Back Again

Laying there I was kicking myself, why had I not invited him up? He probably wouldn\'t have come up anyway. I mean I had never kissed a guy let alone make love. Why would he want someone like me? At school he always picked girls that he could get into bed easily with. I turned over so my back was to the bedroom door and I shut my eyes hoping I could at least get a couple of hours sleep.

Laying there I heard the door creek open slowly, and then him climb on the bed behind me. Softly touching my shoulder \"Angelina?\"
\"Yes Padfoot?\"
\"I didn\'t mean to upset you downstairs\"
I turned over to look at him sitting on the bed, the moonlight hitting his face. I hadn\'t noticed before when downstairs but he was only wearing bottoms. I looked at his chest with all the markings on, as like when we were at school his chest was very well toned.
\"Angel?\"
\"Sorry, it\'s ok I am fine honest.\"
\"You’re not convincing me here on that\" he replied
\"Honestly, I got used to being alone along time ago. Though doesn\'t mean to say I don\'t get lonely\"
He smiled softly; he looked almost like he had done many years ago. The same Sirius that I had fell in love with.

\"Did it hurt\" nodding at his chest
\"At first, not now\"
\"May I touch them?\"
\"Well Ananya if you wanted to feel me up you could have just done so\" he said with a smirk on his face.
I had to admit at the moment I wouldn\'t mind doing more but I had to restrain myself from doing so.
I sat up and slowly reached my hand out and lightly touched his chesnninnning my finger tips over the markings on his chest. I stopped and placed my hand firmly over his heart and looked into his dark eyes.
\"How may I ask Angelina, have you escaped being taken by a man as his girlfriend or wife? Any man should be honoured to have you look upon them\"
I could feel myself going red, and getting very hot. At this point I really wanted to do more to him but daren\'t to do so.

I looked down quickly as it felt as though he could tell what I was thinking, my deepest desires of my heart. I tried to pull my hand away but he grabbed it keeping it firmly over his heart.
“Don’t it’s nice” Sirius said.
I looked back at him again smiling I left my hand over his heart, feeling his heart beat. It felt strange we were still young but you could see in his eyes he had seen more than anyone our age had ever seen.

“What was beyond the arch?”
Looking shocked he pulled away. He got up off the bed and moved towards the window looking out at the black sky with the moon lighting his face. And the rest of him for that matter, he still had the good figure he always had. He could have done with a few more meals in him though.
“As I said downstairs, dark. Very dark and lonely … full of pain. It’s something I would rather not speak about” he said turning to me.
“Sorry I didn’t mean to upset you”
“It’s ok I figure people will ask, but I am not ready yet.
Getting out of bed I walked over to him taking one of his hands and stroking it softly. He looked down upon me slowly smiling.
“You should get back to bed Ana you need to sleep”
“So do you”
“That’s true” pulling his hand out of mine and kissed me on the cheek “goodnight he perspers in my ear” and headed for the bedroom door.
I look down at the floor and sigh.

“Sirius” I called just before he got to the stairs. I could hear him walking back.
“What’s wrong?”
“Well, nothing really. I just was wondering if you’d like to sleep up here tonight. The bed is big enough for both of us”.
Raising eye eyebrow with a smirk on his face.
“I didn’t mean it like that Sirius, just as friends”
Smirking “sure, it’s been along time since I shared a bed with a beautiful woman”
Sighing I shook my bed, he was so impossible sometimes.
Climbing into bed I turned to him “No funny business mister”
“Now come on, this is me. Sirius Black. Would I, moi try anything on with a lady like yourself? I mean look at this innocent face”
I tried to restrain from laughing but I couldn’t.
“I guess I still have the charm then” he said with a smirk
“If that’s what you would like to believe to make you happy Sirius”.
I turned over placing my left had under the pillow cur curling up into a foetus position. I then felt him curl up behind me placing his arm around me.
“Sirius, I said….”
“I know what you said, but is this really hurting?”
“I guess not”
I could feel his breath o nec neck, laying there I secretly wished he would do more. But I wasn’t going to tempt fate; it was nice enough lying like this with him.
I closed my eyes and slowly drifted off to sleep.