking Remus’ reaction, Sirius decide to take over the thrusting, and inserted another finger in rather quickly, causing Remus to arch sinfully against him, and then push back harder against his fingers.





Sirius kept thrusting his fingers inside of Remus, even adding a third one, when he suddenly hit something soft and spongy inside of Remus, causing Remus to yelp and shudder, as his leaking member shot a small amount of white liquid.





Seeing the extreme reaction on Remus’ part, Sirius immediately sought for the little nubbin again, hoping to elicit the same reaction. He was not disappointed for his efforts as Remus clutched at his shoulders tightly, raking his fingers deliciously down his shoulder blades.





“St-st-stop Sirius.”





Remus suddenly pulled Sirius’ hand away from his hole and pulled him over himself.





“Wha-“, was all Sirius could manage again, for he had no idea what was going on.





Remus then grabbed Sirius’ member, causing Sirius to moan loudly, and ran his hand over the top and downwards, spreading the pre-cum over his entire length. Then before Sirius comprehended what was happening, Remus had raised his legs, wrapping them around Sirius back, positioned Sirius’ member at his entrance, and using his legs pushed Sirius into him.





“Urghhhh”, both of them moaned loudly together as Sirius’ cock was sheathed within Remus’ velvety walls in one push. Remus arched in pain, for this was his first time being breached. His hands grabbed onto the shoulders of Sirius, holding him tightly against as him as he got accustomed to Sirius’ width. It hurt, it hurt so bloody much.





Sirius on the other hand could barely form a coherent thought. All he could feel was that it was so hot, and so tight inside of Remus, and the pleasure that was coursing through his veins was amazing.





After awhile, the pain in Remus subsided, leaving sparks of pleasure tinged with abit of pain as Sirius shifted above him.





“Move Sirius, move.”





And that was all Sirius needed as he pulled back till just before the head was pulled out, and slammed quickly and roughly back in. The feelings and pleasure that both boys were experiencing were incredible, and this set a quick pace for their thrusting.





Sirius grabbed at Remus’ hips, tilting them up higher to gain better access, and slammed harshly back in again, hitting Remus’ special spot, causing him to howl in pleasure. He grabbed his weeping member and jerked himself in tandem with Sirius’ thrusts. Within a few thrusts, Remus could no longer contain himself, and came, shooting out white liquid over the two of them.





Feeling Remus’ walls clamping down on him as he came and seeing the look of immense pleasure on Remus’ face with his sweat drenched hair all in a mess, Sirius too was pushed over the edge, and came with a loud cry, emptying himself within Remus.





Like puppets whose strings had been cut, with their completion, both boys collapsed bonelessly on the floor, exhausted. Sirius slipped out of Remus carefully, before curling up against Remus’ warm body. Within seconds, both boys were fast asleep





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