Romeo, Romeo, wherefore art thou Romeo?

When Lily opened the door, before she could even finish saying his name, or get to the couch he crossed the room in three large steps, and pulled her close to him. He didn’t say anything, instead he just held her close to his body. He could feel the coolness of her cloak seeping through his shirt, and she was still slightly shivering.

Lily wrapped her arms around him, and let her head rest on his chest. There was no need for words because she knew how she was feeling, and what James was feel as well. Her hands let go of him for a second to remove her cloak, listening to it fall with a quiet whoosh.

James grabbed her small hand within his, and led her toward the couch. He took a seat first before pulling her tightly into his arms. It was amazing how one small thing could completely change a life. Had he not made Sirius ill, he probably would not be here with Lily right now like this. She was leaning up against him, her head resting lightly on his shoulder, a small portion of her pale neck exposed. Gently he readjusted, and his lips connected with that soft spot and he could feel a chill run through her body.

She tensed slightly at the touch, but felt an odd jolt of want run through her body. Lily leaned her cheek against the warmth of the couch, and she felt James push the rest of her hair out of the way to expose more of her neck. He paused for a second before gently moving back to the spot he had kissed before, and Lily took in a sharp breath.

He could feel her pulse with his lips, and noticed it had quickened. Slowly he licked the spot before gently nipping at it. Her skin was soft, clear, and creamy, and he gently pulled away the collar of her shirt to expose more of the skin, and he kissed her collarbone. James could see a bit of the lace of her white bra through a small gap in her shirt, but he adverted his eyes to her face. Her eyes were closed, and he could feel a small moan vibrate through her throat.

Lily blushed at the noise that she had let escape, and she could feel the heat rising up her neck to her cheeks. James moved the kiss to behind her ear, before nipping it lightly. She shivered again, feeling as if electricity was running through her body. Her hand moved up to rest behind his head, her fingers running through his shaggy hair.

“Don’t be embarrassed,” he said quietly into her ear, his lips brushing it lightly. His hands were wrapped around her stomach, and he could feel her breath quickening at his words. James lets his lips wander up her jaw line and to her cheek when he felt her rustle against him. He gently let go, and watched her adjust so she was facing him fully now. Her eyes were a deep shade of green, darker then he had ever seen them. His hands found her waist, and he pulled her closer to him, his lips finally connecting with hers.

She literally melted against him, all the tenseness in her body giving way. Her hands were resting on his chest, and a few fingers found the collar of his shirt. Lily’s breathing was quick and shallow, and she nearly stopped breathing when James’ tongue caught her lip. Slowly she allowed him entrance, and felt a small tingle run through her body as his tongue explored every crevasse of her mouth. After a minute she became bolder, and let herself explore James’ mouth. She could tell he had recently brushed his teeth, or had gum from the hint of mint she tasted.

James’ hands dug slightly into her back, he could feel a small arousal starting to build up, just from this minimal contact, but he could not help himself. He was carefully not to push things too far, but his hands had pushed up her shirt slightly so when his hands went to her lower back, he could feel the skin that was exposed. He froze briefly, afraid Lily was going to back off, but when she continued to kiss him as feverishly as before, James continued.

Lily could feel his heart hammering in his chest, and after a few moments she pulled back to look at him, and to catch her breath. His eyes were drunk with lust as he looked at her, his chest heaving slightly as he caught his breath, and Lily smiled at him. His fingers were tracing small designs on her lower back, and Lily adjusted so she was straddling his hips.

“Are you alright love?” James asked her as he watched her from behind his glasses. Her figure was silhouetted against the wall behind them and it danced as the flames crackled and jumped in the fireplace.

“Never been better,” Lily said quietly, her hands reaching up to his face to run her fingers down his jaw line. She watched him for a few more seconds before laying back down on him once again, and kissing him with a new hunger. She felt James match her want, and Lily pushed down slightly with her body, feeling him groan.

James’ hand slowly inched up her back under her shirt, and when he was sure Lily wasn’t uncomfortable, his hands rested on her shoulder blades pulling her down onto him harder, wanting some sort of pressure or friction.

Lily’s hands had found James’ hair and she was running her fingers through it before grasping into it lightly. She enjoyed having his hands on her, and the flashbacks of what Sirius had done to her were starting to dissipate. This was much different, in the fact that she wanted it, and it was with someone she had feelings for.

James wanted a bit more, so he removed one hand from her shirt, and used it to push himself, as well as Lily up from the couch until they were sitting, not breaking the kiss as he did so. His hands pushed back up her shirt, untucking it fully as he did so. His fingers moved to her side now, and kept them there, careful not to push too far, and scare her as Sirius had done.

When they moved, Lily wrapped her legs around his waist, her skirt hiking up a bit to reveal more of her pale legs. She felt his fingers resting on her hips, and Lily pulled out of the kiss to look at him, and she saw a look of panic wash over his face. Lily didn’t say a word, instead she let go of his hair, and moved her shaking fingers to the buttons of her blouse. She undid the first one and glanced at James.

His hands immediately flew up to hers to stop her. “You don’t have to do this Lily,” James said quietly locking his eyes on her. God did he want it, he had wanted it for years now, but there was no need to rush it. He could tell she was nervous by the shaking.

“I want to,” Lily said moving her hands down to undo the next two buttons. She watched him lower his hands back down to her hips, and the bob of his Adam’s apple when he swallowed hard. Gently Lily pushed him so he was lying back down, and his head was resting against the armrest. By the time she got to the last button, she was blushing, and was glad she wore a nice, and relatively new, bra that day.

James could feel anticipation coursing through his veins as her hands revealed the center piece holding her bra together. When she was done, her hands fell back to her sides, he could tell she was starting to get too shy and she wouldn’t move it any further then she had already. “May I?” James asked quietly, his hands reaching up to grab the sides by her collar. He watched her nod her head yes, and he waited one more second before pushing the top off her shoulders the rest of the way.

She was gorgeous, even prettier than he had imagined. Her hair cascaded over her shoulders, and reached to the tops of her breasts, which were a creamy white, pushing against the restraint of the bra. He could see her nipples were erect and pushing against the cloth even more then her breasts were themselves. “God Lily,” he said breathlessly looking back up at her face.

Lily felt the blush rising up her cheeks, and down her chest, and she looked down to see just how red she had become. She did not want to be the only one half naked, so gently she reached for the hem of his shirt. Lily could already see the tip of his happy trail, and the tanned, toned muscles of his stomach. He made her feel completely inadequate with how gorgeous he was, and she was only seeing a glimpse below the hem of his shirt.

Her hands were cold against the warmth of his stomach, but James tried to hide it as best as possible. James sat up slightly to help her, and once it was up past his stomach, he peeled the shirt off his body and dropped it to the floor, part of it catching on the corner of the coffee table.

She let her hands gently roam over his chest, feeling every dent of his muscles, and running her fingers through the little bit of hair on his chest. Lily could see that where her fingertips touched she was leaving goose bumps along his hardened stomach. Her finger traced over a long scar down his side, she didn’t ask what it was, and there would be plenty of times for questions and talking later.

He watched her quietly, feeling his arousal grow. James knew that she felt it, but she did not react, nor say a word about it. His hands rested lightly on her hips before running his calloused hands up her sides, and he played with the silk and lace that made up her bra.

His hands pulled her out of her explorations, and Lily gave him a shy smile. Her hands moved on to his, and put them both on her breasts outside the bra. The touch sent a shock of pleasure through her, and felt a tingling feeling between her legs.

James sat up quickly so as not to leave her too exposed as his hands felt her over. Her nipples were hard, and he could feel them perfectly through the cloth. He gently squeezed, and felt her squirm on him, causing him to groan from the friction she had caused. He crashed his lips onto hers once again, his mouth exploring hers with urgency as he gently pinched her right nipple between his fingers.

Lily moaned openly into James mouth as he did this, it was a different feeling when you were anticipating it. She wanted more touch, and Lily reached around her back to undo the clasp of her bra, when James stopped kissing her, and his hands caught her wrists.

She pulled back and stared at him completely confused. They had made it this far, a simple piece of cloth was not going to make the difference. She stared at his suddenly serious face, and began to feel hurt. Lily pulled her hands out of his grasp, and backed up.

“No Lily,” James said catching her shoulder. “I just don’t want this to happen…here,” he said indicating the couch. He glanced up toward his open bedroom door, where he spent many nights dreaming about this happening, and now it just might. The last thing he wanted was to offend her.

Lily nodded, understanding now and rose from the couch. She began to walk to his room when her wrist was caught once again by James, and she was turned around rather quickly and forcefully. Lily collided with his chest gently and she looked up to see a charming, yet devilish smile playing on James’ lips. He leaned down to kiss her, and slowly walked her backwards across the room, up the few steps, and into his room.

James kicked the door shut with his foot effortless, than led Lily to his bed, which he had thankfully made. He lifted her gently by the waist, and placed her in the middle of the bed before crawling back atop of her. James didn’t say a word, and just continued where they had left off. His hands snaked around her back, and he lifted her up a bit as he undid the clasp. There was a quiet pop, and he pulled the straps off her shoulders and dropped it on the bed.

She felt sweet relief as the bra finally came off, and Lily looked up to see James trying not to stare as he took the sight in. Lily closed her eyes as he trailed his kiss, and tongue down her neck, and to the middle of her breasts. His thumb passed over her nipple, which was hard from arousal and the chill of the room. Being as shy as she was she kept her eyes closed, until she felt his tongue sweep over her left nipple causing her eyes to flutter open with a groan.

He licked her nipple again enjoying the noises that were coming out of her mouth. James then closed his mouth over it completely to gently suckle and nip at it, his right hand still paying attention to her other nipple. He could feel her heart pound, and her body writhe under his touch, and that just caused him to push his hips into hers.

“Oh my…” Lily said cutting off before she could finish. The touch of him against her core caused her to groan deep in her throat and she wanted more. She snaked her hands between them to undo his belt, her hands fumbling before getting it, as well as the button and zipper undone. Lily shoved them down, and let him take care of the rest.

James kicked his shoes off, and noticed that Lily did the same and he removed both of his socks without moving his hand from her chest, or her thick hair. The only piece of cloth that really separated them was their underwear, though the skirt needed to go. He was careful to go slow in case she wanted to stop, but not too slow. A few second later, her skirt fell out of James’ hand noiselessly to the floor. His kiss had moved down to her stomach now, and his tongue swirled around her navel, and he noticed her natural reaction to react from the touch.

“Mmm,” was all Lily could get out as he left a small trail from her breast to her stomach. He was nipping lightly at her skin, and it took her a moment to realize that his hand was slowly sliding up her thigh. She glanced down at him, and saw that he was looking right back at her. His eyes were dark, and it sent a deep thrill through her body to know she made James feel like this.

James kept his eyes locked on hers as his kiss trailed to the top of her knickers and his hands gently pushed her legs open a bit wider to give him more room. His fingers traced along her bikini line, and he had to hold back a satisfied laugh when she whimpered and pushed up to his hand.

“Have you ever…” James asked her quietly, unsure of what her answer would be. He was going to guess no, but he couldn’t be so sure.

“Never,” Lily said huskily, and felt a flame of embarrassment rise up in her cheeks. Her she was inexperienced Lily Evans, which one of the supposed sex gods of Gryffindor.

“Me either,” he replied quietly before glancing up at her. He knew the rumors that spread, but he had never had sex with a girl. He couldn’t bring himself to it; it never felt right to him, though Sirius would tease him about it.

Before Lily could react, his finger slid under her knickers, and he felt just how arouse she really was as his fingers found her swollen center. He heard her gasp, and he resisted a growl when she gripped his hair, pulling at it slightly. He began to rub the small nub there slowly to get her used to it before picking up the pace. He didn’t want to hurt her by going slow, so when he had her right on the edge, he slipped a finger inside of her, it was easy because of how wet he had made her, which was a definite ego boost, but she was tight.

Lily shut her eyes tight, it was quick, but it still hurt, and Lily knew there was only going to be more pain after that. She was glad when his thumb found her swollen center once again to give her some relief, and his finger pumped in and out of her for another minute before she felt a second finger. She muffled her yelp of pain, and closed her eyes tight trying to get used to it.

“Just relax, and it will hurt less,” James said quietly kissing her hip. He could feel how tense she was, and his kisses slowly started to relax her, and it made things a bit easier on both of them. James could feel her begin to move her hips with his, and that was just what he wanted. Moving his fingers back out, he grabbed her knickers and pulled them off her slender body, and dropped them on the bed. He looked her over for a minute, his eyes triumphant and full of lust before moving to kiss her inner thigh.

She watched him remove her knickers and blushed. Lily was fully naked in front of a boy for the first time in her life, and she was starting to feel self conscious about it. His kisses were starting to melt that feeling away though, and Lily resisted squirming, since he was obviously trying to make her to. He kissed her in every spot but the one place she wanted it most. Lily peered down at him again, and their eyes met once more, and finally he hit that spot. She watched the tip of his tongue touch her very center, and she could have cried out in pleasure.

James smirked before licking her once again, and he watched her legs instinctively open wider. His teeth scraped gently over that small bundle of nerves that were exposed even more. He watched her eyes shut, and her hips push further up toward his mouth, begging for more. James’ mouth completely closed over it now, and he suckled it, his tongue darting around it a few times, tracing circles. He had never officially had sex, but he knew just how to please a girl.

“Oh my god,” Lily breathed, though her voice was hoarse. She could feel him tracing circles over her, and her body began to tense as a different feeling washed over her. That’s when she noticed his tongue had left her clit, and moved inside of her, swirling about. Biting her lip to keep from screaming, she came, and hard against James’ mouth, her hips bucking, and back arching off the bed.

He crawled back up her body, and gently kissed her neck. James pushed his hips into hers hoping she would react. His wish was granted when timid hands found the elastic of his boxers, her fingers traced around it for a bit, before finally grasping the thin cloth, to push it down slowly. He could feel just how nervous she was, so one of his hands found hers to help her push them down. “It’s alright love,” James said quietly into her ear, nipping at the lobe.

She just nodded before letting go once it was past her arms length. Her hands ran up the back of his thighs, and over his buttocks, which was almost pure muscle as well. Lily could feel his hip bones sticking out, and her finger nails gently ran down his happy trail. His muscles were tighter the further she went down, and noticed his kisses grew weaker as she did.

Curiosity settled in, and Lily decided to try and tease him. She had never done this before, but had heard about doing certain things, and she was smart enough to figure things out. Gently her fingers traced the soft patch of skin around his hard member, and James groaned quietly in her ear, before thrusting his hips toward her hand, she smirked and ran one finger from his base to his head, blushing the whole way.

“Lily,” James moaned, though he was more pleading than anything else. His arousal was almost painful from the lack of touch, and it brought him some relief when she finally did touch him. When she moved away again he hung his head, and nipped at her shoulder, willing her to continue.

Finally, her hand grasped his base and moved up his shaft, though it was painfully slow. James pushed his hips into her hand again, asking for more friction.

“Am I doing it right?” Lily asked, blushing, and feeling like a complete fool. Damn her lack of knowledge in this field.

“Excellent,” James practically purred in her ear before thrusting once again. After another second Lily picked up the pace, and he let out a satisfied sigh. He was going to let her figure this out at her own pace, but when she ran a thumb over his head he growled. That was exactly what he was looking for. “Keep that up,” he said before crashing his lips on hers.

She was starting to pick up on what was good, and what was better. Her hands moved faster, and at one point she could feel the smooth wetness of pre cum on his tip, and she ran it down his length. As time passed she was getting more comfortable with this, but a bit more nervous knowing what was coming next.

“Are you alright love?” James asked when he noticed she had slowed down a bit. When she bit her lip and nodded he sat up a bit to stare her directly in the eyes. “If you want to stop, just tell me. I don’t want you to feel like you have to do something,” he said quietly.

“I’m fine, nervous,” Lily said her hand letting go of his prick before moving around to his back and pulling down on him to feel the pressure of his body on hers once again. There was a film of sweat on both of their bodies already, and Lily could see some hair sticking to James’ forehead. “I want you,” she finally said, her voice confident.

James froze for a second as he looked at her, and a smile spread across his face. He had been waiting for Lily to admit that for years that she did want him for something other than something to yell at. When she returned the same smile, he leaned down to kiss her before shifting himself between her legs, and guiding himself to her entrance. “I will be as gentle as possible,” he said quietly watching her features. “Tell me if it hurts, and to stop if you need to. The last thing I ever want is to hurt you.”

Lily nodded before taking in a sharp breath. His lips found hers once again, and as James kissed her, she felt him slowly push in her entrance. This was officially it, she was no longer a virgin, and it hurt like hell. She bit his lip a little harder than before, and mumbled a sorry.

James just smiled at her, trying to mask the immense pleasure he was feeling because he knew the pain she was in. Slowly he pushed in until he reached an even harder area of resistance, her hymen. He didn’t want to puncture that just yet, so he gently pushed in and out, only sheathing his prick a few inches.

Lily bit her lip as her body became use to the slow rhythm, trying to block out any pain that was going through her. If she concentrated hard enough, she thought, it would go away. “Are you alright?” She heard him ask, and she nodded, trying to keep back the painful tears that were looming. He kept the same pace going for another minute, and Lily noticed the pain was subsiding.

James noticed that Lily wasn’t feeling as much pain anymore as well when she relaxed a bit. He knew the next part would have to be quick. “Ready?” He asked knowing she knew what he was talking about. There was a pause from her, then a quick nod. James pulled out slowly before he pushed back in, hard and quick. He could feel it break, and he felt horrible when he saw Lily’s face contort in pain. “Love we can stop,” James said, his hand going to her face to brush away a few tears.

“Give me a second,” Lily said after letting out a breath she had been holding. She appreciated how still he was being, and his thumbs wiped away at the tears that had escaped. Lily looked at his face, how full of concern it was, and felt an overwhelming feeling of love for this boy. “Alright,” she finally said.

James nodded, before pulling out, and completely sheathing himself inside of her once again. It was terribly tight, wet, and warm, a completely different feeling then when he took care of it himself. He was careful to keep things gentle, but he began to move faster.

Lily squirmed a bit, but it was starting to rub less now, and it was a bit pleasurable now. There was a small bubble building up inside of her, and she rocked her hips a bit with James so he would keep hitting a certain spot. Her breathing was beginning to hitch, and her nails scrapped over his back, slipping slightly on the sweat. “James…” she hissed, her voice coming out as a sexy purr.

Just that one word, push James close to the edge. The warm sensation, and tightness of her caused him to buck his hips a bit hard wanting to get to his release. “God Lily,” he groaned in her ear, and he began to pant a bit, muttering incomprehensible words, before feeling his climax just around the corner.

“Mmm…yes,” Lily said finally feeling more pleasure then pain. Her hand flew up behind his head to hold him even closer, and her hips pushed way up, and she felt him wrap an arm around her lower back. “James!” She cried loudly before feeling her body release. There were white lights behind her eyes, and her back tensed, pushing her as close to him as she cloud.

“Lils,” James said as he continued, he was almost there. Finally he felt his release, and he bit his lip letting out a very loud groan as he filled her completely. He rocked his hips a few more times before relaxing gently atop of her, his head resting on her upper chest, eyes closed, and panted. “Are you alright?” He asked her quietly.

“Amazing,” Lily replied quietly as her body came down off her temporary high. That was the most amazing thing she had ever felt in her life. What made it even better in her eyes was that it was both of their first times.

James smirked and gently pulled himself out of her, and moved so he was even with her, and put his arm around her to pull her to his chest. They were both sweaty, but he didn’t care about that at the moment. Lily Evans was here in his arms, and that was all that matter. With a playful smirk he recited, “Did my heart love till now? Forswear it, sight. For I ne’er saw true beauty till this night.”

Lily giggled before staring up at his eyes for a moment, and arched an eyebrow. The butterflies in her stomach were back again, more so with the question that had popped in her head, then when they first started this whole escapade. “What are you saying?” Lily asked quietly.

“What do you think I am saying?” James asked her keeping his eyes on hers. He was nervous, but he wanted her to say it before he did.

She stumbled for a bit, but they had done everything they could possibly do together. Lily had given herself to him willingly, without question, and now she needed to know. “Do you genuinely like me? Besides something to look at…” Lily held her breath and waited for the answer.

“Lily I have loved you from the start,” he said honestly, pushing some hair off her head. “I know it may seem too soon, but it is the truth. I fell for you instantly, even if you pushed me away. I love you for your personality, your smarts, and even your little quirks, it’s not all about looks, though you are the most gorgeous girl I have ever met.”

Lily felt herself choke up, and she watched his face before leaning down and kissing him gently on the lips. “I think…I think I love you too,” she said quietly tears in her eyes.

“It looks like we really are Romeo and Juliet. We didn’t get along for a long time, then one night changed everything,” James said quietly a smile on his lips. “I would do anything for you Lily, even die for you, such as Romeo did,” he said.

“We are the living Romeo and Juliet, hopefully we won’t have to die for love though,” Lily tacked on to his statement before kissing him one again.

~For never was a story of more woe, than this of Juliet and her Romeo~


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