Rebirth of Merlin
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Category:
Harry Potter AU/AR › General
Rating:
Adult +
Chapters:
30
Views:
13,529
Reviews:
27
Recommended:
1
Currently Reading:
0
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I do not own Harry Potter, nor any of the characters from the books or movies. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.
Lucas shows Albus his memories/Two Guests Arrive
Warnings: Scene’s of spanking(not grafic)and traces of abuse. Bad Language.
***Scene change inside the pensive***
Lucas shows Albus some Memories/Guests Arrive
Albus watched as Lucas’s seemed to turn inward. As if he was remembering what had happened or why he felt as he did. It was ten minutes later that Lucas focus was once again placed at him.
“I can’t explain my feelings about my parents. But I can show you. Do you have a pensive handy? If you don’t I’ll go get mine.” whispered Lucas, as he glanced up through his bangs.
Silently Albus Dumbledore moved to a warded part of the wall. Once there he pulled a medium bowl filled with what looked like blue liquid out. Coming back to his desk sitting it down. Before he motioned to Lucas, waiting as the young man stood.
Taking a deep breath Lucas placed his pointer finger to his temple and began pulling a silver mist out. And one by one placed his memories into the bowl.
When finished he replied, “Ready?” as he waved his hand toward the pensive.
As one Albus and Lucas disappeared into the memories before them.
They appeared in what looked like a large bedroom. Albus realized it was Lucas’s room at Snape Manor. When he was about to ask why, the door opened and memory Lucas walked in and laid down on the bed crying. He didn’t look no more than five.
“This was the first time I was punished by my Father. Watch Grandfather.” sixteen year old Lucas whispered at his side.
And watch he did. Severus Snape entered and spoke to the young boy. Before he made Lucas walk over to the chair. Once there Albus watched as Severus spanked his child hard. To hard for Albus’s liking. Then the seen changed.
***
“This was when I was still five. I had used magic on the new Nanny. She had grabbed me to roughly. And I retaliated with my magic to burn her hand. Father was brutal that time.” Lucas stated as he grabbed Albus’s hand.
They watched what the Nanny had done to little Lucas and the scene where he was punished. Albus gasped as he saw the man he loved as a son, ignore the little one’s plea of it being an accident. And pull the boy’s touser’s down, before using a ruler to punish him.
“Oh Merlin, why didn’t you tell me Lucas?”
“I was embrassed grandfather.” Lucas sniffed as the old man’s side.
***
Next was a scene when Lucas was six or seven. Albus couldn’t be certain. But the small figure of Lucas being shaken by another Nanny and thrown into a room for telling the truth and getting her fired.
Then when his magic helped him escape, watching the boy run screaming into the floo “Malfoy Manor: Master’s study.” Before disappearing only to be inside Lucius’s study with said man startled.
“Lucas what are you doing here?” came the voice of Malfoy Sr. as he went toward the young boy that had collapsed onto the floor.
“The Nanny hurt me, Uncle Luc. She shook me and through me into alittle room. Because I got her fired.” came the reply between sobs.
“I’ll take care of everything my little Phoenix.” replied Malfoy as he rocked the young one to sleep.
Albus looked at his grandson in question. As he seen the small smile grace the young mans lips.
“He confronted Father about the Nanny. He got the woman’s name and then left. I never did find out what Uncle Luc had done to her. But years later I learn she had mysteriously died.”
“And what did your Father do to you because of it?”
“That was one time he did nothing.”
***
Albus and Lucas found themselves outside in looked like summer. Lucas and Draco Malfoy were running, pretending to fly.
“Lucas, make me fly. Really fly.” whined Draco as he smiled at Lucas.
“OK, but you can’t tell anyone.” stated Lucas as he looked around making sure they were alone.
“Deal” Draco smiled before he was lifted in the air by Lucas.
Lucas’s arms were glowing white as he moved Draco around in the sky. Both laughing and smiling. Neither noticed the figures of Lucius and Severus standing in the office or their looks of horror.
“LUCAS EVAN SNAPE, BUT DRACO DOWN THIS INSTANT AND GO TO YOUR ROOM.” roared Severus Snape
When Draco was on the ground Lucius ran to his side. Making sure the boy wasn’t injured. When satified he turned to Lucas with a look of anger.
“I never seen Draco after that day. It was the first time Father drew blood with my punishment. It was June the year I was sent to Atrum Vita.” sniffled Lucas as they watched the punishment he received.
***
Afterwards they found themselves back in Albus’s office. They said nothing for several moments. Until Albus couldn’t take it anymore, he had to know.
“And your Mother, where was she?”
“Mother was never around when I was punished. I know she knew about them.” Lucas whispered as he wiped a stray tear away.
“You said the things you’d done was for them to notice you again.” Albus stated as he tried to figure out why Lucas would show those particular memories.
“Yes, I didn’t care what form the attention came in. Just that it was on me.”
“Even the punishments? Lucas did you feel that the punishments were ok as long as you were noticed?” Albus whispered. When Lucas raised his head to look him straight in the eye. Albus got his answer, that yes Lucas felt the punishments were just, As long as he received the acknowledgement.
“Why Lucas? Why?”
“Because that was the only way. They left me alone in the Manor with Nanny’s. Never spend any time with me together or separate. I missed them. You and the Malfoy’s were the only ones that had given me any attention really. And that stopped when Uncle Luc got angry the day I let Draco fly with my magic.” growled out Lucas with venom. Albus said nothing he knew the boy wasn’t finished.
“I felt alone and abandoned. After we had came back from Paris, you started training my magic and they slowly just turned away from me. I didn’t know why. Damn it I was a child, I had no idea what I was supposed to do. I trained and came home and sometimes my parent’s were there and others they weren’t. And I was left with a Nanny. So I started acting out not to be bad. But in desperation. Desperation for them to hold me and show me that they still cared and I was still apart of them. “ laughed Lucas coldly as he paced around the room.
“Didn’t do any good did it? They just kept doing their thing. And they just decided that instead of showing me that I was loved and spend time with me. They sent me to a place filled with Vampires, Were’s and Demons. There was a few Veela and Elves but not many. And forgot me there. I was nine and they sent me to hell. If it wasn’t for Kale I would have died there.” Lucas finished as his breathing became harsh and uneven and he sat back into the chair across from his grandfather.
Albus didn’t know what to say. There was so much anger and hate in those words. And Lucas’s aura had not stopped spiking the whole time. Albus’s wasn’t sure if he could pull Lucas back to the Light. He was so tightly merged in the Forbidden Arts that the gray was beginning to over lap the gold in his aura. He felt that he had failed Lucas in many ways. When he was about to speak the door to his office burst open reveling two people he hadn’t seen in many years. Sirius Black and Remus Lupin had returned to Britain after the fall out with James Potter almost five years prior.
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“Hello Albus, it’s good to see you again.” replied Sirius as he walked in. Not noticing the other occupant in the room. But Remus had.
When they had walked in Remus smelled a scent that he had almost forgotten. Thunderstorms and lavender. “Lucas?” whispered Remus causing Sirius to turn to the other person in the room in shock.
“Merlin, is that really you Lucas?” Remus continued into the room making his way to the young man seated before the Headmasters desk.
Lucas looked up at his name. He couldn’t remember the two men that had came in. “Who are you? I’m sorry, yes my name’s Lucas?”
Remus did something that caused Albus and Sirius to gasp in shock and Lucas to stiffen. Remus Lupin pulled the boy out of the chair and hugged him for all he was worth. Whispering his thanks over and over.
“You’re welcome. But sir, I don’t know what I’ve done that you should be thanking me?” Lucas responded in confusion. Looking at everyone with wide eyes.
Without letting Lucas go, he sat down placing the young man in his lap. Lucas was so shocked he didn’t move away. But instead looked at his grandfather for an answer.
“Ah, Moony would you care to explain?” Sirius asked as he sat beside the man with a look of confusion.
“Yes Remus, please explain why your thanking Lucas and why he’s in your lap?” Albus questioned with a twinkle in his eyes.
“It was Lucas that healed me of Lycanthropy.” stated Remus firmly.
“Explain?” demanded Albus. He knew that Remus was cured and now the wolf was just a animagus form. But he could never get the man to tell him how. Or any one for that matter.
“When the boy’s were born and Sirius and I went to Potter Manor. I had went up to the nursery to get Lucas’s scent. And I had held him for awhile. I had been so tired because the moon was just the night before that I didn’t pay any attention. That after I had put Lucas back down and went to the others, that my strength had returned and I felt healthier than I’d been in years.”
“Ok but how did Lucas cure you Remus? I tired to get the explaination years ago and you refused to tell me.” Albus stated calmly.
“All I know is that after holding Lucas the next moon I didn’t change. I was confused and alittle scared so I left Britain and went to America. It was there that I learned from Healers that I had been healed of my wolf. But he would always be with me. When I was still confused about that the Healers stated. That my wolf would now be an Animagus form and I registered as a wolf animagus. Had papers and everything. First time in my life I didn’t feel like a monster.” Remus concluded with pride and happiness.
“Amazing Remus, simply amazing.” Albus smiled as he looked at Remus and then Lucas. He could tell that Sirius already knew most of it. But not who had saved his friend and was looking at Lucas with awe.
“Wow, that’s great glad to be a service. But could you let me up please.” Lucas stated with a smile as he looked at the man that held him.
Sheepishly Remus let the boy up. As Albus and Sirius laughed at the scene. They knew that Remus had done so reluctantly. Lucas on the other hand was glad. He had never been held more than for a quick hug. It just didn’t feel right to be held.
“Now that’s cleared up. What brings the two of you back to Britain.?” Albus asked as he watched Lucas from the corner of his eyes. While Lucas moved around the room quietly.
“Voldemort!” both stated with anger.
“Ah, snap! Grandfather, I’ll be back. There’s somewhere I need to go. If you need me send Fawkes.” Lucas exclaimed as he transformed into his phoenix and flash out in blue flames.
Remus and Sirius looked at Albus with looks of shock and question. While Albus just chuckled at the spot his grandson had just disappeared from.
“Albus looks like I wasn’t the only one with secrets?” Remus blandly stated as Sirius nodded in agreement.
“Yes well, Lucas is a whole other story.” Albus stated as he looked at the two of them.
“We aren’t going anywhere? Care to explain?” Sirius asked as he moved to a more comfortable seat.
After Albus ordered snacks and tea for the three of them. He did just that. He explained and hoped that the two of them could help him with Lucas.
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Lucas Snape walked into Gringotts not paying attention to anyone. He was on a mission. A mission to claim what was his. The other two children his ‘parents’ had could have the Snape inheritance. For his was enough to last him for eternity.
Reaching one of the Goblins. He squared his shoulders and whispered with power and determination. “ Merlin has come to claim his throne!” It was his birth rite and he was going to get it now.
***Scene change inside the pensive***
Lucas shows Albus some Memories/Guests Arrive
Albus watched as Lucas’s seemed to turn inward. As if he was remembering what had happened or why he felt as he did. It was ten minutes later that Lucas focus was once again placed at him.
“I can’t explain my feelings about my parents. But I can show you. Do you have a pensive handy? If you don’t I’ll go get mine.” whispered Lucas, as he glanced up through his bangs.
Silently Albus Dumbledore moved to a warded part of the wall. Once there he pulled a medium bowl filled with what looked like blue liquid out. Coming back to his desk sitting it down. Before he motioned to Lucas, waiting as the young man stood.
Taking a deep breath Lucas placed his pointer finger to his temple and began pulling a silver mist out. And one by one placed his memories into the bowl.
When finished he replied, “Ready?” as he waved his hand toward the pensive.
As one Albus and Lucas disappeared into the memories before them.
They appeared in what looked like a large bedroom. Albus realized it was Lucas’s room at Snape Manor. When he was about to ask why, the door opened and memory Lucas walked in and laid down on the bed crying. He didn’t look no more than five.
“This was the first time I was punished by my Father. Watch Grandfather.” sixteen year old Lucas whispered at his side.
And watch he did. Severus Snape entered and spoke to the young boy. Before he made Lucas walk over to the chair. Once there Albus watched as Severus spanked his child hard. To hard for Albus’s liking. Then the seen changed.
***
“This was when I was still five. I had used magic on the new Nanny. She had grabbed me to roughly. And I retaliated with my magic to burn her hand. Father was brutal that time.” Lucas stated as he grabbed Albus’s hand.
They watched what the Nanny had done to little Lucas and the scene where he was punished. Albus gasped as he saw the man he loved as a son, ignore the little one’s plea of it being an accident. And pull the boy’s touser’s down, before using a ruler to punish him.
“Oh Merlin, why didn’t you tell me Lucas?”
“I was embrassed grandfather.” Lucas sniffed as the old man’s side.
***
Next was a scene when Lucas was six or seven. Albus couldn’t be certain. But the small figure of Lucas being shaken by another Nanny and thrown into a room for telling the truth and getting her fired.
Then when his magic helped him escape, watching the boy run screaming into the floo “Malfoy Manor: Master’s study.” Before disappearing only to be inside Lucius’s study with said man startled.
“Lucas what are you doing here?” came the voice of Malfoy Sr. as he went toward the young boy that had collapsed onto the floor.
“The Nanny hurt me, Uncle Luc. She shook me and through me into alittle room. Because I got her fired.” came the reply between sobs.
“I’ll take care of everything my little Phoenix.” replied Malfoy as he rocked the young one to sleep.
Albus looked at his grandson in question. As he seen the small smile grace the young mans lips.
“He confronted Father about the Nanny. He got the woman’s name and then left. I never did find out what Uncle Luc had done to her. But years later I learn she had mysteriously died.”
“And what did your Father do to you because of it?”
“That was one time he did nothing.”
***
Albus and Lucas found themselves outside in looked like summer. Lucas and Draco Malfoy were running, pretending to fly.
“Lucas, make me fly. Really fly.” whined Draco as he smiled at Lucas.
“OK, but you can’t tell anyone.” stated Lucas as he looked around making sure they were alone.
“Deal” Draco smiled before he was lifted in the air by Lucas.
Lucas’s arms were glowing white as he moved Draco around in the sky. Both laughing and smiling. Neither noticed the figures of Lucius and Severus standing in the office or their looks of horror.
“LUCAS EVAN SNAPE, BUT DRACO DOWN THIS INSTANT AND GO TO YOUR ROOM.” roared Severus Snape
When Draco was on the ground Lucius ran to his side. Making sure the boy wasn’t injured. When satified he turned to Lucas with a look of anger.
“I never seen Draco after that day. It was the first time Father drew blood with my punishment. It was June the year I was sent to Atrum Vita.” sniffled Lucas as they watched the punishment he received.
***
Afterwards they found themselves back in Albus’s office. They said nothing for several moments. Until Albus couldn’t take it anymore, he had to know.
“And your Mother, where was she?”
“Mother was never around when I was punished. I know she knew about them.” Lucas whispered as he wiped a stray tear away.
“You said the things you’d done was for them to notice you again.” Albus stated as he tried to figure out why Lucas would show those particular memories.
“Yes, I didn’t care what form the attention came in. Just that it was on me.”
“Even the punishments? Lucas did you feel that the punishments were ok as long as you were noticed?” Albus whispered. When Lucas raised his head to look him straight in the eye. Albus got his answer, that yes Lucas felt the punishments were just, As long as he received the acknowledgement.
“Why Lucas? Why?”
“Because that was the only way. They left me alone in the Manor with Nanny’s. Never spend any time with me together or separate. I missed them. You and the Malfoy’s were the only ones that had given me any attention really. And that stopped when Uncle Luc got angry the day I let Draco fly with my magic.” growled out Lucas with venom. Albus said nothing he knew the boy wasn’t finished.
“I felt alone and abandoned. After we had came back from Paris, you started training my magic and they slowly just turned away from me. I didn’t know why. Damn it I was a child, I had no idea what I was supposed to do. I trained and came home and sometimes my parent’s were there and others they weren’t. And I was left with a Nanny. So I started acting out not to be bad. But in desperation. Desperation for them to hold me and show me that they still cared and I was still apart of them. “ laughed Lucas coldly as he paced around the room.
“Didn’t do any good did it? They just kept doing their thing. And they just decided that instead of showing me that I was loved and spend time with me. They sent me to a place filled with Vampires, Were’s and Demons. There was a few Veela and Elves but not many. And forgot me there. I was nine and they sent me to hell. If it wasn’t for Kale I would have died there.” Lucas finished as his breathing became harsh and uneven and he sat back into the chair across from his grandfather.
Albus didn’t know what to say. There was so much anger and hate in those words. And Lucas’s aura had not stopped spiking the whole time. Albus’s wasn’t sure if he could pull Lucas back to the Light. He was so tightly merged in the Forbidden Arts that the gray was beginning to over lap the gold in his aura. He felt that he had failed Lucas in many ways. When he was about to speak the door to his office burst open reveling two people he hadn’t seen in many years. Sirius Black and Remus Lupin had returned to Britain after the fall out with James Potter almost five years prior.
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“Hello Albus, it’s good to see you again.” replied Sirius as he walked in. Not noticing the other occupant in the room. But Remus had.
When they had walked in Remus smelled a scent that he had almost forgotten. Thunderstorms and lavender. “Lucas?” whispered Remus causing Sirius to turn to the other person in the room in shock.
“Merlin, is that really you Lucas?” Remus continued into the room making his way to the young man seated before the Headmasters desk.
Lucas looked up at his name. He couldn’t remember the two men that had came in. “Who are you? I’m sorry, yes my name’s Lucas?”
Remus did something that caused Albus and Sirius to gasp in shock and Lucas to stiffen. Remus Lupin pulled the boy out of the chair and hugged him for all he was worth. Whispering his thanks over and over.
“You’re welcome. But sir, I don’t know what I’ve done that you should be thanking me?” Lucas responded in confusion. Looking at everyone with wide eyes.
Without letting Lucas go, he sat down placing the young man in his lap. Lucas was so shocked he didn’t move away. But instead looked at his grandfather for an answer.
“Ah, Moony would you care to explain?” Sirius asked as he sat beside the man with a look of confusion.
“Yes Remus, please explain why your thanking Lucas and why he’s in your lap?” Albus questioned with a twinkle in his eyes.
“It was Lucas that healed me of Lycanthropy.” stated Remus firmly.
“Explain?” demanded Albus. He knew that Remus was cured and now the wolf was just a animagus form. But he could never get the man to tell him how. Or any one for that matter.
“When the boy’s were born and Sirius and I went to Potter Manor. I had went up to the nursery to get Lucas’s scent. And I had held him for awhile. I had been so tired because the moon was just the night before that I didn’t pay any attention. That after I had put Lucas back down and went to the others, that my strength had returned and I felt healthier than I’d been in years.”
“Ok but how did Lucas cure you Remus? I tired to get the explaination years ago and you refused to tell me.” Albus stated calmly.
“All I know is that after holding Lucas the next moon I didn’t change. I was confused and alittle scared so I left Britain and went to America. It was there that I learned from Healers that I had been healed of my wolf. But he would always be with me. When I was still confused about that the Healers stated. That my wolf would now be an Animagus form and I registered as a wolf animagus. Had papers and everything. First time in my life I didn’t feel like a monster.” Remus concluded with pride and happiness.
“Amazing Remus, simply amazing.” Albus smiled as he looked at Remus and then Lucas. He could tell that Sirius already knew most of it. But not who had saved his friend and was looking at Lucas with awe.
“Wow, that’s great glad to be a service. But could you let me up please.” Lucas stated with a smile as he looked at the man that held him.
Sheepishly Remus let the boy up. As Albus and Sirius laughed at the scene. They knew that Remus had done so reluctantly. Lucas on the other hand was glad. He had never been held more than for a quick hug. It just didn’t feel right to be held.
“Now that’s cleared up. What brings the two of you back to Britain.?” Albus asked as he watched Lucas from the corner of his eyes. While Lucas moved around the room quietly.
“Voldemort!” both stated with anger.
“Ah, snap! Grandfather, I’ll be back. There’s somewhere I need to go. If you need me send Fawkes.” Lucas exclaimed as he transformed into his phoenix and flash out in blue flames.
Remus and Sirius looked at Albus with looks of shock and question. While Albus just chuckled at the spot his grandson had just disappeared from.
“Albus looks like I wasn’t the only one with secrets?” Remus blandly stated as Sirius nodded in agreement.
“Yes well, Lucas is a whole other story.” Albus stated as he looked at the two of them.
“We aren’t going anywhere? Care to explain?” Sirius asked as he moved to a more comfortable seat.
After Albus ordered snacks and tea for the three of them. He did just that. He explained and hoped that the two of them could help him with Lucas.
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Lucas Snape walked into Gringotts not paying attention to anyone. He was on a mission. A mission to claim what was his. The other two children his ‘parents’ had could have the Snape inheritance. For his was enough to last him for eternity.
Reaching one of the Goblins. He squared his shoulders and whispered with power and determination. “ Merlin has come to claim his throne!” It was his birth rite and he was going to get it now.