Darker Side of Me

Darker Side of Me –Chapter 19

Harry succumbed to Draco’s advances and felt his back press into the old carpet beneath them. Draco had never been so ravenous in his touch but somehow, now there was more passion behind his actions than there ever had been before. His eyes shone with tears and Harry looked into his eyes, worried that this was not the right thing to do.

“Draco,” he whispered, brushing away the tears from his eyes. Something in Malfoy’s body relaxed a bit.

“Say it again,” he demanded pulling Harry’s pants off him. Harry felt something clench around his heart from the manner in which Draco had asked it of him. He couldn’t stand to see him this way.

“Draco,” Harry repeated, louder this time. He pulled Draco up and kissed him gently. “You don’t have to do this, Draco.”

“Yes I do,” he answered. He was unable to smile but his eyes glimmered with desire and lust like Harry had never seen. “I need to do this, I need you to want me. Harry, tell me you want me.” He kissed his lover and then bent down over him to suck on Harry’s length. His ministrations were so much more powerful than they had ever been before.

“Ungh… Draco,” Potter moaned, his head nodding back. “Draco, I want you, I want you so bad!”

Draco’s tension seemed to evaporate but the hunger in his movements as he massaged Harry’s erection with his tongue did not die out. He simultaneously pushed Potter’s legs open and thumbed his entrance without penetrating him. Harry moaned and made noises of pleasure, feeling fireworks erupt behind his eyes but refusing to let go. He bit his lip and ran his fingers through Draco’s soft blonde hair.

Malfoy finally lifted his head, allowing his tongue to linger on the head of Harry’s length seductively before pulling away completely. He got to his knees and pulled Harry up into a kiss before lifting Potter entirely off the ground and taking him over to the bed. Draco laid Harry down at the edge of the bed and got back on his knees.

He pulled Harry’s legs apart leaned forwards, rimming his entrance with his tongue. He lapped and pressed his tongue into Harry, massaging his butt all the while. Harry’s pulse quickened and he spread his arms to his sides, grasping at the sheets beneath him.

“Draco, ah, yes…” Harry whimpered, shutting his eyes and unable to control the sounds that escaped him now. He felt Malfoy relax more with every time he spoke his name. “Yes, Draco… I want… you, Draco!”

Malfoy got to his feet and removed his own pants and boxers. He stroked himself in front of Harry for a moment. He leaned over Harry finally and pressed his erection against Harry’s shaft and ground their hips together. Harry pulled Draco down into a kiss and sucked on his tongue, running his hands down the Slytherin’s back. Potter couldn’t help but hunger for his lover now too, throwing his discomfort to the wind and giving in to the sexual attraction.

“Harry,” Draco whispered to him, tiny tears clinging to his eyelashes. He sucked on Harry’s neck and ran his hands along Harry’s outstretched arms. “Tell me what you want, Harry…scream it.” He nibbled at Harry’s ear, making goose bumps rise up on Potter’s neck with every warm breath. His erection was rubbing against Potter’s and forced another moan to escape his mouth.

“I want you, Draco,” Harry answered. “I want to lick you and suck you. I want you to push into me and never stop.” Harry was rambling. His head was spinning from the pleasure. “I want you inside me… Draco!”

Malfoy finally smiled. He kneeled over Harry and brought him up into a deep kiss, with a little less hunger and more care. Harry kissed him back and sat up. He pushed Draco back to lean his back against the headboard. Harry kissed him, pushing his tongue into his lover’s mouth and stroking his erection carefully.

Potter leaned forwards, running his tongue over Draco’s navel and planting little kissed along his ‘treasure trail’. He lapped at Malfoy’s testes and inclined his head specifically so that his unruly black hair would brush very gently against Draco’s length.

“Ahh,” Draco gasped shivers running over his body while Harry teased him. Potter nuzzled his head gently between Draco’s legs, causing him to moan.

He lifted his head and brought his lips to Draco’s shaft, sucking on specific little areas to tease him more. He looked up at the Slytherin and felt his breathing speed up at the expression on his face. Draco’s eyes were shut and his lips were slightly parted. His eyebrows were knit together in a gentle arc as he tried to control his excitement.

The Gryffindor kissed the tip of Malfoy’s erection and began to suck on the spot just below the head, massaging it simultaneously with his tongue. Finally, he wrapped his mouth around the long shaft and slicked it carefully with his tongue. He bobbed his head up and down slowly at first, but with gaining speed, to pull Draco’s excitement towards his breaking point.

Then he pulled away. He leaned into Draco and licked his earlobe.

“I want you, Draco,” he whispered again. “I want you now…”

Malfoy opened his eyes and Harry spied a mischievous flicker in the cold blue. He pushed Harry onto his back and spread his legs. He positioned himself carefully and slid his length into Harry. Potter gasped and arched his back to somehow make it easier for Draco.

Malfoy bucked into his lover, wanting to push deeper into him than he ever had before. Harry’s mind was racing and he moaned louder and louder with every push of Draco’s erection further inside. The blonde leaned over until their faces were within an inch from one another. His eyes bore into Harry’s as he pulled and pushed into him.

“Scream out for me,” Draco whispered, his stare becoming more penetrating and more consuming with every word. “I want to see it in your eyes that you want me and I want you to scream it so that everyone downstairs knows it too.”

Harry gasped, unable to keep his eyes open as Draco pressed harder and moved faster and faster. He wanted to give in and give up and just let the ultimate satisfaction wash over him, but he couldn’t. He didn’t want it to end. He didn’t want Draco to ever stop touching him like this.

“Draco, ah!” Harry managed to get out, trying to hold Malfoy’s gaze. Draco pushed harder. “Now, Draco, yes!!” He screamed, doing his best to refrain from cocking his head back and breaking the heated look that his lover was giving him. Something about it was so intoxicating.

“Say it again! Tell me you’re mine!” Draco ordered, sucking on Harry’s jaw line as he bucked harder and faster.

“I’m yours, Draco! Ah,” Harry panted, crying out as loud as he could. “Yes, yes… ungh, Draco!!”

“Harry,” Malfoy whispered in Potter’s ear. Harry could not hold back anymore. He cried out and felt himself explode, spilling out onto himself and Draco’s stomach.

Draco bit his lip and pumped into Harry for another moment or two before hitting his own climax and filling Harry. He swallowed hard, holding himself above Potter for a moment. He kissed him softly on the lips before pulling out and collapsing next to him. Harry wrapped his arms around the blonde and kissed his forehead.

“Draco,” he whispered. “Are you alright?”

“Yes,” Malfoy answered softly. There were still little beads of tears mingled with his eyelashes. “I’m alright now.”

“You scared me before,” Harry admitted quietly. “Don’t do that again, alright?”

Draco was silent for a moment, his eyes half-open and staring at Harry’s collarbone. He ran a finger along the slight protrusion above Harry’s chest.

“Alright,” he finally responded, but there was something strange about it.

*_*_*

Some hours later, after everyone had gone to sleep, Draco had woken himself up and gotten up. He sat for a long while on the side of the bed, staring at Harry’s naked, sleeping figure. He was beautiful and innocent while he slept. Draco wished that Harry could stay that way; innocent. He wished that when he awoke he wouldn’t have to start facing dangers and actions that would taint his soul forever, taking away the gorgeous innocence. He wished that he wouldn’t have to be the one to take Harry’s innocence and force him into those situations.

Draco got to his feet and crept quietly around the dark room to find his clothes and redress himself. He picked up his wand and put on his shoes. He found his cloak in the closet and donned it. He carefully picked up different items around him that he thought he might need and then walked back over to the bed to watch his lover sleep a little longer.

He sat next to the boy and ran a soft finger down his cheek, caressing the curves of his face. Draco felt as though something was weighing on his chest like a vice but he knew better than to heed its warning. He thought of the letter again and tried to free himself of doubt. This was the only way, he knew it must be.

“Goodnight, love,” he whispered to Harry as he slept. “Don’t forget: trust no one…. Not even me.”

Then Draco got up and walked out the door….and he was gone.


A/N: Short chapter but I will be posting chapter 20 tomorrow, if all goes well. I also hope you can kindly ignore my little grammatical errors and such because I tend to not have time to correct my own work. Hopefully for my next fanfiction I will be able to correct them, but forgive me for the time being! *Love to all*