TRYING TO REMEMBER
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Harry Potter › Slash - Male/Male › Remus/Sirius
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Adult ++
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22
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5,223
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17
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THE TRAP
“Peter you stand guard as Wormtail. While Harry, Remus and I get Remus’ memories back into his head.”
“Sirius, how are we going to do this? I know pulling them out takes seconds and there are a lot in here.”
“There is a very little known incantation that would stream the memories back we’ll have to do it blocks.”
“Why’s that?”
“Can you imagine getting all your memories back at once? It would just be too much of a mental and emotional overload. The incantation is ‘remenisce dispensus’. ”
As the memories started to flow Sirius directed them to Remus’ temple...
“Now what do we do?”
“Wait.”
After about close to an hour they were finally done.
“Wormtail get in here.” Peter was in there in a flash. "Concentrate about the finding of the counter curse."
Sirius drew out the memory and they all looked in the pensieve and watched the events unfold.
“It’s real. Plus another tidbit of information. Killing Harry will bring Voldemort back. I just thought it was revenge.”
Sirius looked at the paper and whispered the incantation, and a white light came out his wand and into Remus’ chest.
“The counter curse?”
“Yeah, I need you around for a long time.”
“Me too.”
Sirius walked up to Remus and gave him a tight huge and a quick kiss on the lips, winked at him and whispered “more later.”
They were just about to open the door when they heard a scream. Harry turned around, “That’s Ginny! I’m going after her.”
“We’re all going. You okay, babe?”
“Yeah just a little off. I guess I still need a little time to adjust to the memories and the lifting of the curse. Let’s find Ginny.”
There was another scream and they realized it was coming from below. The found the door way that led down and were shocked by the fact that there was an underground labyrinth. Let’s split up Harry take Peter and I’ll take Remus. After about a half hour Sirius noticed that Remus eyes were glassy and filled with pain.
“C’mon I’ll take back upstairs.”
Remus didn’t argue he had been bleeding for the past fifteen minutes but was afraid to tell Sirius. They got back upstairs Sirius turned to look at Remus and saw he was soaked in blood.
“How long?”
“The past fifteen minutes.”
“Why didn’t you tell me?”
“It wouldn’t have made a difference.”
“What do you mean?”
“I’m gonna die here.”
“No, you’re not.”
Remus was feeling more and more light headed. “I’m losing too much blood too fast.”
“Go save Harry.”
“He’ll be okay until you die. Let me be with you.”
“No he won’t,” Remus was now having trouble breathing. “There never was a protective spell. I made it up after Dumbledore died.”
“Why.”
“I couldn’t deal with it all anymore I just wanted,” Remus put his hand to Sirius’ face “to be with you. Please save Harry they can’t bring Voldemort back. As long as they think Harry is protected he’s safe as long as they think I’m alive.”
Sirius picked up his love and placed him on a table. He kissed him madly knowing he would never get to do this again. Then he heard a voice yelling we can kill him.
“Go, I love you.”
Sirius eyes were filled with tears “How long?”
“Five minutes tops. Go save Harry save our world.”
Sirius was almost sobbing “I love you too, babe.” With that Sirius took off.
Remus closed his eyes and the next noise he heard was clapping.
He opened his eyes and their was Severus drying his fake tears. “Such a touching moment.”
“Let me die in peace.”
“You don’t have to.” Snape waved his wand, Remus shirt ripped open and the bleeding stopped.
“Run away with me. I’ll make you happy I promise.”
“But you did this to me.”
“You wouldn’t listen.”
“Am I supposed to forgive and think that you’re my hero or something? It doesn’t work that way.”
“It works that way with him.”
“I LOVE HIM!!”
“I LOVE YOU!!!” Severus didn’t watch where he was going and knocked over a lamp full of kerosene that covered the bottom of his robes.
“NO YOU’RE OBSESSED. OBSESSED AND PSYCHOTIC.”
“I never understood you Lupin.” Snape leaned on the mantle, “giving your loyalties where they don’t belong, where they are so underappreciated. The Dark Lord knows how to appreciate all your talents.”
“Fuck Voldemort.”
“Often he’s quite good.”
“My loyalties will always lie with the light and Albus Dumbledore.”
“Fool then die.”
He started bleeding again even worse. He knew he had one good spell left in him maybe two.
Snape all of the sudden flew into the fireplace and was trapped there. With the kerosene he spilled on his robes earlier he went up very fast to blood curdling screams. The screams were heard all around. Sirius broke down for a second “Bye, luv.”
Remus closed his eyes he was ready, whispering “Take care, luv.”
Out of the flames came a large red and gold mystical creature. Flew to where Remus was lying and cried. The tears stopped the bleeding and were now starting to heal the wounds completely. Remus stirred stunned to see Albus’ bird over him healing him.
Remus looked up, “Thank you again Albus.”
There was a scream from the basement. Remus got up petted Fawkes and ran downstairs. The scene he got to was horrifying Harry was unconscious, Peter was in a cruciatus curse and Bellatrix had Sirius on his knees about to apply the killing curse.
“Dear cousin I should have done this in the first place. Ava...”
“Expelliamus.”
And in an instant her wand was gone. Not just hers but Rudophus’ and Lucius’ as well. Remus grabbed all three of them. And snapped them. Then he waved his wand and with a bang out came ropes and bound the three together. He went to Harry.”Rennervate”
Harry just looked up at Remus “Find Ginny.”
Remus looked at the trio trying to struggle to get free “Petrificus Totalus”, all three were frozen and fell over.
Remus helped Peter up “You okay?”
“Yeah, thank you.”
Sirius just stared at his lover who he left for dead only a several minutes before.
“How?”
“I seemed to acquired a new friend.” Fawkes came screeching down the steps and landed on Remus’ shoulder.
“He healed you?”
Remus showed Sirius his chest and all evidence of the curse was gone.
Sirius ran his fingers where the three scars would be and nothing.
Harry and Peter came back with Ginny.
“Harry can you contact the Aurors to pick up this scum. There’s some pressing business I need to attend to.” As he kissed Remus lips. “Don’t try and find us.”
The two lived in bliss for three weeks.
“I know it’s gross but drink all of it.”
Remus did what he was told he lied in bed unclothed next to Sirius who just held him. "It won’t be as bad as last time. Actually should be pretty good right?"
“Yeah.”
Remus made his first wince of pain.
“I’ll change now.”
Sirius changed to Padfoot and after Remus fully transformed they fell asleep together. The next morning Sirius woke up after Remus transformed back and wanted to spoon next to him he draped his arm over his chest and it felt wet not sweat wet but watery wet he brought his arm back up and it had red on it he looked at the sheet and there was a pool of blood where Remus lay. He turned him over and there were three large gashes across his chest.
Sirius screamed “HARRY!!”
“Sirius, how are we going to do this? I know pulling them out takes seconds and there are a lot in here.”
“There is a very little known incantation that would stream the memories back we’ll have to do it blocks.”
“Why’s that?”
“Can you imagine getting all your memories back at once? It would just be too much of a mental and emotional overload. The incantation is ‘remenisce dispensus’. ”
As the memories started to flow Sirius directed them to Remus’ temple...
“Now what do we do?”
“Wait.”
After about close to an hour they were finally done.
“Wormtail get in here.” Peter was in there in a flash. "Concentrate about the finding of the counter curse."
Sirius drew out the memory and they all looked in the pensieve and watched the events unfold.
“It’s real. Plus another tidbit of information. Killing Harry will bring Voldemort back. I just thought it was revenge.”
Sirius looked at the paper and whispered the incantation, and a white light came out his wand and into Remus’ chest.
“The counter curse?”
“Yeah, I need you around for a long time.”
“Me too.”
Sirius walked up to Remus and gave him a tight huge and a quick kiss on the lips, winked at him and whispered “more later.”
They were just about to open the door when they heard a scream. Harry turned around, “That’s Ginny! I’m going after her.”
“We’re all going. You okay, babe?”
“Yeah just a little off. I guess I still need a little time to adjust to the memories and the lifting of the curse. Let’s find Ginny.”
There was another scream and they realized it was coming from below. The found the door way that led down and were shocked by the fact that there was an underground labyrinth. Let’s split up Harry take Peter and I’ll take Remus. After about a half hour Sirius noticed that Remus eyes were glassy and filled with pain.
“C’mon I’ll take back upstairs.”
Remus didn’t argue he had been bleeding for the past fifteen minutes but was afraid to tell Sirius. They got back upstairs Sirius turned to look at Remus and saw he was soaked in blood.
“How long?”
“The past fifteen minutes.”
“Why didn’t you tell me?”
“It wouldn’t have made a difference.”
“What do you mean?”
“I’m gonna die here.”
“No, you’re not.”
Remus was feeling more and more light headed. “I’m losing too much blood too fast.”
“Go save Harry.”
“He’ll be okay until you die. Let me be with you.”
“No he won’t,” Remus was now having trouble breathing. “There never was a protective spell. I made it up after Dumbledore died.”
“Why.”
“I couldn’t deal with it all anymore I just wanted,” Remus put his hand to Sirius’ face “to be with you. Please save Harry they can’t bring Voldemort back. As long as they think Harry is protected he’s safe as long as they think I’m alive.”
Sirius picked up his love and placed him on a table. He kissed him madly knowing he would never get to do this again. Then he heard a voice yelling we can kill him.
“Go, I love you.”
Sirius eyes were filled with tears “How long?”
“Five minutes tops. Go save Harry save our world.”
Sirius was almost sobbing “I love you too, babe.” With that Sirius took off.
Remus closed his eyes and the next noise he heard was clapping.
He opened his eyes and their was Severus drying his fake tears. “Such a touching moment.”
“Let me die in peace.”
“You don’t have to.” Snape waved his wand, Remus shirt ripped open and the bleeding stopped.
“Run away with me. I’ll make you happy I promise.”
“But you did this to me.”
“You wouldn’t listen.”
“Am I supposed to forgive and think that you’re my hero or something? It doesn’t work that way.”
“It works that way with him.”
“I LOVE HIM!!”
“I LOVE YOU!!!” Severus didn’t watch where he was going and knocked over a lamp full of kerosene that covered the bottom of his robes.
“NO YOU’RE OBSESSED. OBSESSED AND PSYCHOTIC.”
“I never understood you Lupin.” Snape leaned on the mantle, “giving your loyalties where they don’t belong, where they are so underappreciated. The Dark Lord knows how to appreciate all your talents.”
“Fuck Voldemort.”
“Often he’s quite good.”
“My loyalties will always lie with the light and Albus Dumbledore.”
“Fool then die.”
He started bleeding again even worse. He knew he had one good spell left in him maybe two.
Snape all of the sudden flew into the fireplace and was trapped there. With the kerosene he spilled on his robes earlier he went up very fast to blood curdling screams. The screams were heard all around. Sirius broke down for a second “Bye, luv.”
Remus closed his eyes he was ready, whispering “Take care, luv.”
Out of the flames came a large red and gold mystical creature. Flew to where Remus was lying and cried. The tears stopped the bleeding and were now starting to heal the wounds completely. Remus stirred stunned to see Albus’ bird over him healing him.
Remus looked up, “Thank you again Albus.”
There was a scream from the basement. Remus got up petted Fawkes and ran downstairs. The scene he got to was horrifying Harry was unconscious, Peter was in a cruciatus curse and Bellatrix had Sirius on his knees about to apply the killing curse.
“Dear cousin I should have done this in the first place. Ava...”
“Expelliamus.”
And in an instant her wand was gone. Not just hers but Rudophus’ and Lucius’ as well. Remus grabbed all three of them. And snapped them. Then he waved his wand and with a bang out came ropes and bound the three together. He went to Harry.”Rennervate”
Harry just looked up at Remus “Find Ginny.”
Remus looked at the trio trying to struggle to get free “Petrificus Totalus”, all three were frozen and fell over.
Remus helped Peter up “You okay?”
“Yeah, thank you.”
Sirius just stared at his lover who he left for dead only a several minutes before.
“How?”
“I seemed to acquired a new friend.” Fawkes came screeching down the steps and landed on Remus’ shoulder.
“He healed you?”
Remus showed Sirius his chest and all evidence of the curse was gone.
Sirius ran his fingers where the three scars would be and nothing.
Harry and Peter came back with Ginny.
“Harry can you contact the Aurors to pick up this scum. There’s some pressing business I need to attend to.” As he kissed Remus lips. “Don’t try and find us.”
The two lived in bliss for three weeks.
“I know it’s gross but drink all of it.”
Remus did what he was told he lied in bed unclothed next to Sirius who just held him. "It won’t be as bad as last time. Actually should be pretty good right?"
“Yeah.”
Remus made his first wince of pain.
“I’ll change now.”
Sirius changed to Padfoot and after Remus fully transformed they fell asleep together. The next morning Sirius woke up after Remus transformed back and wanted to spoon next to him he draped his arm over his chest and it felt wet not sweat wet but watery wet he brought his arm back up and it had red on it he looked at the sheet and there was a pool of blood where Remus lay. He turned him over and there were three large gashes across his chest.
Sirius screamed “HARRY!!”