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Two weeks passed and nothing exciting happened. Snape bought Sirius a shiny purple collar with a silver tag, and started taking him out for walks. Snape knew how to dress like a muggle extreamly well. They walked to the coffee shop everyday and Snape would order himself a black coffee and get Sirius a chai latte in a bowl. Sirius was seriously thinking about just staying like this until the whole war thing was over! It was much better for him since there was nothing he could do anyway. At least he got to move around and such. One particular evening found Sirius curled by the fire. His collar was shining rainbows on the wall and he stared at them, lost in thought. The wind howled outside; the rain pounded the windows; the thunder rumbled, shaking the whole house and the lightning crashed, casting everything in shadow for a few brief seconds. Sirius sighed and looked at the door again.
{{The meeting cant've lasted that long... maybe something happened... maybe i should go check...}}
Sirius stood and trotted over to the door and jumped. He hooked his paw in the handle but as soon as he started putting pressure on it the door flew open. Sirius yelped and tried to stand on his paw. It wasnt broken but it was sprained. He couldnt put very much pressure on it.


"Im sorry boy..." Snape said pulling his hood off and closing the door. He was dripping wet, his hair hung limply in his face and water streamed down his clothes. He took his cloak off and laid it out by the fire to dry.

"Im soaked and cold..." Snape shivered as he hurridly went upstairs. Sirius followed catching drops of water with every step. Snape entered his bathroom and removed his robes. He rung it out over the bathtub and looked at Sirius.

"It was a bad night tonight boy... one of the order's've gone missing. Unfortunatly I have to admit my worry. He wasnt very useful... or nice... or anything really. He hated me... why do I even care?" Snape pulled his shirt off exposing his pale, almost translucent skin. He rung it out and tossed it over with his robes.

"They wont let anyone go and look for him either! Say if hes gotten himself into danger theres nothing they can do for him without exposing the order.... what a nice little group huh? Letting one of your own disappear just because you dont want to take risks!" The zipper on his pants broke from the rage he was putting into unzipping them.
"Blast..." He sighed and looked at Sirius, "What do you think...? Should I go look for him? Or leave him...." Sirius cocked his head to the side.

"Oh Sirius Black! The bastard... I specifically remember telling him to stay there and look pretty...." Sirius hadnt even thought they would notice his absence... aside from Lupin and Harry no one hardly payed him mind. But that was enough he guessed. He looked back up at Snape and had he been able to, he wouldve blushed. Snape had removed his pants and were ringing them out over the bath tub as he had all his other clothing. He was wearing nothing else. His entire body was one tone, one shade of beautiful pale moonlight. The only other natural colour on the man was the shock of black hair that framed his face and his dark eyes. Sirius watched the thin man turn on the water and slide inside the tub. His ribs were visible under his cream coloured skin, turning the areas where they protruded the dark purple of a bruise, as he moved. Snape lowered himself into the hot water and sighed contently.


"Well anyway.... he didnt stay there and look pretty... no he had to be the center of attention again...running away so the others would look for him." Snape shook his head and then leaned it back upon the lip of the tub. Sirius wanted to bark in his defense, but it might give him away somehow, so he stayed silent and wondered why Snape of all people would tell him to look pretty... Snape hated him. But he had asked if he should go look for him...
{{no thats just because hes in the order nothing else....}}


"What're you thinking about? I know you can think dont hide it..." Snape laughed looking at the dog. Snape stopped laughing abruptly and grabbed his forearm, hissing.

"Uhhh that really burns...." He said, lightly running his hand over it. Sirius got closer to the tub to see what he was talking about. Snape held up his left arm. The dark mark showed vividly and was moving slightly. Voldemort was calling his deatheaters. Sirius blinked and backed away quickly. The arm wasnt all he saw in the tub. He barked and went back into the bedroom. Curling up on the bed he stared at the clock wondering what this odd feeling was before drifting into a light sleep.


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Sirius woke forty-seven minutes later to movements on the bed. He opened on bleary eye and looked first at the clock and then around in the dark.
{{Snape must be climbing into bed...}}
He concluded and closed his eye again. He fell into a half sleep state until he heard his name from a short gasp behind him.
{{Hes dreaming about me?!}}
Sirius raised his head and turned it towards Snapes side of the bed. His eyes widened and his jaw droped. Yes his name had come from Snape... but it wasnt in a dream. Sirius stared unable to remove his eyes from shock. Snape lay sprawled on the bed, fresh from the tub. One hand was thrown behind him gripping the headboard and the other was... a bit lower. One of his knees were bent and his hips bucked into his own hand. A tiny sliver of moonlight fell across his pale chest.


"Siri...us.." Snape moaned lowly, his eyes were clenched shut and a thin sheen of sweat covered his brow. Sirius gaped at Snapes actions as the got more rapid and his name came out louder. Sirius felt a stirring somewhere low in his abdomen... a feeling he hadnt felt since he and James had been in school together. Snapes hand pumped harder, Sirius could hear his nails digging into the headboard. With one final gasp hot sticky semen poured over Snapes hand and shot onto his stomach. Snape relaxed and caught his breath for a minute. Sirius stared hungrily at the liquid on Snape but didnt move.
{{why am i feeling like this?!}} he asked himself.
{{Severus Snape... your worst enemy?!?!.... only because James didnt like him....}} a tiny voice reminded him. He stared at Snape and wondered if things would've been different had he not followed James everywhere.
{{But I would never take back those times with James... I loved James... and nothing couldve been better...}}
He shook his head and heard Snape sigh.


"I didnt get anything on you did I boy?" Snape asked patting Sirius' head with the hand that wasnt covered in sticky goo. Sirius inwardly made a disgusted face.
{{just a second ago I wanted to eat it all... but that... that was just disgusting...}}
He shook himself off just in case and curled back up. They were both asleep in moments.


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Dumbledore flushed the toilet and and washed his hands. He dried them on a paper towel and threw it away. Flicking the light off he closed the door and stopped. He walked back in and turned the light on. Pulling something from the trashcan and examining it he walked to the door of the study. Molly was spraying some kind of cleaner around, he placed a finger on his chin.


"Molly.... did you say something about Severus last night...?" He asked her. She didnt look away from her cleaning but answered,

"Oh yes! He said something about adopting a dog! I thought it was quite humane, you know with him being the way he is...." She giggled.

"Did he.... happen to say what colour it was?" Laughter danced behind his eyes when she answered.

"Indeed he did! He said it was pure white! Like snow! Named it Econner or something like that..." She sprayed more and thought nothing else of it. Dumbledore grinned looking at the empty bleach bottle he held in his hand.


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UPDATE

"James! Its dark and I cant see anything..." Sirius whispered as he made his way through the corridors. The paintings were snoring softly and there was absolutly no lights on at all.

"Well dont use your wand! Here... take my hand." Sirius groped in front of him for James' hand. He found it and squeezed tightly. Sirius let James pull him towards their destination which was still a mystery to him. Sirius smiled in the dark, James' hand was warm. Sirius could see a small twinkling of lights and knew they were approaching the great hall. Sirius stared at it quizzically.


"James... what're we doi..." James cut him off.

"We're going to give ourselves a little boost..." James smirked behind himself at Sirius, who didnt quite understand until he stopped in front of the House Hourglasses.

"Oh James... how are you going to do that?!" Sirius asked looking at the rubies in the bottom of the Gryffindor one.

"I was reading up on homework in some book in the library, and there we're notes in the back... notes that told me how to do this." James' eyes sparkled, Sirius gripped his hand tighter.


"James... you know those notes could be lying! What if you try it and its really a spell to... I dont know..." He looked a little worried.

"Slice my ears off? Make me go blind?" James laughed.

"What is it with you lately... youre not the risk taker you once were... what happened to the Sirius I knew..." James turned to him, keeping his hand in his.

"Or maybe... hes still in there... hes just realised certain things about himself..." James smirked, the glow of the candles illuminating half his face. Sirius blushed and looked down.


"I just... dont..."

"Want me to get hurt?" James smiled.

"Sirius... theres something Ive wanted to ask you for a long time..." James pulled Sirius over to a wall and opened a door to the closet. He turned and looked at Sirius' questioning gaze before pushing him in and closing the door.


"James what are you doing? Why cant you just ask me out there?" Sirius groped his way to the wall and leaned against it.

"Because..." James reached his hand out and touched Sirius' face. He stepped over the boxes on the floor until he in front of him.

"James.. what're you doing..." Sirius said a little nervously.

"Im going to ask you my question..."James pulled Sirius' face to him and pressed their lips together. Siruis was shocked, but pleased. He had wanted this for a very long time. James slid his other hand slowly down Sirius' chest and un zipped his pants. Sirius gasped as James' hand slid through his fly to grip the burning heat nestled there. James broke their kiss and moved his mouth down Sirius' neck and nibble his collarbone. Sirius moaned. Every bit of skin James touched was set on fire. Sirius watched as James fell to his knees and tugged his pants down. Sirius shivered a bit as the cold air in the stone closet hit his heated skin. James wrapped his thin fingers around Sirius' erect member and put the tip to his mouth. Sirius swayed from the pleasure as James spoke.


"Now my question is... do you like this...?" He ran his tongue up the underside of Sirius' shaft.

"Uhhhnn." Sirius moaned and felt his knees buckle. He slid down the wall landing on a box.

"James... what are you..." James cut him off by crushing his lips to Sirius'.

"Dont talk..." He said breaking the kiss,

"Unless you want me to stop... just go with it." Sirius nodded and James grinned. He unzipped his own pants, taking his throbbing member into his hand. He used his other hand to guide Sirius' into his mouth. Sirius' head rolled backward onto the stone wall, his fingers moved down to tangle in James' unruly hair. James took Sirius' entire length in his mouth, moaning from the taste and his own hand working.


"James...." Sirius moaned trying to keep his hips from bucking into James mouth. James removed his mouth and pulled Sirius' pants to his knees. He pulled Sirius up turned him around and pressed him to the wall. Leaning in close to his ear, James whispered.

"Do you trust me enough to let me inside you?" his tongue traced the outside of his ear and Sirius leaned into it.

"Yeah..." Sirius moaned. James grinned and fell to his knees once again. He rand his hands down the creamy skin of Sirius' ass before coating two fingers with his saliva and sliding them slowly into Sirius. Sirius moaned, he had expected it to feel foreign and to hurt. But nothing had ever felt so right or good in his life. James worked his fingers a little more before standing and coating his dripping member with saliva as well as he could. He braced himself with one hand on the wall and slowly inserted himself into his best friend. A pleasure like no other invaded Sirius' brain. His moans got louder and James shushed him. Sirius couldnt help it though and they continued to grow. James wrapped one arm around Sirius' chest and thurst the fingers of his other hand into his mouth to keep him quiet. He rocked slowly at first, but drove harder and Sirius pushed back, impaling himself. James locked his lips on Sirius' neck to keep his own moans muffled and thrust hard. Sirius quivered and James knew he had found that spot. He put all the strength he had into hitting it hard with every stroke. Sirius whimpered as James' hand moved down to stroke him. The double stimulation was to much for him to handle. The pleasure built and Sirius orgasmed hard, James coming right after. They didnt move until the aftereffects had worn off, then James slowly pulled out of Sirius and broguht his hand to his mouth, cleaning Sirius' seed from his fingers. Sirius panted trying to catch his breath. He pushed the mat of sweaty hair from his forehead and sat on a box.


"James... I" he started.

"Dont talk Sirius...." James leaned down and softly touched their lips together. He pulled his pants back up and zipped the fly.

"Just enjoy it..."

"But what about Lily.... I didnt think you were into guys..." Sirius spoke anyway.

"Im not into guys... just you. I still have somewhat of an interest in Lily but... I think me and you should make this a permanent thing...get up lets get back upstairs and sleep..." He held out his hand and Sirius took it, pulling himself up he replaced his own pants and smiled. Sirius pulled James back to him for a second, kissing him deeply. James kissed back, wrapping his arms around his friend. The closet door flew open and they both turned, squinting in the light to see who it was.


"Avada Kedavra!" Green light flashed and Sirius' eyes flew open.

He stared around the room, his lower body aching with need.
{{a dream... but a memory...}} he thought

{{But no one ever killed anyone... it was just remus come to see what we were up too...}} He looked around the room and saw Snape at the windowpane.

"Avada Kedavra!!" A jet of green light shot out from the end of the wand. Momentarily blind Sirius couldnt see what he was killing but he didnt have to.

"Bloody Moths... I hate them..." Snape continued killing them until, Sirius assumed, they were all dead. The sun was just sinking in the sky outside because the light was a pinkish purple colour. There was a knock at the door.


"Bloody hell..." Snape growled and stormed downstairs. Sirius' ears perked up and he took the time he had alone to will his body back to normal.

{{what the hell was up with that memory... I havent thought about my first time with James in a very long time....}} He sighed when his body went back to normal and padded down the stairs. He walked into the living room and immediatly wished he had stayed upstairs. Dumbledore sat in a chair across from Snape. He was daintily drinking steaming tea and his eyes danced with laughter as they fell onto Sirius.


{{he knows... I know he knows... he ALWAYS knows...}} Sirius turned to head back upstairs but Snapes voice stopped him.

"Come here boy..." Snape turned back to Dumbledore,

"Hes a really smart dog... he knows what youre saying and actually listens."

"I bet he does..." Dumbledore smiled. Sirius slinked over the Snape and sat by his chair. Snape idly stroked his fur and looked down at him. His brow furrowed in confusion.

"Huh... this is weird... your fur is turning black at the roots..." Snape said examining it. Sirius had a mini panic attack in his head but was saved.

"Maybe hes one of those animals that has different colour coats depending on the weather... Its getting colder out... so maybe its turning black to absorb light and keep him heated..." Dumbledore kept his grin on and twined his fingers together, letting his tea float in the air.

"Severus... I was wondering if you could do me a favour... I would really like some turkish delight. If you could make the small journey into the muggle town nearby and pick some up for me? Ill keep your companion company..." Snape stood and pulled a muggle coat from a hanger.

"Of course sir... Ill be right back." Throwing it on he walked out the door and down the street. Dumbledore raised an eyebrow and pointed to the chair.

"Sit Sirius... we have much to talk about before he returns..."

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