Sweet Dreams Hermione

Hermione was laying on the sofa of the library at Grimmauld Place with her tea and pain potion. She was resting after a particularly hard day at the ministry. Somehow, whenever she had stress, her dream about Lucius always seemed come back with abandon.

To this day she was still unclear of some thing that occurred in the time of the cellar and after. Severus had distracted The Malfoys and Bellatrix while Fenrir and Voldemort where away, allowing the people trapped to escape. She still was not sure how Bill Remus, and Charlie knew that she Harry and Kingsley where in trouble. Snape was a man of many secrets and talents. He did not divulge what he drugged her with and out of respect and thankfulness she did not ask.

Bill and Fluer took the trio in as well as Luna and Mr. Ollivander to their home where they healed before leaving to finish their task. Or at least that was what she was told by Kingsley. She did not really remember it much. That deep down was what disturbed her the most about the whole affair. She could not say with clear certainty that she never left the cellar, and there was the soreness in her body afterwards that she could not explain.
And of course, she still dreamed of the encounter even in the present. This lust however was not as easy to deal with. She was with someone else she loved and adored and wanted to be with him forever. The feelings makes everything that much harder for her.

This particular day she felt the pain again, so much so she did not even change but went to the library and lay down took off her shoes sipped some tea and closing her eyes. The smell of the old library normally calmed her right down, something that did not always happen with this particular problem.

“Another hard day Mione?” came a familiar voice of her favorite werewolf. He was wearing his usual attire of button down shirt and slacks with a cardigan over. He looked so much older and worn, she did not know if it was from the transformations or the grief that he was feeling over loosing Tonks.

“ Is it that obvious?” she replied, as Remus came forward and sat down next to her.

“ Pain potion is a dead give away, and besides my mother had migraines all the time. I would help her often by doing this”, he took his fingers and expertly rubbed the side of her temples.

“ Hmmm, that feels amazing Remus”

“You know what else would feel amazing?” when she shook her head no, he kissed her passionately. She momentarily forgot herself with the passion of the kiss. He tasted like chocolate and tea, a combination that she found arousing. She then saw a flash of pink hair and brilliant eyes. How could she do this to Tonks? She was her friend. The poor woman was gone, dead not even six months, which was hardly appropriate. And anyway she was with Kingsley and he was devoted to her. He never strayed once and he deserved the same. Remus took advantage of her hesitation by taking off her blouse and caressing her breast through the fabric. “Remus, this is wrong.” She said in an attempt to stop him, something he was not making very easy for her.

He grinned a wolfish grin.” I know the way you looked at me. You can’t say that you do not want this.”

He kissed her once again more passionately his tongue exploring every inch of her mouth dancing with hers. Damn him and his talented tongue! She was loosing her resolve quickly and he knew it by the look on his face.

“I wanted this for so long love please don’t deny me,” he pleaded in a lost and wounded tone that nearly made her come undone.

She stroked his lightly scared face in what she hoped was a comforting manner before she began to unbutton his sweater and push it off his shoulders. Then she proceeded to unbutton his shirt and he was licking and kissing from her earlobe to the hollow of her neck. She could see the horrid scars from the long ago attack that left him a werewolf. It was so tragic he was such a young boy, robbed of his chance at a childhood. She traced every scar with her tongue eliciting a deep growl from deep inside his throat. He buried his face into her neck taking in her scent as if to memorize it before he removed her skirt and slip, leaving her in bra, underwear and thigh high hose. She could feel him harden against her thigh making her more aroused then ever. He then removed her bra and took a hard nipple into his mouth causing her to arch and to moan…

She felt small hands shake her and a familiar voice saying “Wake up Mione!”
She opened her eyes to concerned brown eyes of her friend Ginny.

“It was a nightmare love your safe now” she says. Hermione looked around to see that she had fallen asleep in the library and Remus was only a dream. Of course it was, he is a gentlemen he would never put her in a position like that! He is too good of a man to do that to Tonks so soon after her death.

“Look Mione, Harry and Kingsley will not say anything, they are too afraid too. I know something is going on here other than war memory; whatever it is you know you can tell me, without judgment”

What could she say? She was having erotic dreams that haunted her every second of her life? That she was full of shame to even think of such things when she was with the most wonderful man she ever knew?

“ You know you can do the same with me Ginny. I can also sense something is not right with you and Harry” Hermione said trying to avoid the answer as long as possible.

“ Yes things are tense, he is worried about you every single second that we are alone together. Sometimes all we talk about is you, making it impossible to communicate properly. Kingsley comes over when you are away talking to me about the situation always asking id I know what it is that is bothering you begging for my help to figure it out. He is scared he is loosing you and does not know how to handle it”

When she saw Herimone’s guilty expression she said “ It’s ok I do not blame you. I worry too but we can’t help if you do not say what it is that is bothering so much. For the sake of both our sex lives get someone to help you.”

“I never left the cellar Ginny” before she could say anything else Harry ran in, looking excited, the most excited that she had ever seen him. “The hospital Flooed! Sirius is awake!”

Hermione put her shoes on without another word and followed Ginny and Harry to see Sirius

St Mungo’s Hospital

Sirius someone that they never thought to see again, yet there he was in a hospital gown pacing the room at St Mungo’s demanding to be let out.

He looked the same as the day they lost him not a day over 36, tall, long black hair, fathomless gray eyes and full lips that would always find a way to grin or smirk charming the pants off of any woman he ever met. Remus was already there trying to calm Sirius down the way that he always could. Harry launched himself at Sirius in a crushing bear hug a look of pure joy on his face. He was not the same without Sirius, the only real family he had left. She smiled at them tears in her eyes, before she could give her own hug Ginny took her hand and dragged her out of the room to a corner in the hall

“Ginny! what the bloody hell…” “ Oh no you don’t! You where going to tell me something at the house before we got the news, now spill”

Hermione sighed “ I do not know how much Harry and Kingsley told you about the time we where taken to the Malfoy Manor and held there. I am still fuzzy on some details myself to be honest. What I do remember is being held down by Fenrir Greyback, Bellatrix Lestrange, and Lucius Malfoy. I was out of my mind with fear, knowing how vicious they where, I did not know what they would do to me, if I would live or if I would even want to live after. I thought of Kingsley and that I never said I love you to him yet. Snape convinced them to drug me instead of torture me for information. Snape poured something down my throat did not know then that he made it so the information I gave would be the wrong one. I still could not trust him, I did not know that he was on our side still. Wild scenarios went through my mind of what could he be giving me, not like I had a choice they all held me so tight I could not move.” Hermione closed her eyes and could not say anymore, she hoped that this information would satisfy Ginny without going into the core problem. Ginny just held her and rocked her saying, “it’s ok Hermione it will be ok. If I could get over possession by that snake faced bastard than you can get over this. There is a healer that works here that is kind of what Harry calls a Shrunk? He helped me with my issues, and he is helping mum and dad with their issues.” Hermione could not help but smile at Ginny’s attempt to say shrink. She just said that she would think about it and returned to Sirius alone while Ginny went to run an errand.

She did not realize how much she missed Sirius before she saw him standing there as large as life his charming grin on his face. Harry and Remus had stepped out together for something before she returned to him. He was sitting on the edge of the bed as if he was waiting for her. Before he could say anything to her she launched herself at Sirius throwing him backwards on the bed with a surprised yelp giving him a hug and a kiss “ We missed you so much Sirius” she said while trying to fight back tears. He recovered enough to lay her next to him with her head on his chest. He stroked her wild hair and said “It’s ok love no need to get upset over an old dog like me” which made it worse and she did begin to cry, cried for everything that she did not cry about before.
Loosing him,
the fear of the war,
the guilt that Ron died for her,
for Tonks who never got to know her son,
the little boy who would never know how much his mother loved him and wanted him, for Percy who died saving Fred’s life when an explosion hit,
For Remus who finally got the love that he deserved to have then had it torn from him,
For Professor McGonagall the woman she loved like a grandmother, her favorite teacher that gave her so much, killed in a duel with Rodolphus Lestrange
For her beloved friend Hagrid who fought so valiantly, killed by Voldemort himself while protecting Harry’s limp body
The Order members that sacrificed so much so that they could win, fighting valiantly for the next generation,
For the loss of her beloved parents, and the brother that she would never know

Sirius just lay there and held her letting her cry without any questions, just being there like he always was. There they lay together till Kingsley arrived to take her home

***
Later on that night

Hermione was laying her own bed in a pajama top and cotton underwear trying to regain some sort of calm in her mind. She was worried about Sirius the look on his face was heartbreaking. It was a lot of information to process, You died, got resurrected, your best friend got married to your cousin, they had a child and now Tonks was dead, your godson died killed by Voldemort, then resurrected. Who could blame him for being in shock and ready to break out? Remus and Harry insisted they stay overnight to keep him calm and collected so he would not do anything foolish while Ginny, Hermione went home. Kingsley did not say a word to her about finding her in Sirius’s arms. He just took her and Ginny home and then he left saying there was something important he had to do. Her calmness was interrupted when a familiar voice that she never wanted to hear again filled her ears.

“Hello Granger, did you miss me?” She is startled to see Draco Malfoy walking in almost stalking into her room. He had grown into a beautiful specimen of man, too bad he was an arrogant prick. He was wearing jeans and old robe thrown over and no shirt on. He was wearing a rather odd necklace around his neck that looked like something similar to an Ankah. He moves forward with a primal look in his gray eyes racking his eyes over her body.As he removes his robe to display a toned chest and splatter of blond hair. She was so stunned she could not move or could it be that she was under some sort of spell.

“What are you doing here Ferret Face and how did you get here?”

He gave a strange smile at that, “ I am a Black from my mother’s side if you did not already know. Getting in was easy if you know the correct spells to do so. As for what I am doing here, Mother missed the look on your face while you orgasm. You by far are her favorite conquest to watch. And I her only son, want to make her happy” he added with a predatory smirk. Hermione tried to get up and out of her bed to cry out to Ginny to get help.
As if he read her mind he said “ Ginny is out cold I slipped her sleeping drought she will not hear a thing.” Beside herself she was starting to feel herself starting to get aroused at the thought of Narcissa Malfoy watching her again.

“ I will show you what a real man feels like” he whispers in her ear.

She laughed at that “I was with a real man Draco you do not come close to it!” “ Care to wager on that Granger?” as he grabs her and pushes her down his erection rubbing her stomach


He holds her still with his arms while he rips the pajama top open with his teeth. He groaned and went rigid at the sight of her. He then started to lick her folds with his tongue making her moan. He brain was telling her to fight him, her body was ignoring her brain completely. After a few minutes her resolve weaken and her feelings came over her. Draco sensed her resignation and let go of her to gain access to her breasts. One hand was pinching one nipple while his tongue sucked on the other.

“Father was right, you have great tits for a Mudblood.” She could not retort to that last insult. She was lost in her feelings of ecstasy that she was feeling by his ministrations. She moaned even louder with lust…

“Hermione? Mione!”

She felt big hands shake her awake. She looks up to see Kingsley looking worse for wear he sits down on the bed next to her “It’s alright love it was only a nightmare” She felt Kingsley take her in his arms. She prayed that she did not have evidence of her imaginary transgressions anywhere. She looked down to see that the sheets where covering her so nothing showed. She sighed a sigh of relief. She feels his familiar warms of his body and the smell that is distinctly his. Hermione felt the familiar tug of guilt at her heart. Kingsley deserved so much better than this. She just melted in his arms and let his familiar deep calming voice wash over her.

“You are home late love. Did something happen at the Ministry?” Hermione asked trying to get the subject away from her guilty secret. She could feel Him stiffen at the question which was troubling to her.

“There was a meeting about Sirius and what to do with him. To keep him in Saint Mungo’s or to take him to Azkaban”

Hermione looked up at him with shock. They can’t throw him back in there! He spent twelve years of a sentence for a crime he never committed!

“They can’t throw him back in there! Please Kingsley tell me that they would not do that to him!” It occurred to her that the reason why they where late was because they would not let Sirius go.

She suddenly found that it was hard to breathe. Visions of the cellar came back to her, feelings of being trapped and not being able to get out, darkness.

***

She felt a hand holding and kissing hers. Things where foggy and confusing. She looked up to she Remus who was the one holding her hand.

“What happened Remus?” She looked up at his beautiful eyes that were filled with so much sadness. “ You where taken to Saint Mungo’s appears you had a panic attack. You passed out Kingsley was besides himself with worry. He had no experience with such a thing growing up in a wizarding world.”

She suddenly remembered the dream she had with Remus and felt ashamed and turned on by the way he was touching her. She gently pulled away from him trying to avoid the hurt look in his eyes.
“ What is going on with Sirius?” she asked hoping that the conversation that she had with Kingsley was a nightmare.

“ They are keeping him here for now. Some tests to prove that he is who he says he is or some other bloody bureaucratic nonsense. At least he is here and not Azkerban. I do not think he would survive another stretch in there.”

She nodded sadly at that. Before she could say anymore the healer walked in.

“Ah Miss Granger you are awake. Good so many people where concerned about you, including Mr. Black. He had to be restrained to keep from leaving his room to come into here. Your chart looks good, another night to keep you in observation and baring anything coming up you would be able to go home. Let’s allow this young lady some rest Mr. Lupin” Hermione said goodbye to him and he left without a word. Remus’s werewolf senses most likely picked up her state of arousal, a thought that that both humiliated her and strangely turned her on more. He was too much of a gentleman to ask, but there was no doubt he was curious about it.

Hermione made sure the coast was clear then she went back to the bed lifted up her gown and started to play with herself. One hand was on her tits and the other one was working her pussy trying to get release. She envisioned Remus hands and tongue where her hands where fucking and licking her till she screamed her release. She came hard and fast riding the waves of a tremendous orgasm falling over on her bed dripping with sweat released, but not satisfied.


An hour later, thankfully she was more composed at that time, Kingsley showed up.

She was surprised but happy to see him. The happiness faltered a little when she saw the look on her face. The look worried her, like he wanted to say something that he was afraid to say but had to kind of thing.

“Hello there love come lay with me a while will you?” says Hermione.

He gives a sad smile and he laid down next to her face facing Hermione.

“Is there something that you need to say love?” She asks gently

“I talked with Ginny Mione, she told me what was troubling you, I am so sorry that I could not save you, I ‘m sorry that you can’t stand to talk to me, that you chose to talk to Sirius instead” he could not say anymore his body was shacking with sobs. Hermione took his head and put it on her chest, stroking his head. She allowed him calm down a little before she spoke.

“There is nothing to forgive love. It was a war situation we did what we could and no better than that. I know you, if you could you would have done something about it, I have no doubt. ” She paused to give him a kiss. “I had no plan of breaking down in Sirius’s arms. I guess I have not dealt with what happened as well as I thought I did. The panic attack was evidence of that. Sirius has always been there for me since I was fourteen years old even if we had a rough start at our friendship. He was just there and held me like any good friend would do.

“You are the man I love, the one I count on. I can’t imagine my life without you.”

He looked up at her and said” I love you and I can’t stand to loose you. Don’t ever scare me like that again.”

She gave him another kiss and replied “you never will. Never worry about that my love”

She snuggled into his warmth letting the calm wash over her, before she knew it she was asleep.