Banged to Death by the Darkside of Love

"Distraction"
A sequel to
"Banged To Death by the Darkside of Love"
By Cadena
1-31-02
Warnings: SLASHTASTIC!
Rating: NC-17
Summary: I don't really know if this is going to be a sequel or not, but I'd thought I try anywayz.
POV: Harry Potter
Pairing/Shippers: Draco / Harry and Harry / Seamus
I think I'm possessed by the devil! Harry thought as he stared at Draco during potions class. Snape was going on about one of his rants about the importance of ragweed and it's affect on Red Kappa's breeding habits. (You would have almost thought he had a thing for their breeding...ewe.)
Yes, that's definitely it ... the devil made me do it...more thoughts cluttered his mind. He couldn't stop thinking about the time he'd spent with Draco. The seduction ... the innocence ... the mind shattering sex...
"ooh" he shuttered. He stole a glance at the Prince of Darkness across the room. He looked great. Cool and confident as ever. He had even gotten an eyebrow ring on his left eyebrow. It made his brows look even more delicious. As if sensing someone was staring, Draco looked up at him. He gave a smirk, raised his pierced brow, and blew a small kiss at him. No one else saw. Draco made sure of it. Harry looked away, but he could feel Draco's eyes on him and he looked back. Draco still had that Gaddamn smirk on his face, but this time he winked at him. Then he motioned 'I love you' with his hands.
Oh shit. Why did he have to do that?
Harry looked away again and decided that the top of his desk suddenly as a lot more interesting that Draco.
I feel awful...
It had been just for revenge. He had wanted Draco to feel the same way Seamus had felt when he had screwed him over. An eye for an eye. That's how Harry saw it.
That smug little bastard got exactly what was coming to him. He thought again for the hundredth time this month.
But he still couldn't get the blonde Slytherin off him mind. He'd tried and tried, but to no avail. He knew it must have been from guilt. That old Gryffindor conscience was back to haunt him again.
It's not like he seduced people everyday ... except for Seamus.
Harry had been infatuated with Seamus for about two years before he actually told him about his feelings, but it was too late. He had already had his innocence stolen away by Draco and was head over heels in love with him. Occasionally Harry would get some ass from Seamus but Harry knew that's all it meant.
Well, you know I love Draco, but you don't mind if I use you for sex? Right Harry?
But in reality Harry didn't mind because it was the only piece of Heaven he ever got. Always fighting the never-ending struggle against evil (that he was thrust into to begin with) was tiring. He barely got any sleep and when he did, he usually had nightmares of Voldemort or failing all of the expectations of him.
When he was in Seamus' arms in post coital he was at peace. A peace that he only had felt playing quidditch...
"Well, well well, Mr. Potter. I guess you'd like to teach today's lesson. Since your not paying attention, I assume you must already know the material." Snape stated.
The whole class stared at Harry. Those who were sitting around him had an idea of what he had been thinking because of the little hearts with Seamus' name in them on his parchment. A few snickered. Snapping out of his thoughts, Harry looked up. "Sorry Professor, I was ... ughhh ... distracted." Harry stammered out.
"Well, perhaps you should come up with a better excuse Mr. Potter. Twenty points from Gryffindor for having absolutely no imagination," hissed Snape and he walked away.
"Damn magic faggot!" Harry muttered under his breath.
Snape turned around and snapped "What was that Mr. Potter?"
"Nothing Professor. I didn't say anything." He said with an innocent smile.
"Thirty more points from Gryffindor because I heard what you said. Well, since Mr. Potter seems to have taken up the rest of our time class is dismissed."
The whole potions class breathed a sigh of relief that potions was finally over.
Harry walked out with Hermione and Ron, dodging killer stares from his fellow Gryffindors for losing them fifty points.
"Man Harry, you couldn't think of a better excuse than 'I was distracted'? Are you okay?" Ron said and then added "Aughhh Snape's an ass anyways."
"Harry, I can't believe you lost us all the point I earned us in herbology. Is everything all right? Your usually a quicker thinker that that." Hermione quipped(????) as they strode down the hall.
"I don't know guys, I've done something I'm not proud of and I think I'm starting to feel guilty for it. I just can't get it out of my mind." said a downcast Harry staring at every footstep he took down the stone corridor.
"What'd you do... Have a one night stand with Pansy?.... Or get caught running naked down the quidditch field by Dumbledore on a dare?...House elves catch you masturbating ehe???" Ron said.
"No Ron, that was you." Laughed Harry.
"Oh ... was it??? I must have forgotten." Snickered Ron and then added "It couldn't be any worse than those, so why feel bad?"
"Ewe, the house elves Ron! That's sick!" said Hermione.
"It's not like I wanted to get caught. Those little buggers just came in and started cleaning the bathroom and all, and once I get started I don't want to stop..."
"Ron, that's gross. Shut up. Anyways Harry what did you do that was so bad."
"It's bad Hermione, real bad." Harry said in a quiet voice.
"I can't imagine you doing anything that bad Harry. What is it?"
"I don't think you can handle this guys. I better work this out for myself."
"Come on Harry...We're dying to know what the Golden Boy of Hogwarts did. When you told us you were gay we never judged you. So why would we now?" said Ron with Hermione nodding in agreement.
Harry looked down in shame. "I know guys, but I have to work this out myself. But once I have....." Harry paused and looked at his best friends "Oh who am I kidding. I need to talk to someone and who else can I trust better than you guys. Right?"
"That's what we've been trying to tell you." Hermione said and then added "So what's the gossip?" she smirked.
"Okay guys it's pretty bad though, I hope your prepared..." He paused for dramatic effect. "I... slept with Draco Malfoy. I slept with Draco to get back at him for screwing with Seamus' emotions. I made him think he was screwing me over the same and then *BANG* I turned the tables on him and now he is in love with me. I seduced my enemy and now I can't get him outta my mind. What's wrong with me guys?" Harry looked like he was about to cry.
Hermione was too shocked to say anything so she just gave Harry a hug.
Ron also was speechless. Finally he said "Woah buddy, you fucked Malfoy? You must have been a great piece of ass for a Malfoy to fall in love with you...Hell, I didn't think they could love. He's probably just obsessed like the crazy bastard he is." Ron snickered.
"Shut up Ron!" Hermione snapped.
Harry grinned and gave a snort. "It really was great sex though, I didn't want it to end. I had a hard enough time leaving him afterwards. I know it's the guilt. That's what's got to be bothering me. Guilt and the good sex."
All three if them stopped short as they came to the portrait of the fat lady. Ron looked at Hermione and she motioned impatiently for his to say the password.
Ron shrugged and spoke up, "Pussy Willows." and then immediately blushed.
"I don't know why your embarrassed to say the password since your the one who insisted on having this one..." Hermione said as they walked into the common room.
"I thought I'd be funny to make all the girls say...."and then Ron lowered his voice "...pussy..." and the continued in his regular voice "...It never occurred to me that I'd have to say it too."
"Well, you should have thought about that before you tried to embarrass all the Gryffindor girls, shouldn't you?" Hermione preached.
Ron and Harry plopped down in two of the giant chair in front of the fire place. Hermione looked at her watch and yelped "Oh no! I've got to go to the library and research that essay for arithmancy."
And she headed for the door.
"Didn't you tell us that was due in three weeks?" asked Ron.
She turned around and walked back to both boys with wide eyes. "I know, I don't know why I've waited so long to start my research!" She leaned in and gave Harry a hug and a peck on the cheek and said "It will be okay Harry. Even if somehow you fall in love with Malfoy, we'll always be there for you and it will be okay." She said with a frown, and she headed for the door again.
Ron spoke up "Hey where's my hug and kiss?"
Hermione looked back "Harry needs it more than you. Why don't you go find a house elf to hug and kiss you pervert!" She smiled politely and walked through the corridor leaving behind a trail of laughter echoing down the hall.
Ron turned to Harry "She acts like we don't know that she's really the biggest perv of us all."
Harry nodded in agreement.
Ron continued "I mean really, you should hear the things she wants to do with me and you for that matter..." he bated.
Harry raised his left perfectly plucked eyebrow and asked "And what exactly is that???"
Ron blushed and replied "You don't want to know." He looked down at the table between him and smiled. "You want to play some chess?" Effectively changing the subject.
"Sure I need to do something to get that Slytherin son of a bitch outta my head." Harry leaned forward and they began to play. Ron made the first move. Harry the next. They kept playing until Ron won and then they started again. Harry won the second game and of course Ron wanted a rematch which he won. It was 11:30PM when Hermione came back from the library with an insane grn hen her face.
"What? Did you find out you can actually live in the library Herm???" Ron said with a mischievous grin on his face.
"No, I saw Malfoy in the library and he was doing the strangest thing...." She trailed off and started to walk away.
"Wait, wait, wait!!!! You just can't say that and walk off. What was he doing?" Harry shouted across the room. A few people in the common room looked at him but once they released it was Harry they quickly looked back down. They were use to his crazy outbursts in the common room. Harry blushed slightly and motioned Hermione over to a private corner in the crowded room. Hermione walked over and grinned.
"I didn't know you wanted to know that bad...what are you willing to do for me to tell you?" she said with a sly smile.
"Not what ever you've discussed with Ron ... sorry girls just don't do it for me." Harry said chuckled. Hermione blushed.
"Can't blame me for trying, can you???" she shrugged.
"So what was he doing. Was it evil and nasty? Something that will make me hate him all the more and not feel sorry for him?" he said hopefully.
"I don't know. He was just sitting there at the table across from me and he was reading a book on Love Potions Harry. And I looked at the other books on his table and they were all either Love potions or infatuation charms. You better watch out Harry. If he is really pinning away for you like you think, he might actually try to sneak you a potion or cast a charm on you."
"I don't think he'll do that. He probably just doing his homework. Man, and you guys call me paranoid."
"Maybe so, but he's still a Malfoy and I would put anything past him. Maybe Hermione and I should follow him. What do you think?" Ron asked.
"No guys, don't worry. I can handle Malfoy. Trust me."
"Yeah I'm sure you can..." Ron said with a grin.
"Well, that way too, but I don't think you want to hear about that." Harry said with a grin.
"Yuck Harry, Yuck Ron! You guy are awful. It's getting late. I'm going to bed. Harry, just be on the alert okay? Please? For me?" she said using her puppy dogs eyes.
"Yeah, I promise. I think I'll go to bed too. Goodnight Ron, Hermione." And he walked up the stairs and entered the dorm. He looked around. He was alone. Just the way he liked it. Ron and Hermione would probably be downstairs either fighting or snogging for at least another hour. He stripped out of his clothes down to his boxers and walked over to his bed, pulled aside the red velvet curtains and laid down. Immediately he fell asleep. Eventually he dreamt.
DREAM SEQUENCE
Harry looked around and tried to figure out where he was and why he was in a bed that wasn't his own. Eventually he decided he really didn't care because he was very comfortable where he was. He stretched out his arms and bumped into something warm. It stirred. He looked over and it was Seamus. He was smiling.
"So my sweet sleepy head finally woke up. Are you ready?" Seamus said in his sexy Irish accent of his.
"I'm always ready for you baby." Harry replied already getting hard Suddenly Seamus straddled him and kissed him hard on the mouth. Harry opened up his mouth to receive Seamus eager tongue. Harry moaned. Seamus tasted like mint. Harry grabbed his back and pulled him closer.
His skin is so soft...
Seamus began to leave a trail of soft, fluttering kisses down his neck and naked chest. Harry moaned again but lut loud. Seamus arrived at Harry's boxers and began to tug at the waist of them. Soon they were discarded on the floor next to the bed. Seamus licked around his cock teasingly, like his kisses of before, soft and fluttering. It drove Harry crazy with lust. He started undulating his hips underneath his sexy Irish lover, pushing his cock into his face. Seamus took the subtle hint and took a hold of his cock with his left hand and began stroking it up and down, a simple slow sensuous stroke up and to the tip and then down again. Just the way Harry liked it. Soon Seamus was engulfing Harry's length with his hot mouth. Moving in rhythm with Harry's hips. He moved faster and then began using his hand to assist him. He licked his tip as he pulled back the skin of Harry's erection. He covered his erection again with his tongue and soon his mouth again. He bobbed up and down on his cock until Harry was ready to explode. Harry closed his eyes and felt the most wonderful feeling starting to spread over his entire body. He came in Seamus mouth. Harry's body jerked and quivered as the last of his cum was sucked out of him.
He opened up his eyes and looked down at his lover, but instead of finding Seamus, Draco was there. Harry bolted up suddenly and scanned the room for Seamus. He wasn't there. Draco smiled and crept up beside him on the bed. Suddenly Harry felt very secure and tired, he laid back down next to Draco.
"I love you Harry." He said and cuddled up to Harry's warm body.
Harry put his arm around Draco's middle and held him close to his body. He liked the feel of Draco's smooth skin against his and began to trace little circles on the other's back and side. Harry turned to Draco and began to tell him something. "I...Draco...I..." he turned away. He couldn't tell him to his face. "I love you Draco." He finished and turned back to him...but he was gone. He sat up for the second time and looked around frantically. Draco was nowhere to be seen in the white room. In fact everything in the room began to glow a bright white, so bright almost everything was translucent. Suddenly Harry couldn't keep his eyes open because of the light.
"Draco! Draco where are you?" he called out.
But no one answered. Then everything went dark.
Harry woke up with a start.
Was I yelling out loud?
He looked around at the dorm. Everyone was asleep. He counted his lucky stars that his screaming Draco's name was only in his fucked up dream world. What had that dream meant anyways? First Seamus and then Draco? Then no one?
Harry looked at his watch. It was only 2:35AM, there was no way he was getting back to sleep now. He got up and threw on his cloak.
Well, I guess I could go for a walk...that might relax me.
(End of Part 1)