Total Eclipse
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Harry Potter › Slash - Male/Male › Harry/Draco
Rating:
Adult +
Chapters:
2
Views:
1,178
Reviews:
1
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0
Currently Reading:
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Help me!
Total Eclipse
by TiaAgano
2.Help me
##I’m in serious shit, I feel totally lost. If I’m asking for help it’s only because being with you has opened my eyes. Could I ever believe such a perfect surprise? I keep asking myself, wondering how, I keep closing my eyes, but I can’t block you out…##
After this night that I spent lying awake in the dark again, I’m not feeling any better at all. I wish I could just forget #you# but I can’t . I can’t even get #you# out of my head during class. Right now I could really do with some tranquillity…
##I wish, I could define all the thoughts that cross my mind. They seem to big for me to choose, I don’t know which ones to use. When I’m falling down so far, I think I’ll never see your light. Bouncing off of me, shining down here from your eyes.##
#your# eyes… In former times they were shining because #you# had so much joy living #your# life. #you# didn’t care about the negative aspects back then. As the years passed #you# didn’t only get older, but also wiser and by now #you# know better.
#you# have seen so many terrible things in the last years, #your# godfathers death is only one of the many examples. Who observes #you# like I do can see in #your# eyes that #you’ve# grown up.
#Your# eyes are still sparkling like two emeralds, but instead of the happy gleam there is now a severe glowing, seeming to hide something. But that’s only one of the things my totally overloaded brain has to worry about because of #you#.
##Help me, figure out the difference between right and wrong, weak and strong, day and night, where I belong. Help me, make the right decisions, know which way to turn, lessons to learn and just what my purpose is here.
It’s like I got the symbols crossed with messages I can’t decode. Half asleep, never wide awake and I’m complete overload. I got too much information here, but nothing I can really grasp. I should know the truth, but I’m too afraid, so I have to ask…##
Yes, I’m in fear, great fear, truth to be told, because probably for the first time in my life I seem to have no control at all about my life and without a doubt that’s #your# fault. My head is almost combusting and as paradox as it sounds #you#, the one who got me into all this trouble, seem to be the only thing that’s keeping me sane.
My head is full of information fighting against each other. I don’t know anymore where I belong, why I do belong there and what my destination is. Everything I know is that I don’t wanna lose #you#. I was born to hate #you#, but I just can’t any longer…
##Wanna love you, more than anything. I need you! In my every dream you’re there for me. Do you love me? Know I’m no angel, just an ordinary man.##
Even if #you# had feelings for me… I’m not stupid, #you# know? I’m very well aware of the fact that there’s hardly any chance for us in this world. Not to mention that I’m sure the feelings #you# have for me aren’t of any romantic nature.
...Sweet Merlin, listen to me! I’m 17 years old and crying like a toddler. I have to pull myself together soon. If I don’t manage, I’ll be totally fucked up. But I’m fearing I won’t manage alone…
##Help me figure out, why I’m stuck in the middle. Trying to understand why I can’t, why you’re such a riddle. Got my eyes crossed, I’m thinking so hard and I know I’m missing the mark. Can you help me sort out all this information? I’m just racking my brain, baby, paying attention. But I’m still lost and at all costs, … I gotta know##
Yeah, I have to know. I have to figure out where exactly I belong, as soon as possible or I’ll meet my downfall. But whom should I talk to? Should I talk to you, who are still running around in my head although I told you to go? I don’t think so!! Don’t have to bring me nearer to insanity than I already am. I mean, face it, hearing voices in your head isn’t a good sign at all!
Why I’m not talking to Potter? Who is the one insane here, you or me? No, wonderboy is totally out of discussion. Naturally, he would be the simplest solution, because there is a really good chance he could help me, if he wanted to, but at the same time talking to him would be the most stupid thing I could do. Being a Slytherin means that you can’t run to Potter with all your problems like the rest of the world does, there’s no way. Okay, I admit shagging and falling in love with him isn’t what you’d expect of a Slytherin either, but…
Another Slytherin? Yes, you’re right, we are famous for our interhouse loyalty and in all descriptions you can read that you can find true friendship in Slytherin, but in times of war it’s unfortunately like this: You could be betrayed by anybody, at any time. Slytherins are known to be ambitious and if we want something, we almost always get it.
The one person I’m gonna tell has to be smart, very smart and I have to trust him/her completely. But trust is exactly the problem. There is this saying “Trust is the most silent kind of courage” and to tell you the truth, I’m not sure if I can bring up enough it.
##HELP ME, ....##
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Part 2 finished, reviews please! #puppy eyes#
Cu, Tia
by TiaAgano
2.Help me
##I’m in serious shit, I feel totally lost. If I’m asking for help it’s only because being with you has opened my eyes. Could I ever believe such a perfect surprise? I keep asking myself, wondering how, I keep closing my eyes, but I can’t block you out…##
After this night that I spent lying awake in the dark again, I’m not feeling any better at all. I wish I could just forget #you# but I can’t . I can’t even get #you# out of my head during class. Right now I could really do with some tranquillity…
##I wish, I could define all the thoughts that cross my mind. They seem to big for me to choose, I don’t know which ones to use. When I’m falling down so far, I think I’ll never see your light. Bouncing off of me, shining down here from your eyes.##
#your# eyes… In former times they were shining because #you# had so much joy living #your# life. #you# didn’t care about the negative aspects back then. As the years passed #you# didn’t only get older, but also wiser and by now #you# know better.
#you# have seen so many terrible things in the last years, #your# godfathers death is only one of the many examples. Who observes #you# like I do can see in #your# eyes that #you’ve# grown up.
#Your# eyes are still sparkling like two emeralds, but instead of the happy gleam there is now a severe glowing, seeming to hide something. But that’s only one of the things my totally overloaded brain has to worry about because of #you#.
##Help me, figure out the difference between right and wrong, weak and strong, day and night, where I belong. Help me, make the right decisions, know which way to turn, lessons to learn and just what my purpose is here.
It’s like I got the symbols crossed with messages I can’t decode. Half asleep, never wide awake and I’m complete overload. I got too much information here, but nothing I can really grasp. I should know the truth, but I’m too afraid, so I have to ask…##
Yes, I’m in fear, great fear, truth to be told, because probably for the first time in my life I seem to have no control at all about my life and without a doubt that’s #your# fault. My head is almost combusting and as paradox as it sounds #you#, the one who got me into all this trouble, seem to be the only thing that’s keeping me sane.
My head is full of information fighting against each other. I don’t know anymore where I belong, why I do belong there and what my destination is. Everything I know is that I don’t wanna lose #you#. I was born to hate #you#, but I just can’t any longer…
##Wanna love you, more than anything. I need you! In my every dream you’re there for me. Do you love me? Know I’m no angel, just an ordinary man.##
Even if #you# had feelings for me… I’m not stupid, #you# know? I’m very well aware of the fact that there’s hardly any chance for us in this world. Not to mention that I’m sure the feelings #you# have for me aren’t of any romantic nature.
...Sweet Merlin, listen to me! I’m 17 years old and crying like a toddler. I have to pull myself together soon. If I don’t manage, I’ll be totally fucked up. But I’m fearing I won’t manage alone…
##Help me figure out, why I’m stuck in the middle. Trying to understand why I can’t, why you’re such a riddle. Got my eyes crossed, I’m thinking so hard and I know I’m missing the mark. Can you help me sort out all this information? I’m just racking my brain, baby, paying attention. But I’m still lost and at all costs, … I gotta know##
Yeah, I have to know. I have to figure out where exactly I belong, as soon as possible or I’ll meet my downfall. But whom should I talk to? Should I talk to you, who are still running around in my head although I told you to go? I don’t think so!! Don’t have to bring me nearer to insanity than I already am. I mean, face it, hearing voices in your head isn’t a good sign at all!
Why I’m not talking to Potter? Who is the one insane here, you or me? No, wonderboy is totally out of discussion. Naturally, he would be the simplest solution, because there is a really good chance he could help me, if he wanted to, but at the same time talking to him would be the most stupid thing I could do. Being a Slytherin means that you can’t run to Potter with all your problems like the rest of the world does, there’s no way. Okay, I admit shagging and falling in love with him isn’t what you’d expect of a Slytherin either, but…
Another Slytherin? Yes, you’re right, we are famous for our interhouse loyalty and in all descriptions you can read that you can find true friendship in Slytherin, but in times of war it’s unfortunately like this: You could be betrayed by anybody, at any time. Slytherins are known to be ambitious and if we want something, we almost always get it.
The one person I’m gonna tell has to be smart, very smart and I have to trust him/her completely. But trust is exactly the problem. There is this saying “Trust is the most silent kind of courage” and to tell you the truth, I’m not sure if I can bring up enough it.
##HELP ME, ....##
°°°°°°°°°°°
Part 2 finished, reviews please! #puppy eyes#
Cu, Tia