Knowing me, Knowing you
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Finding me
AN: Ok I have written another chapter...might write a third...but I wont promise anything. Please R&R
Remus was furious, somewhere deep down in his usually calm soul he was boiling over with rage. He had only tried to be nice and to be a friend to that boy when everyone else turned their back on him. But to have it so violently smacked back into his face made gentle little Remus Lupin want to scream with rage. He was trying to get off the chocolate he really was but Sirius Black was enough to throw anyone back a step. He riffled through his draw and found the emergency bar hidden right between “Good Housekeeping” and “Finding your inner wolf” a book given to him by his father who wrote self help books for anyone with any sort of problems, his last one had been called “Fear not for his bald head lets you see your reflection.”
The chocolate bar disappeared in seconds and with it, Remus’ anger dissolved, which inevitably made the wolf calm. His mind clicked through the possibilities logically. Maybe he had overreacted but then Sirius shouldn’t have wallowed in self pity. It really wasn’t as if he was the only one with problems. Sighing, Remus settled himself on his bed and stared at the empty wrapper of Wonka’s purple chocolate. Purple chocolate was his favourite, pity no wizard ever had the idea of creating it.
“Remus….” He looked up and saw Sirius standing in the doorway, shifting uncomfortably from one foot to the other. Remus let his calm mask slip back onto his face.
“Yes?”
“I….what did you mean?”
“Pardon?” Remus quirked and eyebrow and Sirius shifted more under the very teacher like gaze.
“What did you mean everyone has problems?”
“I think Sirius that it was quite plain what I meant.” He wasn’t going to give in that easily, he was fed up of being hurt, he did it enough to himself he didn’t need someone else’s help for it.
“I don’t see what problems you could have.” Sirius was now pouting like a little child that wasn’t allowed to have the big green lollypop from the Christmas market.
“What are you here for Sirius?”
“I just wanted to know what kind of problems our perfect little student could have.”
“Don’t say that.” Remus hated being called perfect, more then anything else because he knew he wasn’t. He was a monster and ugly, hideous, evil monster that wanted to kill and devour human flesh; he didn’t see anything perfect about that.
“But you are. EVERYONE loves you.”
“I’m not. You’ve got no right to judge that sort of thing.”
“You don’t have any right to judge me either.”
“I’m not judging you Sirius. Did you come here to attack me…again?”
“Attack you?” Sirius seemed taken aback. He looked at Remus with sceptical eyes.
“Yes attacking me. I don’t need you attacking me. I’ll leave you alone if you want…I was trying to be nice. I wanted to help you because everyone was cutting you.” Sirius’ lips formed to an “O”. “And all you seem to be able to do is attack me for it.” Remus’ chin wobbled and his eyes welled up with tears. How much he hated himself for letting Sirius effect him…how much he despised Sirius at the moment for letting him affect him.
“Remus I….”
“You don’t have a clue! Not one clue Sirius so just bugger off and find someone else to bully because I’m really, really not up for it. BUT YOU’RE TOO BIG A COWARD TO FIND SOMEONE ELSE TO PICK ON THAT’S WHY YOU PICK ON PEOPLE LIKE ME AND SEVERUS AND….” A growl rose in Remus throat and he snarled, his whole posture hunching into that of an animal ready to pounce.
Sirius took a step backwards. He hadn’t intended for this to happen, what was wrong with Remus? The next movement happened to fast and Sirius found himself pinned heavily and brutally to the floor with a snarling Remus’ on top of him. Sharp nails dug into his shoulders and a snarling mouth advanced on his throat.
“Remus! Stop!” He struggled but Remus was too strong. Fuck he’d never considered the fact that Remus could be that strong.
“REMUS STOP IT!” Professor Dumbledore’s voice thundered through the room. Remus jumped off Sirius instantly and curled up on the bed sobbing. Sirius was shocked…was Remus a…he couldn’t be….he was far to sweet to be one of those. “Sirius, Remus come to my office please.” Then he was gone.
…………………………………………..
Sirius and Remus left Professor Dumbledore’s office quietly.
“I’m sorry Remus. I didn’t know. I promise I won’t tell anyone.” Remus sniffed. “I swear I won’t tell anyone.” Sirius wrapped and arm around Remus’ shoulders.
“How can you not mind? How can you not I hate myself.”
“You shouldn’t hate yourself. You’re really sweet. I’ll be your friend. I’ll look after you.”
“Really?” Remus looked up at Sirius with eyes still swimming with tears. Sirius smiled. He’d never felt this way before, just liking someone…honestly truly liking them as a friend. He gave Remus a quick hug.
“I have some chocolate upstairs, you want some?”
“Purple chocolate?” Hope full big amber eyes stared up at him. Sirius laughed.
“Is there such a thing as purple chocolate?”
“Yes, it’s the best.”
“No I only have brown chocolate.” Remus sighed dramatically.
“I suppose it will have to do.”
Remus was furious, somewhere deep down in his usually calm soul he was boiling over with rage. He had only tried to be nice and to be a friend to that boy when everyone else turned their back on him. But to have it so violently smacked back into his face made gentle little Remus Lupin want to scream with rage. He was trying to get off the chocolate he really was but Sirius Black was enough to throw anyone back a step. He riffled through his draw and found the emergency bar hidden right between “Good Housekeeping” and “Finding your inner wolf” a book given to him by his father who wrote self help books for anyone with any sort of problems, his last one had been called “Fear not for his bald head lets you see your reflection.”
The chocolate bar disappeared in seconds and with it, Remus’ anger dissolved, which inevitably made the wolf calm. His mind clicked through the possibilities logically. Maybe he had overreacted but then Sirius shouldn’t have wallowed in self pity. It really wasn’t as if he was the only one with problems. Sighing, Remus settled himself on his bed and stared at the empty wrapper of Wonka’s purple chocolate. Purple chocolate was his favourite, pity no wizard ever had the idea of creating it.
“Remus….” He looked up and saw Sirius standing in the doorway, shifting uncomfortably from one foot to the other. Remus let his calm mask slip back onto his face.
“Yes?”
“I….what did you mean?”
“Pardon?” Remus quirked and eyebrow and Sirius shifted more under the very teacher like gaze.
“What did you mean everyone has problems?”
“I think Sirius that it was quite plain what I meant.” He wasn’t going to give in that easily, he was fed up of being hurt, he did it enough to himself he didn’t need someone else’s help for it.
“I don’t see what problems you could have.” Sirius was now pouting like a little child that wasn’t allowed to have the big green lollypop from the Christmas market.
“What are you here for Sirius?”
“I just wanted to know what kind of problems our perfect little student could have.”
“Don’t say that.” Remus hated being called perfect, more then anything else because he knew he wasn’t. He was a monster and ugly, hideous, evil monster that wanted to kill and devour human flesh; he didn’t see anything perfect about that.
“But you are. EVERYONE loves you.”
“I’m not. You’ve got no right to judge that sort of thing.”
“You don’t have any right to judge me either.”
“I’m not judging you Sirius. Did you come here to attack me…again?”
“Attack you?” Sirius seemed taken aback. He looked at Remus with sceptical eyes.
“Yes attacking me. I don’t need you attacking me. I’ll leave you alone if you want…I was trying to be nice. I wanted to help you because everyone was cutting you.” Sirius’ lips formed to an “O”. “And all you seem to be able to do is attack me for it.” Remus’ chin wobbled and his eyes welled up with tears. How much he hated himself for letting Sirius effect him…how much he despised Sirius at the moment for letting him affect him.
“Remus I….”
“You don’t have a clue! Not one clue Sirius so just bugger off and find someone else to bully because I’m really, really not up for it. BUT YOU’RE TOO BIG A COWARD TO FIND SOMEONE ELSE TO PICK ON THAT’S WHY YOU PICK ON PEOPLE LIKE ME AND SEVERUS AND….” A growl rose in Remus throat and he snarled, his whole posture hunching into that of an animal ready to pounce.
Sirius took a step backwards. He hadn’t intended for this to happen, what was wrong with Remus? The next movement happened to fast and Sirius found himself pinned heavily and brutally to the floor with a snarling Remus’ on top of him. Sharp nails dug into his shoulders and a snarling mouth advanced on his throat.
“Remus! Stop!” He struggled but Remus was too strong. Fuck he’d never considered the fact that Remus could be that strong.
“REMUS STOP IT!” Professor Dumbledore’s voice thundered through the room. Remus jumped off Sirius instantly and curled up on the bed sobbing. Sirius was shocked…was Remus a…he couldn’t be….he was far to sweet to be one of those. “Sirius, Remus come to my office please.” Then he was gone.
…………………………………………..
Sirius and Remus left Professor Dumbledore’s office quietly.
“I’m sorry Remus. I didn’t know. I promise I won’t tell anyone.” Remus sniffed. “I swear I won’t tell anyone.” Sirius wrapped and arm around Remus’ shoulders.
“How can you not mind? How can you not I hate myself.”
“You shouldn’t hate yourself. You’re really sweet. I’ll be your friend. I’ll look after you.”
“Really?” Remus looked up at Sirius with eyes still swimming with tears. Sirius smiled. He’d never felt this way before, just liking someone…honestly truly liking them as a friend. He gave Remus a quick hug.
“I have some chocolate upstairs, you want some?”
“Purple chocolate?” Hope full big amber eyes stared up at him. Sirius laughed.
“Is there such a thing as purple chocolate?”
“Yes, it’s the best.”
“No I only have brown chocolate.” Remus sighed dramatically.
“I suppose it will have to do.”