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A Marauders Tail
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Harry Potter › General
Rating:
Adult +
Chapters:
3
Views:
1,451
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2
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Currently Reading:
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I do not own Harry Potter, nor any of the characters from the books or movies. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.
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So sorry about that guys, i didnt realize it was cut off.
He was savage, the wolf inside of him begging to be unleashed as he plunged his tongue into her mouth sucking on the sweetness he found there. She put her hands around his neck and laid back, pulling him with her. Pressing his body against hers he ground his pelvis into her, hearing her gasp. Remus groaned and he knew there was no turning back now, not after tasting this sweet temptation.
He had kissed her and she had felt the fire rush through to her very center. Now she wanted more. Her hands slid over his back and started to pull up his shirt, wanting to feel his skin against hers.
Between there heavy breathing footsteps could be heard, but neither was paying attention, both lost in what they were feeling, ly gly giving into to their emotions.
When she pulled him on top of her neither noticed the cloak had slipped up and both their feet could be seen. They both wanted this for so long that if they knew they still wouldn’t of cared. It wasn’t ravish or fast, nor was it like what she shared with Sirius. She loved Sirius and they were friends they simply shared something that they both needed and wanted, nothing more. But this, this was a mixture of passion and love crossed with excitement and roughness, making it what they both thought it would be, and wanted it to be.
“You tease!” Lucius growled as he put a foot in the general area of Remus and shoved. “You discussed me!”
They both jumped and quickly sat up and saw Lucius pull a invisibility cloak off. Feeling vulnerable on the ground Dillia and Remus quickly stood and pulled off the cloak they were under.
“I suppose the rumors are true, your sleeping with all of them.”
“Its none of your business what I do, Malfoy.” Dillia replied.
He contorted his face into a snarl. “Its my business when you should be with me.”
“I will never be with you!”
Lucius went to step towards her and Remus went to pull his wand. Lucius was prepared, and shouted “immobulous!”
“I could of stupefied you, but I want you to watch.” he said going over and taking Remus’ wand while he pointed his own at Dillia. “Hand it over.” he said motioning for her wand.
He walked over and took her wand and stood close watching her. He took a hand to her face and went to run his fingers down her cheek. She flinched away. He ran his hand up and buried his fingers in her hair, watched as it clung to him and wrapped around his forearm like a rose bush climbing a trellis.
It seemed as though he wanted her all his life. She was the woman he dreamed about. He waited so long, and now he could have her.
He took her hand into his other and put one of her finger tips in his mouth. She tried to pull away. He untangled his hand from her hair and stepped back moving away from her. The wind blew and it spread her hair about her like a waterfall of liquid black pearls. He stepped close to her again and ran his hand down her face, she remained stiff.
“You need to loosen up a bit.”
“I will never give myself to you willingly.”
He laughed deep within his throat and motioned to Remus. “If you care about him you will.”
“Is that your fondest wish, to force someone who doesn’t want you to be with you? I tell you now that you’ll not get it. You will have to take me but I will not participate, I’m here only for the warfare of my friends.”
His eyes devoured her face.
She read the look he was wearing. “Do Not touch me.” she said suddenly afraid and wanting to back out of the whole deal.
“You are mine.”
“Never will I belong to you!” she spat before he grabbed her and clamped his mouth down brutally hard over hers.
He would have been gentle with her, but she enraged him. This woman made him want to curse her, to strike her. But most of all he wanted to possess her. She tried to move away from him, he hurt her. This was no sweat kiss of the afternoon, but more of a punishment to discipline her.
When he pulled back he looked at her, her lips redden from the kiss.
“No, Malfoy.” she struggled against him.
“Say my name.”
“Malfoy.” she spat
He stretched out his hand and took a hold of some of her hair, winding it about his wrist, again and again, pulling Dillia nearer as she shrank from the pain.
“Now you use pain to take what you want, but in the end I will win. I will fight you and you will give up fighting me, I will never grew tired of fighting you.”
He wound his hand tighter and tears came to her eyes. “Have you not learned that you will do as I say?”
“Have you not learned that I will give nothing to you freely?”
He jerked on her hair.
“Alright!” she said as he pulled her closer to him by her hair.
“Say it.”
“Lucius.” she whispered. Saying his name admitted defeat.
He untwisted his hand and pushed her backwards, knocking her down. She went to stand again and he put up a hand. “Stay down.”
He looked down at her then squatted in front of her. He couldn’t recall ever seeing black hair and blue eyes. This woman was impossible! She made every sentence a contest of wills. Yet he had to make her his.
“Please…no”
He grabbed the back of her head and smashed his lips against hers. She pushed, hit, clawed but nothing stopped him. The next thing she knew he was pushing her back and she was crushed by him laying on her. He forced his knee between her legs and grind against her.
She screamed into his mouth and tried to twist out from under him, the only thing that happened was he took advantage of her open mouth while she screamed and plunged his tongue into her mouth.
Then she suddenly saw someone. It happened so quick. A knee slammed into the side of Lucius’ face and two people leapt over her and started towards Lucius.
She pulled up trying to tell herself not to cry, but she did anyway. Sirius and James had a muggles duel with Lucius until he was unconscious. She actually thought that a muggles duel looked more gratifying the a few curses would have been.
James handed her wand back to her and pulled her into a hug and Sirius went over to help Remus.
Dillia sank into his hug, her legs suddenly not wanting to hold her up anymore and buried her face into his chest.
Remus cursed, some which were words Dillia never heard before. He ran over and pulled James away from her, she staggered before finding her balance. He had one hand on her shoulder and lifted her chin so she would look at him with the other.
She looked up at him and he seemed to have tears in his eyes. She blinked back her tears thinking maybe she was imagining them.
“Are you alright?”
She nodded as she took her fingers and ran them down his face and over a wet trail from a tear.
He pulled her into a hug that threaten to squeeze the air out of her. Sirius clapped a hand on Remus’ shoulder.
“Lets get out of here.” he said pulling them to the door.
When they made there way back to the dorm Sirius and James asked what happed but neither Remus or Dillia answered.
It turned out that it was actually Peter that said something about wanting to watch them on them on the Marauders Map as they left to go meet Lucius. So when they pulled out the map they saw that Lucius was already there waiting on them. He had been there the whole time.
It wasn’t until they realized that Remus’ dot wasn’t moving did they know something was wrong. Only then did they rush up to the tower to help.
Dillia thanked them and then said that she wanted to go to bed. Though she wasn’t sure if she could go to sleep wrapped in Remus’ arms after what happen between them up on the tower.
“I think I am going to go to my room tonight.”
They all turned and looked at her. She couldn’t help but look at Remus. He knew why she said this, though he was wearing a confused look as he returned his gaze to her.
“Dillia, I think you should stay here after tonight.” James said walking over to her.
She shook her head. “Its ok. I’ll be alright.”
She turned to leave.
“Dillia stay.” Remus said but there was something about his voice, his tone. As if he needed her to stay as much as she needed him. Its amazing how you can pick up on something like that with someone you care about, even if it was only two words that were spoken.
She smiled weakly. “Remus, I…what about…” she stopped realizing that what she wanted to say, she didn’t want to say in front of everyone.
“I will toss and turn all night if your not here. Is that what you want?” he said trying to make the conversation lighter.
She grinned and nodded, giving in to him. “Alright. I’ll stay. But I need to go get changed.”
James stepped towards her wearing a worried look that he seemed to look at her with since this all started. “I’ll go with…”
Remus stood suddenly and cut him off. “I’ll go.”
James looked to everyone and shrugged. “Yeah, alright. If you see Lily let her know your alright. She was worried.”
Dillia nodded and turned and opened the door, Remus followed her. He didn’t say anything until she went to leave him in the common room to go up to the girls dorm. She took the first couple of steps but stopped and turned back to Remus.
“Remus…I…ah.” why was it suddenly so hard to talk to him! “umm why did you want me to stay with you tonight.” she looked at him and when he went to answer she put up her hand and stopped him. “Don’t say you were worried. Honestly Remus, why?”
He looked at her and with all honestly he answered. “I couldn’t stop him tonight. I had to watch while he did that to you. And he wouldn’t of stopped. If it wasn’t for James and Sirius he would of…”
She just lean off the step she was on and fell into Remus’ arms.
“Oh god Remus I love you.” after she said this she seemed surpriserseerself, like it escaped her lips unaware. Though Remus didn’t looked surprise, not in the least. He press his lips to hers, pulling her closer to him.
When they broke their kiss he looked at her. “Cordillia Lynn Gryffindor, I love you. I don’t ever want to spend one more night without you. This passed summer was hell on me. I never slept! All I wanted was to feel you in my arms.” he kissed the tip of her nose. “You’ve warped me.” he said teasing her.
She hit him in the stomach and laughed as she slipped out of his groping hands and bounded up the stairs.
“Just wait, I can get you back for that….I know where your ticklish.” he said laughing as he watched her turn the corner at the top of the stairs.
The next week no one heard from Lucius. The Slytherins seemed as glum as always. Between Remus, Sirius and James…Dillia didn’t have to go anywhere by herself. There was always one or all of them with her. They would even stand outside the girls loo while she went in. Once they even followed her in to the girls bathroom when after she entered a few Slytherin girls went in after she did.
It wasn’t a Hogsmead weekend but they were all wanting to get out of the castle and a stroll by the lake wasn’t going to cut it. They took a tunnel that lead to Honeydukes and went to the Three Broomsticks.
After several butterbeers they went to Zonks and just wondered the shops laughing and being their selves, forgetting what happen in the weeks before. It was just what Dillia needed and by the looks of Remus, he needed it just as much.
After a while James said something about wanting to go and spend some time with Lily and Sirius agreed to walk back with him, pulling Peter with them with him saying that he wasn’t ready to go back and wanted to stay with Remus and Dillia. It wasn’t until James said it was time for dinner did Peter go willingly.
After another round of butterbeer they dec decided to head back. Dropping down into the tunnel Remus pulled her into his normal one arm embrace and started off down the dark tunnel, neither lighting their wands, they both knew this tunnel like the backs of their hands.
She stopped suddenly and Remus turned and looked at her. She ran her finger tips across his brow and down the side of his face before he shook his head, grinning and pulled her to him, leaned over and caught her lips with his in a deep kiss.
Now they were kissing each other, deep, long and wet kisses, where their tongues played together and taunted and drew the other’s into their own mouths. He sucked on her tongue and she did the same.
His hands were all over her body, letting his fingers drift over every inch of her. She shrugged of her cloak and dropped it to the ground.
They sank to the ground laying on her sprawled out cloak.
“Kiss me Remus.” she spoke on a sigh. “kiss me all over.”
He smiled. “I’ll kiss you, sweet. Believe me, I shall never stop kissing you.”
He gave her a soft kiss on the l the then on her nose and each of her eyes. His lips brushed over her brows and onto her forehead. His mouth drifted over her cheeks and moved to her ear. “I shall kiss you inside your ear…like this.”
His tongue dipped inside and he kissed her ear the same way his thrusting tongue played her mouth. He sucked in a deep breath that sent chills down her neck, breast, where she wanted to feel his pulling mouth.
“I shall kiss your neck.” he whispered to her. “But first we must remove these clothes.”
Her hands went to his shirt but he caught them in his. “You first.”
He put her hands over her head and slid his down her arms, down her sides and gripped her shirt in his hands. He lifted it over her head and reached around her and unclasped her bra.
He stepped back and looked at her taking in the beautiful site before turning her and was working the button and zipper on her skirt. The zipper not wanting to work correctly he took the skirt into his fist and jerked it down, pulling her panties with it.
She heard a ripping sound. She smiled, for she did not care a whit. He could rip her clothes off her forever and a day as as as they were together.
He lowered and took his mouth to her breast, running his tongue along it before sucking it into his mouth.
“You lied…you were suppose to kiss my neck.” she said laying back for him.
He kissed her breast for so long, she loved it and she couldn’t stop moving under him; it was as if every suck of his mouth made her hips shift up.
Finely he pulled away and pulled off his clothes. Oh Merlin did he have a body. Formed and fit and she had to look. Her mouth opened slightly when she saw him. He was bigger then Sirius, not much but enough to notice.
He took his hand to his mouth and licked his finger, then touched her, the center of her, and rubbed slowly, oh so very slowly, watching her the entire time.
It felt so good, she moaned and raised her legs so her feet were flat on the ground.
His eyes studied her closely as he kept touching her, then slipped his finger inside of her, pressing it in, and drawing it out, then sliding over tost ost sensitive part of her.
He took her hand and pulled her up, so she was sitting before him and he was kneeling before her, his legs splayed slightly. He looked into her eyes and grasped her hand, then put it over him and showed her the way he wanted to be touched.
“Touch me….feel me..”
She picked up the rhythm easily.
He moved his hand to her breast and bent towards it until it was in his mouth. She kept moving her hand over him, feeling him grow.
He raised and kissed her again as he slid his finger inside of her, telling her how she felt and what he wanted to do to her and that he wanted to do it all night long. She loved the idea, she loved his touch, loved the way he made her blood soar, and the way he looked at her.
She felt so hot and warm and wet it was as if she were melting. She gave a ragged cry when she pulsed around his fingers.
He leaned over her and brushed his mouth against hers and made her cry out again, but he told her it would be alright.
She gripped his shoulders and felt him shift, and he pressed his hips down and in between her legs. She laid back and pulled him with her.
He inched inside her in small amounts, moving slowly, just the tip of him, in and out, over and over.
She twisted under him and tried to lift her hips to meet his but he wouldn’t let her. She wanted him deeper still.
“Please,” she said “Please.”
“look at me.” he said to her. “let me see your eyes when I join wiou.”ou.”
She fixed her gaze with his.
He shifted his hips back and then sank inside her.
It was like he was tearing her apart. She groaned, made a soft whimpering sound that she wished she could take back, her eyes fluttered closed.
“look at me.”
She opened her eyes.
They breathed together, panting as if they had been running a race. But they were completely still.
He was insider her.
She was surrounding him.
The pain was waning, drifting off to a place that did not matter when they were one like this.
She could taste him on her tongue. She could smell him in the air around them. She could feel him on every part of her.
She shifted her knees up, put her feet inside his thighs, and ran her feet down along his, rubbing over the backs of his knees and down his calves, before she moved up again.
He pressed down harder against her and rested his weight on his elbows.
“I’m going to love you. Feel it, sweetheart, and tell me if I’m hurting you.”
He moved ever so slowly, pulling back and almost completely out of her. She pressed her palms to his tailbone and pushed down, eager for him to come back inside, where it felt as if he touched her soul and where the only pain was not having him there.
He was a part of her now, moving in her, kissing her and his hands were all over her, shifting, so each time he moved, it was different and she felt something more.
He whispered her name again and again, said it in quiet moans and in whispered moments, with rhythm almost like a monks chant,re ire in her ears on her neck and face, against her lips, all those places, he said her name, as if it was as important to his life as each breath he took.
He begin to move more quickly and she lost herself to the motion of the moment, the thrust that seem to sweep her away as if she were riding on a star that took her higher and higher.
She heard his name and realized it was her voice that had called it out.
“don’t stop,” she whispered against his mouth. “Please Remus. don’t stop.”
“I wont…. I wont….”he said to her. A breath of words as he moved more surely and quickened the motion of his hips, he clasped her knee in one hand and shoved it up near her shoulder. He rode upward and thrust harder and faster as he threw back his head, his skin glistened with sweat and she had to touch him. She put her hand, palm flat and fingers spread, up and gripped his throat tightly before letting her hand slide to his chest, until something happened and she caught her breath, sure she would die from within at any moment.
Then she slipped away as if in a dream, to another place and time, where her body took her up to heaven and all the way back down again, over and over.
The pressure built until he felt he would die and exploded deep within her, growling her name over and over
From someplace far away she heard him say her name, as if he were calling her back to him. He stilled inside of her, frozen, like he had died too.
She laid there under the weight of his slick and damp body, lay there in wonder and relief and an ecstasy that she would have never thought existed in the world.
He drew back and stared down at her. The look on his face was one of surprise. He did not have the tension she always saw there. He rolled off of her and brought her with him.
She was trembling and her legs shuddered slightly as the muscles relaxed.
He gave her a wolfish grin as he kissed her lightly. He untangled from her long enough to find his cloak, throwing it over them.
“I think you would be more comfortable in my bed then here.” he said as he wrapped a arm around her and draped a leg over hers.
“I can’t move. I died.”
He laughed and pulled her so she could put her head on his chest. She fell asleep listening to his heartbeat.
~*~*~*~*~
He watched her stretch, the cloak falling away to reveal the perky breasts, the dark pink nis has hardening as the cool morning air touched them. She opened her eyes and smiled at him.
“Were you just starring at me?”
“I don’t think I could have anything more beautiful to look at.” he said lowering his lips to hers.
He made a trail down her neck and stomach. His mouth traced the bones of her hips, the line of her hip and thigh. He shoved back the cloak that was covering them and ran his tongue along the inside of one thigh, down, down until he was near her ankles. He moved his shoulders between her legs and kissed up the other leg.
He slowly made his way back up to her stomach, licking it and then blowing light across it.
He shifted, crawled back up her soft body. She slowly opened her eyes and looked into his.
The wonder he saw there almost broke him, almost pulled him in to a place from which he could never escape, a place he would of went willingly. He drew her legs up and settled between them and he began to move, slowly at first, just rubbing against her, hard against soft, moving and shifting so he was against her most sensitive spot.
Their kisses grew hotter and more intense. They moved faster and then he shifted his hips, stopped, and changed angles.
“You feel so good.” she whispered on a breath.
“So do you. You taste so good. You smell so good. You are so wet and hot. I love you.”
It didn’t register what he said. And even if it did they always told each other they loved one another. Though this time it was different. “Wrap your feet around my back.”
She did and he lifted her up a little higher, then dipped a little deeper. He moved in and out, over and over.
He shifted positions and sat back on his heels with his feet under him, his knees spread. He grasped her hips and pulled her slowly over him. He inched inside her again, in and out, a little deeper each time, in and out, a little deeper, in and out, a little deeper. He let her take control, she set the rhythms, and sometimes he moved her to their pleasure.
She lifted higher and then down, letting him sink as far as he could go, She felt him hit something deep within her with every stroke.
Her hands wrapped around his neck she arched her back and he couldn’t resist lowering his lips down to her, she slowly leaned back to the ground again, him following her. She lifted her hips up to meet his as he dipped inside her again, and slowly back, over and over, building the rhythm and feeling her response. She lifted her hips higher, she moaned and twisted her head from side to side. He kept pumping in and out until he thought he would explode.
He pushed once, twice…she quivered and her legs shook in little tremors. One more thrust and they both came hard, both crying out each others name. He sank down on her, both their breaths rapid.
He slid to the side of her and propped his head up on his hand, his elbow next to her face. He used his other hand and put a finger under her chin and turned her to look at him.
“I love you. I always have.”
She to to reply with a ‘I love you too’ but he put his finger to her lips.
“What you said to Sirius…you asked why I pushed you away. I was…I am so afraid I will hurt you, but I cant seem to live with out you…its selfish. When you were with Sirius that night, I…”
“Remus…”
“I know. I know why you were with him. Its alright. I couldn’t give yhat hat you needed then. I don’t blame either of you. I know you love him and he loves you. Who else better to turn to then a friend, and Sirius is one of the best of friends you or I will ever have. I am glad that it was him that you turned to.” he smiled and kissed her lips softly. “Dillia, I love you.”
He finely let her say it in return. “Remus, I have waited for so long to hear you say that with more meaning then just friends, the way a lover would say it. Remus, I love you more then you will ever know. I love you.”
She moved in and kissed him.
“We better not start that again.” he said winking at her. “the others will be wondering what happen to us.”
“I don’t care, let them wonder. I would die hly ily in your arms.”
“Oh but that isn’t necessary. But we should go up and shower, make a appearance in the great hall. After all, the teachers are going to start wondering where we are. We weren’t at lunch or dinner yesterday, we really need to show up for breakfast.”
“Only if we can shower together will I agree to leave this spot.”
“Well I cant promise anything, but the sooner we get up there the more likely the guys are still asleep and we will be able to.” he gave her a wink.
He stood and she stretched, then moaned as he pulled her to her feet. Her legs felt like noodles and wobbled just a bit. She grasped a hold of his shoulders and looked down at her legs. She could swear that as bad as they shuddered she would be able to see it happen. She looked back up at Remus, he wore a devilish grin.
After they dressed they made their way to tommoommon room and up to the boys dorm. Remus stuck his head in and saw that everyone was still sleeping. He waved her in and took her hand into his as he lead her across the room to the showers. They were both filthy after staying the night on the dirt floor of the tunnel and they both smelled of each other and radiated sex.
Dillia pulled her wand from her cloak and put a lock charm on the door before turning to Remus. He was already undressing and had the water going. Dillia smirked and shrugged off her clothes as she padded over to him. They took a long hot shower together. Washing each other and just being together.
Dillia started it first. Remus had soaped up a cloth until it was foamy and bubbly. She took it from him and he looked up at her. She put it to his chest and began to rub until he was lathered and foamy.
His first instinct was to close his eyes and relax but he was watching her. Her eyes on her hands as they moved across his chest. Her hands rubbing through the lather, to play with the foam and drew small circles with her finger tips.
She looked up and noticed he was watching her. She gave him a wicked smile and ran her finger tips over his nipples. He grasped her wrist and pulled her forward so they were breast to chest. He looped her hands around his neck and lowered his, then held her by the waist and slowly moved her upper body so the lather was between both of them and their bodies moved in slick sliding motions.
Soon they were both moving on their own and he moved his hands to her head and clasped it, then pulled her mouth to his. He gave her soft, nipping kisses, on the corners of her mouth, along her lips.
As he kissed her he took the soapy cloth from her hannd mnd moved it over her. He turned her and ran it over her back. She felt him squat behind her and thent hit his mouth on her lower back were the tattoo was, his tongue moving softly over it.
THUD
“What the hell! Why are the showers lock?”
They could hear James on the other side of the door.
Dillia jumped and was quickly trying to get the foamy soap off of her. She grabbed a towel and realized she didn’t bring any clean clothes with her. She was starting to panic, Remus on the other hand saw this little dilemma and seemed to stay his usual self…calm.
He went over to the door with his wand and unlocked it. At first Dillia was about to say something to stop him but she saw him put a foot behind it to stop it from opening all the way.
“James…go grab me a clean cloak, would ya?”
He pushed the door closed and held it with a hand.
There was another thud a few minutes later.
“Damn it Remus, what the hell. Why is the door locked?”
He opened the door partly and took the cloak. “Just give me a sec alright.”
He shut the door and tossed Dillia the cloak. She grabbed it from the air letting her towel fall to the floor. Remus growled and she gave him a wicked grin.
“Don’t tempt me. I will gladly leave this door to come to you.”
“Oh you would too.”
He turned to move away.
“Remus, don’t you dare…don’t move!” She crammed her arms into the cloak and pulled it closed. She looked at him, he wasningning against the door, with only a towel hanging low around his waste his arms crossed over his chest and his eyes watching her. She chewed on her lip taking in the sight of him. She slowly made her way over to him, pressing her body agt hit him and him against the door. His hands slid down the outside of her legs, gathered up the cloak into his hands and pulled it up. He moved his hands under the cloak and grasped her bottom, pulling her up to him as he moved off the door. She wrapped her legs around him and Remus ran his hands over her spine sending goose bumps over her.
The door opened and smashed into them. Dillia gave little yelp from surprise.
“Dillia?” James asked from the other side of the door.
She let her legs fall from his hips, looked at Remus and chewed on her lip. Well there really wasn’t a way she would have been able to get out with out them seeing her.
“Yeah James?” she answered
He was quiet.
“You better go get dressed.” Remus said before slapping her ass and then pulling the door open.
She first froze in the doorway. James was standing not far from her and was staring at her. Sirius was sitting on the bed with his feet over the side, his face in his hands, he looked up sleepily at her. Even Peter was standing by his bed looking at her. She heard Remus give a soft chuckle. She pulled herself as tall as she could, walked across the room and stopped at the door when Remus called her.
“Dillia…I want my cloak back. Oh and do hurry love, I’m starving.” she looked back at him and he winked. He was totally turned on knowing she was wearing nothing under his cloak, and the fact she was going down into a room full of people like that…
After she left they all turned and looked at Remus. Remus just looked away and went about getting ready. Without saying anything everyone started moving around the room getting ready to go down for breakfast.
They met Dillia in the common room and Remus greeted her as if he hadn’t seen for months. Then at breakfast they could hardly keep their hands to themselves. Feeding each other sharing little bites and sneaking kisses. It wasn’t until the potions master walked past them told them to ‘lay off the public show of affection that people were trying to eat’ did they started hiding their little teases to beneath the table, jumping and laughing out of no where. When they stood to leave Dillia groaned and her brows were furrowed.
“What’s wrong?” Remus asked
She pulled him to her and whispered in his ear. “I hurt…I ahm…I’m just a little sore.”
He smirked and then let out a loud laugh.
The two were inseparable, where you saw one you always saw the other. They even started talking about plans for when they left school. They had already decided that they were immediately moving in together and was trying to set a date for a small private wedding for just close friends and family.
Dillia already sent her parents a owl telling them the news and that Remus was coming home with her from platform nine and three quarters to meet them. She begged for them to be nice and told them she loved him and was going to be with him no mater what so they might as well make the best of it. Also Sirius, James, Lily and Peter were going to be accompanying them due to the fact that they wanted a quick wedding and they wanted them all to be there.
Remus owled his parents and asked for them to meet him at the station. Saying he had a surprise to tell them and that they would be thrilled to hear the ‘big’ news.
~*~*~*~*~
On the train, their last trip from Hogwarts they all shared a compartment. Dillia started to feel nervous about what was ahead of them and Remus seemed to notice. He would whisper reassurances in her ear when he noticed she was starting to get nervous again. When the train pulled into the station there was several people there that was sent by her father, waiting to get Dillia and all her friends trunks. Leaving them to do the work the marauders went on to find Remus’ parents.
Dillia was more nervous then ever and excused herself to the ladies room and went off accompanied by Lily. When the two girls turned the corner of the long hallway that lead to the restrooms, they nearly ran into some muggle guy. Dillia didn’t look up and moved to the side to let the man pass but Lily didn’t move to follow.
Dillia looked up to Lily and she was looking at the muggle. Dillia stepped around to see what was so interesting about this muggle and froze.
“Lucius?!” she spat when she realized who it was dressed in muggle clothes. She would of noticed his signature blond hair if she wouldn’t of been so nervous. She grabbed Lily’s arm and turned to run.
She was jerked back with her hair and she put a hand to her head from where he had grabbed her.
“Lucius I will scream if you don’t let go of me!”
He pulled a small dagger and pressed it against her back.
“You scream, you die.” he whispered silkily in her ear. “You may leave us now, mudblood.”
Lily seemed to have been torn from running for fear and staying for her friend.
“Tell her to go.” Lucius sai Dil Dillia’s ear as he pressed the knife harder. “Or you can watch her die.”
“Lily…go.” Dillia said with a shaky voice.
Dillia made eye contact with her friend and begged for her to go get Remus. All she could think about was Remus.
Lily turned reluctantly but then started to run the length of the hallway.
Lucius grabbed Dillia’s arm and spun her around so she was facing him. He ran the tip of the dagger down her neck and over her shirt between her breast.
“You make any noise and you precious neck will meet the edge of the dagger.” he said running the cold steel of the dagger across her neck.
“Kiss me and it better feel like you mean it.”
She nodded. She just thought about being with Remus. Marring Remus. Spending the rest of her life with Remus. And so she would do anything to be able to do all those things… with Remus.
With tears in her eyes she swallowed hard and put her hands on his shoulder. She could still feel the edge of the dagger against her throat. She tilted her chin up to him and he brought his lips down to hers. He ran his tongue over her lips and she parted them for him. A muffled cry escaped into his mouth.
“Dillia?”
‘oh thank you. Remus is here, everything is going to be alright’ she thought.
Lucius snarled and turned her to face Remus, the blade still under her throat so Remus could see it.
“Remus.” she said in a whisper, begging for his help.
“Lupin, you have horrible timing. Why are you even still here?” Lucius snarled
“You wouldn’t think I would leave with out my fiancé.”
“Fiancé?”
“Oh yes. I see your lackeys forgot to tell you. We are off to wed…did you not see the announcement in the Daily Prophet? Lupin/Gryffindor wed…really you should keep up with these things.” Remus looked at Dillia. “Are you alright.” he said stepping towards them.
She nodded. Lucius hadn’t said anything and she guessed he didn’t expect to hear the news that Remus just announced.
“Remus?” Sirius said coming around the corner with James, Lilly and Peter.
“Stay there! Tell them to stay there Lupin.” Lucius snarled
Remus put up a hand to stop them.
Lucius’ eyes darted from Remus to the others down the hall. He buried nosenose in her hair taking in a deep breath. As if Lucius knew what was coming, he knew the Marauders and what they were capable of all to well. He wasn’t expecting to face them all. He knew they had the upper hand. He just decided he wouave ave to finish this another time, a time when it was just him and her. He decided to Apparate out and moved the blade slowly down from her throat, but yet held her close to him, the knifes tip now pressed into her back once again.
He at first thought he could Apparate the two of them out but Lupin was to close, he was sure that he would make a lunge for them.
Just then Sirius pulled his wand and was about to shout accio dagger…to hell with muggles seeing but Lucius saw. He jerked and was going to go for his wand and use Dillia more less as a shield. Only when he jerked, the hand that went for his wand was on Dillia’s waist and pulled her back slightly. She tripped over his feet and fell back into him.
Her eyes opened wide and slumped back into Lucius’ arms. He lowered her to the ground.
“NO!” Lucius shouted. He looked at his hand, it was covered with her blood. “You’ll pay for this Black!” He stepped back and Apparated with a small pop.
Remus jumped to her side and pulled her into his arms.
“No! Dillia!” he shouted as he came to her side.
They others ran down the hallway shouting, screaming for her, screaming for help, and just screaming.
Dillia gasped several times but seemed like she couldn’t get the air into her lung“Re.“Re..Remus…” she said weakly.
“shh” Remus said leaning over her. Tears fell from his face and landed on hers. “Don’t talk.”
She lifted a hand to his face and wiped away the tear.
“I…would …die…happy…if…I…was…in ...your…arms” she repeated from the time in the tunnels when they were first together.
Remus whimpered back a sob and shook his head “don’t say that.”
“Dillia..” Sirius and James seemed to croak out at the same time.
Lily was crying outright and turned into James’ arms. Peter’s chin quivered as he fought to hold back his own sobs.
Tears streamed down Sirius’ face and he kneeled on the other side of her. She felt his hands on her shoulder.
“Dillia, don’t leave me…I need you. I love you.” Remus sobbed.
She slowly took his hand into her own and placed his over her heart then put her own hand over his heart. “I..am..always..with..you. I. Love.You.”
She smiled, closed her eyes and her chest fell with her last breath.
Remus pulled her to his chest clinging tightly to her then threw his head back and screamed.
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He was savage, the wolf inside of him begging to be unleashed as he plunged his tongue into her mouth sucking on the sweetness he found there. She put her hands around his neck and laid back, pulling him with her. Pressing his body against hers he ground his pelvis into her, hearing her gasp. Remus groaned and he knew there was no turning back now, not after tasting this sweet temptation.
He had kissed her and she had felt the fire rush through to her very center. Now she wanted more. Her hands slid over his back and started to pull up his shirt, wanting to feel his skin against hers.
Between there heavy breathing footsteps could be heard, but neither was paying attention, both lost in what they were feeling, ly gly giving into to their emotions.
When she pulled him on top of her neither noticed the cloak had slipped up and both their feet could be seen. They both wanted this for so long that if they knew they still wouldn’t of cared. It wasn’t ravish or fast, nor was it like what she shared with Sirius. She loved Sirius and they were friends they simply shared something that they both needed and wanted, nothing more. But this, this was a mixture of passion and love crossed with excitement and roughness, making it what they both thought it would be, and wanted it to be.
“You tease!” Lucius growled as he put a foot in the general area of Remus and shoved. “You discussed me!”
They both jumped and quickly sat up and saw Lucius pull a invisibility cloak off. Feeling vulnerable on the ground Dillia and Remus quickly stood and pulled off the cloak they were under.
“I suppose the rumors are true, your sleeping with all of them.”
“Its none of your business what I do, Malfoy.” Dillia replied.
He contorted his face into a snarl. “Its my business when you should be with me.”
“I will never be with you!”
Lucius went to step towards her and Remus went to pull his wand. Lucius was prepared, and shouted “immobulous!”
“I could of stupefied you, but I want you to watch.” he said going over and taking Remus’ wand while he pointed his own at Dillia. “Hand it over.” he said motioning for her wand.
He walked over and took her wand and stood close watching her. He took a hand to her face and went to run his fingers down her cheek. She flinched away. He ran his hand up and buried his fingers in her hair, watched as it clung to him and wrapped around his forearm like a rose bush climbing a trellis.
It seemed as though he wanted her all his life. She was the woman he dreamed about. He waited so long, and now he could have her.
He took her hand into his other and put one of her finger tips in his mouth. She tried to pull away. He untangled his hand from her hair and stepped back moving away from her. The wind blew and it spread her hair about her like a waterfall of liquid black pearls. He stepped close to her again and ran his hand down her face, she remained stiff.
“You need to loosen up a bit.”
“I will never give myself to you willingly.”
He laughed deep within his throat and motioned to Remus. “If you care about him you will.”
“Is that your fondest wish, to force someone who doesn’t want you to be with you? I tell you now that you’ll not get it. You will have to take me but I will not participate, I’m here only for the warfare of my friends.”
His eyes devoured her face.
She read the look he was wearing. “Do Not touch me.” she said suddenly afraid and wanting to back out of the whole deal.
“You are mine.”
“Never will I belong to you!” she spat before he grabbed her and clamped his mouth down brutally hard over hers.
He would have been gentle with her, but she enraged him. This woman made him want to curse her, to strike her. But most of all he wanted to possess her. She tried to move away from him, he hurt her. This was no sweat kiss of the afternoon, but more of a punishment to discipline her.
When he pulled back he looked at her, her lips redden from the kiss.
“No, Malfoy.” she struggled against him.
“Say my name.”
“Malfoy.” she spat
He stretched out his hand and took a hold of some of her hair, winding it about his wrist, again and again, pulling Dillia nearer as she shrank from the pain.
“Now you use pain to take what you want, but in the end I will win. I will fight you and you will give up fighting me, I will never grew tired of fighting you.”
He wound his hand tighter and tears came to her eyes. “Have you not learned that you will do as I say?”
“Have you not learned that I will give nothing to you freely?”
He jerked on her hair.
“Alright!” she said as he pulled her closer to him by her hair.
“Say it.”
“Lucius.” she whispered. Saying his name admitted defeat.
He untwisted his hand and pushed her backwards, knocking her down. She went to stand again and he put up a hand. “Stay down.”
He looked down at her then squatted in front of her. He couldn’t recall ever seeing black hair and blue eyes. This woman was impossible! She made every sentence a contest of wills. Yet he had to make her his.
“Please…no”
He grabbed the back of her head and smashed his lips against hers. She pushed, hit, clawed but nothing stopped him. The next thing she knew he was pushing her back and she was crushed by him laying on her. He forced his knee between her legs and grind against her.
She screamed into his mouth and tried to twist out from under him, the only thing that happened was he took advantage of her open mouth while she screamed and plunged his tongue into her mouth.
Then she suddenly saw someone. It happened so quick. A knee slammed into the side of Lucius’ face and two people leapt over her and started towards Lucius.
She pulled up trying to tell herself not to cry, but she did anyway. Sirius and James had a muggles duel with Lucius until he was unconscious. She actually thought that a muggles duel looked more gratifying the a few curses would have been.
James handed her wand back to her and pulled her into a hug and Sirius went over to help Remus.
Dillia sank into his hug, her legs suddenly not wanting to hold her up anymore and buried her face into his chest.
Remus cursed, some which were words Dillia never heard before. He ran over and pulled James away from her, she staggered before finding her balance. He had one hand on her shoulder and lifted her chin so she would look at him with the other.
She looked up at him and he seemed to have tears in his eyes. She blinked back her tears thinking maybe she was imagining them.
“Are you alright?”
She nodded as she took her fingers and ran them down his face and over a wet trail from a tear.
He pulled her into a hug that threaten to squeeze the air out of her. Sirius clapped a hand on Remus’ shoulder.
“Lets get out of here.” he said pulling them to the door.
When they made there way back to the dorm Sirius and James asked what happed but neither Remus or Dillia answered.
It turned out that it was actually Peter that said something about wanting to watch them on them on the Marauders Map as they left to go meet Lucius. So when they pulled out the map they saw that Lucius was already there waiting on them. He had been there the whole time.
It wasn’t until they realized that Remus’ dot wasn’t moving did they know something was wrong. Only then did they rush up to the tower to help.
Dillia thanked them and then said that she wanted to go to bed. Though she wasn’t sure if she could go to sleep wrapped in Remus’ arms after what happen between them up on the tower.
“I think I am going to go to my room tonight.”
They all turned and looked at her. She couldn’t help but look at Remus. He knew why she said this, though he was wearing a confused look as he returned his gaze to her.
“Dillia, I think you should stay here after tonight.” James said walking over to her.
She shook her head. “Its ok. I’ll be alright.”
She turned to leave.
“Dillia stay.” Remus said but there was something about his voice, his tone. As if he needed her to stay as much as she needed him. Its amazing how you can pick up on something like that with someone you care about, even if it was only two words that were spoken.
She smiled weakly. “Remus, I…what about…” she stopped realizing that what she wanted to say, she didn’t want to say in front of everyone.
“I will toss and turn all night if your not here. Is that what you want?” he said trying to make the conversation lighter.
She grinned and nodded, giving in to him. “Alright. I’ll stay. But I need to go get changed.”
James stepped towards her wearing a worried look that he seemed to look at her with since this all started. “I’ll go with…”
Remus stood suddenly and cut him off. “I’ll go.”
James looked to everyone and shrugged. “Yeah, alright. If you see Lily let her know your alright. She was worried.”
Dillia nodded and turned and opened the door, Remus followed her. He didn’t say anything until she went to leave him in the common room to go up to the girls dorm. She took the first couple of steps but stopped and turned back to Remus.
“Remus…I…ah.” why was it suddenly so hard to talk to him! “umm why did you want me to stay with you tonight.” she looked at him and when he went to answer she put up her hand and stopped him. “Don’t say you were worried. Honestly Remus, why?”
He looked at her and with all honestly he answered. “I couldn’t stop him tonight. I had to watch while he did that to you. And he wouldn’t of stopped. If it wasn’t for James and Sirius he would of…”
She just lean off the step she was on and fell into Remus’ arms.
“Oh god Remus I love you.” after she said this she seemed surpriserseerself, like it escaped her lips unaware. Though Remus didn’t looked surprise, not in the least. He press his lips to hers, pulling her closer to him.
When they broke their kiss he looked at her. “Cordillia Lynn Gryffindor, I love you. I don’t ever want to spend one more night without you. This passed summer was hell on me. I never slept! All I wanted was to feel you in my arms.” he kissed the tip of her nose. “You’ve warped me.” he said teasing her.
She hit him in the stomach and laughed as she slipped out of his groping hands and bounded up the stairs.
“Just wait, I can get you back for that….I know where your ticklish.” he said laughing as he watched her turn the corner at the top of the stairs.
The next week no one heard from Lucius. The Slytherins seemed as glum as always. Between Remus, Sirius and James…Dillia didn’t have to go anywhere by herself. There was always one or all of them with her. They would even stand outside the girls loo while she went in. Once they even followed her in to the girls bathroom when after she entered a few Slytherin girls went in after she did.
It wasn’t a Hogsmead weekend but they were all wanting to get out of the castle and a stroll by the lake wasn’t going to cut it. They took a tunnel that lead to Honeydukes and went to the Three Broomsticks.
After several butterbeers they went to Zonks and just wondered the shops laughing and being their selves, forgetting what happen in the weeks before. It was just what Dillia needed and by the looks of Remus, he needed it just as much.
After a while James said something about wanting to go and spend some time with Lily and Sirius agreed to walk back with him, pulling Peter with them with him saying that he wasn’t ready to go back and wanted to stay with Remus and Dillia. It wasn’t until James said it was time for dinner did Peter go willingly.
After another round of butterbeer they dec decided to head back. Dropping down into the tunnel Remus pulled her into his normal one arm embrace and started off down the dark tunnel, neither lighting their wands, they both knew this tunnel like the backs of their hands.
She stopped suddenly and Remus turned and looked at her. She ran her finger tips across his brow and down the side of his face before he shook his head, grinning and pulled her to him, leaned over and caught her lips with his in a deep kiss.
Now they were kissing each other, deep, long and wet kisses, where their tongues played together and taunted and drew the other’s into their own mouths. He sucked on her tongue and she did the same.
His hands were all over her body, letting his fingers drift over every inch of her. She shrugged of her cloak and dropped it to the ground.
They sank to the ground laying on her sprawled out cloak.
“Kiss me Remus.” she spoke on a sigh. “kiss me all over.”
He smiled. “I’ll kiss you, sweet. Believe me, I shall never stop kissing you.”
He gave her a soft kiss on the l the then on her nose and each of her eyes. His lips brushed over her brows and onto her forehead. His mouth drifted over her cheeks and moved to her ear. “I shall kiss you inside your ear…like this.”
His tongue dipped inside and he kissed her ear the same way his thrusting tongue played her mouth. He sucked in a deep breath that sent chills down her neck, breast, where she wanted to feel his pulling mouth.
“I shall kiss your neck.” he whispered to her. “But first we must remove these clothes.”
Her hands went to his shirt but he caught them in his. “You first.”
He put her hands over her head and slid his down her arms, down her sides and gripped her shirt in his hands. He lifted it over her head and reached around her and unclasped her bra.
He stepped back and looked at her taking in the beautiful site before turning her and was working the button and zipper on her skirt. The zipper not wanting to work correctly he took the skirt into his fist and jerked it down, pulling her panties with it.
She heard a ripping sound. She smiled, for she did not care a whit. He could rip her clothes off her forever and a day as as as they were together.
He lowered and took his mouth to her breast, running his tongue along it before sucking it into his mouth.
“You lied…you were suppose to kiss my neck.” she said laying back for him.
He kissed her breast for so long, she loved it and she couldn’t stop moving under him; it was as if every suck of his mouth made her hips shift up.
Finely he pulled away and pulled off his clothes. Oh Merlin did he have a body. Formed and fit and she had to look. Her mouth opened slightly when she saw him. He was bigger then Sirius, not much but enough to notice.
He took his hand to his mouth and licked his finger, then touched her, the center of her, and rubbed slowly, oh so very slowly, watching her the entire time.
It felt so good, she moaned and raised her legs so her feet were flat on the ground.
His eyes studied her closely as he kept touching her, then slipped his finger inside of her, pressing it in, and drawing it out, then sliding over tost ost sensitive part of her.
He took her hand and pulled her up, so she was sitting before him and he was kneeling before her, his legs splayed slightly. He looked into her eyes and grasped her hand, then put it over him and showed her the way he wanted to be touched.
“Touch me….feel me..”
She picked up the rhythm easily.
He moved his hand to her breast and bent towards it until it was in his mouth. She kept moving her hand over him, feeling him grow.
He raised and kissed her again as he slid his finger inside of her, telling her how she felt and what he wanted to do to her and that he wanted to do it all night long. She loved the idea, she loved his touch, loved the way he made her blood soar, and the way he looked at her.
She felt so hot and warm and wet it was as if she were melting. She gave a ragged cry when she pulsed around his fingers.
He leaned over her and brushed his mouth against hers and made her cry out again, but he told her it would be alright.
She gripped his shoulders and felt him shift, and he pressed his hips down and in between her legs. She laid back and pulled him with her.
He inched inside her in small amounts, moving slowly, just the tip of him, in and out, over and over.
She twisted under him and tried to lift her hips to meet his but he wouldn’t let her. She wanted him deeper still.
“Please,” she said “Please.”
“look at me.” he said to her. “let me see your eyes when I join wiou.”ou.”
She fixed her gaze with his.
He shifted his hips back and then sank inside her.
It was like he was tearing her apart. She groaned, made a soft whimpering sound that she wished she could take back, her eyes fluttered closed.
“look at me.”
She opened her eyes.
They breathed together, panting as if they had been running a race. But they were completely still.
He was insider her.
She was surrounding him.
The pain was waning, drifting off to a place that did not matter when they were one like this.
She could taste him on her tongue. She could smell him in the air around them. She could feel him on every part of her.
She shifted her knees up, put her feet inside his thighs, and ran her feet down along his, rubbing over the backs of his knees and down his calves, before she moved up again.
He pressed down harder against her and rested his weight on his elbows.
“I’m going to love you. Feel it, sweetheart, and tell me if I’m hurting you.”
He moved ever so slowly, pulling back and almost completely out of her. She pressed her palms to his tailbone and pushed down, eager for him to come back inside, where it felt as if he touched her soul and where the only pain was not having him there.
He was a part of her now, moving in her, kissing her and his hands were all over her, shifting, so each time he moved, it was different and she felt something more.
He whispered her name again and again, said it in quiet moans and in whispered moments, with rhythm almost like a monks chant,re ire in her ears on her neck and face, against her lips, all those places, he said her name, as if it was as important to his life as each breath he took.
He begin to move more quickly and she lost herself to the motion of the moment, the thrust that seem to sweep her away as if she were riding on a star that took her higher and higher.
She heard his name and realized it was her voice that had called it out.
“don’t stop,” she whispered against his mouth. “Please Remus. don’t stop.”
“I wont…. I wont….”he said to her. A breath of words as he moved more surely and quickened the motion of his hips, he clasped her knee in one hand and shoved it up near her shoulder. He rode upward and thrust harder and faster as he threw back his head, his skin glistened with sweat and she had to touch him. She put her hand, palm flat and fingers spread, up and gripped his throat tightly before letting her hand slide to his chest, until something happened and she caught her breath, sure she would die from within at any moment.
Then she slipped away as if in a dream, to another place and time, where her body took her up to heaven and all the way back down again, over and over.
The pressure built until he felt he would die and exploded deep within her, growling her name over and over
From someplace far away she heard him say her name, as if he were calling her back to him. He stilled inside of her, frozen, like he had died too.
She laid there under the weight of his slick and damp body, lay there in wonder and relief and an ecstasy that she would have never thought existed in the world.
He drew back and stared down at her. The look on his face was one of surprise. He did not have the tension she always saw there. He rolled off of her and brought her with him.
She was trembling and her legs shuddered slightly as the muscles relaxed.
He gave her a wolfish grin as he kissed her lightly. He untangled from her long enough to find his cloak, throwing it over them.
“I think you would be more comfortable in my bed then here.” he said as he wrapped a arm around her and draped a leg over hers.
“I can’t move. I died.”
He laughed and pulled her so she could put her head on his chest. She fell asleep listening to his heartbeat.
~*~*~*~*~
He watched her stretch, the cloak falling away to reveal the perky breasts, the dark pink nis has hardening as the cool morning air touched them. She opened her eyes and smiled at him.
“Were you just starring at me?”
“I don’t think I could have anything more beautiful to look at.” he said lowering his lips to hers.
He made a trail down her neck and stomach. His mouth traced the bones of her hips, the line of her hip and thigh. He shoved back the cloak that was covering them and ran his tongue along the inside of one thigh, down, down until he was near her ankles. He moved his shoulders between her legs and kissed up the other leg.
He slowly made his way back up to her stomach, licking it and then blowing light across it.
He shifted, crawled back up her soft body. She slowly opened her eyes and looked into his.
The wonder he saw there almost broke him, almost pulled him in to a place from which he could never escape, a place he would of went willingly. He drew her legs up and settled between them and he began to move, slowly at first, just rubbing against her, hard against soft, moving and shifting so he was against her most sensitive spot.
Their kisses grew hotter and more intense. They moved faster and then he shifted his hips, stopped, and changed angles.
“You feel so good.” she whispered on a breath.
“So do you. You taste so good. You smell so good. You are so wet and hot. I love you.”
It didn’t register what he said. And even if it did they always told each other they loved one another. Though this time it was different. “Wrap your feet around my back.”
She did and he lifted her up a little higher, then dipped a little deeper. He moved in and out, over and over.
He shifted positions and sat back on his heels with his feet under him, his knees spread. He grasped her hips and pulled her slowly over him. He inched inside her again, in and out, a little deeper each time, in and out, a little deeper, in and out, a little deeper. He let her take control, she set the rhythms, and sometimes he moved her to their pleasure.
She lifted higher and then down, letting him sink as far as he could go, She felt him hit something deep within her with every stroke.
Her hands wrapped around his neck she arched her back and he couldn’t resist lowering his lips down to her, she slowly leaned back to the ground again, him following her. She lifted her hips up to meet his as he dipped inside her again, and slowly back, over and over, building the rhythm and feeling her response. She lifted her hips higher, she moaned and twisted her head from side to side. He kept pumping in and out until he thought he would explode.
He pushed once, twice…she quivered and her legs shook in little tremors. One more thrust and they both came hard, both crying out each others name. He sank down on her, both their breaths rapid.
He slid to the side of her and propped his head up on his hand, his elbow next to her face. He used his other hand and put a finger under her chin and turned her to look at him.
“I love you. I always have.”
She to to reply with a ‘I love you too’ but he put his finger to her lips.
“What you said to Sirius…you asked why I pushed you away. I was…I am so afraid I will hurt you, but I cant seem to live with out you…its selfish. When you were with Sirius that night, I…”
“Remus…”
“I know. I know why you were with him. Its alright. I couldn’t give yhat hat you needed then. I don’t blame either of you. I know you love him and he loves you. Who else better to turn to then a friend, and Sirius is one of the best of friends you or I will ever have. I am glad that it was him that you turned to.” he smiled and kissed her lips softly. “Dillia, I love you.”
He finely let her say it in return. “Remus, I have waited for so long to hear you say that with more meaning then just friends, the way a lover would say it. Remus, I love you more then you will ever know. I love you.”
She moved in and kissed him.
“We better not start that again.” he said winking at her. “the others will be wondering what happen to us.”
“I don’t care, let them wonder. I would die hly ily in your arms.”
“Oh but that isn’t necessary. But we should go up and shower, make a appearance in the great hall. After all, the teachers are going to start wondering where we are. We weren’t at lunch or dinner yesterday, we really need to show up for breakfast.”
“Only if we can shower together will I agree to leave this spot.”
“Well I cant promise anything, but the sooner we get up there the more likely the guys are still asleep and we will be able to.” he gave her a wink.
He stood and she stretched, then moaned as he pulled her to her feet. Her legs felt like noodles and wobbled just a bit. She grasped a hold of his shoulders and looked down at her legs. She could swear that as bad as they shuddered she would be able to see it happen. She looked back up at Remus, he wore a devilish grin.
After they dressed they made their way to tommoommon room and up to the boys dorm. Remus stuck his head in and saw that everyone was still sleeping. He waved her in and took her hand into his as he lead her across the room to the showers. They were both filthy after staying the night on the dirt floor of the tunnel and they both smelled of each other and radiated sex.
Dillia pulled her wand from her cloak and put a lock charm on the door before turning to Remus. He was already undressing and had the water going. Dillia smirked and shrugged off her clothes as she padded over to him. They took a long hot shower together. Washing each other and just being together.
Dillia started it first. Remus had soaped up a cloth until it was foamy and bubbly. She took it from him and he looked up at her. She put it to his chest and began to rub until he was lathered and foamy.
His first instinct was to close his eyes and relax but he was watching her. Her eyes on her hands as they moved across his chest. Her hands rubbing through the lather, to play with the foam and drew small circles with her finger tips.
She looked up and noticed he was watching her. She gave him a wicked smile and ran her finger tips over his nipples. He grasped her wrist and pulled her forward so they were breast to chest. He looped her hands around his neck and lowered his, then held her by the waist and slowly moved her upper body so the lather was between both of them and their bodies moved in slick sliding motions.
Soon they were both moving on their own and he moved his hands to her head and clasped it, then pulled her mouth to his. He gave her soft, nipping kisses, on the corners of her mouth, along her lips.
As he kissed her he took the soapy cloth from her hannd mnd moved it over her. He turned her and ran it over her back. She felt him squat behind her and thent hit his mouth on her lower back were the tattoo was, his tongue moving softly over it.
THUD
“What the hell! Why are the showers lock?”
They could hear James on the other side of the door.
Dillia jumped and was quickly trying to get the foamy soap off of her. She grabbed a towel and realized she didn’t bring any clean clothes with her. She was starting to panic, Remus on the other hand saw this little dilemma and seemed to stay his usual self…calm.
He went over to the door with his wand and unlocked it. At first Dillia was about to say something to stop him but she saw him put a foot behind it to stop it from opening all the way.
“James…go grab me a clean cloak, would ya?”
He pushed the door closed and held it with a hand.
There was another thud a few minutes later.
“Damn it Remus, what the hell. Why is the door locked?”
He opened the door partly and took the cloak. “Just give me a sec alright.”
He shut the door and tossed Dillia the cloak. She grabbed it from the air letting her towel fall to the floor. Remus growled and she gave him a wicked grin.
“Don’t tempt me. I will gladly leave this door to come to you.”
“Oh you would too.”
He turned to move away.
“Remus, don’t you dare…don’t move!” She crammed her arms into the cloak and pulled it closed. She looked at him, he wasningning against the door, with only a towel hanging low around his waste his arms crossed over his chest and his eyes watching her. She chewed on her lip taking in the sight of him. She slowly made her way over to him, pressing her body agt hit him and him against the door. His hands slid down the outside of her legs, gathered up the cloak into his hands and pulled it up. He moved his hands under the cloak and grasped her bottom, pulling her up to him as he moved off the door. She wrapped her legs around him and Remus ran his hands over her spine sending goose bumps over her.
The door opened and smashed into them. Dillia gave little yelp from surprise.
“Dillia?” James asked from the other side of the door.
She let her legs fall from his hips, looked at Remus and chewed on her lip. Well there really wasn’t a way she would have been able to get out with out them seeing her.
“Yeah James?” she answered
He was quiet.
“You better go get dressed.” Remus said before slapping her ass and then pulling the door open.
She first froze in the doorway. James was standing not far from her and was staring at her. Sirius was sitting on the bed with his feet over the side, his face in his hands, he looked up sleepily at her. Even Peter was standing by his bed looking at her. She heard Remus give a soft chuckle. She pulled herself as tall as she could, walked across the room and stopped at the door when Remus called her.
“Dillia…I want my cloak back. Oh and do hurry love, I’m starving.” she looked back at him and he winked. He was totally turned on knowing she was wearing nothing under his cloak, and the fact she was going down into a room full of people like that…
After she left they all turned and looked at Remus. Remus just looked away and went about getting ready. Without saying anything everyone started moving around the room getting ready to go down for breakfast.
They met Dillia in the common room and Remus greeted her as if he hadn’t seen for months. Then at breakfast they could hardly keep their hands to themselves. Feeding each other sharing little bites and sneaking kisses. It wasn’t until the potions master walked past them told them to ‘lay off the public show of affection that people were trying to eat’ did they started hiding their little teases to beneath the table, jumping and laughing out of no where. When they stood to leave Dillia groaned and her brows were furrowed.
“What’s wrong?” Remus asked
She pulled him to her and whispered in his ear. “I hurt…I ahm…I’m just a little sore.”
He smirked and then let out a loud laugh.
The two were inseparable, where you saw one you always saw the other. They even started talking about plans for when they left school. They had already decided that they were immediately moving in together and was trying to set a date for a small private wedding for just close friends and family.
Dillia already sent her parents a owl telling them the news and that Remus was coming home with her from platform nine and three quarters to meet them. She begged for them to be nice and told them she loved him and was going to be with him no mater what so they might as well make the best of it. Also Sirius, James, Lily and Peter were going to be accompanying them due to the fact that they wanted a quick wedding and they wanted them all to be there.
Remus owled his parents and asked for them to meet him at the station. Saying he had a surprise to tell them and that they would be thrilled to hear the ‘big’ news.
~*~*~*~*~
On the train, their last trip from Hogwarts they all shared a compartment. Dillia started to feel nervous about what was ahead of them and Remus seemed to notice. He would whisper reassurances in her ear when he noticed she was starting to get nervous again. When the train pulled into the station there was several people there that was sent by her father, waiting to get Dillia and all her friends trunks. Leaving them to do the work the marauders went on to find Remus’ parents.
Dillia was more nervous then ever and excused herself to the ladies room and went off accompanied by Lily. When the two girls turned the corner of the long hallway that lead to the restrooms, they nearly ran into some muggle guy. Dillia didn’t look up and moved to the side to let the man pass but Lily didn’t move to follow.
Dillia looked up to Lily and she was looking at the muggle. Dillia stepped around to see what was so interesting about this muggle and froze.
“Lucius?!” she spat when she realized who it was dressed in muggle clothes. She would of noticed his signature blond hair if she wouldn’t of been so nervous. She grabbed Lily’s arm and turned to run.
She was jerked back with her hair and she put a hand to her head from where he had grabbed her.
“Lucius I will scream if you don’t let go of me!”
He pulled a small dagger and pressed it against her back.
“You scream, you die.” he whispered silkily in her ear. “You may leave us now, mudblood.”
Lily seemed to have been torn from running for fear and staying for her friend.
“Tell her to go.” Lucius sai Dil Dillia’s ear as he pressed the knife harder. “Or you can watch her die.”
“Lily…go.” Dillia said with a shaky voice.
Dillia made eye contact with her friend and begged for her to go get Remus. All she could think about was Remus.
Lily turned reluctantly but then started to run the length of the hallway.
Lucius grabbed Dillia’s arm and spun her around so she was facing him. He ran the tip of the dagger down her neck and over her shirt between her breast.
“You make any noise and you precious neck will meet the edge of the dagger.” he said running the cold steel of the dagger across her neck.
“Kiss me and it better feel like you mean it.”
She nodded. She just thought about being with Remus. Marring Remus. Spending the rest of her life with Remus. And so she would do anything to be able to do all those things… with Remus.
With tears in her eyes she swallowed hard and put her hands on his shoulder. She could still feel the edge of the dagger against her throat. She tilted her chin up to him and he brought his lips down to hers. He ran his tongue over her lips and she parted them for him. A muffled cry escaped into his mouth.
“Dillia?”
‘oh thank you. Remus is here, everything is going to be alright’ she thought.
Lucius snarled and turned her to face Remus, the blade still under her throat so Remus could see it.
“Remus.” she said in a whisper, begging for his help.
“Lupin, you have horrible timing. Why are you even still here?” Lucius snarled
“You wouldn’t think I would leave with out my fiancé.”
“Fiancé?”
“Oh yes. I see your lackeys forgot to tell you. We are off to wed…did you not see the announcement in the Daily Prophet? Lupin/Gryffindor wed…really you should keep up with these things.” Remus looked at Dillia. “Are you alright.” he said stepping towards them.
She nodded. Lucius hadn’t said anything and she guessed he didn’t expect to hear the news that Remus just announced.
“Remus?” Sirius said coming around the corner with James, Lilly and Peter.
“Stay there! Tell them to stay there Lupin.” Lucius snarled
Remus put up a hand to stop them.
Lucius’ eyes darted from Remus to the others down the hall. He buried nosenose in her hair taking in a deep breath. As if Lucius knew what was coming, he knew the Marauders and what they were capable of all to well. He wasn’t expecting to face them all. He knew they had the upper hand. He just decided he wouave ave to finish this another time, a time when it was just him and her. He decided to Apparate out and moved the blade slowly down from her throat, but yet held her close to him, the knifes tip now pressed into her back once again.
He at first thought he could Apparate the two of them out but Lupin was to close, he was sure that he would make a lunge for them.
Just then Sirius pulled his wand and was about to shout accio dagger…to hell with muggles seeing but Lucius saw. He jerked and was going to go for his wand and use Dillia more less as a shield. Only when he jerked, the hand that went for his wand was on Dillia’s waist and pulled her back slightly. She tripped over his feet and fell back into him.
Her eyes opened wide and slumped back into Lucius’ arms. He lowered her to the ground.
“NO!” Lucius shouted. He looked at his hand, it was covered with her blood. “You’ll pay for this Black!” He stepped back and Apparated with a small pop.
Remus jumped to her side and pulled her into his arms.
“No! Dillia!” he shouted as he came to her side.
They others ran down the hallway shouting, screaming for her, screaming for help, and just screaming.
Dillia gasped several times but seemed like she couldn’t get the air into her lung“Re.“Re..Remus…” she said weakly.
“shh” Remus said leaning over her. Tears fell from his face and landed on hers. “Don’t talk.”
She lifted a hand to his face and wiped away the tear.
“I…would …die…happy…if…I…was…in ...your…arms” she repeated from the time in the tunnels when they were first together.
Remus whimpered back a sob and shook his head “don’t say that.”
“Dillia..” Sirius and James seemed to croak out at the same time.
Lily was crying outright and turned into James’ arms. Peter’s chin quivered as he fought to hold back his own sobs.
Tears streamed down Sirius’ face and he kneeled on the other side of her. She felt his hands on her shoulder.
“Dillia, don’t leave me…I need you. I love you.” Remus sobbed.
She slowly took his hand into her own and placed his over her heart then put her own hand over his heart. “I..am..always..with..you. I. Love.You.”
She smiled, closed her eyes and her chest fell with her last breath.
Remus pulled her to his chest clinging tightly to her then threw his head back and screamed.
Please read and review. This is my first fic (at least one that I am posting for the public) so be nice -grins-