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Harry Potter › Slash - Male/Male › Harry/Voldemort
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I do not own Harry Potter. This is a work of fiction. That means that I will write my characters any damn way I want. If you don’t like then don’t read this story. We make no money from writing this stroy! Co-written and beta by God Of Mercy.
Chapter 15
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I do not own Harry Potter. However I really wished that I did cause I would give the rights to a group of my favorite writers on ffn and let them have fun. I am sure they could come up with an amazing story. Hell even if it would be slash and smut all over the story. I would give you a list but I really don’t want to forget anyone and the list would be to long and could be its own chapter. There is no money made from writing this.
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This has a NC-17 part at the start!! Thanks for the reviews and for liking the pranks. The Lady let me come up with them. To let you guys know she is working every drop out of me for goodies. *snickers* Anyways, I hope you don't mind how I write, I'm still new at this but The Lady says I'm good at it and you can't really tell I'm new at it. My thanks to her for picking me to help her out and writing with her. You rock girly! - God Of Mercy
NC-17 PART AHEAD!!
** Dream **
** He could feel warm satin sheet slide down across his body, low whispering in his ears as he moaned when the large hot hands of his lover touched him, lips laid kisses upon his chest as another set of hands smoothed over his thighs as a pair of lips followed after them to his inner thighs. Harry sighed and tilted his head back as the lips on his chest moved up to his neck, the man's tongue slipping out to run up across his jaw line to his lips, teasing them then as the man's hand started tugging and pinching his nipples making him gasp allowing his lover to swoop down to kiss him as the man below gave nips to his thighs spreading his thighs apart to slip in between them.
Harry opened his eyes after the kiss and found himself looking into softly glowing ruby eyes, he just smiled and reach up to run his hand in Tom's hair. Tom smiled back down at him as he pressed himself to his young little lover letting him feel his desire for him.
"Oh, Tom." He moaned pulling him down for another passion fill kiss.
Breaking the kiss, Tom pulled back and slid his hand up his lover's neck to place a finger on his lips to tell him to not speak as he smiled and moved back down to tasting his lovers neck. Harry glanced down as he felt the lips of his blond lover nibble on the junction where his thigh met his low regions and thrusted up slightly at the sensation it caused. He couldn't help but groan as the sensation and the sucking on his neck drove it out of him. This was bliss and he couldn't stop himself from enjoying it if he wanted to.
His lover below moved up sliding against his body, feeling skin on skin made goose bumps rise across his skin. Lucius then took his lips with his and kissed him deeply letting him feel how much he wanted him, to claim him as his no, theirs. Tom pulled away watching with a satisfied smirk as he rubbed himself harder against his dark haired angel. When Lucius was done kissing him he turned his head to Tom with a sly smile and joined Tom kissing down their young loves chest. Tom then joined him working on his nipples with nips and bites both of them leaving behind bite marks and light hickeys marking him as theirs.
Harry could do nothing more then throw his head back and bury his hands in each of their hair as they work their way down to his hard leaking cock. He panted as they got to his belly button as one of them tongue fucked it as the other licked and sucked below his hip bone making him thrust up. Then they moved as one down to his cock, one taking a hold of it and then started licking and sucking it. Harry moaned as he watched as Tom bobbed his head up and down his lips blood red and tight around his cock. It was one of the most beautiful things he had ever seen, to see the feared Dark Lord sucking his cock was just so damn hot. Tom then pulled off and Lucius took up where he left off, sucking him down to the root as Tom pushed up his leg and to the side to reach his little loves sack.
Harry tried thrusting up but they held his hips down as he felt Tom start sucking and licking on his balls, he just whined pulling at the blond hair in one hand as his other hand pinched and tugged at his own nipples. He was so close with just a little more.... **
Harry gasped jerking awake to spilling himself against the warm body press to the front of him. Harry groaned as his lover stirred to his warm seed being spilled on to him. He couldn't believe that he had a wet dream while being with his mates. He felt so embarrassed, just wishing that a black hole would open up and make him disappear. He buried his face in his mates chest in front of him. Tom just let him, wrapping his arms around him tighter.
"What was that all about little one? Have a interesting dream did you." Tom chuckled making Harry blush even hotter.
"I think he's blushing." Lucius smiled over at Tom as he too wrapped his arms around their younger mate tangling his legs with theirs. Tom then leaned over as Lucius snuggled closer to their little love and captured his lips in a good morning kiss over Harry's head. Lucius moaned into the kiss when Tom reached up and cupped his jaw to hold the kiss a little bit longer. When they finally broke apart Harry looked up at them now having got his blush under control.
"Where's my good morning kiss?" Harry playfully pouted with wide emerald eyes. Tom and Lucius both looked down and Tom then Lucius kissed Harry on the forehead and wished him a good morning.
"And here I was wanting a real kiss." Harry pouted again this time crossing his arms shifting to lay on his back. His cheeks taking on a light dust of pink from feeling his wet spot brush against his cock which twitched slightly as the thought of his wet dream of them pleasuring him flashed through his mind.
"Why don't we get up and have some breakfast. Then we can finish up where we left off last night." Tom sighed out knowing if they stayed to long in bed, he would surely end up pushing his little love to mate and he knew that was something that Harry wasn’t ready for just yet. He gave a slight squeeze with his arms around Harry as to comfort himself that his young love was really there.
"I was just getting comfortable." Harry grumbled out not really complaining. "But can you let me up now? I need to clean up." Another light blush bloom on his cheeks. Lucius just chuckled as he knew what his elder lover was thinking as he too felt it was way to soon for them to mate and he didn’t want to scare their little mate away and he was sure that would happen if they stayed in bed much longer.
"As you wish, my little one." The blond man untangled himself from Harry to allow him to wiggle out from in between them but Tom wasn't ready to just release him just yet as he pulled him down and gave his dark haired angel one deep and powerful kiss making sure his little love knew who he belong to.
Harry tried to push on his chest to get away but when the older man deepen the kiss Harry just let him take control not really realizing that he liked letting Tom take what he wanted. Pulling back, Tom looked at Harry liking that he had left his love dazed and wanting, he just smirked and let Harry go.
"You can get out of bed now if you want." Tom teased at him as he pulled the covers off and slid to the edge of the bed to get up. Harry just sat there and blinked for a moment trying to bring himself back down to earth he couldn't believe he had been kissed by Tom. He felt like he was going to pass out from the blood rushing down to his lower regions. He shook his head slightly and looked at Tom seeing him throwing a cheeky grin at him. Harry threw him a smile right back as he scooted right off the same side he got off. Lucius was watching to see what Harry and Tom would do, he too got out of bed to pull out his wand getting ready to change the bed back into seats for them to sit in.
"That was what I call a kiss." Harry told Tom as the older man waved his hand and Harry's and his clothes changed back to their robes they were wearing from last night but without Harry having the evidence of his wet dream on the front of his pants. Tom just chuckled at him as Lucius changed the bed back to chairs and set the table for breakfast.
"Shall we eat?" Lucius raised an eyebrow with a smile. Tom nodded his head and moved over to one of the three chairs to take his seat.
"Come Harry join us we have some unfinished business to settle from the night before." Lucius gave him a small smile as he walked up to Harry and place his hand on the small of his back to guide him to a seat.
"Thanks but do we really have to discuss last night?" Harry wanted to flinch away as he remembered last night when he crashed to the ground in mind numbing pain from being rejected. He shifted his weight from foot to foot feeling uncomfortable now. Lucius guided his little love into his seat and then took his own as he sat down filling a cup with coffee.
"I know that last night our talk didn't go the way any of us planned Harry, but this is going to take time. We haven't had time to get to know each other and we have bad history between us because of someone else trying to make us hate one another." Tom started as he watched Lucius pour coffee into his cup giving him a smile in thanks when he finished. Harry took his time putting food on his plate then taking a sip of his pumpkin juice.
"Therefore, I am willing to put all of the bad feelings and the bad history behind us and start over. Now as for the mates part, I know that you know that you are our mate but I think it would be better if we should start out trying to become friends before we decide about bonding for eternity. I also think we should talk and go out on outings or dates if that is what you want to see what each one of us are interested in and to see what kind of things we like." Tom looked at Harry taking a sip of his coffee as he had spelled it to the right warmth to sip. Harry though was listening and thinking about how it would be like to go on a date with Lord Voldemort. The thought gave him a small smile thinking what kind of looks his Slytherin friends would give him if they saw him out on a date with their Lords.
"Now Harry, I need you to understand that being mates is more then what you think. It is not just using you to have children for us, it is being there for one another, knowing that you can always depend on someone to have your best interest at heart and knowing they will be there for you no matter what. It is also trusting and loving each other unconditionally. It is also loyalty that we share together as partners in life."
"We want you to be you Harry we don't want to change you. However you will have to love and accept us for who we are, the same way you want us to accept you. This means that you will love all of us good, bad and indifferent. This also means that we won't change what we are fighting for and we will do what we have to do to achieve our goals." Harry was fixing to protest but a look from Tom made him close his mouth and drop his eyes back down to his plate. Tom reached out and touched his cheek as he went on.
"If you can't except us for who we are then how can you expect us to accept you for who you are? The relationship or friendship will never work if we don’t except one another. You can't expect us to change who we are just to make you happy just like we don’t expect you to change who you are to please us."
"However if you want to be neutral in this war until you can decide to join our side after you do your research that you told us about last night that is fine. We don’t expect you to do anything that you don’t want to do. Hell if you never join the war on our side it will be fine, we just don’t want you to think that we will give up the war to please you. We have both given up so much to keep the magic in our world and we wont give up now. I don’t want you to think that we are being cruel or insensitive to you and what you have been through but we have to do what is best for the people that we fight for. This war is not just about saving magic it is about saving people and their way of life. Do you understand Harry?" Harry raised his eyes to look Tom in his eyes.
"I understand, it is just I really don’t want to be a killer."
"Harry, Pansy is on our side and she isn’t a killer, in fact she is a healer. Theo is also on our side and he isn’t a killer, he is a what we call protector. He only goes on battles to keep others safe. It is just we want you to learn how to protect yourself both physically and emotionally. That is what we mean when we say you need to have more self preservation, we mean that you have to learn to mask who you really are in front of everyone that you don't trust or don't know for sure that is on your side. You have to keep what you are feeling and the information that you know to yourself so that people can't use it against you. If people ever knew that Lucius is my mate, they would go after him because they know it would hurt me. Hell, the death eaters only know him as their Lord. It is hard not to be able to tell everyone that Lucius is my mate when that is all I want to do sometimes but it is to keep him and my son safe, that means more to me then anything." Tom made Harry look him in the eye letting him know he really meant what he said. Harry just swallowed, knowing that Tom wouldn't let anyone hurt what was his no matter what the cost. He wished that Tom and Lucius would feel that way about him one day.
"We also don't want everyone seeing how we feel about things that they have a different opinion on. You have seen first hand how easy it is for people to turn on you for the smallest things, whether you can control them or not. We are only trying to keep you from getting hurt again. We don’t want anything to happen to you, Harry." Tom said while leaning over to touch the young mans hand that was playing with his napkin on the table.
"We'll also have to figure out a way for you to be able to communicate with us without Albus finding out or seeing it." Tom sat back thinking as he picked up his coffee cup trying to think of a way to talk to his little mate with out them being bonded to soon. Harry thought about it to and then reached up to his necklace fiddling with it but as he did so, it hit him.
"I know." Harry said his eyes lighting up as he pulled out his necklace to show them. Lucius and Tom glanced over wanting to see what their young love was going on about.
"We could get something like this. Draco gave this to me for when we want to contact each other for emergencies." Harry told them reaching around to the back of his neck to unclip the charm. Lucius reached out to take a look at it.
"Draco told me he made them and that each of us in the group has one to stay close even if we are far apart." As Lucius looked at it then passed it to Tom. Lucius and Tom both smiled as they saw what spells were being used on the necklace, looking over at Harry, Tom nodded his head handing the necklace back.
"Yes this could work but we don't want to invade into our little dragon's affairs or vice versa so we'll make bracelets that way we won't be over heard by Draco and his friends. We will get started on them as soon as we get home and send it to you sometime tonight. We will also be putting some protection charms on the bracelet's. We'll make the bracelet’s with snakes and you will only be able to speak parseltongue into them to keep the conversation private." Tom smirked at Harry, lifting his coffee cup to take a sip and setting it down as Lucius nudged him in the side. Harry furrowed his eyebrows.
"Then how will Lucius understand. I thought we were the only two that spoke parseltongue, well besides Salazar?" Tom shook his head.
"I am not sure if I should be telling you this but Lucius is a parselmouth too. His animagus is a magical snake called a Syren and he has the ability to speak parseltongue because of it. Now Harry you have to promise not to tell anyone this because only you and Draco know besides myself and Salazar." He inform the young teen who nodded his head in understanding.
"I promise that I won't tell anyone that Lucius is a parselmouth. Though, I do have another question." Tom raised his eyebrow in acceptance of Harry going on.
"Well what if someone hears me speaking into the snake bracelet? They will know that I am talking to you because everyone knows that you are they only other living parselmouth." Tom put his finger to his lips in contemplation.
"What if you only speak into the bracelet in parseltongue when the conversation is private and you are alone. Then you can speak in English when the conversation is not private? Besides, no one will hear what Lucius or I say unless they are touching the bracelet but I can come up with a charm to block that. We will also make it so the charm will work like a messenger. That way if you have an important message but we can't talk, you can leave it on the bracelet and the eyes will glow to let you know that you have a message. We'll make the eyes glow a different color depending on what we want. When it is a message the eyes will be blue with red if the message is from me and blue and silver if it is from Lucius. Then when one of us wants to talk to you the eyes will become a solid color like red if it is me or silver if it is Lucius and green on Lucius and my bracelet if it is you. This will also let you know when it is something important because it will become warm if the message or conversation is private or very important." Harry gave Tom a small smile.
"I think that is a wonderful idea. This way no one will be able to run back and tell Albus about what we talk about." Tom gave Harry a small smile in return and then leaned over closer to Lucius who was making himself another cup of coffee.
Harry smiled at the picture his two mates made but even though the two looked wonderful together he still felt a little left out. He clasped his necklace back on feeling a bit down as he continued to watch them enjoying their morning together though they did seem a bit happier sitting here with him then they were the night before. Harry sighed as he went back to picking and looking back at his plate. Oh how Pansy would be disappointed that he didn’t have much on his plate and wasn’t eating.
Lucius noticing how down Harry looked stood up and walked over to him. Reaching down he lifted Harry up into his arms and made his way back over to Tom who had amusement showing in his eyes at the look on Harrys face. Sitting down with Harry on his lap he gave Tom a glare and then rolled his eyes when Tom only let out a bark of laughter. Lucius then called over Harry's plate of food because he had noticed how little Harry had eaten.
"Now little one you have two choices. One, is you can eat on your own or two is I can feed you. The choice is yours but no matter what you pick you will be eating." Harry seeing the determination in Lucius eyes decided to eat on his own because there was no doubt in his mind that Lucius would feed him if he didn’t eat. He had to smile though at his mate for wanting to take care of him. He also had to admit that he liked sitting in his lap, he felt closer to them both in this position. He felt wanted or at least cared for. Tom seeing the smile on his little ones face leaned over and kissed him on the top of his head.
"I told you Harry that we would do anything to make you happy if you would only let us." Harry gave Tom a bright smile at the kiss, he felt comfortable surrounded by their magic and their strength.
After sitting in a comfortable silence for a time, Harry began to wonder about if they were ever going to finish the talk they had started the night before. He really didn’t want to talk about anything that would make his mates mad at him again but he knew that they had to get it out of the way before they could ever move forward. However before he could even open his mouth to start the conversation Lucius started speaking.
"So Harry, would you like to start this conversation or do you want one of us to?" Harry put is head on Lucius’s shoulder, he really didn’t want to have this damn conversation. He didn’t want to ruin the little bond that he could feel forming with Tom and Lucius and he knew that this conversation could have them willing to walk away from him again like last night. With the thought of that came the memory of the pain he felt seeing them leaving him. He never wanted to go through that pain again, it had felt worse then any crucio could ever feel and it was all focused in his heart.
Tom seeing how withdrawn Harry was becoming decided to start the conversation instead of having Harry try to start it. Clearing his throat he began. "Well first of all I want to give a better explanation for the things we talked about. I don’t think we really got much accomplished yesterday but causing you pain little one."
Harry lifted his head from Lucius shoulder and looked at Tom. "It was partially my fault for coming down here and making demands without talking to you about anything first. I am just so use to trying to protect everyone that I didn’t show either of you the proper respect. I have also been holding you responsible for things that the headmaster has told me you have done and I am sorry for that. Even after Salazar told me how manipulative he was I still held on to the anger that I have had towards you from my first year in the wizarding world."
Tom gave him a small smile. "It is okay. I don’t expect you to forget everything you have been told about me just like that. I know it is going to take time for you to see the difference between Lord Voldemort and Tom Riddle."
Harry tilted his head to the side. "I thought you hated that name and that it wasn’t your real father's name?"
"Well first of all, no I don’t hate my name. It is just I hate when Albus calls me by that name. Hell I hate any name that old manipulative man calls me. But yes, you are correct that is not my real father's name and no I am not related to the man that my name comes from. Nevertheless, it is the name I was given at the orphanage that I lived in growing up as a child and even though I hated that place with every fiber in my being it is the name that I have lived with all of my life. Besides my real parents never got the chance to name me before they were killed and I was taken away and put in that place." Harry reached out and took Toms hand in his own, he really didn’t know why but something in side told him to do so and he was listening to his instincts more so he did what felt right. To say Tom was startled was an understatement, he didn’t think his little one would feel the need to comfort his mates so soon. Lucius seeing how Harry was trying to comfort Tom smiled and leaned back more so that Tom could reach Harry better and vice versa.
"Now Harry this is the time for you to ask any questions you may have. This is also the time that you may make any requests that you have. We will not get angry with you as long as you ask them in a respectful way and do not make demands on us." Harry looked at Tom and spoke quietly to him.
"I don’t want you and Lucius to leave me like you almost did last night. I don’t want to feel that pain again." Lucius lifted his hand and turned Harry's face to his and spoke in just as quiet of voice of his own.
"Harry, I am sorry for walking out on you last night. It is just when you came in here and started making demands and telling us what we had to do, it made me very angry. It had already been a hard enough situation and that just made it worse on us all. However, I want to put that behind us and try to move on. Now I know that you hold the people that you think of as family in high regard and wanted to protect them but it is not our job to protect them if they are not on our side." Lucius touched his face then brushing some of his hair back behind his little one's ear.
Harry then decided that he should say something now that they were getting serious. "I know that I have to grow up and learn to be aware of what's really going on around me. I'm working on that now that I have had my eyes opened to it."
Harry sighed looking up into Toms eyes. "Having no one really there for me other than my rotten relatives growing up and being treated like a house elf and a freak is part of the reason that I hold on so tight to those that care about me. Though I know that is no excuse to act the way I have been acting. But if you give me the chance to learn the right way I'm sure I could be a mate you could really be proud of." Tom reached up and cupped his young mate.
"Harry," Tom started gazing into his eyes. "You don't have to feel like you are alone any more. I should have understood better how you were feeling. I know how it is to hold on to those around you that you hold close and I should have been more sympathetic to that. We sometimes forget that despite how much you have been through you are still a child. It is our responsibility to teach and protect you, but from now on we will teach you and show you what you need to learn. We will also give you anything and everything that you want and need to have a happy and satisfying life. The only thing that I ask of you is to try to have trust in us and let us help you and you will have the knowledge to take care of yourself. But you really have to try to have trust in our judgment for you. Know that no matter what we ask of you know that it is for a reason whether good or bad it has a purpose."
"And you need to know that we are already very proud of you Harry, for finally seeing what is going on and standing up for yourself. Nevertheless you have got to be more careful and you have to know how to do it at the right time. So far you have gotten away from the consequences of your own actions but it will cost you if you are not careful. Before you say that you haven’t gotten away from them I mean your actions not the actions of the others around you. We do not want to lose you to your own foolishness. We will not always be around and able to protect you." Came from Lucius as he placed Harry's plate down after getting enough food in Harry to satisfy him. He then wrapped his arms around his little one to show the comfort that he was offering.
"Yes, let us help you little one. Can you not see that we are willing to give you our love? Can you not see that we want you?" Lucius turned his chin to make Harry look at him. Letting him see the love and desire that was in his eyes for him. Harry just swallowed feeling tears well up in his eyes. How could they want him. He believed himself unworthy and a no good freak. He could hear his Uncles words ringing in his mind.
"Please," Harrys words caught in his throat. "I don't think I'm worth it. I don't see how you could want me. I am just a worthless freak and no one wants a freak." Tears started to slowly flow down from his darken emerald eyes as he tried to look away as he also tried to get off his blond mates lap. However Lucius wouldn't have that and kept his arms securely locked around his small frame.
"Stop that nonsense Harry." Lucius pulled him close to where his mouth was near his ear as Harry's chin was tucked into his chest with is eyes closed not wanting to look at him. Tom got Lucius attention by coming over to crouch down in front of them to reach out grabbing his little love's chin turning his face to look at his. But Harry refuse to open his eyes as he felt more hot fat tears roll down his cheeks.
"Little one, look at me." Tom rubbed his thumb gently in a comforting gesture against his love's small cheek smearing away some of his tears.
"Harry, don't you ever let me hear you say something about yourself like that again!" Tom told him sternly. "You are not worthless and you never will be!! If you think you are so worthless then do you think Lucius and I are worthless as well, because we are your mates." Harry slowly opened his eyes dragging his eyes up to meet his mate's and looked into the red eyes so close to him. He felt like for the first time he would have someone that wouldn't lie to him. He felt like he could get lost in his mate's eyes and never wanted to come out. Quietly he opened his mouth at first nothing came out but he shifted and tried again, his voice cracking.
"I don’t think you and Lucius are worthless."
"Then if we aren't worthless then neither are you." Tom reached down and pulled his love hands to him rubbing his thumbs over small knuckles. "Harry if you let what those despicable people said about you get to you then you will never be the strong and intelligent person that we know you can be."
"You must believe us, we want you Harry. For everything you are and what you are becoming. We wouldn't want anyone else." Lucius soothe, kissing the dark head of hair giving him a slight squeeze.
"I want to believe you. I just," He broke off not wanting to finish but feeling it hard not to. "I just keep hearing his voice in my head. How he made me feel I was worthless, a no good for nothing freak. Not worth the air I was breathing, a waste of space." Harry choked out breaking down with a violent sob into Lucius's chest wanting to hide. He didn't want to let them see how weak he was feeling.
"Harry that's enough of that. I don't want you to listen to what the fat fuck has said. It's not true and we will prove that to you. But you must let us in and accept what you must do." Tom strongly told his little love wanting him to pull himself together.
Deep down Harry wanted to believe what Tom and Lucius were saying to him but he felt like all of this was unreal that it would all puff away into a swirl of thin mist. His mind just couldn't grasp what they were telling him that he was worth their love.
"My beautiful Harry, my little mate. Come now calm down. It will be alright but you must pull yourself together. Look at you, who wouldn't want you. And if they don't then they don't know what beauty is." Tom reached out and gathered Harry in his arms bringing him on to his lap as he felt Harry's despair at himself.
"We'll work through this. We'll guide you through what you need to do but it is you who will have to reach out to open that door and walk through it. We can't make you do that. Join us Harry and you won't regret it, I promise you that." Tom ran his hand up his young mate's arms to help calm him down. Harry started to calm down feeling the warmth and love from both the growing bond they shared and from resting against Tom.
"Are you calm enough to talk now love?" Tom asked concern covering every word.
Harry nodded his head in agreement. Lucius then leaned over picking Harry up out of Toms arms so that Tom could get up off the floor.
"So do you think you can talk without getting upset now?" Lucius asked quietly.
"I am okay now, I just really don’t want either of you to leave me like last time. Don’t worry, we won't leave you like that again. It causes us pain to see you hurting like that." Tom said while getting up off the floor.
"Now what is your first question for us?" He asked looking directly into Harrys eyes.
"Well now that you told Salazar not to teach me any more how will I learn how to defend myself?" Harry asked while fiddling with his necklace. Tom gave him a small smile.
"I will tell Salazar that he can put his wives back in place and he can start teaching you again. In fact I am surprise if he even listened to me in the first place. Salazar is not the kind of person that would stop teaching someone that he cares about just because I ask. Now if you would have done something to get me or Lucius or Draco hurt then he would forget all about caring about you and would have let you figure out how to protect yourself on your own. However I am sure that his wives didn’t listen to him anyway. They both have minds of their own and they would never let a child be left in this kind of situation with out help. So you don’t mind that your family will be helping me again?" Harry asked looking down at his hands that were folded in his lap. Tom shook his head.
"I am happy that they care enough to want to help you even if I told them not to. It means that they will protect you no matter what I say. It also means that they will be there for you to talk to if you feel like you can't talk to Luc or myself." Harry opened his mouth to tell Tom that he would always try to talk to him or Lucius but before he could Tom cut him off.
"No Harry, there will be times when you wont be able to talk to Lucius or myself and you will need someone to talk to. I know that we wont keep secrets from on another but there are still times that I talk to Salazar instead of talking to Lucius and there are times when Lucius talks to Rowena instead of me. It is just easier to talk to them about some things then it will be to talk to one another. This will also show you that you will have more people in your corner then just Draco, Lucius and myself." After Harry took a few minutes to pull himself together he asked another question that was on his mind.
"If I don’t decide to join your side then what would that mean for us?" Lucius gave a small smile to his little mate for being able to pull himself together so quickly.
"Well Harry our personal relationship has nothing to do with the war, what happens between us has nothing to do with your personal views. I can tell you now that Tom and I don’t even talk about the war at home. We keep all of that separate from our home life. Contrary to what people may believe I did not make Draco become a junior death eater. He became one on his own after doing extensive research for his own personal confirmation of what we were fighting for. Some of the other children that have joined have also done the same. So you really don’t have to feel like you have to join because of what we have told you."
"Harry? Salazar once told me a quote that I live by, It says that if you don’t stand for something then you will fall for anything." Harry shook his head to clear it, then he opened his mouth to speak.
"I understand what you say you are fighting for, I just think there is a more peaceful way."
"Let me ask you a question." Lucius said while looking directly into Harrys eyes.
"How do you think the muggelborns would react to someone telling them that they don’t have a right to magic, or telling them that them being in the magical world is weakening and killing the magic in the long run? Well let me tell you, the first thing they will do is deny it and then say that is just purebloods trying to kick them out of the magical world. The same thing when you try to get the ministry to put laws in place to keep them out. We have tried using the law before and we were turned into criminals by Albus and those who support them. Muggelborns don’t understand that they don’t belong in our world and that we don’t want them here. No matter how book smart they may be they don’t have the magic to do half of the spells that they learn. Did you know that Hogwarts is the only school that doesn’t take children with creature blood? The only way that they will be aloud is if the headmaster doesn’t know. They are also the only school that has such a low educational curriculum. They hold back the students by lowering the standard to allow muggelborns and half bloods. Most of the first and second year spells and potions that you learned is taught to pureblood children when they are around seven or eight years old." Harry's eyes widen at this new information.
"So let me get this right. We are learning stuff in our first year that you taught Draco when he was a child? But I thought children couldn’t get their wands until they were eleven years old and about to enter school?" Lucius and Tom shared a look before they both turned back to him.
"Harry who told you that you couldn’t get a wand until you were eleven?"
"The headmaster told me that. What?! You mean it isn’t true!?"
"No Harry it isn’t true, the only reason children get their wands at eleven is for two reasons. One is they can't afford it and the school has to help them get it. Like for children like me before I found out who I was." Tom said quietly.
"The second reason is if they don’t know they have magic and only find out when they get their Hogwarts letter." Harry was quiet for a minute trying to come to terms with all that he had just found out when he had another question.
"Well then why are there laws against under age magic?" Lucius gave him a strange look.
"What laws against under age magic?"
"The headmaster told me that we aren't aloud to do magic away from Hogwarts and when magic was preformed right before my second year in the Durselys home I got in trouble for it."
"Harry you didn’t get in trouble for doing magic because you were under age, you got in trouble because it was in front of muggles. Had it not been in front of them you would have never got in trouble. Every time you have preformed magic that you have gotten trouble for it was in front of muggles." Harry took a second to think about it and found out that Lucius was right.
"So I could have preformed magic this whole time as long as my muggel family didn’t see and nothing would have happened to me?" Seeing the pain in their little one Lucius said in a calm voice.
"Harry I think we have had enough of this talk. We don’t want you to get upset with to much information right now. How about after you do your research we talk about this again?" Harry seeing the concern in his mates eyes agreed reluctantly. He then got up his mates standing with him and they each gave him a hug and kiss.
"Alright I do that. When can we see each other again?" Harry looked up into their eyes not wanting to leave.
"We'll see each other soon, we promise." Lucius gave him one last kiss on the forehead and stepped back. Tom came up and wrapped his arm around his blond mate.
"See you soon, my dear Harry." Then they were gone. Harry then gave a small sad smile already feeling alone and cold. He then turned and left the chamber not noticing in the back of the room in the dark shadows Salazar and his wives had watch the whole scene with hopeful smiles.
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NC-17 PART AHEAD!!
** Dream **
** He could feel warm satin sheet slide down across his body, low whispering in his ears as he moaned when the large hot hands of his lover touched him, lips laid kisses upon his chest as another set of hands smoothed over his thighs as a pair of lips followed after them to his inner thighs. Harry sighed and tilted his head back as the lips on his chest moved up to his neck, the man's tongue slipping out to run up across his jaw line to his lips, teasing them then as the man's hand started tugging and pinching his nipples making him gasp allowing his lover to swoop down to kiss him as the man below gave nips to his thighs spreading his thighs apart to slip in between them.
Harry opened his eyes after the kiss and found himself looking into softly glowing ruby eyes, he just smiled and reach up to run his hand in Tom's hair. Tom smiled back down at him as he pressed himself to his young little lover letting him feel his desire for him.
"Oh, Tom." He moaned pulling him down for another passion fill kiss.
Breaking the kiss, Tom pulled back and slid his hand up his lover's neck to place a finger on his lips to tell him to not speak as he smiled and moved back down to tasting his lovers neck. Harry glanced down as he felt the lips of his blond lover nibble on the junction where his thigh met his low regions and thrusted up slightly at the sensation it caused. He couldn't help but groan as the sensation and the sucking on his neck drove it out of him. This was bliss and he couldn't stop himself from enjoying it if he wanted to.
His lover below moved up sliding against his body, feeling skin on skin made goose bumps rise across his skin. Lucius then took his lips with his and kissed him deeply letting him feel how much he wanted him, to claim him as his no, theirs. Tom pulled away watching with a satisfied smirk as he rubbed himself harder against his dark haired angel. When Lucius was done kissing him he turned his head to Tom with a sly smile and joined Tom kissing down their young loves chest. Tom then joined him working on his nipples with nips and bites both of them leaving behind bite marks and light hickeys marking him as theirs.
Harry could do nothing more then throw his head back and bury his hands in each of their hair as they work their way down to his hard leaking cock. He panted as they got to his belly button as one of them tongue fucked it as the other licked and sucked below his hip bone making him thrust up. Then they moved as one down to his cock, one taking a hold of it and then started licking and sucking it. Harry moaned as he watched as Tom bobbed his head up and down his lips blood red and tight around his cock. It was one of the most beautiful things he had ever seen, to see the feared Dark Lord sucking his cock was just so damn hot. Tom then pulled off and Lucius took up where he left off, sucking him down to the root as Tom pushed up his leg and to the side to reach his little loves sack.
Harry tried thrusting up but they held his hips down as he felt Tom start sucking and licking on his balls, he just whined pulling at the blond hair in one hand as his other hand pinched and tugged at his own nipples. He was so close with just a little more.... **
Harry gasped jerking awake to spilling himself against the warm body press to the front of him. Harry groaned as his lover stirred to his warm seed being spilled on to him. He couldn't believe that he had a wet dream while being with his mates. He felt so embarrassed, just wishing that a black hole would open up and make him disappear. He buried his face in his mates chest in front of him. Tom just let him, wrapping his arms around him tighter.
"What was that all about little one? Have a interesting dream did you." Tom chuckled making Harry blush even hotter.
"I think he's blushing." Lucius smiled over at Tom as he too wrapped his arms around their younger mate tangling his legs with theirs. Tom then leaned over as Lucius snuggled closer to their little love and captured his lips in a good morning kiss over Harry's head. Lucius moaned into the kiss when Tom reached up and cupped his jaw to hold the kiss a little bit longer. When they finally broke apart Harry looked up at them now having got his blush under control.
"Where's my good morning kiss?" Harry playfully pouted with wide emerald eyes. Tom and Lucius both looked down and Tom then Lucius kissed Harry on the forehead and wished him a good morning.
"And here I was wanting a real kiss." Harry pouted again this time crossing his arms shifting to lay on his back. His cheeks taking on a light dust of pink from feeling his wet spot brush against his cock which twitched slightly as the thought of his wet dream of them pleasuring him flashed through his mind.
"Why don't we get up and have some breakfast. Then we can finish up where we left off last night." Tom sighed out knowing if they stayed to long in bed, he would surely end up pushing his little love to mate and he knew that was something that Harry wasn’t ready for just yet. He gave a slight squeeze with his arms around Harry as to comfort himself that his young love was really there.
"I was just getting comfortable." Harry grumbled out not really complaining. "But can you let me up now? I need to clean up." Another light blush bloom on his cheeks. Lucius just chuckled as he knew what his elder lover was thinking as he too felt it was way to soon for them to mate and he didn’t want to scare their little mate away and he was sure that would happen if they stayed in bed much longer.
"As you wish, my little one." The blond man untangled himself from Harry to allow him to wiggle out from in between them but Tom wasn't ready to just release him just yet as he pulled him down and gave his dark haired angel one deep and powerful kiss making sure his little love knew who he belong to.
Harry tried to push on his chest to get away but when the older man deepen the kiss Harry just let him take control not really realizing that he liked letting Tom take what he wanted. Pulling back, Tom looked at Harry liking that he had left his love dazed and wanting, he just smirked and let Harry go.
"You can get out of bed now if you want." Tom teased at him as he pulled the covers off and slid to the edge of the bed to get up. Harry just sat there and blinked for a moment trying to bring himself back down to earth he couldn't believe he had been kissed by Tom. He felt like he was going to pass out from the blood rushing down to his lower regions. He shook his head slightly and looked at Tom seeing him throwing a cheeky grin at him. Harry threw him a smile right back as he scooted right off the same side he got off. Lucius was watching to see what Harry and Tom would do, he too got out of bed to pull out his wand getting ready to change the bed back into seats for them to sit in.
"That was what I call a kiss." Harry told Tom as the older man waved his hand and Harry's and his clothes changed back to their robes they were wearing from last night but without Harry having the evidence of his wet dream on the front of his pants. Tom just chuckled at him as Lucius changed the bed back to chairs and set the table for breakfast.
"Shall we eat?" Lucius raised an eyebrow with a smile. Tom nodded his head and moved over to one of the three chairs to take his seat.
"Come Harry join us we have some unfinished business to settle from the night before." Lucius gave him a small smile as he walked up to Harry and place his hand on the small of his back to guide him to a seat.
"Thanks but do we really have to discuss last night?" Harry wanted to flinch away as he remembered last night when he crashed to the ground in mind numbing pain from being rejected. He shifted his weight from foot to foot feeling uncomfortable now. Lucius guided his little love into his seat and then took his own as he sat down filling a cup with coffee.
"I know that last night our talk didn't go the way any of us planned Harry, but this is going to take time. We haven't had time to get to know each other and we have bad history between us because of someone else trying to make us hate one another." Tom started as he watched Lucius pour coffee into his cup giving him a smile in thanks when he finished. Harry took his time putting food on his plate then taking a sip of his pumpkin juice.
"Therefore, I am willing to put all of the bad feelings and the bad history behind us and start over. Now as for the mates part, I know that you know that you are our mate but I think it would be better if we should start out trying to become friends before we decide about bonding for eternity. I also think we should talk and go out on outings or dates if that is what you want to see what each one of us are interested in and to see what kind of things we like." Tom looked at Harry taking a sip of his coffee as he had spelled it to the right warmth to sip. Harry though was listening and thinking about how it would be like to go on a date with Lord Voldemort. The thought gave him a small smile thinking what kind of looks his Slytherin friends would give him if they saw him out on a date with their Lords.
"Now Harry, I need you to understand that being mates is more then what you think. It is not just using you to have children for us, it is being there for one another, knowing that you can always depend on someone to have your best interest at heart and knowing they will be there for you no matter what. It is also trusting and loving each other unconditionally. It is also loyalty that we share together as partners in life."
"We want you to be you Harry we don't want to change you. However you will have to love and accept us for who we are, the same way you want us to accept you. This means that you will love all of us good, bad and indifferent. This also means that we won't change what we are fighting for and we will do what we have to do to achieve our goals." Harry was fixing to protest but a look from Tom made him close his mouth and drop his eyes back down to his plate. Tom reached out and touched his cheek as he went on.
"If you can't except us for who we are then how can you expect us to accept you for who you are? The relationship or friendship will never work if we don’t except one another. You can't expect us to change who we are just to make you happy just like we don’t expect you to change who you are to please us."
"However if you want to be neutral in this war until you can decide to join our side after you do your research that you told us about last night that is fine. We don’t expect you to do anything that you don’t want to do. Hell if you never join the war on our side it will be fine, we just don’t want you to think that we will give up the war to please you. We have both given up so much to keep the magic in our world and we wont give up now. I don’t want you to think that we are being cruel or insensitive to you and what you have been through but we have to do what is best for the people that we fight for. This war is not just about saving magic it is about saving people and their way of life. Do you understand Harry?" Harry raised his eyes to look Tom in his eyes.
"I understand, it is just I really don’t want to be a killer."
"Harry, Pansy is on our side and she isn’t a killer, in fact she is a healer. Theo is also on our side and he isn’t a killer, he is a what we call protector. He only goes on battles to keep others safe. It is just we want you to learn how to protect yourself both physically and emotionally. That is what we mean when we say you need to have more self preservation, we mean that you have to learn to mask who you really are in front of everyone that you don't trust or don't know for sure that is on your side. You have to keep what you are feeling and the information that you know to yourself so that people can't use it against you. If people ever knew that Lucius is my mate, they would go after him because they know it would hurt me. Hell, the death eaters only know him as their Lord. It is hard not to be able to tell everyone that Lucius is my mate when that is all I want to do sometimes but it is to keep him and my son safe, that means more to me then anything." Tom made Harry look him in the eye letting him know he really meant what he said. Harry just swallowed, knowing that Tom wouldn't let anyone hurt what was his no matter what the cost. He wished that Tom and Lucius would feel that way about him one day.
"We also don't want everyone seeing how we feel about things that they have a different opinion on. You have seen first hand how easy it is for people to turn on you for the smallest things, whether you can control them or not. We are only trying to keep you from getting hurt again. We don’t want anything to happen to you, Harry." Tom said while leaning over to touch the young mans hand that was playing with his napkin on the table.
"We'll also have to figure out a way for you to be able to communicate with us without Albus finding out or seeing it." Tom sat back thinking as he picked up his coffee cup trying to think of a way to talk to his little mate with out them being bonded to soon. Harry thought about it to and then reached up to his necklace fiddling with it but as he did so, it hit him.
"I know." Harry said his eyes lighting up as he pulled out his necklace to show them. Lucius and Tom glanced over wanting to see what their young love was going on about.
"We could get something like this. Draco gave this to me for when we want to contact each other for emergencies." Harry told them reaching around to the back of his neck to unclip the charm. Lucius reached out to take a look at it.
"Draco told me he made them and that each of us in the group has one to stay close even if we are far apart." As Lucius looked at it then passed it to Tom. Lucius and Tom both smiled as they saw what spells were being used on the necklace, looking over at Harry, Tom nodded his head handing the necklace back.
"Yes this could work but we don't want to invade into our little dragon's affairs or vice versa so we'll make bracelets that way we won't be over heard by Draco and his friends. We will get started on them as soon as we get home and send it to you sometime tonight. We will also be putting some protection charms on the bracelet's. We'll make the bracelet’s with snakes and you will only be able to speak parseltongue into them to keep the conversation private." Tom smirked at Harry, lifting his coffee cup to take a sip and setting it down as Lucius nudged him in the side. Harry furrowed his eyebrows.
"Then how will Lucius understand. I thought we were the only two that spoke parseltongue, well besides Salazar?" Tom shook his head.
"I am not sure if I should be telling you this but Lucius is a parselmouth too. His animagus is a magical snake called a Syren and he has the ability to speak parseltongue because of it. Now Harry you have to promise not to tell anyone this because only you and Draco know besides myself and Salazar." He inform the young teen who nodded his head in understanding.
"I promise that I won't tell anyone that Lucius is a parselmouth. Though, I do have another question." Tom raised his eyebrow in acceptance of Harry going on.
"Well what if someone hears me speaking into the snake bracelet? They will know that I am talking to you because everyone knows that you are they only other living parselmouth." Tom put his finger to his lips in contemplation.
"What if you only speak into the bracelet in parseltongue when the conversation is private and you are alone. Then you can speak in English when the conversation is not private? Besides, no one will hear what Lucius or I say unless they are touching the bracelet but I can come up with a charm to block that. We will also make it so the charm will work like a messenger. That way if you have an important message but we can't talk, you can leave it on the bracelet and the eyes will glow to let you know that you have a message. We'll make the eyes glow a different color depending on what we want. When it is a message the eyes will be blue with red if the message is from me and blue and silver if it is from Lucius. Then when one of us wants to talk to you the eyes will become a solid color like red if it is me or silver if it is Lucius and green on Lucius and my bracelet if it is you. This will also let you know when it is something important because it will become warm if the message or conversation is private or very important." Harry gave Tom a small smile.
"I think that is a wonderful idea. This way no one will be able to run back and tell Albus about what we talk about." Tom gave Harry a small smile in return and then leaned over closer to Lucius who was making himself another cup of coffee.
Harry smiled at the picture his two mates made but even though the two looked wonderful together he still felt a little left out. He clasped his necklace back on feeling a bit down as he continued to watch them enjoying their morning together though they did seem a bit happier sitting here with him then they were the night before. Harry sighed as he went back to picking and looking back at his plate. Oh how Pansy would be disappointed that he didn’t have much on his plate and wasn’t eating.
Lucius noticing how down Harry looked stood up and walked over to him. Reaching down he lifted Harry up into his arms and made his way back over to Tom who had amusement showing in his eyes at the look on Harrys face. Sitting down with Harry on his lap he gave Tom a glare and then rolled his eyes when Tom only let out a bark of laughter. Lucius then called over Harry's plate of food because he had noticed how little Harry had eaten.
"Now little one you have two choices. One, is you can eat on your own or two is I can feed you. The choice is yours but no matter what you pick you will be eating." Harry seeing the determination in Lucius eyes decided to eat on his own because there was no doubt in his mind that Lucius would feed him if he didn’t eat. He had to smile though at his mate for wanting to take care of him. He also had to admit that he liked sitting in his lap, he felt closer to them both in this position. He felt wanted or at least cared for. Tom seeing the smile on his little ones face leaned over and kissed him on the top of his head.
"I told you Harry that we would do anything to make you happy if you would only let us." Harry gave Tom a bright smile at the kiss, he felt comfortable surrounded by their magic and their strength.
After sitting in a comfortable silence for a time, Harry began to wonder about if they were ever going to finish the talk they had started the night before. He really didn’t want to talk about anything that would make his mates mad at him again but he knew that they had to get it out of the way before they could ever move forward. However before he could even open his mouth to start the conversation Lucius started speaking.
"So Harry, would you like to start this conversation or do you want one of us to?" Harry put is head on Lucius’s shoulder, he really didn’t want to have this damn conversation. He didn’t want to ruin the little bond that he could feel forming with Tom and Lucius and he knew that this conversation could have them willing to walk away from him again like last night. With the thought of that came the memory of the pain he felt seeing them leaving him. He never wanted to go through that pain again, it had felt worse then any crucio could ever feel and it was all focused in his heart.
Tom seeing how withdrawn Harry was becoming decided to start the conversation instead of having Harry try to start it. Clearing his throat he began. "Well first of all I want to give a better explanation for the things we talked about. I don’t think we really got much accomplished yesterday but causing you pain little one."
Harry lifted his head from Lucius shoulder and looked at Tom. "It was partially my fault for coming down here and making demands without talking to you about anything first. I am just so use to trying to protect everyone that I didn’t show either of you the proper respect. I have also been holding you responsible for things that the headmaster has told me you have done and I am sorry for that. Even after Salazar told me how manipulative he was I still held on to the anger that I have had towards you from my first year in the wizarding world."
Tom gave him a small smile. "It is okay. I don’t expect you to forget everything you have been told about me just like that. I know it is going to take time for you to see the difference between Lord Voldemort and Tom Riddle."
Harry tilted his head to the side. "I thought you hated that name and that it wasn’t your real father's name?"
"Well first of all, no I don’t hate my name. It is just I hate when Albus calls me by that name. Hell I hate any name that old manipulative man calls me. But yes, you are correct that is not my real father's name and no I am not related to the man that my name comes from. Nevertheless, it is the name I was given at the orphanage that I lived in growing up as a child and even though I hated that place with every fiber in my being it is the name that I have lived with all of my life. Besides my real parents never got the chance to name me before they were killed and I was taken away and put in that place." Harry reached out and took Toms hand in his own, he really didn’t know why but something in side told him to do so and he was listening to his instincts more so he did what felt right. To say Tom was startled was an understatement, he didn’t think his little one would feel the need to comfort his mates so soon. Lucius seeing how Harry was trying to comfort Tom smiled and leaned back more so that Tom could reach Harry better and vice versa.
"Now Harry this is the time for you to ask any questions you may have. This is also the time that you may make any requests that you have. We will not get angry with you as long as you ask them in a respectful way and do not make demands on us." Harry looked at Tom and spoke quietly to him.
"I don’t want you and Lucius to leave me like you almost did last night. I don’t want to feel that pain again." Lucius lifted his hand and turned Harry's face to his and spoke in just as quiet of voice of his own.
"Harry, I am sorry for walking out on you last night. It is just when you came in here and started making demands and telling us what we had to do, it made me very angry. It had already been a hard enough situation and that just made it worse on us all. However, I want to put that behind us and try to move on. Now I know that you hold the people that you think of as family in high regard and wanted to protect them but it is not our job to protect them if they are not on our side." Lucius touched his face then brushing some of his hair back behind his little one's ear.
Harry then decided that he should say something now that they were getting serious. "I know that I have to grow up and learn to be aware of what's really going on around me. I'm working on that now that I have had my eyes opened to it."
Harry sighed looking up into Toms eyes. "Having no one really there for me other than my rotten relatives growing up and being treated like a house elf and a freak is part of the reason that I hold on so tight to those that care about me. Though I know that is no excuse to act the way I have been acting. But if you give me the chance to learn the right way I'm sure I could be a mate you could really be proud of." Tom reached up and cupped his young mate.
"Harry," Tom started gazing into his eyes. "You don't have to feel like you are alone any more. I should have understood better how you were feeling. I know how it is to hold on to those around you that you hold close and I should have been more sympathetic to that. We sometimes forget that despite how much you have been through you are still a child. It is our responsibility to teach and protect you, but from now on we will teach you and show you what you need to learn. We will also give you anything and everything that you want and need to have a happy and satisfying life. The only thing that I ask of you is to try to have trust in us and let us help you and you will have the knowledge to take care of yourself. But you really have to try to have trust in our judgment for you. Know that no matter what we ask of you know that it is for a reason whether good or bad it has a purpose."
"And you need to know that we are already very proud of you Harry, for finally seeing what is going on and standing up for yourself. Nevertheless you have got to be more careful and you have to know how to do it at the right time. So far you have gotten away from the consequences of your own actions but it will cost you if you are not careful. Before you say that you haven’t gotten away from them I mean your actions not the actions of the others around you. We do not want to lose you to your own foolishness. We will not always be around and able to protect you." Came from Lucius as he placed Harry's plate down after getting enough food in Harry to satisfy him. He then wrapped his arms around his little one to show the comfort that he was offering.
"Yes, let us help you little one. Can you not see that we are willing to give you our love? Can you not see that we want you?" Lucius turned his chin to make Harry look at him. Letting him see the love and desire that was in his eyes for him. Harry just swallowed feeling tears well up in his eyes. How could they want him. He believed himself unworthy and a no good freak. He could hear his Uncles words ringing in his mind.
"Please," Harrys words caught in his throat. "I don't think I'm worth it. I don't see how you could want me. I am just a worthless freak and no one wants a freak." Tears started to slowly flow down from his darken emerald eyes as he tried to look away as he also tried to get off his blond mates lap. However Lucius wouldn't have that and kept his arms securely locked around his small frame.
"Stop that nonsense Harry." Lucius pulled him close to where his mouth was near his ear as Harry's chin was tucked into his chest with is eyes closed not wanting to look at him. Tom got Lucius attention by coming over to crouch down in front of them to reach out grabbing his little love's chin turning his face to look at his. But Harry refuse to open his eyes as he felt more hot fat tears roll down his cheeks.
"Little one, look at me." Tom rubbed his thumb gently in a comforting gesture against his love's small cheek smearing away some of his tears.
"Harry, don't you ever let me hear you say something about yourself like that again!" Tom told him sternly. "You are not worthless and you never will be!! If you think you are so worthless then do you think Lucius and I are worthless as well, because we are your mates." Harry slowly opened his eyes dragging his eyes up to meet his mate's and looked into the red eyes so close to him. He felt like for the first time he would have someone that wouldn't lie to him. He felt like he could get lost in his mate's eyes and never wanted to come out. Quietly he opened his mouth at first nothing came out but he shifted and tried again, his voice cracking.
"I don’t think you and Lucius are worthless."
"Then if we aren't worthless then neither are you." Tom reached down and pulled his love hands to him rubbing his thumbs over small knuckles. "Harry if you let what those despicable people said about you get to you then you will never be the strong and intelligent person that we know you can be."
"You must believe us, we want you Harry. For everything you are and what you are becoming. We wouldn't want anyone else." Lucius soothe, kissing the dark head of hair giving him a slight squeeze.
"I want to believe you. I just," He broke off not wanting to finish but feeling it hard not to. "I just keep hearing his voice in my head. How he made me feel I was worthless, a no good for nothing freak. Not worth the air I was breathing, a waste of space." Harry choked out breaking down with a violent sob into Lucius's chest wanting to hide. He didn't want to let them see how weak he was feeling.
"Harry that's enough of that. I don't want you to listen to what the fat fuck has said. It's not true and we will prove that to you. But you must let us in and accept what you must do." Tom strongly told his little love wanting him to pull himself together.
Deep down Harry wanted to believe what Tom and Lucius were saying to him but he felt like all of this was unreal that it would all puff away into a swirl of thin mist. His mind just couldn't grasp what they were telling him that he was worth their love.
"My beautiful Harry, my little mate. Come now calm down. It will be alright but you must pull yourself together. Look at you, who wouldn't want you. And if they don't then they don't know what beauty is." Tom reached out and gathered Harry in his arms bringing him on to his lap as he felt Harry's despair at himself.
"We'll work through this. We'll guide you through what you need to do but it is you who will have to reach out to open that door and walk through it. We can't make you do that. Join us Harry and you won't regret it, I promise you that." Tom ran his hand up his young mate's arms to help calm him down. Harry started to calm down feeling the warmth and love from both the growing bond they shared and from resting against Tom.
"Are you calm enough to talk now love?" Tom asked concern covering every word.
Harry nodded his head in agreement. Lucius then leaned over picking Harry up out of Toms arms so that Tom could get up off the floor.
"So do you think you can talk without getting upset now?" Lucius asked quietly.
"I am okay now, I just really don’t want either of you to leave me like last time. Don’t worry, we won't leave you like that again. It causes us pain to see you hurting like that." Tom said while getting up off the floor.
"Now what is your first question for us?" He asked looking directly into Harrys eyes.
"Well now that you told Salazar not to teach me any more how will I learn how to defend myself?" Harry asked while fiddling with his necklace. Tom gave him a small smile.
"I will tell Salazar that he can put his wives back in place and he can start teaching you again. In fact I am surprise if he even listened to me in the first place. Salazar is not the kind of person that would stop teaching someone that he cares about just because I ask. Now if you would have done something to get me or Lucius or Draco hurt then he would forget all about caring about you and would have let you figure out how to protect yourself on your own. However I am sure that his wives didn’t listen to him anyway. They both have minds of their own and they would never let a child be left in this kind of situation with out help. So you don’t mind that your family will be helping me again?" Harry asked looking down at his hands that were folded in his lap. Tom shook his head.
"I am happy that they care enough to want to help you even if I told them not to. It means that they will protect you no matter what I say. It also means that they will be there for you to talk to if you feel like you can't talk to Luc or myself." Harry opened his mouth to tell Tom that he would always try to talk to him or Lucius but before he could Tom cut him off.
"No Harry, there will be times when you wont be able to talk to Lucius or myself and you will need someone to talk to. I know that we wont keep secrets from on another but there are still times that I talk to Salazar instead of talking to Lucius and there are times when Lucius talks to Rowena instead of me. It is just easier to talk to them about some things then it will be to talk to one another. This will also show you that you will have more people in your corner then just Draco, Lucius and myself." After Harry took a few minutes to pull himself together he asked another question that was on his mind.
"If I don’t decide to join your side then what would that mean for us?" Lucius gave a small smile to his little mate for being able to pull himself together so quickly.
"Well Harry our personal relationship has nothing to do with the war, what happens between us has nothing to do with your personal views. I can tell you now that Tom and I don’t even talk about the war at home. We keep all of that separate from our home life. Contrary to what people may believe I did not make Draco become a junior death eater. He became one on his own after doing extensive research for his own personal confirmation of what we were fighting for. Some of the other children that have joined have also done the same. So you really don’t have to feel like you have to join because of what we have told you."
"Harry? Salazar once told me a quote that I live by, It says that if you don’t stand for something then you will fall for anything." Harry shook his head to clear it, then he opened his mouth to speak.
"I understand what you say you are fighting for, I just think there is a more peaceful way."
"Let me ask you a question." Lucius said while looking directly into Harrys eyes.
"How do you think the muggelborns would react to someone telling them that they don’t have a right to magic, or telling them that them being in the magical world is weakening and killing the magic in the long run? Well let me tell you, the first thing they will do is deny it and then say that is just purebloods trying to kick them out of the magical world. The same thing when you try to get the ministry to put laws in place to keep them out. We have tried using the law before and we were turned into criminals by Albus and those who support them. Muggelborns don’t understand that they don’t belong in our world and that we don’t want them here. No matter how book smart they may be they don’t have the magic to do half of the spells that they learn. Did you know that Hogwarts is the only school that doesn’t take children with creature blood? The only way that they will be aloud is if the headmaster doesn’t know. They are also the only school that has such a low educational curriculum. They hold back the students by lowering the standard to allow muggelborns and half bloods. Most of the first and second year spells and potions that you learned is taught to pureblood children when they are around seven or eight years old." Harry's eyes widen at this new information.
"So let me get this right. We are learning stuff in our first year that you taught Draco when he was a child? But I thought children couldn’t get their wands until they were eleven years old and about to enter school?" Lucius and Tom shared a look before they both turned back to him.
"Harry who told you that you couldn’t get a wand until you were eleven?"
"The headmaster told me that. What?! You mean it isn’t true!?"
"No Harry it isn’t true, the only reason children get their wands at eleven is for two reasons. One is they can't afford it and the school has to help them get it. Like for children like me before I found out who I was." Tom said quietly.
"The second reason is if they don’t know they have magic and only find out when they get their Hogwarts letter." Harry was quiet for a minute trying to come to terms with all that he had just found out when he had another question.
"Well then why are there laws against under age magic?" Lucius gave him a strange look.
"What laws against under age magic?"
"The headmaster told me that we aren't aloud to do magic away from Hogwarts and when magic was preformed right before my second year in the Durselys home I got in trouble for it."
"Harry you didn’t get in trouble for doing magic because you were under age, you got in trouble because it was in front of muggles. Had it not been in front of them you would have never got in trouble. Every time you have preformed magic that you have gotten trouble for it was in front of muggles." Harry took a second to think about it and found out that Lucius was right.
"So I could have preformed magic this whole time as long as my muggel family didn’t see and nothing would have happened to me?" Seeing the pain in their little one Lucius said in a calm voice.
"Harry I think we have had enough of this talk. We don’t want you to get upset with to much information right now. How about after you do your research we talk about this again?" Harry seeing the concern in his mates eyes agreed reluctantly. He then got up his mates standing with him and they each gave him a hug and kiss.
"Alright I do that. When can we see each other again?" Harry looked up into their eyes not wanting to leave.
"We'll see each other soon, we promise." Lucius gave him one last kiss on the forehead and stepped back. Tom came up and wrapped his arm around his blond mate.
"See you soon, my dear Harry." Then they were gone. Harry then gave a small sad smile already feeling alone and cold. He then turned and left the chamber not noticing in the back of the room in the dark shadows Salazar and his wives had watch the whole scene with hopeful smiles.
A/N:
Wait until the next one. *snickers* We got a surprise in the next chapter! Rock on Dark Lady! - G.O.M.