There Is A Thin Line Between Hate And Love
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Valentine's Day
Disclaimer: Not mine. Please don‘t sue I don‘t have any money
Pairing: (At long last) Harry/Draco
Author: Catium
Beta: Moi
Rating: PG – 17. Attention this chapter is not suitable for those faint hearted or easily shocked.
Word Count: 5246
Genre: Romance/ Drama.
Status: In Progress.
Warnings: Language. Smut. A lot of sexual activity. Consider yourself warned.
Summary: What happens when that thin line between hate and love starts to disappear? Starts in the Half Blood Prince then moves on to year 7. The Deathly Hallows never happened.
Author’s note: Sorry about the long wait everyone. I’ve been working like a motherfucker for the last week. I just recently got a job so I don’t say no when I am asked to take extra shifts therefore I am working wwaaayy to much not giving me time to work on my stories. But thanks for your patience and here is chapter 16. What happens in this chapter? Read and find out I promise that you won’t be disappointed.
snappy pants: Thank you for your review I totally agree with you I love these kind of stories where Harry and Draco are like this; I love you but I am a afraid but I really, really love you. Those are the best ones. I love angst.
thrnbrooke: Here is chapter 16 sorry for the long wait. And don’t worry so much about Blaize. You will see.
Veracityrules: You are right to forgive is divine, and I am a wicked angel if you would ask my friend here on adultfanfiction crazyangel she will tell you.
Chapter 16 – Valentine’s Day
Time moved fast for the lovebirds. Before they realised the time it was Valentine’s Day.
Draco woke the morning of Valentine’s Day.
It was Saturday, but since the seventh years had been allowed a day at Hogsmade in celebration of the day of love, the boy’s dormitory was empty, except for him and Harry.
Draco looked over to where Harry lay by his side. They hadn’t spent a night apart since that evening on the couch. They had done a lot of stuff together since then but hadn’t yet gone all the way. Draco wondered.
“You usually jump me as soon as you wake up. What are you thinking about?” Harry said with his eyes still closed but clearly awake.
“What am I thinking?” Draco asked himself and before his brain could catch up with his mouth he had said.
“It’s Valentine’s day today. I was wondering if maybe we should have a date at the Room of Requirement tonight and then maybe...” Draco’s brain finally caught up with his mouth and he stopped speaking abruptly.
“Draco” Harry said surprised. “I would love to have a date with you tonight. It’s not like we can have one in Hogsmade like every other couple in Hogwart’s. Even Ron and Hermione...wait and then maybe what...?” Harry asked when he realised the second part of Draco’s question had been cut off.
Harry stared at Draco intensely and Draco felt to his horror a blush creeping up his cheeks.
“You do not blush. You are a Malfoy.” Draco heard his father’s mocking voice say that in his head.
“I...I...” He stuttered.
“Malfoy’s do not stutter either. What is happening to you son?”
“I’m becoming HUMAN father.” Draco’s inner voice spat out. “Now SHUT UP!!!” He ordered it.
“Draco you’re blushing what were you going to...” Harry stopped speaking and Draco could see realization in his face. “...oh...you mean you want to... oh...” Harry said again and blushed a colour of red that made scarlet look like white.
“Forget it Harry...I should not have try and mention it, a date is enough. I promised we would go as fast or slow you liked to, I had no right...” Draco said apace.
“All right.” Harry said quickly. “Let’s...do it.” And to emphasize that he meant it he clapped his hand together once.
Draco stared at Harry for a moment and then burst out laughing.
“What is so funny?” Harry asked alarmed.
“You...it is like we are planning the invasion of Normandy or going to play a game of Quidditch. Let us do this.” And then Draco clapped his hands in the same manner Harry had.
Harry started laughing to and for a while the boys rolled around laughing at the ridiculousness of their conversation. Harry sobered up first turning serious. And when Draco saw his seriousness he stopped laughing too.
“But that is what you meant right?” Harry asked him. “You want us to have a date tonight in the Room of Requirement and then to have sex?”
“Yes.” Draco answered honestly. “It is Valentine’s Day and I just thought it would be perfect. A dinner and something and then we can...complete our relationship. It is not that it is not perfect already. I just want it to be even more perfect. We have already done most of the stuff one can do sexually...we only have the sex part left.”
“Yes that is true. I might have sounded a bit too...I don’t know masculine earlier with this whole let’s do it part but I meant it. We should have sex. Tonight. A perfect date and then the perfect first time for me.”
“For both of us.” Draco added.
“What?”
“I told you once. My and Blaise only groped each other, wanked and kissed. We never had sex. I had sex with a woman once. But when it comes to guy sex...I am just as much of a virgin as you are.”
“You mean everything we have done together except for kisses, wanks and gropes...you were doing for the first time too?”
“Yes that is right.”
“But you were so good at it.”
“It not like you had a comparison but thanks.” Draco said flattered. “I have done some...reading.”
“Reading? Where do you get books about these kinds of things?” Harry wondered.
“You would be amazed at what the school hides from us in the Restricted Section.”
“Clearly.” Harry said a bit shocked. “So you have been reading about having...gay sex?”
“Yes I have. It’s fairly simple. Not a lot more complicated than straight sex. We just need to go slow and be careful...and preparation.” Draco added as an afterthought.
“Preparation?” Harry asked.
“You will find out.” Draco assured him and leaned in for a kiss.
The boys snogged in Harry’s bed for another hour before going to the Great Hall for lunch. After lunch they took a walk around the lake. Enjoying the fact that it was a cold day, most of the school population were indoors in the warm Common Rooms, so they could have some privacy. In the afternoon they went inside and met up with Ron and Hermione who came from Hogsmade bearing a lot of bags and packages. They all went to the Gryffindor Common Room where Draco and Harry played a game of chess while Hermione and Ron snuggled in front of the fire.
When it was time for dinner Hermione and Ron got ready to leave for the Great Hall.
“You guys coming?” Hermione asked.
“No we are...” Harry lowered his voice. “...we are going to have dinner privately.”
Realization dawned on Hermione’s face. “Oh!” She said. “You boys have fun studying she said aloud and dragged Ron with him explaining to him in whispers where Draco and Harry were going and why they weren’t going to eat dinner.
When they had gone both Harry and Draco said at once. “I’m going to take a shower and change my clothes.”
“You first.” Draco ordered Harry.
“All right” Harry said and went to get ready.
In an half an hour both boys stood dressed in their finest garments outside the Room of Requirement.
Harry was wearing black jeans that he had bought for himself so they actually fitted, black dress shoes made of leather, a dark green cotton shirt and over it he was wearing a new pair of cotton and silk combination dress robes, similar to the one Molly had bought for him before the Yule Ball in forth year, except lighter and sat better on his body, flask green colour that really brought out the colour of his eyes. He had managed to tame his hair a bit so it looked like it was ruffled on purpose and had put on a aftershave named Hugo Boss that Hermione had given him for his birthday along with a card that said “It’s time you grow up a bit.”
Draco was wearing his best pants made out of gray suede, matching grey boots made out of leather, a white silk shirt and a gray suede dress robes that match the pants perfectly. His hair was like always styled to perfection and he was wearing his really expensive Armani Diamond for men that he had bought in the Armani shop in London.
“Wait a minute.” Harry said as they stood outside the door. “There is already a door here but we haven’t told the room what we want.”
“I did.” Draco told him. “I went here while you were taking a shower.”
“Draco that is so dangerous. You can’t go like this on your own. What if someone has found out and is planning to hurt you.” Harry said telling him off.
“Sorry, I just wanted this to be perfect. I talked to one of the house elves today when you were on the bathroom and asked him if we could have a special dinner. He arranged that and after I got the room ready earlier I called him and he set the table for us.” Draco opened the door slowly revealing the Room and as they got in and Draco had closed the doors behind them Harry gasped and looked around stunned.
The Room of the Requirement looked completely different. It was big, but still smaller than Harry had ever seen it. Its usual stone walls were clad with drapes made out of silk in dark blue, green and red colours. There was a roaring fire in the rosewood fire place on the right wall keeping up the temperature. In the right furthest corner of the room stood a table made out of rosewood all carved out with pretty looking pattern with matching chairs. It was set for two, with dinner set made out of silver. On it stood the most delicious and expensive looking meal Harry had seen. There were candles in floating everywhere casting a really romantic, fluttering light over the room. The middle of the room was empty, making enough space to dance on and the floor was covered with huge Persian rug. In the left furthest corner there stood a four poster bed also made out of rosewood with the same matching pattern as the chairs and table. It was made with silk linen in dark blue, green and red, filled with pillows, the drapes around it half closed. On the floor in front of the fire place there were huge matching pillows instead of chairs. From somewhere a low music could be heard.
“I made a list of my favourite romantic songs and asked the house elves if they could get it played. And clearly they could.” Draco said in a low voice.
Harry turned around a spark in his eyes and kissed Draco fiercely.
“You like it then?” Draco asked a bit shy by Harry’s extreme reactions.
“It’s beautiful.” Harry said. “You are beautiful tonight, your clothes look great, your hair is perfect and you smell nice.”
“Thanks I better smell nice this aftershave cost fortune.” Draco thanked him. “You are beautiful too Harry. I thank Merlin you have finally started to wear clothes that fit you. You look really good in those ropes, they bring out your eye colour and you have managed to tame your hair a bit.”
“Yes but don’t count on me doing this all the time. It’s a lot more work than I’m used to spend on my looks. But tonight it was worth it.”
All of sudden Draco remembered his manners.
“Oh damn...eh...here.” And he led Harry towards the table and dragged out the chair. “Have a seat.”
“Thank you.” Harry said as he sat down and Draco pushed the chair under the table and took a seat opposite him.
“What are we having?” Harry asked.
“Well first there is a lobster soup for entrée. Then for piece de résistance they’re is a lamb fillet with red wine sauce, mixed vegetables and baked potatoes and French chocolate cake for desert.” Draco said nonchalant.
“Wow I don’t think I’ve ever had such an expensive food.”
“Really?” Draco asked. “Well then there is a first time for everything.”
Harry and Draco started to dine and between bites they talked, keeping their stress away by talking about non important things joking and just enjoying each others company. When the dessert came they had however fallen silent. Lost in their own thoughts.
Draco broke the silence first after a while.
“I eh...” and then he stopped not sure how to begin saying this.
“What is it?” Harry asked. “Hey can I maybe go first. I started thinking yesterday that we’ve been together almost two months. We started dating shortly before Christmas but we didn’t give each other presents then because it was so short since we started dating. But now...” and Harry took out of his inner robe pocket a small, rather flat square packet. It was in silver wrappings with a green ribbon around it. “Here I want you to think of it a symbol of how much I like you.”
“Thank you.” Draco said dumbstruck and took the packet from across the table. He opened it slowly not wanting to rip the wrappings. The square was a box. Draco opened the box and inside it was a silver bracelet in the middle of it was sphere shaped green stone and to hold it in place the silver crossed over it forming an x and in it were tiny little white stones.
“It’s an emerald shaped into the sphere and the little white stones are diamonds. It’s so called urenlighed silver which makes it darker and not as shiny. Urenlighed means..."
“That it has not been cleaned. Yeah I know.” Draco stared at the bracelet. “This is the best gift anyone has given me. Thank you so much.”
“You’re welcome. I also got the jeweller to put some charms on it. The sphere glows when danger is nearby and it also has some protection charms on it. But it just protects you from small hexes.”
“That is a really smart. Wish I have thought of it.”
“What are you talking about?” Harry asked.
“Here you are.” Draco said and handed him a bit smaller square shaped box with red wrappings and gold ribbon around it. “I was being deliberate about the colours.”
“So was I.” Harry said and opened the packet. It also had jewellery in it. A silver necklace with pendant on it. The pendant was shaped like a drop with a blue opal in the middle.”
“No charms or anything fancy like that. But the silver and blue is supposed to remind you of my eyes, when we are apart. Because sooner or later we are not going to be together every minute of the day and...”
“Yeah I realised that. That’s the reason for the emerald in the bracelet.” Harry said.
“I figured that much.” Draco said in a low voice.
“But still thank you it’s beautiful. I don’t often get a present that is just pretty. Usually it’s something to help my defeat Voldemort..."
“Ouch.” Draco said and grabbed his upper left arm. “Please Harry do not say his name around me.”
“Why?” Harry asked.
Draco pulled up his sleeve, revealing the Dark Mark on his arm. “It burns when you say’s his name.”
“So that is why Snape always got his knickers in a twist when I said His name. I’m sorry Draco.”
“It’s all right.” Draco said. They went quite and listen to the music. When Feel with Robbie Williams ended and Save the Last Dance for Me with The Drifters started, Draco stood up and walked to Harry as he came next to him he offered Harry his hand.
“Can I have this dance?” He asked
“I can’t dance.” Harry laughed. “I tried at the Yule ball, I kept stepping on Parvati’s toes.”
“I will lead you don’t worry.” Draco said smiling.
“Then yes.” Harry stood up and took Draco’s hand.
Draco led him to the empty space on the floor. Draco took Harry’s left hand in his right and put Harry’s right hand on his shoulder blade. Then he put his left hand on Harry’s waist.
“Now follow me.” Draco said.
He took a step to the right, step forward, a step left and then a step backward. Harry followed. After a while Harry got it and looked up smiling.
“It is this simple.” Draco said. “I will teach you something fancier later.”
They danced on for a few songs staring into each other eyes. Not saying anything, but for the first time that night the silence was comfortable.
Harry moved his hand and touched Draco’s left upper arm where the Dark Mark was.
“Does this hurt?” He asked in a low voice.
“It did first but it has healed now. It only hurts if He is summoning or someone says his name.”
“It wasn’t me intention to hurt you.” Harry whispered.
“I know. Nobody outside the Death Eaters is supposed to know about this, so finally I have given you some information you can use.” Draco whispered back. Then he leaned in for a kiss.
Harry responded as soon as Draco’s lips touched his own. Their kiss was sweet and slow. When Draco brushed his tongue over Harry’s bottom lip Harry opened his mouth and they deepened their kiss as they danced. All of sudden the back of Harry’s knees hit something and the boys fell over. Right onto the four poster.
“I think someone is trying to tell us something.” Draco said amused.
“Yes he is.” Harry said thinking “Stop meddling! We are doing fine without your help.”
“He?” Draco asked.
“It was him that was so eager that you stayed innocent right? Didn’t kill him. He knew I could never become to like you if you had killed. He always knew everything. And meddled into everything.
“Dumbledore?” Draco asked his voice shaking a bit. “You know I did not want...” Harry stopped before Draco could start with his reasons for helping with the killing of Dumbledore.
“I know Draco. You’ve told me before. It is all right. I have forgiven you...for everything and I trust you completely.”
“Me too. And do not try and tell me you never did anything to me. You know you did.”
“Yes I did. We were quite the nemesis. Now kiss me.” Harry ordered Draco and soon they were kissing again.
Harry started moving his hands under Draco’s robes, tugging on it. Draco sat up and slowly removed it. Then he leaned over Harry and pulled his dress robe of him. They started undressing each other slowly. Buttoning down shirts. Pulling off shoes and socks. When they were bare feet and naked from waist up Draco stopped kissing Harry.
“I know it is a bit early to say this but I am an inpatient man when I am this close to what I want. It is no turning back now. Are you sure about this Harry?”
“I am.”
“Good.”
Then Draco zipped down Harry’s pants and dragged them down. Harry lifted his hips so Draco could slide them all the way down. Harry did the same with Draco’s pants. The boys where getting more inpatient now. They quickly removed each other’s boxers and before they realised, they were laying, Draco on top of Harry, naked in the bed. They had given each other blow jobs but they had never taken off each other’s clothes completely and for a minute they just stared.
“You are beautiful Draco.” Harry said breaking the silence first.
“You are beautiful too Harry.” Draco breathed taking in the sight of fully naked Harry.
Harry was as evenly tanned everywhere. He had really nice muscled legs and was really well made. His cock was rather big and thick.
Harry stared at Draco. He was build like a god. His marble white skin flawless everywhere, slim and with nice muscles. Draco had probably the longest penis Harry had seen. Longer than his and he didn’t have anything to be embarrassed about. But Draco’s wasn’t as thick as his.
“You are like a god Draco. Not of this world. You are so beautiful.” Harry said and kissed him.
Soon their kisses, until now rather slow and sweet, turned more heated. They started to move their hands over each other bodies and spread kisses on bare chests. Draco shifted on top of Harry and felt Harry’s erection pressing his thigh. He moved himself so their cocks were pressed together and moved a bit.
“Please Draco.” Harry begged.
“No. We are not doing this tonight.” Draco denied him. He moved again and Harry moaned.
Draco thought hard for a moment and out of thin air a tube of lubricant appeared. Draco sat up in Harry’s lap and took the tube. Harry looked at him as he did this. Draco opened the tube his hands shaking a bit on his fingers smoothing the lube over them. Harry took Draco’s shaking hands in his own.
“Relax this is going to be fine.”
“I read it can hurt especially the first time. That is why I am going to prepare you really well. I do not want to hurt you.”
“You won’t. I trust you.”
Draco leaned back down and ever so slowly moved his hand downwards. He stroked them over Harry’s cock. Harry shivered at the touch. Then he moved them backwards finding the hole.
“Ready?” He asked Harry.
“Ready.” Harry said determined.
Draco kissed him hard to distract him and pushed his index finger slowly inside of Harry’s arse. When his finger was as far in as he could he let go of Harry’s lips.
“How is this?”
“It doesn’t hurt. It burns a bit and feels weird.”
“Can I continue?”
“Yes.”
Draco kissed Harry again and slowly inserted a second finger. Before he could ask Harry knotted his head so Draco moved his fingers experimentally. Scissoring them.
When Draco moved his fingers he touched something inside Harry and all of sudden Harry saw stars. He moaned loudly and moved his hips thrusting Draco’s fingers a bit further inside.
Draco smirked when he felt Harry’s reactions, his arse clenching around his fingers. Harry moving and moaning.
“Found it.”
“Found it...what? Harry breathed.
“There is a magic spot inside us that makes being a bottom totally worthwhile.”
“It does.” Harry said. “You need to feel this.”
“Oh do not worry, next time we switch positions. And if I like it you might be stuck as a top permanently.”
“We will see.” Harry said. “But now Draco move.” He ordered and Draco started moving and scissoring his finger.
Every once in a while he hid the magic spot and soon Harry was moving against Draco’s fingers. Draco added a third finger and stretched Harry as far as he could, but Harry didn’t seem to mind anymore, until Draco decided he had prepared him well enough and withdrew his fingers.
“No” Harry protested disappointed.
“Harry can I...”
“Yes.” Harry said inpatient.
“I am a lot bigger than my fingers this might hurt.”
Harry had his eyes closed and was moaning, breathing loudly and wriggling beneath him.
“Do it Draco. I feel empty. Fill me. Please.”
Draco moved Harry so his feet were resting on his shoulders. Then he positioned his dick over Harry’s hole.
“Here it comes.” He said softly and in one slow, long motion he buried his penis in Harry all the way to the hilt.
Harry felt himself being stretched and filled in one motion. He felt a slight burn but otherwise it didn’t feel uncomfortable. He had thought it would hurt more.
Draco didn’t move he leaned in and whispered in Harry’s ear.
“All right?”
“Yes. The preparation worked. It doesn’t hurt. A slight burn but I kind of like it. Draco?”
“Yes Harry.”
Harry wriggled beneath him eagerly.
“Move.”
And Draco did. He started to move slowly in and out of Harry. At first Harry enjoyed just feeling but soon enough he was meeting Draco’s moves.
They had been moving at a slow pace for a while, their eyes closed when Draco opened his eyes and looked at Harry. His face looked like he was in a land that no one else could come to. His own place of bliss.
“This is not just bliss it is ecstasy, heaven.” Draco thought. He was starting to feel the heavy feeling in the pit of his stomach that meant he was close. “I want to see his eyes when we come.” Draco thought.
“Look at me Harry.” Draco begged Harry. “You always close your eyes. Look now.”
Harry opened his eyes and Draco was mesmerized.
Harry’s green eyes looked like they were on fire, an emerald flame, reminding Draco of the Goblet of Fire, burning with passion.
When Draco asked Harry to open his eyes and he did Harry felt like he was looking into the Penesive, looking into floating or melted silver, a fluid...water. Floating on desire.
Green stared into silver. Burning and floating. Flame and fluid. Fire and water.
For a moment it felt like the whole world had disappeared and there was nothing left but Harry and Draco, staring into each other eyes. Reading each other thoughts. Understanding...everything.
Draco gasped when he realised what he was reading out of Harry’s gaze, reflected there were the same emotions he felt for Harry.
“You love me.” He gasped and the tightness and heat that came from being buried inside Harry overcame him.
Draco came gasping and murmuring under his breath his own word of love to Harry.
Harry saw an emotion in Draco’s eyes he had never seen fully before. Sometimes it had run through Draco’s eyes when he looked at Harry. So short it was like a reflection in running water or a whisper in the wind. Now it was there, so intense in the silver eyes staring at him, that Harry couldn’t control himself. He heard Draco gasp and murmur something and felt as Draco’s essence started to pour into him.
“I love...” Harry breathed out and then that feeling of being filled became too much and he came too, without Draco or himself touching him during their lovemaking.
Fire and water. Never should those two elements mix together because they shall destroy each other. The water vanishing into thin air and the fire extinguishing.
Their world was destroyed. An empty dark void. For a moment neither Draco nor Harry could hear or see anything only feel. Feel the ecstasy pouring through them. Feel their bloods raze through their veins, their hearts beating like they had just ran a marathon and their skin tingling from the climax.
Draco had collapsed gracelessly on top of Harry after their climax. They lay there, Draco on top of Harry, motionless, only feeling each other.
Draco felt Harry’s chest rise and fall under him, felt Harry’s heavy breath on his skin.
Harry felt Draco’s whole limp weight on top of him a bit too heavy for him. He lifted his hand and regretfully pushed into Draco indicating for him to get off. Draco felt Harry’s push and heard Harry mutter.
“Too heavy, sorry love.”
Draco’s world came rushing back. “Love...he called me love.” He rolled off Harry. His now limp penis came out of Harry’s tunnel. A bit of semen coming with it. He lay next to Harry and rested on his elbow looking at Harry.
“I should not have...” Draco started, looking at Harry “...come inside of you without a condom I’m sorry.”
Harry had been laying their like a dead man.
“It’s o.k. it’s not like either of us has a disease. Since it was our both first time in this...situation.
Now Harry moved. Turning from his back to his side, opening his eyes and looking straight into Draco’s eyes again.
“And yes Draco.”
“Yes what?”
“I love you Draco.” Harry said sincerely. “You asked me right before...” Harry blushed a bit. “...Before we...”
“Came?” Draco suggested.
“...came.” Harry agreed blushing further. “I tried to answer your question but I got a little carried away. It was like...my world had shattered into pieces, but when it came back together you were the first thing I felt, saw and heard.”
“I’ve heard people say that we are complete opposites.” Draco said. “Different elements. That is how I heard someone describe, his feelings when he looked at us. Fire and Water. That person said that is why we did not get along. Those elements are not supposed to meet, they will destroy each other.”
Harry stared at Draco wondering what he was on about.
“That person was wrong.” Draco said fiercely. “We might be different elements. Fire and water probably describes us the best and I will admit...this love making really did destroy our worlds for a minute, destroyed us. But we came back, stronger than ever. We make each other stronger, and I love you too Harry.”
Harry stayed silent for a while.
“How long?” he finally asked
“Merlin only knows. But I realised it after...the end of last year. Admitted it during the summer to myself. You?”
“I’m not sure either. But I got a realisation on Halloween. Admitted it to myself that night...you know...on the couch.”
“But you were not sure about my feelings, that is why you did not say anything before?”
“Yes. You can put on one hell of a mask when you want too. Didn’t have a clue.”
“I was afraid that if you found out too early... you would hate me. Especially since you still hated me when I knew for sure I loved you.”
“So that day when you told me you liked me...”
“I loved you that day.” Draco admitted. “I have loved you through us being enemies...on some kind of neutral zone and through our friendship and relationship.”
“Wow...” Was all Harry could say. “I can’t honestly say I’ve loved you this long. For the longest time I was so confused about how I felt that I...”
Draco shushed him. “I does not matter anymore. All that matters is that you know now and I know.” Then Draco moved in and gave Harry a hug.
They cuddled for the rest of the evening. Half an hour before curfew they got dressed and left the Room of Requirement with regret.
“I want to stay there with you forever.” Draco said as they came onto the hallway indicating at the now disappearing doors to the Room.
“Some other time we will.” Harry said apologetically and gave Draco a kiss before they walked towards Gryffindor tower. Not seeing the person hidden in the shadows that had witnessed their kiss.
“We have the prove.” Millicent Bulstrode said smug as she sat down in one of the armchairs in the Slytherin dungeons.
“Well then. Where is it?” Pansy demanded.
“In here.” Millicent pointed at her head. “Use Occlumency on me.” Millicent started laughing sarcastically when Pansy took up her wand. “Oh you are just going to Love this!”
Pansy did the spell and spent the next seconds staring into Millicent’s eyes. Then she broke the spell and at first her face looked like she had broken her jaw, then the expression changed so it looked like she had eaten something really bad tasting. Finally it described pure rage.
“Draco Malfoy hasn’t only betrayed our Lord and joined the enemy. He’s fucking Harry Potter.” Millicent said mockingly.
“He’s going to pay for this.” Pansy said more to herself then anyone around her. Then she shook off her shock and looked up staring at the group of people surrounding her.
“Tonight as soon as everyone is fast to sleep, we go to meet the Dark Lord and tell him the news off Malfoy’s betrayal. Then we will do anything in our power to make sure Malfoy pays.” She said her voice full of venom.
Everyone clapped their hands in agreement. But that was not an applaud of joy but one full of hate and vengeance. Not one person in that group had an easy time believing that Draco Malfoy had betrayed their cause, he had been their biggest supporter. The purest believer with the most extreme tenets. But that fact only made his betrayal that much bigger... so... his punishment would have to be terrible.
While everyone applauded with grim vengeance Pansy repeated.
“Malfoy is going to pay for this!”
TBC.
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Draco‘s bracelet http://www.clozinout.com/Images/Man-bracelet1WEB.gif
The rosewood bed http://www.antiquebedcompany.co.uk/10952rful.jpg
I couldn’t find a matching table and chairs like the bed. So just imagine it in the similar style.
The rosewood fireplace http://www.antiquefireplacesireland.co.uk/manage/gallery/trose%20wood%20overmantle%20(WinCE).jpg
The bed linings, also green and red http://i3.iofferphoto.com/img/item/454/158/11/o_navyblue.jpg
The big pillows on the floor also green and blue http://s109.photobucket.com/albums/n53/simonchan83/?action=view¤t=red2.jpg
The Persian rug on the floor http://www.cyrusruggallery.com/images/Rugs/90009.jpg
This is how I imagined the silk drapes on the walls also in red and blue http://www.designerdraperies.com/mm5/dd/07-d-stripe.jpg
Pairing: (At long last) Harry/Draco
Author: Catium
Beta: Moi
Rating: PG – 17. Attention this chapter is not suitable for those faint hearted or easily shocked.
Word Count: 5246
Genre: Romance/ Drama.
Status: In Progress.
Warnings: Language. Smut. A lot of sexual activity. Consider yourself warned.
Summary: What happens when that thin line between hate and love starts to disappear? Starts in the Half Blood Prince then moves on to year 7. The Deathly Hallows never happened.
Author’s note: Sorry about the long wait everyone. I’ve been working like a motherfucker for the last week. I just recently got a job so I don’t say no when I am asked to take extra shifts therefore I am working wwaaayy to much not giving me time to work on my stories. But thanks for your patience and here is chapter 16. What happens in this chapter? Read and find out I promise that you won’t be disappointed.
snappy pants: Thank you for your review I totally agree with you I love these kind of stories where Harry and Draco are like this; I love you but I am a afraid but I really, really love you. Those are the best ones. I love angst.
thrnbrooke: Here is chapter 16 sorry for the long wait. And don’t worry so much about Blaize. You will see.
Veracityrules: You are right to forgive is divine, and I am a wicked angel if you would ask my friend here on adultfanfiction crazyangel she will tell you.
Chapter 16 – Valentine’s Day
Time moved fast for the lovebirds. Before they realised the time it was Valentine’s Day.
Draco woke the morning of Valentine’s Day.
It was Saturday, but since the seventh years had been allowed a day at Hogsmade in celebration of the day of love, the boy’s dormitory was empty, except for him and Harry.
Draco looked over to where Harry lay by his side. They hadn’t spent a night apart since that evening on the couch. They had done a lot of stuff together since then but hadn’t yet gone all the way. Draco wondered.
“You usually jump me as soon as you wake up. What are you thinking about?” Harry said with his eyes still closed but clearly awake.
“What am I thinking?” Draco asked himself and before his brain could catch up with his mouth he had said.
“It’s Valentine’s day today. I was wondering if maybe we should have a date at the Room of Requirement tonight and then maybe...” Draco’s brain finally caught up with his mouth and he stopped speaking abruptly.
“Draco” Harry said surprised. “I would love to have a date with you tonight. It’s not like we can have one in Hogsmade like every other couple in Hogwart’s. Even Ron and Hermione...wait and then maybe what...?” Harry asked when he realised the second part of Draco’s question had been cut off.
Harry stared at Draco intensely and Draco felt to his horror a blush creeping up his cheeks.
“You do not blush. You are a Malfoy.” Draco heard his father’s mocking voice say that in his head.
“I...I...” He stuttered.
“Malfoy’s do not stutter either. What is happening to you son?”
“I’m becoming HUMAN father.” Draco’s inner voice spat out. “Now SHUT UP!!!” He ordered it.
“Draco you’re blushing what were you going to...” Harry stopped speaking and Draco could see realization in his face. “...oh...you mean you want to... oh...” Harry said again and blushed a colour of red that made scarlet look like white.
“Forget it Harry...I should not have try and mention it, a date is enough. I promised we would go as fast or slow you liked to, I had no right...” Draco said apace.
“All right.” Harry said quickly. “Let’s...do it.” And to emphasize that he meant it he clapped his hand together once.
Draco stared at Harry for a moment and then burst out laughing.
“What is so funny?” Harry asked alarmed.
“You...it is like we are planning the invasion of Normandy or going to play a game of Quidditch. Let us do this.” And then Draco clapped his hands in the same manner Harry had.
Harry started laughing to and for a while the boys rolled around laughing at the ridiculousness of their conversation. Harry sobered up first turning serious. And when Draco saw his seriousness he stopped laughing too.
“But that is what you meant right?” Harry asked him. “You want us to have a date tonight in the Room of Requirement and then to have sex?”
“Yes.” Draco answered honestly. “It is Valentine’s Day and I just thought it would be perfect. A dinner and something and then we can...complete our relationship. It is not that it is not perfect already. I just want it to be even more perfect. We have already done most of the stuff one can do sexually...we only have the sex part left.”
“Yes that is true. I might have sounded a bit too...I don’t know masculine earlier with this whole let’s do it part but I meant it. We should have sex. Tonight. A perfect date and then the perfect first time for me.”
“For both of us.” Draco added.
“What?”
“I told you once. My and Blaise only groped each other, wanked and kissed. We never had sex. I had sex with a woman once. But when it comes to guy sex...I am just as much of a virgin as you are.”
“You mean everything we have done together except for kisses, wanks and gropes...you were doing for the first time too?”
“Yes that is right.”
“But you were so good at it.”
“It not like you had a comparison but thanks.” Draco said flattered. “I have done some...reading.”
“Reading? Where do you get books about these kinds of things?” Harry wondered.
“You would be amazed at what the school hides from us in the Restricted Section.”
“Clearly.” Harry said a bit shocked. “So you have been reading about having...gay sex?”
“Yes I have. It’s fairly simple. Not a lot more complicated than straight sex. We just need to go slow and be careful...and preparation.” Draco added as an afterthought.
“Preparation?” Harry asked.
“You will find out.” Draco assured him and leaned in for a kiss.
The boys snogged in Harry’s bed for another hour before going to the Great Hall for lunch. After lunch they took a walk around the lake. Enjoying the fact that it was a cold day, most of the school population were indoors in the warm Common Rooms, so they could have some privacy. In the afternoon they went inside and met up with Ron and Hermione who came from Hogsmade bearing a lot of bags and packages. They all went to the Gryffindor Common Room where Draco and Harry played a game of chess while Hermione and Ron snuggled in front of the fire.
When it was time for dinner Hermione and Ron got ready to leave for the Great Hall.
“You guys coming?” Hermione asked.
“No we are...” Harry lowered his voice. “...we are going to have dinner privately.”
Realization dawned on Hermione’s face. “Oh!” She said. “You boys have fun studying she said aloud and dragged Ron with him explaining to him in whispers where Draco and Harry were going and why they weren’t going to eat dinner.
When they had gone both Harry and Draco said at once. “I’m going to take a shower and change my clothes.”
“You first.” Draco ordered Harry.
“All right” Harry said and went to get ready.
In an half an hour both boys stood dressed in their finest garments outside the Room of Requirement.
Harry was wearing black jeans that he had bought for himself so they actually fitted, black dress shoes made of leather, a dark green cotton shirt and over it he was wearing a new pair of cotton and silk combination dress robes, similar to the one Molly had bought for him before the Yule Ball in forth year, except lighter and sat better on his body, flask green colour that really brought out the colour of his eyes. He had managed to tame his hair a bit so it looked like it was ruffled on purpose and had put on a aftershave named Hugo Boss that Hermione had given him for his birthday along with a card that said “It’s time you grow up a bit.”
Draco was wearing his best pants made out of gray suede, matching grey boots made out of leather, a white silk shirt and a gray suede dress robes that match the pants perfectly. His hair was like always styled to perfection and he was wearing his really expensive Armani Diamond for men that he had bought in the Armani shop in London.
“Wait a minute.” Harry said as they stood outside the door. “There is already a door here but we haven’t told the room what we want.”
“I did.” Draco told him. “I went here while you were taking a shower.”
“Draco that is so dangerous. You can’t go like this on your own. What if someone has found out and is planning to hurt you.” Harry said telling him off.
“Sorry, I just wanted this to be perfect. I talked to one of the house elves today when you were on the bathroom and asked him if we could have a special dinner. He arranged that and after I got the room ready earlier I called him and he set the table for us.” Draco opened the door slowly revealing the Room and as they got in and Draco had closed the doors behind them Harry gasped and looked around stunned.
The Room of the Requirement looked completely different. It was big, but still smaller than Harry had ever seen it. Its usual stone walls were clad with drapes made out of silk in dark blue, green and red colours. There was a roaring fire in the rosewood fire place on the right wall keeping up the temperature. In the right furthest corner of the room stood a table made out of rosewood all carved out with pretty looking pattern with matching chairs. It was set for two, with dinner set made out of silver. On it stood the most delicious and expensive looking meal Harry had seen. There were candles in floating everywhere casting a really romantic, fluttering light over the room. The middle of the room was empty, making enough space to dance on and the floor was covered with huge Persian rug. In the left furthest corner there stood a four poster bed also made out of rosewood with the same matching pattern as the chairs and table. It was made with silk linen in dark blue, green and red, filled with pillows, the drapes around it half closed. On the floor in front of the fire place there were huge matching pillows instead of chairs. From somewhere a low music could be heard.
“I made a list of my favourite romantic songs and asked the house elves if they could get it played. And clearly they could.” Draco said in a low voice.
Harry turned around a spark in his eyes and kissed Draco fiercely.
“You like it then?” Draco asked a bit shy by Harry’s extreme reactions.
“It’s beautiful.” Harry said. “You are beautiful tonight, your clothes look great, your hair is perfect and you smell nice.”
“Thanks I better smell nice this aftershave cost fortune.” Draco thanked him. “You are beautiful too Harry. I thank Merlin you have finally started to wear clothes that fit you. You look really good in those ropes, they bring out your eye colour and you have managed to tame your hair a bit.”
“Yes but don’t count on me doing this all the time. It’s a lot more work than I’m used to spend on my looks. But tonight it was worth it.”
All of sudden Draco remembered his manners.
“Oh damn...eh...here.” And he led Harry towards the table and dragged out the chair. “Have a seat.”
“Thank you.” Harry said as he sat down and Draco pushed the chair under the table and took a seat opposite him.
“What are we having?” Harry asked.
“Well first there is a lobster soup for entrée. Then for piece de résistance they’re is a lamb fillet with red wine sauce, mixed vegetables and baked potatoes and French chocolate cake for desert.” Draco said nonchalant.
“Wow I don’t think I’ve ever had such an expensive food.”
“Really?” Draco asked. “Well then there is a first time for everything.”
Harry and Draco started to dine and between bites they talked, keeping their stress away by talking about non important things joking and just enjoying each others company. When the dessert came they had however fallen silent. Lost in their own thoughts.
Draco broke the silence first after a while.
“I eh...” and then he stopped not sure how to begin saying this.
“What is it?” Harry asked. “Hey can I maybe go first. I started thinking yesterday that we’ve been together almost two months. We started dating shortly before Christmas but we didn’t give each other presents then because it was so short since we started dating. But now...” and Harry took out of his inner robe pocket a small, rather flat square packet. It was in silver wrappings with a green ribbon around it. “Here I want you to think of it a symbol of how much I like you.”
“Thank you.” Draco said dumbstruck and took the packet from across the table. He opened it slowly not wanting to rip the wrappings. The square was a box. Draco opened the box and inside it was a silver bracelet in the middle of it was sphere shaped green stone and to hold it in place the silver crossed over it forming an x and in it were tiny little white stones.
“It’s an emerald shaped into the sphere and the little white stones are diamonds. It’s so called urenlighed silver which makes it darker and not as shiny. Urenlighed means..."
“That it has not been cleaned. Yeah I know.” Draco stared at the bracelet. “This is the best gift anyone has given me. Thank you so much.”
“You’re welcome. I also got the jeweller to put some charms on it. The sphere glows when danger is nearby and it also has some protection charms on it. But it just protects you from small hexes.”
“That is a really smart. Wish I have thought of it.”
“What are you talking about?” Harry asked.
“Here you are.” Draco said and handed him a bit smaller square shaped box with red wrappings and gold ribbon around it. “I was being deliberate about the colours.”
“So was I.” Harry said and opened the packet. It also had jewellery in it. A silver necklace with pendant on it. The pendant was shaped like a drop with a blue opal in the middle.”
“No charms or anything fancy like that. But the silver and blue is supposed to remind you of my eyes, when we are apart. Because sooner or later we are not going to be together every minute of the day and...”
“Yeah I realised that. That’s the reason for the emerald in the bracelet.” Harry said.
“I figured that much.” Draco said in a low voice.
“But still thank you it’s beautiful. I don’t often get a present that is just pretty. Usually it’s something to help my defeat Voldemort..."
“Ouch.” Draco said and grabbed his upper left arm. “Please Harry do not say his name around me.”
“Why?” Harry asked.
Draco pulled up his sleeve, revealing the Dark Mark on his arm. “It burns when you say’s his name.”
“So that is why Snape always got his knickers in a twist when I said His name. I’m sorry Draco.”
“It’s all right.” Draco said. They went quite and listen to the music. When Feel with Robbie Williams ended and Save the Last Dance for Me with The Drifters started, Draco stood up and walked to Harry as he came next to him he offered Harry his hand.
“Can I have this dance?” He asked
“I can’t dance.” Harry laughed. “I tried at the Yule ball, I kept stepping on Parvati’s toes.”
“I will lead you don’t worry.” Draco said smiling.
“Then yes.” Harry stood up and took Draco’s hand.
Draco led him to the empty space on the floor. Draco took Harry’s left hand in his right and put Harry’s right hand on his shoulder blade. Then he put his left hand on Harry’s waist.
“Now follow me.” Draco said.
He took a step to the right, step forward, a step left and then a step backward. Harry followed. After a while Harry got it and looked up smiling.
“It is this simple.” Draco said. “I will teach you something fancier later.”
They danced on for a few songs staring into each other eyes. Not saying anything, but for the first time that night the silence was comfortable.
Harry moved his hand and touched Draco’s left upper arm where the Dark Mark was.
“Does this hurt?” He asked in a low voice.
“It did first but it has healed now. It only hurts if He is summoning or someone says his name.”
“It wasn’t me intention to hurt you.” Harry whispered.
“I know. Nobody outside the Death Eaters is supposed to know about this, so finally I have given you some information you can use.” Draco whispered back. Then he leaned in for a kiss.
Harry responded as soon as Draco’s lips touched his own. Their kiss was sweet and slow. When Draco brushed his tongue over Harry’s bottom lip Harry opened his mouth and they deepened their kiss as they danced. All of sudden the back of Harry’s knees hit something and the boys fell over. Right onto the four poster.
“I think someone is trying to tell us something.” Draco said amused.
“Yes he is.” Harry said thinking “Stop meddling! We are doing fine without your help.”
“He?” Draco asked.
“It was him that was so eager that you stayed innocent right? Didn’t kill him. He knew I could never become to like you if you had killed. He always knew everything. And meddled into everything.
“Dumbledore?” Draco asked his voice shaking a bit. “You know I did not want...” Harry stopped before Draco could start with his reasons for helping with the killing of Dumbledore.
“I know Draco. You’ve told me before. It is all right. I have forgiven you...for everything and I trust you completely.”
“Me too. And do not try and tell me you never did anything to me. You know you did.”
“Yes I did. We were quite the nemesis. Now kiss me.” Harry ordered Draco and soon they were kissing again.
Harry started moving his hands under Draco’s robes, tugging on it. Draco sat up and slowly removed it. Then he leaned over Harry and pulled his dress robe of him. They started undressing each other slowly. Buttoning down shirts. Pulling off shoes and socks. When they were bare feet and naked from waist up Draco stopped kissing Harry.
“I know it is a bit early to say this but I am an inpatient man when I am this close to what I want. It is no turning back now. Are you sure about this Harry?”
“I am.”
“Good.”
Then Draco zipped down Harry’s pants and dragged them down. Harry lifted his hips so Draco could slide them all the way down. Harry did the same with Draco’s pants. The boys where getting more inpatient now. They quickly removed each other’s boxers and before they realised, they were laying, Draco on top of Harry, naked in the bed. They had given each other blow jobs but they had never taken off each other’s clothes completely and for a minute they just stared.
“You are beautiful Draco.” Harry said breaking the silence first.
“You are beautiful too Harry.” Draco breathed taking in the sight of fully naked Harry.
Harry was as evenly tanned everywhere. He had really nice muscled legs and was really well made. His cock was rather big and thick.
Harry stared at Draco. He was build like a god. His marble white skin flawless everywhere, slim and with nice muscles. Draco had probably the longest penis Harry had seen. Longer than his and he didn’t have anything to be embarrassed about. But Draco’s wasn’t as thick as his.
“You are like a god Draco. Not of this world. You are so beautiful.” Harry said and kissed him.
Soon their kisses, until now rather slow and sweet, turned more heated. They started to move their hands over each other bodies and spread kisses on bare chests. Draco shifted on top of Harry and felt Harry’s erection pressing his thigh. He moved himself so their cocks were pressed together and moved a bit.
“Please Draco.” Harry begged.
“No. We are not doing this tonight.” Draco denied him. He moved again and Harry moaned.
Draco thought hard for a moment and out of thin air a tube of lubricant appeared. Draco sat up in Harry’s lap and took the tube. Harry looked at him as he did this. Draco opened the tube his hands shaking a bit on his fingers smoothing the lube over them. Harry took Draco’s shaking hands in his own.
“Relax this is going to be fine.”
“I read it can hurt especially the first time. That is why I am going to prepare you really well. I do not want to hurt you.”
“You won’t. I trust you.”
Draco leaned back down and ever so slowly moved his hand downwards. He stroked them over Harry’s cock. Harry shivered at the touch. Then he moved them backwards finding the hole.
“Ready?” He asked Harry.
“Ready.” Harry said determined.
Draco kissed him hard to distract him and pushed his index finger slowly inside of Harry’s arse. When his finger was as far in as he could he let go of Harry’s lips.
“How is this?”
“It doesn’t hurt. It burns a bit and feels weird.”
“Can I continue?”
“Yes.”
Draco kissed Harry again and slowly inserted a second finger. Before he could ask Harry knotted his head so Draco moved his fingers experimentally. Scissoring them.
When Draco moved his fingers he touched something inside Harry and all of sudden Harry saw stars. He moaned loudly and moved his hips thrusting Draco’s fingers a bit further inside.
Draco smirked when he felt Harry’s reactions, his arse clenching around his fingers. Harry moving and moaning.
“Found it.”
“Found it...what? Harry breathed.
“There is a magic spot inside us that makes being a bottom totally worthwhile.”
“It does.” Harry said. “You need to feel this.”
“Oh do not worry, next time we switch positions. And if I like it you might be stuck as a top permanently.”
“We will see.” Harry said. “But now Draco move.” He ordered and Draco started moving and scissoring his finger.
Every once in a while he hid the magic spot and soon Harry was moving against Draco’s fingers. Draco added a third finger and stretched Harry as far as he could, but Harry didn’t seem to mind anymore, until Draco decided he had prepared him well enough and withdrew his fingers.
“No” Harry protested disappointed.
“Harry can I...”
“Yes.” Harry said inpatient.
“I am a lot bigger than my fingers this might hurt.”
Harry had his eyes closed and was moaning, breathing loudly and wriggling beneath him.
“Do it Draco. I feel empty. Fill me. Please.”
Draco moved Harry so his feet were resting on his shoulders. Then he positioned his dick over Harry’s hole.
“Here it comes.” He said softly and in one slow, long motion he buried his penis in Harry all the way to the hilt.
Harry felt himself being stretched and filled in one motion. He felt a slight burn but otherwise it didn’t feel uncomfortable. He had thought it would hurt more.
Draco didn’t move he leaned in and whispered in Harry’s ear.
“All right?”
“Yes. The preparation worked. It doesn’t hurt. A slight burn but I kind of like it. Draco?”
“Yes Harry.”
Harry wriggled beneath him eagerly.
“Move.”
And Draco did. He started to move slowly in and out of Harry. At first Harry enjoyed just feeling but soon enough he was meeting Draco’s moves.
They had been moving at a slow pace for a while, their eyes closed when Draco opened his eyes and looked at Harry. His face looked like he was in a land that no one else could come to. His own place of bliss.
“This is not just bliss it is ecstasy, heaven.” Draco thought. He was starting to feel the heavy feeling in the pit of his stomach that meant he was close. “I want to see his eyes when we come.” Draco thought.
“Look at me Harry.” Draco begged Harry. “You always close your eyes. Look now.”
Harry opened his eyes and Draco was mesmerized.
Harry’s green eyes looked like they were on fire, an emerald flame, reminding Draco of the Goblet of Fire, burning with passion.
When Draco asked Harry to open his eyes and he did Harry felt like he was looking into the Penesive, looking into floating or melted silver, a fluid...water. Floating on desire.
Green stared into silver. Burning and floating. Flame and fluid. Fire and water.
For a moment it felt like the whole world had disappeared and there was nothing left but Harry and Draco, staring into each other eyes. Reading each other thoughts. Understanding...everything.
Draco gasped when he realised what he was reading out of Harry’s gaze, reflected there were the same emotions he felt for Harry.
“You love me.” He gasped and the tightness and heat that came from being buried inside Harry overcame him.
Draco came gasping and murmuring under his breath his own word of love to Harry.
Harry saw an emotion in Draco’s eyes he had never seen fully before. Sometimes it had run through Draco’s eyes when he looked at Harry. So short it was like a reflection in running water or a whisper in the wind. Now it was there, so intense in the silver eyes staring at him, that Harry couldn’t control himself. He heard Draco gasp and murmur something and felt as Draco’s essence started to pour into him.
“I love...” Harry breathed out and then that feeling of being filled became too much and he came too, without Draco or himself touching him during their lovemaking.
Fire and water. Never should those two elements mix together because they shall destroy each other. The water vanishing into thin air and the fire extinguishing.
Their world was destroyed. An empty dark void. For a moment neither Draco nor Harry could hear or see anything only feel. Feel the ecstasy pouring through them. Feel their bloods raze through their veins, their hearts beating like they had just ran a marathon and their skin tingling from the climax.
Draco had collapsed gracelessly on top of Harry after their climax. They lay there, Draco on top of Harry, motionless, only feeling each other.
Draco felt Harry’s chest rise and fall under him, felt Harry’s heavy breath on his skin.
Harry felt Draco’s whole limp weight on top of him a bit too heavy for him. He lifted his hand and regretfully pushed into Draco indicating for him to get off. Draco felt Harry’s push and heard Harry mutter.
“Too heavy, sorry love.”
Draco’s world came rushing back. “Love...he called me love.” He rolled off Harry. His now limp penis came out of Harry’s tunnel. A bit of semen coming with it. He lay next to Harry and rested on his elbow looking at Harry.
“I should not have...” Draco started, looking at Harry “...come inside of you without a condom I’m sorry.”
Harry had been laying their like a dead man.
“It’s o.k. it’s not like either of us has a disease. Since it was our both first time in this...situation.
Now Harry moved. Turning from his back to his side, opening his eyes and looking straight into Draco’s eyes again.
“And yes Draco.”
“Yes what?”
“I love you Draco.” Harry said sincerely. “You asked me right before...” Harry blushed a bit. “...Before we...”
“Came?” Draco suggested.
“...came.” Harry agreed blushing further. “I tried to answer your question but I got a little carried away. It was like...my world had shattered into pieces, but when it came back together you were the first thing I felt, saw and heard.”
“I’ve heard people say that we are complete opposites.” Draco said. “Different elements. That is how I heard someone describe, his feelings when he looked at us. Fire and Water. That person said that is why we did not get along. Those elements are not supposed to meet, they will destroy each other.”
Harry stared at Draco wondering what he was on about.
“That person was wrong.” Draco said fiercely. “We might be different elements. Fire and water probably describes us the best and I will admit...this love making really did destroy our worlds for a minute, destroyed us. But we came back, stronger than ever. We make each other stronger, and I love you too Harry.”
Harry stayed silent for a while.
“How long?” he finally asked
“Merlin only knows. But I realised it after...the end of last year. Admitted it during the summer to myself. You?”
“I’m not sure either. But I got a realisation on Halloween. Admitted it to myself that night...you know...on the couch.”
“But you were not sure about my feelings, that is why you did not say anything before?”
“Yes. You can put on one hell of a mask when you want too. Didn’t have a clue.”
“I was afraid that if you found out too early... you would hate me. Especially since you still hated me when I knew for sure I loved you.”
“So that day when you told me you liked me...”
“I loved you that day.” Draco admitted. “I have loved you through us being enemies...on some kind of neutral zone and through our friendship and relationship.”
“Wow...” Was all Harry could say. “I can’t honestly say I’ve loved you this long. For the longest time I was so confused about how I felt that I...”
Draco shushed him. “I does not matter anymore. All that matters is that you know now and I know.” Then Draco moved in and gave Harry a hug.
They cuddled for the rest of the evening. Half an hour before curfew they got dressed and left the Room of Requirement with regret.
“I want to stay there with you forever.” Draco said as they came onto the hallway indicating at the now disappearing doors to the Room.
“Some other time we will.” Harry said apologetically and gave Draco a kiss before they walked towards Gryffindor tower. Not seeing the person hidden in the shadows that had witnessed their kiss.
“We have the prove.” Millicent Bulstrode said smug as she sat down in one of the armchairs in the Slytherin dungeons.
“Well then. Where is it?” Pansy demanded.
“In here.” Millicent pointed at her head. “Use Occlumency on me.” Millicent started laughing sarcastically when Pansy took up her wand. “Oh you are just going to Love this!”
Pansy did the spell and spent the next seconds staring into Millicent’s eyes. Then she broke the spell and at first her face looked like she had broken her jaw, then the expression changed so it looked like she had eaten something really bad tasting. Finally it described pure rage.
“Draco Malfoy hasn’t only betrayed our Lord and joined the enemy. He’s fucking Harry Potter.” Millicent said mockingly.
“He’s going to pay for this.” Pansy said more to herself then anyone around her. Then she shook off her shock and looked up staring at the group of people surrounding her.
“Tonight as soon as everyone is fast to sleep, we go to meet the Dark Lord and tell him the news off Malfoy’s betrayal. Then we will do anything in our power to make sure Malfoy pays.” She said her voice full of venom.
Everyone clapped their hands in agreement. But that was not an applaud of joy but one full of hate and vengeance. Not one person in that group had an easy time believing that Draco Malfoy had betrayed their cause, he had been their biggest supporter. The purest believer with the most extreme tenets. But that fact only made his betrayal that much bigger... so... his punishment would have to be terrible.
While everyone applauded with grim vengeance Pansy repeated.
“Malfoy is going to pay for this!”
TBC.
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Harry‘s pentant http://www.crystalmoments.co.uk/photos/1.037716LapisteardropPendant.JPG
Draco‘s bracelet http://www.clozinout.com/Images/Man-bracelet1WEB.gif
The rosewood bed http://www.antiquebedcompany.co.uk/10952rful.jpg
I couldn’t find a matching table and chairs like the bed. So just imagine it in the similar style.
The rosewood fireplace http://www.antiquefireplacesireland.co.uk/manage/gallery/trose%20wood%20overmantle%20(WinCE).jpg
The bed linings, also green and red http://i3.iofferphoto.com/img/item/454/158/11/o_navyblue.jpg
The big pillows on the floor also green and blue http://s109.photobucket.com/albums/n53/simonchan83/?action=view¤t=red2.jpg
The Persian rug on the floor http://www.cyrusruggallery.com/images/Rugs/90009.jpg
This is how I imagined the silk drapes on the walls also in red and blue http://www.designerdraperies.com/mm5/dd/07-d-stripe.jpg