If Life Is Hard, Death Must Be Easy

If Life is Hard, Death Must be Easy






 

 

If Life is Hard, Death Must be Easy

 

By: GinnytheSlut

Disclaimer: I do not own or think that I own any of the characters portrayed in
this story.
But lay claims to all thoughts in my own head (there mine and you can have
them!!!)

Enjoy and please R/R

 

Chapter Two: Veritaserum

 

Potions today were something else. We were learning truth
serums. Not like Veritaserum but smaller versions. less potent versions. Too bad
were not doing Veritaserum though because I would have gotten flying colors. I have
brewed Veritaserum before. When I had first approached Draco for help in my
transition he said he would help me but only if I could prove my self-worthy of
his time and effort. There was also the fact that he didn’t trust that I was
trying to learn the dark arts. At first he thought that my intention were less
than honorable. He thought that I was sent to spy on him through Dumbledore. So
he decide to kill two birds with one stone and told me to brew Veritaserum and
then he would test it on somebody else first and then use it on me to see if I was
being honest. Although now I wish I had bee a bit smarter about it and made him
promise to only use it to find out if I was telling the truth about why I wanted
to study under him. He had thrown some other question into the mix that I had
not wanted to give him the honest truth about ever let alone right then.

 

*~Flash Back~*

 

It was in an old abandoned potions classroom somewhere near
the one we use today in the dungeons. It had fallen victim to years of
abandonment yet it had been use, according to Draco, many time’s over his past
years at Hogwarts by him and some of the other Slytherin students to make
things that the teachers would have frowned on.

He fed me a spoon full of potion and began asking questions
about this and that. Smaller things that one could gather from my answers whether
the potion had taken effect or not already.

“Is my hair blond?” He asked with only the slightest hint of
the laughter that was dyeing to get out of him.

“Yes” I answered felling more like I had taken some kind of
upper rather then Veritaserum.

“Is yours red?” His face was very contorted just then, he
looked about ready to burst as well.

“Yes” I answered him again. “Will you hurry up though, only I
have things to do after this.”

“Okay, okay, okay. Are you now or have you ever been a spy
for Dumbledore?” His face became very serious and he no longer looked like the
same guy I had seen ready to laugh only a second ago.

“No.” I said with all the ease in the world. Wow telling the
truth will under the effect was really easy.

“If given the choice who would you swear your
undying allegiance to, the dark lord or Dumbledore?” His question went on like
that for another half an hour and I could tell he was satisfied with my answers
because he was wearing a real smile not his trademark smirk. Finally when I thought
all his questions were over he decided to ask some questions of personal interest
to himself.

“Do you like me?” He asked replacing his smile with a smirk
that I could have melted in.

“That’s not what this is about Malfoy.” I said trying to stay
away from the question cuz after all if you don’t answer that’s not deceitful
is it?

“So what? Your under my control now aren’t you?” He said
with a hint of menace in his voice.

I tried to shake my head no but instead wound up shaking
yes. Damn that potion.

“Now” he said with his steely light blue almost gray eyes
that you could get lost in forever. “Answer my question, Do you like me.” I was
pretending like I was thinking real hard when in actuality I was thinking of
how to be truthful but lie at the same time.

“In what way?”

“Don’t act stupid you know in what way.” Damn looks like I was
quite stuck. But to be truthful I was not sure, he was certainly gorgeous, but
as far as I could tell his good looks was all that he had to offer.

“Well you hot, but I don’t think you have much more to offer
besides that.” While he stood there think of his next question I took the opportunity
to excuse myself as I actually did have other stuff to do that night. But as I reached
the door he grabbed me by my arm and spun me around.

“Then answer me this; would you go out with me to hogsmade next
month?” Let me tell you I was stunned to hear this and what with the look of sincerity
on his face I was actually considering it.

“Sure.” I said. And with that I left the room and went up to
my room. When I positively gushed into my diary.

 

*~ End Flash Back~*

 

That was last month and as this weekend was coming up real
soon I had become obsessed with what I was going to wear. Why? I didn’t know
but I had many meeting with him since and each time I had become more and more
taken with him and had to stoke my own fire after the last meeting. If you
catch my drift. We had mostly met after dark to discuss how best to start work
on my becoming a death eater at the end of the year and we had taken many
moonlit stroll along the grounds and I had felt at peace with him. Partly
because underneath all the evilness and raw dark power he really was a nice guy
after all.

I even remember one night when we were walking around the
lake at like three in the morning he had offered me his jacket when I was cold.

 

 

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