Only through the pain

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Warning: Yummy slashygoodness!!!!

A/N: Hello all, sorry for the evil cliff hanger yesterday, but the twins woke up and I had to cut my writing short since Blondie was at work and not here to help entertain them.(they're doing just fine Christi,thanks for asking! I know it's way too early, but I think Maeve was really close to saying her first word yesterday lol) Thanks to everyone for continued wishes for my good health, I'm doing much better and I have another doctor's appointment today (this chapter will actually be posted AFTER I get back)to make sure the blood thinners are still working ^^. I'd like to apologize to reviewer Luci, I'm sorry I couldn't update again yesterday, and I only check my emails once a day in the morning so, I didn't get your review about offering to be my best friend until a few moments ago! Sorry! Here, have a chocolate covered bishie **hands out bishies to all reviewers** enjoy, while you enjoy this next chapter. Contagious, pt. 2!!!


Chapter 15- Contagious, pt.2 (Draco)


I had barely slammed the door in Ginny's face (served her right for meddling) and turned around to look for Harry before I was well and thouroughly pinned against it by him pressing himself (ALL of himself) against me, kissing hard enough to bruise. I tasted a little bit of blood as I drew in the lip I'd accidentally bitten earlier and tried to be a little gentler, but Harry wasn't having any of that. He was grinding his hips against mine and running his hands over my chest, trying to get it off the right way, but finally settling for ripping open the buttons.

"Dejavu?" I thought as one of his hands slid down to undo the buttons of my pants and I moaned into his mouth. Then I snapped back to myself and remembered that this was NOT that dream Harry, and that if I really did want things to go any further (which I most definitely did) then I was going to have to be responsible and make sure Harry slowed down a little bit, even though I REALLY didn't want him to. So, reluctantly, I broke away from the kiss and gently put my free hand on his chest to push him back a little. "Slow down Harry, we've got plenty of time, and I don't want to rush things." I said, smiling to reassure him and dropping a very light kiss on his lips, trailing my hand slowly down to his hip as I did and waiting for his fast, harsh breathing to slow down to a more normal pace. When it did I kissed him lightly again and said, "Plus, there's a doorknob biting into my back and I think we might be more comfortable on that large, fluffy looking bed over there."

He frowned impatiently, but released me from the wall and backed towards the bed, flopping down backwards when the back of his knees hit the edgeand then raising up on his elbows to continue frowning at me. I just shook my head and smirked, putting the bottle, joint and lighter on the bedside table before climbing up on the bed next to him. He laid back down and put his hands behind his head, closing his eyes and I took the opportunity to stare and admire his body, especially those jeans...."mmmm..."

He cracked an eye open, "What was that?" He asked with a slight smirk of his own.

"Uh....nothing." I lied, embarassed by my slight purr.

"Hmph," he scowled and closed his eyes again, "you're a liar Draco Malfoy."

"Why do you say that?" I asked,hurt.

"Because you said you were ready when I was and I'm damned well ready but you aren't!" He snapped, "I know what I want, and I want you, right now."

I laughed a litte and he sat up again to glare at me, then tried to get up and leave, since he obviously thought I was laughing at him, so I swung a leg over his waist to stradle him and to effectively stop him from leaving I pushed my hips down a little against his bulging erection. He froze and I stopped laughing, leaning down to kiss him with all the need and desire I felt as well. "I want you, too, but I want you forever, not just one night in the back room of a party." I whispered into his ear, eliciting a delicious shiver from him. I pulled back to look into his eyes and said softly, "I don't think I could live with just one night. I need you Harry. I want to make you happy and safe, and I really, REALLY want to fuck you into the bedsprings, but only if you want that too."

He bit his lip and looked away. Clearly, I had said too much, too soon, so I sighed and tried to lift myself off him, but his hands came up and held my hips down. "I...I do want that Draco. All of it...." He bit his lip again and then looked up at me, "But do you think we could start with the fucking me into the bedsprings part?" He pushed his hips upward, grinding our erections together, "Whatever Ginny put in this batch is really strong, and if you don't do something soon...."

"Point taken," I groaned as his hands came down from my hips to my pants and slipped inside. I pulled him up into another kiss, not quite as bruising as his had been but hard and needy all the same, while tugging at the hem of his shirt to pull it off over his head. My torn shirt was quickly discarded as wellas my pants and he broke away from our kisses to bite and nip at my collarbone while my hands worked on the zipper of his own pants, eager to release his cock and have it sliding against mine, wondering if it would feel as good as it had in my dream.

I pushed him down backwards onto the bed then slid down his knees over the edge to pull off those tight, tight jeans and throw them to a far corner of the room when I remembered another part of my dream and grinned like the chesire cat. I knelt on the floor next to the bed and pulled him closer to the edge, kissing and nipping his abs, swirling my tongue over his belly-button, flicking my tongue over the weeping head of his prick and then, fianlly, taking him into my mouth.

He moaned beautifully and his strong hands knotted in the bed sheets and then my hair as I sucked his dick and gently massaged his entrance, fumbling through my discarded pants pocket for the small bottle of lotion I had there. It wasn't meant for something like this, but it would work for the time being. I found it took my mouth away from his delicious cock with a low moan. I didn't want to get lemon scented hand lotion all over the carpet after all.

He lifted up on his elbows again and watched as I squirted the lotion onto my hand, slicking up my fingers. I lifted myself up to kiss him gently. "I can stop if you want," I said as my fingers found his entrance again and stroked the puckered hole gently inching one finger inside.

He groaned and fell back on the bed, "Don't you dare stop Draco," he said as he pushed himself against my hand. "I need more!" So I added a second finger and he groaned again as they found and brushed against his pleasure spot."Damnit Malfoy," he moaned when I added a third, "I'm ready!"

I removed my fingers and stood, squeezing more lotion onto my hand and sliding it over my hard-on as he watched with lustfully hazy eyes. I pulled one of his legs up over my shoulder and positioned my cock against him. "Are you sure?" I asked, "I can still stop you know."

"Please Draco," he whimpered, "I need you inside me, NOW." I smirked a little at that, but complied, pushing myself all the way inside him with one strong thrust. He cried out and arched off the bed a little, hands once more firmly tangled in the sheets and I waited a moment for him to adjust and relax. Soon, he was whimpering and moving his hips impatiently so I began to slowly slide forward and back, moving a little further each time until I was pulling out almost completely each time before thrusting back in to the hilt, angling my thrusts to hit that special spot each time. He moaned and moved his hips to meet me, but his hands remained tangled in the sheets until I reached for one and twined our fingers together.

His other hand roamed, alternately grabbing my shoulder or twisting in my hair, pulling me down to kiss him gently, lovingly, then flinally grabbing the lotion bottle and slipping between our bodies and wrapping his now lubricated hand around his own cock. I watched as he pumped his shaft in time with my own thrusts then covered his hand with my own and bent down to kiss him again, harder, rougher, and picked up my speed. There would be time for easy-going love making later, right now what we both wanted was release. "More," he moaned.

His hand fell away from his prick as I started to thrust harder, and I continued jerking him, "Oh god...Draco..." he cried out as he arched into my hand and captured my mouth, groaning as his cum splattered both our chests.

"Hsrry," I moaned as I came too a bare second later, thrusting deeply one last time and then letting his knee off my shoulder and collapsing against him. I rolled to the side after one more deep kiss and we both lay there on our backs, half off the bed, sticky with cum and breathing hard for a few minutes. Then, I sat up, reached for my pants, pulled out my wand, cleaned us both up, and helped Harry slide to the head of the bed before lying down next to him, exhausted by even that small motion.

He curled up on his side around me and put his head down on my chest and I smiled and kissed the top of his head happily. Lying there like that, I was able to completely forget Voldemort and my father's plans for the moment. By the time I thought of them again, Harry was fast asleep, so I couldn't tell him. I still wasn't sure how to either, so maybe that was a blessing. I sighed and pulled the blanket up over us and let myself fall asleep too. I'd worry about how to tell Harry in the morning.


A/N: There you have it, slashy smutty yumminess....now...where did I put my husband?? Review please while I go get some slashy yumminess of my own!!!!