That Was Weird

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Chapter 2

Dear Diary,

It happened again today. There was a Gryffindor vs. Hufflepuff match and the whole school attended. I had been at the library studying when I realized the match had begun twenty minutes ago. So, I quickly ran through to corridors and soon I was right under the stands, under all the students though they couldn\'t see me and I couldn\'t see them. It was abandoned under the stands. Everyone was so content in watching the game that no one even bothered getting up and taking a walk. That happened during every match. It made me sick really. Anyway, I was running under them, trying to sneak into the stands unnoticed when someone pulled me back. It was him again. I opened my mouth to tell him to get the fuck off of me but the second I did, he silenced me with his lips. It was all quite odd really. We did it again, on the pavement under the stands but we didn\'t even worry about people catching us. I don\'t know why I keep letting him do those things to me though. I don\'t even try to tell him No. Why don\'t I say NO?

Maybe it\'s because on some small level, I enjoyed it. Before the other day, it had been a while since I had slept with a man. I didn\'t like to date much. It interfered with my studies. The last boyfriend I had had was Dean Thomas. He wasn\'t very good in bed though. Not compared to Malfoy. Malfoy had a way of making me feel the greatest pleasures in the world. Maybe it\'s the thrill of doing something I\'m not supposed to be doing. I know how annoyed Harry and Ron would be if they found out. It\'s an adrenaline rush, going against their rules, especially Ron\'s. I\'m so angry with him. You see, I\'ve had a little crush on him since second year. Well... I guess that\'s a long time to have a crush but I can\'t help it. And I thought that he liked me as well but I guess I was wrong. Today, I saw him kiss Parvati on the cheek. HE KISSED HER! RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME! The nerve!

So doing something that would upset him, it made me excited. But Malfoy, he was everything I hated. It didn\'t just go against school rules or Harry and Ron\'s rules, but it went against my own as well. Sleeping with the enemy. That was wrong and I knew it and in all honesty, I wasn\'t proud of what I was doing. If anyone ever found out, I\'d be ruined. I don\'t know what I\'d do. But I know I don\'t want to stop.

I like sleeping with him. He\'s good in bed and we never talk which eliminates MOST of the awkwardness. Not ALL of it. But most.

But I know I have to stop. How can I stop? Should I simply tell him no? Should I simply go up to him and tell him that I don\'t want him to ever touch me again? Should I wait for him to approach me and THEN I\'ll say no? Yes, that\'s what I\'ll do. I\'ll just say NO next time he tries anything. Okay then.

Thanks for the help,

Hermione

Draco\'s P.O.V.

I was sitting there, watching the Quidditch match and suddenly I couldn\'t take it anymore. I hated watching Gryffindor win. I searched through the stands for some entertainment and noticed something odd. Granger was nowhere to be seen.

So I went in search of her. I was on my way to the library to begin this search when I heard footsteps rapidly approaching. I hid in the shadows so as to surprise her. And I did. She stared at me blankly for a moment before she chose to speak. But I didn\'t let her. I knew she wanted me by the was she kissed me back. I decided that we could lay down this time. From the pained look on her face when I slammed her bare back against the pavement, I would guess it hurt. I\'ll bet she had quite a few nasty cuts on her back now. Just more proof that it actually happened. That\'s exactly what I wanted.

Once again, she shocked me. She was great. No joking. This time, I think she was more ready for the whole thing. It didn\'t take her too long to get used to the idea of sleeping with me. That was a good thing. Soon, she\'d be mine and even if SOMEHOW by some chance the Golden Trio didn\'t split up after it, her life would still be ruined. No one else will ever be able to satisfy her the way I could. I am the Sex God of Slytherin. She would always compare any man she was with to me.

I wondered for a moment on if I wanted that. Did I really want the mudblood to fall for me? And would my feelings change for her by the end? I had seen a muggle movie once and the guy made a bet with his stepsister. The movie was called Cruel Intentions, I liked it a lot. The guy made this bet where he said he could get a virgin to sleep with him and if he won, his stepsister would have to fuck him. Of course he wins but in the process, he winds up falling for the virgin.

I couldn\'t risk that happening to me. I just couldn\'t. But I doubt it would. I hate her. But I know she is good in the sack. Really good. Possibly the best I\'ve ever had. But she\'s still Granger. I plan on using her and then leaving her. That\'s what I do with girls. I sleep with them and then I leave them before the sun comes up. Usually I never sleep with a girl more that once but Granger was an exception. It was necessary in order for the operation to succeed. But that turns out good for me. I don\'t mind sleeping with the Gryffindor sex kitten.