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First Love

By: DarkLoveZorg
folder Harry Potter › Slash - Male/Male
Rating: Adult ++
Chapters: 3
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First Love, Cont.

TITLE: First Love

AUTHOR: Lady Sirius

PAIRING: SB/RL

RATING: NC17

FEEDBACK: darklove_zorg@yahoo.com

DISCLAIMER: Of course all rights to Harry Potter belong to JK Rowling - I would claim Sirius if I d (bd (but alas this is not meant to be!)


DEDICATION: To my glorious, talented, wondrous and everlastingly sexy inspiration - Gary Oldman
And it is also dedicated to my good friend Kitty - she is the Remus to my Sirius in our rpgs, and has inspired me to write about their love.


Chapter 2 - First Love, cont.

(a/n - my apologies - this was actually part of the first chapter, but was inadvertently cut off, and rather than editing it, I decided to continue it separately. Thanks for understanding, and please enjoy!)


And when I looked at him I knew. \"Remus, I love you,\" I said reverently.

\"I\'ve been waiting a long time for you to say so,\" he replied in his throaty voice, pushing back my hair, playing with my curls.

\"You- you knew?\"

He nodded. \"I\'ve known for a while now that I love you.\" And having said this, he took me in his arms again and our lips were soon locked together happily.

Just then the heavens above us burst and a cold rain began to fall, drenching us thoroughly before we managed to separate and duck into the astronomy tower, laughing. With all the exuberance of new-found love, we clung together, both soaked to the skin. We huddled together on the floor for warmth, and began to kiss all over again. We couldn\'t get enough of each other\'s lips, but we didn\'t know what to do with our hands, and they seemed to just get in the way. We pressed against his other as close as we could get, never losing contact with our mouths.

And then I felt something stir, something totally unexpected, which I had never felt toward another person, much less for another male. But it was unmistakeable, and I was embarrassed that Remus could feel it too. I tried to pull away, but he held me close, whispered in my ear, \"No, Sirius, it\'s all right. I feel the same way too.\"

\"Remus, I\'ve never felt this way before,\" I confessed to him. \"About anyone.\"

\"Me either,\" he answered.

\"What do we do now?\" I wanted to know.

Remus considered the question thoughtfully, his eyes looking warmly at me, but with a new light which I now recognized as being the look of love. \"Well, he said slowly, \"we could make love to one another. If you would like to, that is.\"

I nodded my assent to his plan. Yes, I wanted that. I wanted to be with him, to make love to him, to have him make love to me. But I wasn\'t quite sure how that was accomplished. At least not between two consenting males. \"Where do we start?\" I asked.

Remus smiled. \"I would imagine by getting naked.\"

I could see the sense in that. \"You want me to take my clothes off?\"

Remus shook his head. \"No, I want to do that,\" he replied, reaching out and beginning to unbutton my robes. I shivered at his touch, but it was a good trembling, an anticipatory shiver, as he disrobed me slowly, gently. Even before I knew his secret, I became aware that day that he was the alpha male, and a pattern was established which continues through our relationship to this day.

First he took my robes off and then his own, and putting them together he made a makeshift bed on the floor of the astronomy tower, which he gently laid me on, as he continued with his work - he pulled my tshirt over my head, and his eyes grazed over my naked torso, and I could see that he liked what he saw.

\"Sirius, you are so beautiful,\" he smiled at me. \"I\'ve seen you undressed many times before, but this time it\'s different.\"

Impatiently, I reached for him, but he only shushed me, saying, \"Patience, Siri, patience.\" His slender hands ran lightly over my bare chest, and my skin tingled at his touch. \"Are you sure you want me to continue?\" he asked.

\"I\'m sure.\"

His hands were at my belt buckle - the big klunky silver one which I always used to wear - unlatching it and drawing it back, before pulling down the zipper. I could feel my hardness straining against the material of my jeans. As he eased the zipper down, it came out with a vengeance, as I never wore underwear then. Too cool for that, or so I thought. I looked to him for his approval, and I could see it in his eyes - he was pleased with what he saw. The material of my jeans was wet and clung to me, so I lifted my hips that he could better remove them, and they soon were neatly folded and laid aside with my shirt, and I was naked.

I wanted him to be naked too, and I reached for his shirt. He allowed me to, smiling at me the whole time, as I drew it over his head. Then his pants, which I unzipped and slid down over his hips, and finally his underwear. Gods, he looked so good to me. Which came as a surprise to me. I had never been attracted to another boy before. Or a girl for that matter. Sex was something I had thought little of actually. But I knew in that moment that I loved Remus and wanted to be with him.

\"I want to make love to you, Sirius.\"

\"Yes, Remy, make love to me, right now,\" I urged him. He smiled at my impatience, bending down and taking my lips in his, nipping at my bottom lip with his teeth. He stretched his body out over mine, and with some surprise, I felt his hard cock pressing against mine, and I heard myself moan at his touch. I trembled at his touch. I shivered at his touch. I delighted at his touch.

He rubbed himself against me, our erections grinding against one another. I felt myself move beneath him, encouraging further contact between his hardness and mine. It all seemed so natural, as if we were falling into some longforgotten dance, the movements hardwired into our brains, only awaiting the proper partner to be played out. His hand reached down between us, and he began to stroke my hardness, his fingers closing about me as if it were the most natural thing in the world. And it was.

This was the first time I had ever been touched by another human being in that way. The first time that my erection had been stroked with other than my own fingers undercover of the darkness in my bed. And I knew that the excitement he was generating in me would cause my self control to soon wave bye-bye. \"Remus, if you keep that up,\" I started to say into his kiss, but he shushed me once again. \"I know, love, I know,\" he whispered, and the sound of his voice, the love I heard resonating through it, and the way he called me that, sent me careening over the edge, and I felt myself explode in waves into his hand, as I screamed his name into the night, for the first time. \"Remussssssssssssssss!\"

When I felt the waves recede, I lay back and smiled incredulously at my Remus - and I knew now that he was my Remus and always would be. He lifted his hand to his lips and licked at his own fingers, my essence sticky against his hand, before leaning down and kissing me. I could taste myself against his lips. And I wanted to taste him as well.

Unsure of myself, but gaining confidence quickly, I reached for Remus, for his cock, and I took it within my hand, and began to stroke it gently. He moaned at my touch, his eyes closing. I was surprised at how similar his hardness felt to mine, and I wrapped my fingers about him, wanting to make him feel as good as he had made me feel. And it wasn\'t a lot different than touching myself, except it was Remus. And it felt even better, knowing that it was him.

With my other hand, I pressed Remus\' head down toward me so that I could taste his lips again, and eagerly I kissed him, as my hand caressed him. He returned my kiss with warmth and passion, and before long I could sense his own climax approaching - by some instinct, I guess - and shortly thereafter, he was hoarsely whispering my name aloud, as I felt him cum over my fingers. Merlin, it felt so good, as I felt the warm fluid spurt over my fingers, knowing that I had accomplished this myself - pleasured Remus, made him feel good.

When I felt him relax against me, I withdrew my hand, brought my fingers to my lips, tentatively licked them, liked what I tasted and licked some more. Remus smiled at my actions. I laughed aloud and drew my friend - now my lover - close to me, hugging him tightly. I loved the feel of his bare skin against mine - so soft, so warm.

We curled up together, whispering I loves you into the night, wrapping our robes about us for additional warmth, although together we were not cold. And we spent the remainder of that marvelous night together, until the first slenders rays of the morning sun filtered into our consciousness and we hurriedly dressed and sneaked back into the Gryffindor tower, to our beds. Thus setting a pattern for future trysts, and a need to conceal them from those around us, who would not have understood.
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