Misplaced Trust

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Harry looked at his two old friends and two new ones.

"Well," he said.

"We're not going to be able to just go out and buy our school supplies." Draco spoke up.

"Dolt. Mother has already taken care of it. We all have our books and you have several new school robes." Harry frowned.

"School robes? Why?"

"Because your old ones were shockingly horrid." Draco responded with a sniff, causing Pansy to giggle slightly.

"Oh." Harry said.

"Okay...well...what now then?" Hermione giggles as she stands rather close to Draco while Pansy looks at Harry.

"We have to wait til Lucius gets here with the car. So Harry are you going to miss Bella?" Harry felt the piercing pain that he'd become familiar with lance across his chest.

He'd completely forgotten that he would eventually have to leave to return to school, and with Bella pregnant, he was doubly worried.

"Yes." he rasped.

Pansy gently wraps her arms around his waist.

"Dont worry... she is strong." She was happy to have a boyfriend but she was upset that Harry couldnt have his lover there with him.

Harry, having grown used to Pansy's affection, wraps his arm around her upper waist in a quick hug.

"Thank you." he sighs.

Draco watches Ron grit his teeth and grins to himself, always happy to see the ginger boy bothered. He still didn't quite like Ron, but he no longer actively hated him. Hermione smiled then hugged Harry as well.

"Why dont you bring that journal of yours? That way you two could talk." Hermione suggests.

Harry grinned and pulled it from his back pocket.

"Way ahead of you, 'Mione." He said.

Hermione and pansy both giggle as the raven haired soon-to-be-mother strolled into the room. She looked like she was glowing even though she had been throwing up that morning.

"Could you all please give me and my love a moment alone?" Harry looked up and the tightness in his chest instantly eased.

He smiled softly and seemed to have eyes only for his lover. Draco rolled his eyes and held a hand out to Hermione.

"Shall we?" Hermione takes his hand as Pansy grabs Ron by the back of his pants dragging him away.

Bella smiled softly and steps over.

"So your finishing up school..." Harry nods.

"Once we defeat Dumbled- wow, that sounds odd." Harry's eyes widened.

He hadn't really thought about what defeating the "Lord of Light" would entail. Bella frowns then wraps her arms around him gently.

"Dont worry everything will be alright." She gently ran her fingers through his hair.

It hurt her heart to have her lover feel such fear. Harry wrapped her in his arms, taking comfort from her presence as he always did.

"It will. I will make it alright. And after, I'll work on making the wizarding world a better place for...for them." He placed his palm flat across Bella's still rather flat belly.

Bella smiles and rests her hand over his.

"By the time Christmas rolls around ill be rather large..." her tone was that of joyful.

She was exstatic about being pregnant. She wished Harry could be there with her through it all but he had school. Harry dropped to his knees and pressed a kiss to her stomach.

"I wish...I feel like such a deadbeat, running off like this when you..." He sighed frustratedly.

Bella smiles and pets his hair.

"Dont worry ill tell you everything that they do." Harry nods and stands, nuzzling Bella's ear.

"I'll be around for the next one." He says, only half joking.

"Oh so two isnt enough? Thats fine ill give you enough children to fill this house." Bella chuckles and kisses his lips.

Harry's smile is absolutely delighted.

"I'm glad. I...I always wanted a...well. I have you and my parents and now these two...I'm well on my way to the family I always wanted."

"I always wanted a family full of love." Bella whispered gently kissing his forehead.

"Anything you want, I'll do my best to give you. I love you, Bella mine." Harry cupped her face with his hand, his fingers caressing the line of her jaw.

Bella smiles softly as she leans over kissing him gently. Harry savours Bella's lips on his, memorizing the velvety texture, the smell of her skin so close, and her sweet taste, knowing it will be far too long before he has this again. Bella purrs and gently presses him into a closet near them shutting the door. She needed him one more time before she was seperated from him. Harry's eyes widen, but he refuses to worry about the time, responding to Bella's immediacy. His kiss deepens and he holds her to him tightly, careful of her stomach.

"Bella....Bella, I want you so much..." Bella purrs deeply as she grabs the bar above her head for support.

"Then why dont you take me..." Harry groans and makes quick work of his belt before leaning into Bella, dropping his head to her covered breasts and nipping at them. They had already begun to get bigger and he reveled in them. He ran his hands up her thighs, surprised despite himself to find her naked beneath the dress. Bella shudders as she wraps her legs around his waist. Her body was very sensitive due to her pregnancy. God his hands felt like they were on fire. Harry supported Bella's ass, his member hard and straining, barely touching her core as he pressed his fingers into her from beneath. Bella cried out as she squirmmed.

"Oh Harry..." Harry chinned the low neckline of her dress even lower, exposing her breasts and flicking the over-sensitive peaks with his tongue as he slid slowly into her, his hips canted upward to make sure Bella's sweet spot was bumped as he passed it. Bella cries out at the feeling of him inside her again.

Oh god it was so good to have him inside her. Harry jerks his hips abruptly forward, filling her suddenly and biting down slightly on one of her nipples. He grips her ass, holding her to him as he pulls out slowly. Bella screams loud at the filling.

"Oh my god... Harry." Bella grips the bar above her tight.

Harry continues in this manner, thrusting powerfully forward and pulling out slowly. He pants against her chest, shivering and determined as always to give her her peak before he reaches his. Bella cries out louder as she clenches her core around him tight as she feels her climax coming fast. Harry opens his mouth, closes it, then opens it again determinedly, moving toward her ear.

"Come for me, Bella." He says, as though unsure of her reaction.

Bella whimpers as she looks down at him. It was such a turn on to have him order her around. God... she couldnt... hold it... She shrieked loud and climaxes onto him hard. Harry shudders and calls out, his cry incoherent with pleasure, but most likely her name. He thrusts a few more times, weakly, as he comes down, idly licking at her neck and mumbling words of love and endearment against her skin. Bella pants hard and holds him tight petting his hair.

"Oh Harry... my sweet... i love you..." Harry looks up into her eyes and feels his heart, his soul, his entire being, reaching out for her.

He knows deep down that he will never be this loved by anyone else and he knows, without a doubt, that he will never love this strongly again. All this is heard in his voice when he replies:

"And I you...my Bella." Bellas felt tears fill her eyes as she wraps her arms around his neck.

God Rodolphus has never show her the love and tenderness Harry showed her. Harry stays like that for several moments, not wanting to move, until he hears someone knock on the door to the hallway. He hears Draco's muffled voice.

"Move it, Potter." Harry sighs and straightens, pulling out of Bella and settling her feet on the floor, keeping ahold of her for a moment to make sure she's steady.

Bella smiles and kisses his forehead.

"We should go." Harry nods and tucks himself in, snapping his pants.

Before walking out, he frames Bella's face in his hands and kisses her sweetly.

"I love you. And I'm going to go insane without you..." Bella smiles and kisses back purring.

"I will write to you everyday." Harry nods, and opens the door for her, standing back slightly for her to pass.

Bella steps out as Hermione and Pansy were blushing and giggling.

"Damn pregnant and still can drive Harry up the wall." Harry blushes deeply, but grins slightly to Bella, whacking her playfully on the ass as she passes him.

"I'm sure she will be for a good long while." Bella gasps and giggles.

Pansy rolls her eyes smiling.

"Come on Lucius is here." Harry nods and follows, unable to keep himself from noticing the little extra sway pregnancy has put in Bella's hips.

Harry grins. Or maybe it's all the fantastic sex. Bella smirks then slowly walks to the door opening the door for them as Hermione and the others walk out. Bella looks at her love.

"Write to me the second you get to Hogwarts." Bella whispers.

Harry nods, his throat tightening again.

"I will. I'll probably be writing under the table in the Great Hall." He grins, despite his unhappiness.

"I love you..." Bella smiles and carresses his cheek.

"I love you too. Please dont be too sad. We will see each other again." Harry nods as Draco takes his elbow, leading him out.

He watches Bella until the door is shut, finally turning to the rest of them, only to find all but Ron and Lucius looking at him with varying shades of sympathy.

"Er." He says intelligently, blushing.

"Let's go then, shall we?" Lucius nods and climbs into the expensive looking car.

As the car takes off Lucius looks to Draco.

"Your mother and i have made a glamor spell that will disgise you." Draco perks up with interest.

"Is it ugly?" Lucius chuckles.

"No your still as handsome as anything Malfoy." Hermione elbows him as she sat next to him.

"You should be worried about is it go enough not does it look good?" Draco shrugs.

"If my parents made it there is no question of whether it's good enough. Which left only my question." He catches her elbow and uses it as leverage to take her hand, intwining his fingers with hers.

Harry is seated slightly away from everyone, staring out the one-way glass morosely and saying nothing. Pansy looks at him as she holds Ron's hand as she takes his hand.

"Dont worry everything will be fine." Hermione looks at Draco then smiles holding his hand.

Harry looks around at the other people in the car- old friends and new- and gives them a small smile. Draco snorts and punches him lightly in the arm, causing an annoyed frown to cross Harry's features. Draco smiles, satisfied.

"Much better than that hopeless langour you've been drowning in all day." Pansy slaps Draco upside the head.

"Dont be such a putz." Hermione shakes her head as Lucius smirks.

"Hermione if you ever get tired of my son you know my bed is always open for you and Cissa wouldnt mind having you join." Hermione blushes pure red at his comment.

Harry chokes as Draco turns to his father, his face puckered in annoyance.

"I'm sure that will not be necessary, Father." Lucius smirks and looks at her winking as Hermione moves closer to Draco.

Ron watches all of the procedings carefully, taking note of anything that might help his mission and holding Pansy's hand like a lifeline. He keeps quiet, staying on the sidelines and observing. Pansy holds his hand tight as Hermione lays her head on Draco's shoulder. The rest of the trip passes in a haze of nonsensical chatter for Harry, his focus still back in the house he left, with the woman he loves. When they arrive at the train depot, he is startled to see Narcissa there with his and everyone elses' things. To everyone in attendence the Malfoy's looked normal but to everyone else they looked like a normal Half breed family. Narcissa smiles softly as she hugs her son.

"Grab you stuff or youll be late for school." Harry does so, watching as everyone else follows orders.

Narcissa is a natural born leader, he decides, gathering them all and keeping them organized like this. As they move to the platform, Harry can't help but wonder what everyone will say when he shows up and obviously is NOT being held captive by a maniacal Dark Lord. He wonders how Dumbledore will justify it to everyone and what he'll say to Harry himself. Hermione and Pansy were silently thinking along Harry's lines. Hermione knew that Dumbledore was no good and Pansy knew he would spin it what ever way he liked. Harry crossed easily into platform 9 3/4, watching everyone on the platform carefully for signs of recognition. Hermione pulls him onto the train with the others as Pansy whispers into his ear.

"Harry this isnt going to be easy." Harry gives a small nod and stands up out of his usual slouch, moving his feet in a different rhythm than he usually does, having read somewhere that those are some of the most recognizable of the human movements.

And having remembered also that wizarding photos move so anyone would know how he walks or stands. Everyone follows finding a compartment just for them. Behind them a voice calls out.

"Ron! Hermione! Harry?!" Harry freezes, his face going rigid.

He turns slowly, seeing Draco doing the same from the corner of his eye. Ron turns and waves happily, glad to be back among friends. Ginny runs over and tackles Harry to the ground.

"Oh Harry your alright!" Harry groans as he hits the floor, patting Ginny awkwardly on the shoulder.

"Er...yeah. Fit as a fiddle...do, ah...do you mind?" He shifts to let Ginny know he wants her off him.

Ginny looks down at him as she looks down at him.

"But... Harry last year you said... you wanted to date me?" Harry blushes.

"Yeah, about that...I'm...uh...gay." Ginny's eyes widen as Pansy and Hermione try to hold down their laughter.

"Your... gay? Like you like... men?" Ginny looks down at him.

Harry nods vehemently.

"Yeah. Totally...they're all...er. Hot and stuff." Harry scratches his nose wondering what Bella would say if she heard him spouting such drivel.

Ginny looks at him then slaps him hard. She gets up and stomps down the train and into another compartment.

"Harry you lying sack of pudding." Pansy said holding out her hand.

Harry allows Pansy to help him up and shrugs, grinning slyly.

"Only half lying." Pansy blinks and looks at him then almost lets go.

"You go both ways?" Everyone looks at Harry like he grew a second head.

Harry rubs the back of his neck.

"Er. Is that a problem?" Ron continues to look at Harry in horror.

What had they done to him? Hermione giggles and leans over whispering.

"So if both me and Draco were naked you would want both of us?" Harry pales.

"I'd...really...rather not find out." Draco snickers.

"If you're certain..." Harry nods vehemently.

"Very." Hermione giggles as Pansy shakes her head.

"Draco what have you done to our little bookworm?" Draco looks affronted.

"Nothing! She corrupted me!" Hermione looked at him and dropped her jaw.

"Oh i corrupted you?! Whose the one who came into my room and said up with the skirt?" Draco blushed heavily.

"Yes well. Who was under the dinner table yesterday?" Hermione blushes red and hisses.

"You promised you wouldnt mention that!" Draco smiles winningly.

"So did you." Harry groans.

"I really don't need to know any of this..." Hermione purses her lips then grabs him by his green and silver tie.

"May i speak with you for a moment?" She pulls him into a compartment and shuts the blinds as Pansy blinks.

"Never make a bookworm angry." Harry sighs.

"I'm just glad they aren't spouting things about their love lives anymore."


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