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Adult ++
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37
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9,829
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192
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Supermassive Black Hole
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Warning: the usual
A/N: Hey all! Welcome to today's chapter! Thank you for all the reviews ^^ I'm glad you liked it, I'm still kinda rusty when it comes to slash since I haven't written in..oh...3 years or so >.< but it's good to know I haven't lost my touch entirely! For those of you wondering, the doctor's appointment went fine, the meds are still working and my collarbone is healing properly. My babies are fine too, all smiles and baby laughs **squees and huggles babies** I'm such a happy mommy ^^. Anywho, today's chapter is called 'Supermassive Black Hole' by Muse, on the twilight soundtrack. I hope you like it!
Chapter 16- Supermassive Black Hole (Harry)
I woke up the next morning, extremely hung-over, a little sore in all the right places, but very happy. It was the first night in YEARS that I hadn't had to cut to get rid of my nightmares and I was snuggled up against a VERY sexy man that I think might love me....at least, it sounded like he kind of did with all of that keeping me safe and happy stuff. I hoped he did. It's amazing what just a few days of altered perspective can do. Up until the train ride, I could swear to you on veritaserum (or one of Hermione's much more potent truth spells) that besides a bass apreciation for his looks, I had no warm fluffy feelings towards Draco Malfoy. Now, I was lying in his arms, with my head cushioned by his chest, hoping that he loved me...too.
'Wait a second,' I thought, sitting up quickly, 'Do I love Draco??' I looked down at his sleeping face and laughed silently. He wore the patented look even while sleeping. Ginny was right, he WAS too sexy. 'I WANT to be loved by him....I feel safe with him....I let him....oh my god......'I jumped out of bed and ran for the adjoining bathroom, slamming the door and collapsing on the tiles near the toilet that I promptly threw up in. 'Calm, stay calm, he didn't hurt you, he didn't WANT to hurt you, calm, calm.'
I heard Draco calling outside the door, tapping gently on it, "Harry? You alright love?"
'Love?' my brain caught the word and my freak out schreeched to a halt. "I-I'm fine...just drank too much," I lied, flushing the toilet and standing shakily to rinse out the bile from my mouth. He didn't need to know about....that.
"Are you sure?" He asked, "1800 can be pretty tough, even on experianced drinkers. Do you want me to get you some crackers or water or something? Can Dobby get down here?"
I almost laughed at how concerned he sounded and immediately began feeling better again. Even if he didn't love me, he certainly wanted me to be happy, that much was certain, and for now, I think that's all I really wanted since I wasn't sure of my own feelings yet, beyond wanting him with me anyway. "I'm sure Draco, really."
"Alright...." He was quiet for a minute and I thought he'd gone back to bed. "Harry? Uhm....I need to tell you something."
My heart lurched, was he about to tell me that he regretted last night? That he didn't want me afterall? Oh my god, he knows....he knows he knows he knows he..."Harry....I think last night...." He doesn't want me because he knows, "was the best night of my life and I wanted you to know that I meant everything I said. It wasn't just the tequila or the smoke talking...and...."
He stopped again and I waited for him to go on, to tell me that he thought I was damaged goods, that he didn't want me. "And what?" I asked finally, turning on the water to take a shower.
"Nothing," he sighed, "It can wait....." I thought I heard a soft thudding of something hitting the wall repeatedly then another sigh, "So, if you're feeling better later...I was thinking maybe....we could go to Hogsmeade and hangout....or something....Classes don't start until tomorrow, and I really want to spend the day with you....only if you want to though...." I heard more soft thudding and opened the door a crack to see Draco hitting his head against the wall. "Stupid, stupid, stupid." he muttered, "some Slytherin Sex God I am, can't even ask someone out properly...."
I bit back a snicker, "Uh, Draco?" He froze and looked up mortified, "You're doing that talking to yourself thing again....It's kinda cute."
He turned bright red, all the way down to his toes and everywhere in between I noticed, "Slytherins are NOT cute. We're damned sexy." he said indignantly. Then his eyes roved over my still naked body and he was unable to hide his own attraction. Well, at least I knew he really did want me in at least one way.
I smirked and grabbed his arm, pulling him into the bathroom with a deep kiss, "Hmmm....well damn sexy you may be, but how handy are you with a loofa?"
A/N: sorry for the short-ness! Life is rather hectic at the moment!! Longer chapter tomorrow I promise!!
Warning: the usual
A/N: Hey all! Welcome to today's chapter! Thank you for all the reviews ^^ I'm glad you liked it, I'm still kinda rusty when it comes to slash since I haven't written in..oh...3 years or so >.< but it's good to know I haven't lost my touch entirely! For those of you wondering, the doctor's appointment went fine, the meds are still working and my collarbone is healing properly. My babies are fine too, all smiles and baby laughs **squees and huggles babies** I'm such a happy mommy ^^. Anywho, today's chapter is called 'Supermassive Black Hole' by Muse, on the twilight soundtrack. I hope you like it!
Chapter 16- Supermassive Black Hole (Harry)
I woke up the next morning, extremely hung-over, a little sore in all the right places, but very happy. It was the first night in YEARS that I hadn't had to cut to get rid of my nightmares and I was snuggled up against a VERY sexy man that I think might love me....at least, it sounded like he kind of did with all of that keeping me safe and happy stuff. I hoped he did. It's amazing what just a few days of altered perspective can do. Up until the train ride, I could swear to you on veritaserum (or one of Hermione's much more potent truth spells) that besides a bass apreciation for his looks, I had no warm fluffy feelings towards Draco Malfoy. Now, I was lying in his arms, with my head cushioned by his chest, hoping that he loved me...too.
'Wait a second,' I thought, sitting up quickly, 'Do I love Draco??' I looked down at his sleeping face and laughed silently. He wore the patented look even while sleeping. Ginny was right, he WAS too sexy. 'I WANT to be loved by him....I feel safe with him....I let him....oh my god......'I jumped out of bed and ran for the adjoining bathroom, slamming the door and collapsing on the tiles near the toilet that I promptly threw up in. 'Calm, stay calm, he didn't hurt you, he didn't WANT to hurt you, calm, calm.'
I heard Draco calling outside the door, tapping gently on it, "Harry? You alright love?"
'Love?' my brain caught the word and my freak out schreeched to a halt. "I-I'm fine...just drank too much," I lied, flushing the toilet and standing shakily to rinse out the bile from my mouth. He didn't need to know about....that.
"Are you sure?" He asked, "1800 can be pretty tough, even on experianced drinkers. Do you want me to get you some crackers or water or something? Can Dobby get down here?"
I almost laughed at how concerned he sounded and immediately began feeling better again. Even if he didn't love me, he certainly wanted me to be happy, that much was certain, and for now, I think that's all I really wanted since I wasn't sure of my own feelings yet, beyond wanting him with me anyway. "I'm sure Draco, really."
"Alright...." He was quiet for a minute and I thought he'd gone back to bed. "Harry? Uhm....I need to tell you something."
My heart lurched, was he about to tell me that he regretted last night? That he didn't want me afterall? Oh my god, he knows....he knows he knows he knows he..."Harry....I think last night...." He doesn't want me because he knows, "was the best night of my life and I wanted you to know that I meant everything I said. It wasn't just the tequila or the smoke talking...and...."
He stopped again and I waited for him to go on, to tell me that he thought I was damaged goods, that he didn't want me. "And what?" I asked finally, turning on the water to take a shower.
"Nothing," he sighed, "It can wait....." I thought I heard a soft thudding of something hitting the wall repeatedly then another sigh, "So, if you're feeling better later...I was thinking maybe....we could go to Hogsmeade and hangout....or something....Classes don't start until tomorrow, and I really want to spend the day with you....only if you want to though...." I heard more soft thudding and opened the door a crack to see Draco hitting his head against the wall. "Stupid, stupid, stupid." he muttered, "some Slytherin Sex God I am, can't even ask someone out properly...."
I bit back a snicker, "Uh, Draco?" He froze and looked up mortified, "You're doing that talking to yourself thing again....It's kinda cute."
He turned bright red, all the way down to his toes and everywhere in between I noticed, "Slytherins are NOT cute. We're damned sexy." he said indignantly. Then his eyes roved over my still naked body and he was unable to hide his own attraction. Well, at least I knew he really did want me in at least one way.
I smirked and grabbed his arm, pulling him into the bathroom with a deep kiss, "Hmmm....well damn sexy you may be, but how handy are you with a loofa?"
A/N: sorry for the short-ness! Life is rather hectic at the moment!! Longer chapter tomorrow I promise!!