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Dear Draco

By: darkheart
folder Harry Potter › Slash - Male/Male › Harry/Draco
Rating: Adult ++
Chapters: 15
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Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter, nor any of the characters from the books or movies. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.
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Dear Harry

Dear Harry,

well, you were damn right about me being surprised to receive your letter. Actually, 'surprised' is the understatement of the year in this case.

You were wrong, however, when you pictured me laughing about what you wrote. I am smiling, yes, but not laughing.

The person who is writing this response is serious! More serious than you have ever seen him at Hogwarts or anywhere else.

Yes, I was surprised about your letter, but that doesn't mean that I have never thought things like that about you. On the contrary, I have, and I have often.

I never would have thought that I would confess this to you, but your letter has encouraged me to finally tell you...

You tell me that I have been on your mind for the last weeks, well, you have been on my mind, too. I can't stop thinking about you ever since the moment you steered your broom towards me and rescued me from the flames.

You could have left me there, after all I had done. But you risked your own life to rescue mine. I can still feel the grip of your hand when you dragged me onto your broom and my body pressed against yours when we escaped the fire.

But that wasn't the moment I actually realized that I have feelings for you. No, that happened a little later when Voldemort and his followers brought you to the castle and claimed that you were dead. I could see you quite clearly, there in Hagrid's arms.

You were no longer moving or breathing and suddenly I felt a degree of pain I had never felt in my life. It was at the moment I thought you were gone that I noticed that I couldn't bear the thought of losing you. It was as if somebody had stabbed my heart with a knife.

And then it turned out that you were still alive and I was so happy, but I knew that I would never find the courage to tell you what I feel.

You were the great hero, celebrated by everyone, and I had failed so terribly. You were surrounded by crowds of friends and I was on my own, except for my parents.

No, I couldn't talk to you then and I would never have told you anything but now that I got this wonderful letter, everything has changed.

I still can't believe it, don't dare to believe it because I am afraid that I wouldn't be able to bear the disappointment if your letter should turn out to be a fake or a misunderstanding.

If you really mean all the things you wrote in your letter, I will be the happiest person in the world.

It is only fair to tell you that you are not the only one fantasizing about things in your bed at night.

You cannot imagine what your letter has done to me. I would never have expected that you cared for me, not in my wildest dreams.

And now I am happy, I am nervous, I am scared.

Please write back and tell me that I haven't gotten anything wrong and that you actually meant what you said.

Yours (if you want)
Draco
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