Confusing Emotions

It was two days later after what happened when he received an owl during dinner.

“Come if you want more, SS”

Harry couldn’t believe it. He darted his head to the teachers table to catch a glance at Severus. Snape was glaring at him with his usual glare but now there was an underlying hint of lust hidden there in those onyx depths. Harry shivered in anticipation. Turning back to his housemates they were watching him with concern.

“Snape wants me to come for another lesson in ‘remedial potions’. I’ll be fine guys don’t wait for me tonight, I think that this is going to be a long lesson.” he said. They looked like they didn’t believe him but shrugged and went back to their supper. They all knew that Harry had been more withdrawn in the last year but nobody commented on it. He glanced once more at the head table to see that Snape had rose from his chair and was walking out of the side entrance commonly used by the teachers. He decided to wait an hour till 8:00 then he headed down to the dungeons. He hesitantly knocked on Severus’s office door, not sure what to do next or what was going to happen tonight. Then he heard the call to come in. He opened the door quietly and shut it behind him leaning on the door.

“Well Potter, I didn’t expect that you would come back so readily.” Snape sneered. He was standing behind his desk leaning against the wall with a glass of fire whiskey in his hand.

Harry stepped forward till he stood face to face with Severus. He reached out a hand to touch the other man’s check.

“Of course I came back. You might not care for me but I care for you. I don’t care if you can’t tell me or show me. All I want is to be with you. To have you even if it is just a quick tumble against a wall or on your desk,” Harry said gazing up into the older man’s eyes.

Severus tipped back the rest of the fire whiskey, feeling it burn down his throat. Then he threw the glass against the far wall and flipped their positions before the glass had time to break. He placed both of his hands on either side of Harry’s head and leaned down and devoured Harry’s lips. Harry moaned into Severus’s mouth and leaned into him, back arching off the wall.

Severus moved his hands to grip Harry’s hips as his mouth made a mad journey to attach Harry’s throat.

“Sev’rus” Harry moaned. He never thought that Severus would do this to him.

Severus pulled away from Harry, ignoring the mumbled sound of distress. He stepped back a couple of steps and sat on the edge of the desk.

“Potter, knell before me,” Snape demanded.

Harry came forward and knelled before Snape, looking up at him through the top of his thick black glasses.

“Do you know what I want you to do?” asked Severus in a husky sex laden voice.

“No, but I have an idea. Do you want me to show you?” asked Harry in his most innocent voice.

“Yes, go ahead. Show me what you think that I want,” he replied voice getting huskier.

Harry leaned forward and ghosted his breath over Severus’s hardened cloth covered length. He glanced up at Sev just before he licked his erection. “Is that what you want, Sev’rus? Do you want me to continue with more?” asked Harry in a seductive voice, dropping his eyes and the innocent act.

Severus moaned out saying, “Yes…more…Harry.” He was barely coherent in his words so lost he was.

Harry glanced up at Severus and saw that he had his head thrown back and his hands were clenched on the desk. He then proceeded to unbutton the older man’s pants and slowly unzipped them, releasing Severus from the strained confines. Harry sat back a moment to gaze at the object of his desire before moving back and reaching a hand to grasp it.

He moved his hands slowly up the underside to the flared tip before sliding a finger through the slit at the top. He glanced up once more to find Severus watching him with shadowed onyx eyes.

“Do you want me to give you more?” asked Harry in a low voice, his hand moving slowly up and down on the cock.

“Yes… more,” pleaded Severus.

Harry just sat there for a moment thinking that he couldn’t believe Severus was actually moaning and allowing him to do this. ‘May be there is hope after all. We will just have to wait and see,’ he thought. Without another thought he leaned forward and licked from the base of the underside to the flared head. He heard Severus give a strangled moan and felt a hand move from the desk to rest in his hair. Seeing the reaction that he got from that one move he became even bolder and engulfed the entire length in one go.

“Merlin, Harry,” Severus cried, hand clenching in Harry’s hair.

Harry began to swirl his tongue around the cock bobbing his head up and down. He could hear the moans he was getting from the other man and speed up. The hand that was clenching in his hair was guiding him while the other hand had come to rest against his check. He could feel Severus beginning to tense when he was stopped by both hands, pulling him away and standing him in front of Severus.

“Why did you stop me? I thought that was what you wanted.” Harry said, a little put out that he was denied what he wanted.

“Not all, most of it was. I want to come in you; I want to pound you until you scream in pleasure. Now follow me.” With that Severus got up from the edge of the desk and walked to the door to the right of the room, shedding his pants that were still around his ankles. As he continued to walk he unbuttoned his outer robe and threw them onto the couch that was to the left. He paused at the doorway to look back at him. Seeing that Harry was still standing with a gob smacked expression he said, “If you’re going to come then I suggest that you close that delectable mouth of yours and start undressing. My quarters are through here. I thought that you might want to be comfortable when I am pounding in you.” With those words he turned and started to walk further in calling out, “If this isn’t what you want then you know where the door is.”

That snapped Harry out of his shocked state. He moved forward into the living room, discarding his school robes and shoes and socks. He then followed Severus to his bedroom to find that it was very light in color, the direct opposite than what he thought was in there. He stared around him never noticing that the professor was getting undressed to his left. He was so lost in his observation that he jumped when he felt an arm wrap around him and a mouth placing a kiss on where his neck was exposed. He felt another arm go around him to start unbuttoning his shirt before moving inside to caress his warm skin. ‘I’ve always dreamed of those long fingers caressing me,’ he thought. He felt the shirt drop to the floor and he was led to the four poster be before he was turned and laid on it. He looked up at his lover with lust filled emerald eyes that met onyx flames.

Harry took his fill on Severus’s body. He couldn’t believe that he had hid that body under those dour black robes. His body was lean and taught with muscles in all the right places; there wasn’t an ounce of fat on him. His arms were defined and muscular but not overly, and his legs were just the right combination of muscle and length. Lastly he took in the mid section and was panting as he watched Severus move his hand down to wrap around his length, slowly moving his hand up and down.

“Do you like what you see?” asked Severus in a deep low voice.

“Gods yes… do you like what you see?” asked Harry suddenly feeling shy for some unknown reason.

“I do. Would even more if you would remove your pants and under clothing.” Severus said gazing at him.

“Why don’t you do something about it?” asked Harry, looking up at him when he moved to the edge of the bed. Severus climbed unto the bed and lay beside Harry. He looked into Harry’s eyes before hi leaned forward and kissed him. It was a slow kiss that slowly turned hungry. Severus’s hands started to roam his body catching on one of his dusky nipples making him arch into the touch. He broke the kiss to move down to the throat, nipping and biting leaving marks along his trail. Severus then moved down and caught one nub in his mouth and laved, alternating between sucking and biting. Sev left a hickey just under Harry’s left nipple before moving to the right. By now Harry was moaning and writhing on the bed, panting in short breaths.

Severus began opening the button of Harry’s jeans, unzipping them and edging them down off Harry’s hips. Once he got them off he threw them into a darkened corner Sitting back glanced down at Harry who lay there spread eagle in nothing but a pair of black boxers, panting his head thrown back in utter pleasure. ‘Merlin he looks so good when he is debauched.’ he thought.

Sev leaned over and brushed a hand against the Harry’s cloth covered erection. Hearing a strangled moan and a muttered “Oh God…” he moved his hand to the waist band of the boxers before removing them too and tossing them in the same corner. He then leaned forward and licked the cock from the base to the tip before sucking on the flared tip to get a taste of Harry.

“Oh… my God,” Harry gasped out again, “More…Gods please Sev’rus…more.” Harry begged. Complying with the plea he swirled his tongue around the head before he engulfed the entire length. Harry immediately started to thrust and Severus decided that he wasn’t going to last much longer. Reaching for his wand he quietly cast the lubrication charm, earning an eager gasp from Harry. Unlike last time though, Severus slowly prepared his lover for his entrance delighting in torturing him.

Severus slid one finger in and started moving it back and forth watching Harry’s face for and discomfort. He didn’t know want this time to hurt. He did not know when but he had started to care for Harry between the last couple days. He would never tell Harry but he thought that he could show him.

After a moment he carefully added a second and begun sliding them in and out. He watched from where he still had his lips around Harry’s cock as the boy writhed and moaned. By the time he had added the third finger all he could hear from Harry was incoherent pleas. Feeling that he had prepared Harry enough he climbed on top of Harry and kissed him long and hard feeling Harry arch under him.

“Harry,” Severus called softly to get Harry’s attention. Harry slowly opened his eyes and looked at Severus through a hazy cloud of passion. “If it hurts or you want me to stop please tell me.” All Harry could do was nod and Severus leaned forward and kissed him again as he moved forward and positioned his cock at Harry’s entrance. He slowly slid in past the ring of muscle that was his only resistance. Harry moaned and arched up taking more of Severus than what he was intending.

Severus stood still a moment catching his breath at the sensation of sliding so easily into the warmth of his lover. He slid further into the warmth until he was all the way home. He lay still for a moment laying his forehead onto Harry’s panting and trying to regain control after that movement. Harry, who lay there panting, saw that Severus was trying to regain some of his ever present control. He didn’t want Severus in control, he wanted him the way he was two nights ago. So he leaned his head up right next to Severus’s ear and whispered into his ear.

“Let go, love. Please just let go.” With those words Sev rose onto his knees beneath him all semblance of control having vanished when Harry had whispered into his ears. He withdrew almost all the way before he pounded into his love hard and fast.

Harry screamed as he was pounded into the mattress. This is what he wanted, his Severus so far gone that all his control was gone lost to the wind. He felt Severus lift his legs and spread them, using them for more leverage to pound. When Severus hit that one spot that made him see stars he screamed one more time and came.

When Harry screamed the second time and came I felt his inner muscles clenching. That was all he could take, he couldn’t hold on anymore. He came with a rush shouting Harry’s name in his release. He released Harry’s legs and climbed off of Harry moving to the side before he collapsed.

There you go everyone. I thought that this story was only going to be a one shot that went with My Immortal but decided that it deserved to be it’s on story. If every R&R’s this story then I will keep updating. Please tell me how I am doing. I normally don’t do stories like this so… Also I would like to say that I am sorry that I left it at a cliff hanger but what can I say I am just evil. *grins maniaclly* :-D Well there you go just remember to feed the author reviews, Fae.